Thousands of people suspect that they have become a spiritual queen

I am your guardian, you must obey me.

When Su Bana woke up, he had a headache. He opened his eyes, and vaguely saw the pale ceiling and the slightly noisy voice.

A feeling of drowsiness and numbness invaded his limbs, and then he slowly closed his eyes again, losing consciousness.

……

When she woke up again, Su Jiao heard the sound of rain.

There is a pattering, very lingering sound, as if everything will be revived in the sound of rain.

He opened his eyes, his vision gradually became clearer, and he saw a dove-gray corner of his clothes.

Su Banana: "..."

Su Jiao saw the snow-white ceiling, his consciousness was momentarily confused, and he turned around to see a handsome face.

The man was leaning on the armchair in the hospital, with one hand on his temple, his eyes half-closed, standing beside his bed, looking very tired.

The light of the incandescent lamp fell on his face, and the ambiguous light outlined his clear and cold lip line, making him look very alienated.

Su Jiao looked at him and thought, this person always seems to be so repulsed by people thousands of miles away, and hates the appearance of being bonded and interacting with others.

Even with Su Bingxue, he wasn't always close, more often he just watched from afar, indifferently...

So, this person is...Su...Su Chimian, his...brother.

Sensing Su Jiao's observing gaze, he opened his eyes and looked over.

Maybe he was too tired, his single eyelid was slightly wrinkled, and his amber eyes were also tired, which made his eyes look much softer.

He didn't seem to expect that Su Jiao would wake up suddenly. He was obviously taken aback for a moment, then got up immediately, rang the bell to call the doctor, and then reached out to touch Su Jiao's forehead.

……

Subconsciously, Su Jiao turned her head away, not letting him touch it.

Su Chimian's hands paused slightly, and a hint of repressed emotion flashed through his amber eyes, but he pursed his lips and straightened Su Banana's head.

"Don't make trouble." His voice was hoarse, exhausted as if he hadn't rested for a few days, he was not very happy, but he was still gentle, "You have been in a coma for several days, and you have a high fever... Let me see if you still have a fever." No fever."

The boy paused for a moment and didn't resist anymore.

The man's hands were slender and fair, a little cool, like melting snow on a high mountain.

He quickly withdrew his hand, frowning tightly: "It's still very hot."

So soon many doctors came over, discussing the treatment plan, mixed with "flu", "high fever", "infection"... and so on.

Su Jiao didn't listen too carefully, but just looked out the window.

raining.

There is a pot of pink succulents in front of the glass window, and raindrops are falling from the transparent window—the long-lost world, the long-lost body.

Obviously it hasn't been long, but it seems like reunion after a long absence.

……

Maybe the hanging water was effective, Su Jiao's fever finally subsided.

Su Jiao was transferred from the ICU to the general ward.

Su Jiao didn't expect that she was so serious that she needed to be admitted to the ICU.

Su Chimian was peeling fruit for him, her brows were furrowed, looking unhappy.

He always said little, and he wouldn't explain anything unless Su Jiao asked.

He just put on a cold face, as if Su Jiao owed him 800 billion——

Obviously, he hoped that Su Jiao would take the initiative to ask him why he was sick, and then he would tell him what happened, and then ask Su Jiao to apologize to him and promise to pay attention to his body, and then he would teach his younger brother who didn't pay attention to his body as an older brother...

Ah, probably so.

Su Jiao guessed aimlessly.

However, Su Jiao's bad taste came up, he just didn't ask, he didn't say anything.

……

Maybe it was really just Su Ban's idle speculation.

Even though Su Jiao remained silent, Su Chimian still didn't say anything from the beginning to the end, just caring for him carefully.

The three meals a day are brought by the aunt at home, and he sets the dishes for him.

Su Jiao was weak and couldn't get out of bed or go to the bathroom, so he took him there, but Su Jiao didn't like others watching him go to the bathroom, so she asked Su Chimian to go outside at this time.

Fearing that Su Jiao would be bored, he brought him a Switch.

Everyday, Su Jiao plays games over there, while he works on the other side.

Su Ban got tired of playing games, so he turned on the hospital TV.

Then he knew the cause of his illness—the flu.

Not long ago, the flu suddenly broke out in City A. Many people fell ill with a high fever. Moreover, this flu is very evil, not fatal, but it will cause people to have a high fever.

Su Jiao was obviously the one who got caught.

Su Jiao stared at the news on the hospital's TV for a long time, and always felt that his strengthened body obviously shouldn't have such a high fever for so long, which is very abnormal.

Some people complained on the Internet, saying that since seeing the vision of the red moon and the sun coincident, the disease has begun to spread. Could it be that aliens are releasing the virus.

Su Banana: "..."

"It's not that serious anymore." Su Chimian said suddenly.

Su Banana: "..."

"Flu." Su Chimian said, "It has subsided a lot in the past few days."

His eyes fell on Su Jiao who was wearing a thin hospital gown.

The young man was seriously ill, his face was pale, and the blue and white hospital clothes were empty, and he looked thinner and thinner.

Su Chimian's tone was dissatisfied: "You have been in a coma for a long time, and you have been running a high fever."

Su Jiao looked at him holding the warm teacup, he didn't quite understand what Su Chimian was dissatisfied with.

It's as if his poor health made Su Chimian feel ashamed...

But, in fact, what does it have to do with Su Chimian?

Su Jiao rubbed her teacup, a little unsure whether to answer or not.

——The teacup obviously belonged to Su Chimian, just a very old-fashioned black glass teacup, very old-fashioned and ugly.

It was soaked with wolfberries and black tea, so hot that Su Jiao couldn't drink a few sips.But it seems that no matter when, the tea in the cup is always hot.

When Su Jiao was playing on her mobile phone or playing games, the cold tea would be replaced meticulously.

Su Chimian didn't seem to notice that Su Jiao was staring at him with strange eyes, but frowned and said, "Doesn't the school give you exercise?"

His tone was still very dissatisfied.

Su Jiao thought for a while, and finally spoke.

"In summer, there is radio gymnastics."

He also said: "In winter, I can run."

This was the first time the boy answered his words in the past few days.

Su Jiao finally concluded: "My body has always been very good."

After finishing his concluding speech, he felt satisfied with what he said. He looked up at Su Chimian, only to find that the man's gaze was focused on the computer screen, and he was already at work, as if he didn't really care what he said.

Su Jiao: "..." Asking what, but not listening, beep beep beep!After so many years of indifference, how could he be so courteous at this time—isn't his poor health all Su Chimian's fault, it's all Su Chimian's fault! !

Su Jiao put the teacup in her hand heavily on the head of the bed, pulled up the quilt and lay down.

One moment.

Su Jiao heard the man's cold voice: "Do you want to sleep now?"

Su Ban said nothing.

After a while, I heard Su Chimian say: "It's only six o'clock in the afternoon. If you sleep too early, you will wake up at night, which is not good for your health."

Su Jiao could almost imagine the way Su Chimian said this, frowning, thin lips slightly pursed, not very happy.

Su Jiao thought, it's up to you to take care of it, don't worry about it when you're a minor, and when you're almost an adult, you'll be able to stand on your own and make a lot of trouble.

Probably because the boy's sense of resistance was too sharp, and the emotion that penetrated through the thick quilt could penetrate people, so Su Chimian fell silent.

His temper is indeed cold, and he doesn't like to meddle in things too much. Because of his personality, he never interferes in other people's affairs. No matter suffering or happiness, it is other people's life.

He has seen a lot of people who like to be close to others, listen to others' troubles, worry about others' troubles, and take other people's life advice seriously. In fact, he feels from the bottom of his heart that such people live very tired.

Because they put other people's troubles, other people's lives, on their own.

Isn't this very tiring?

Su Chimian doesn't quite understand why there are always people who enjoy doing it all the time - without any benefit, they are still willing to bear the burden of other people's lives.

but……

Now, I probably understand a little bit.

Su Chimian looked at the quilt wrapped into a ball - curled up inside was a child who was not in good health, didn't like to eat normally, had a bad temper, and had suffered a lot.

His younger brother who is connected by blood, but not heart-to-heart.

At the moment when he received the emergency 120 call, Su Chimian felt as if his heart was being squeezed tightly, so hard that his blood almost flowed backwards.

Su Ban resisted him, ridiculed him, and rejected him.

He was patient, silent, taking all his accusations, and thinking, if he doesn't like it, if he doesn't want to, then fine.

His love came too late, and it was indeed unpleasant. The harm done to the boy by indifference in the past, can't be repaired now no matter what.

What was missing was indeed missing, so no matter what he did, it seemed selfish, so he tried to convince himself not to appear in front of Su Jiao.

Su Chimian is just Su Chimian, as long as Su Chimian is responsible for his own life, he is sorry for his younger brother, so he will try his best to compensate him in the future, from other aspects.

Everyone is a lonely star with his own destined star path. He should follow Su Jiao's wishes, hide guilt and love in his heart, and stay away.

……

Until that 120 call.

Until he saw Su Banan in the hospital with a reddened face and a persistent high fever.

That moment.

Su Chimian's mind went blank. He almost didn't think about anything. Regardless of the dissuasion of the people around him—it was a new type of highly contagious flu, or it was a trivial matter of other companies. He carried Su Jiao to the car and drove all the way. He quickly took him to his own hospital and treated him with the best resources.

He has a lot of questions he wants to ask Su Jiao, such as why he doesn't take good care of his body and always makes himself sick, or why he goes to bad places, catches the flu, and even uses very cold ones, which don't sound good The tone accuses him of a person who doesn't know how to live and still does willful things. In the end, it's just worrying, or he can be more aggressive and say rebellious, nonsense, and messed up.

……

But in the end.

Su Chimian knew that this was actually not Su Jiao's fault.

These things happened, in the final analysis, it was Su Chimian's fault.

Because Su Chimian wants to be a lonely star and walk on his own star path; because Su Chimian thinks that other people's troubles belong to others, and hates being involved in other people's lives; Or family members; because Su Chimian is not a good brother, he is a big bastard who can leave his hometown for many years without paying attention to his family; or because Su Chimian doesn't love others, only loves himself——

What's wrong with Su Banana?

There is nothing wrong with him, he will make mistakes, he will be rebellious, he will be sick, he will be disobedient, and he will lose his temper...

It's all because my brother didn't care about him enough and didn't teach him well.

His family doesn't love him enough.

No one took care of him, and no one taught him how to take care of himself.

He grew up in the midst of bullying and sadness, and the suffering made him sharpen his sharp thorns.

If you want to touch that cowardly and soft heart, you have to endure the bloody wounds pierced by the sharp thorns—the current teenagers are rebellious and cold, maybe bloody and bloody, and they are untouchable.

But so what.

……

It's not someone else.

This is his brother.

As an elder brother, it is the stars he should protect and the life he should carry.

Su Chimian quietly calculated in her heart that Su Jiao is now 17 years old.

He is the brother, the guardian.

He would not condemn any of Su Jiao's previous rebellion, anything that made him dissatisfied, such as a fragile body, a messy mind, and unruly behavior.

But start today.

He will try to be a seemingly qualified brother.

Su Jiao was practicing holding her breath under the blanket, and the next second, the blanket above her head was ripped off——

The man's handsome face had clear emotions written on it: "Get up, don't sleep."

Su Jiao: "Why don't you sleep?"

Su Jiao thought, playing games, that's not impossible.

Su Chimian looked at the time and said in a serious tone, "It's time to do my homework."

Su Banana: "."

Before Su Jiao was about to blow up, she obviously wanted to say why do you control me. Before he could speak, Su Chimian said, "I am your guardian, you must obey me."

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