Thousands of people suspect that they have become a spiritual queen

Ants struggling on the ground, how can they be greedy for the glory of the gods.

Su Jiao thought, how could he go to see Yan Lian.

But Liu Hanyi obviously doesn't think so, and there are so many scenes——

[It doesn't matter if you go to see him, I can take care of myself by myself.cat strong jpg]

Su Jiao stared at the wet-eyed cat emoji for a while, and then thought about it, now that emojis can be sent in text messages, and she doesn't know how much a MMS is.

He did not add the number and WeChat account of anyone in his class.

Liu Hanyi sent him an application before, but he pretended not to see it.

Liu Hanyi was obviously not willing to accept the possibility of him going to see Yan Lian, and after holding it in for a while, he couldn't hold it anymore, and another news came in.

[Yan Lian is better than me in any way, they are all bastards, he is more bastard than me, right?His bastard threatened me with you, never treated you as a human being, and you still rushed to take care of him? ? 】

【Just because he stabbed himself thirty times and you went to see him?I can too!I can stab myself 100 knives! 】

Seeing that the direction of the text message was gradually going to something wrong, Su Jiao replied the text message.

【Did not go. 】

There was silence at first, and then there were text messages rushing in.

[It’s fine if you don’t go. 】

Then a series of national curses accompanied by insults Yan Lian is a dog, etc. The content of the text message contained a bunch of prohibited words, and finally ended with the sentence that Yanjia has no good things.

Liu Han felt good about cursing, and after a while of quietness, he began to sell miserably again. He said pitifully that his hands hurt, and attached a photo.

The hand that was tightly wrapped in white gauze was soaked in blood, which was very miserable.

Followed by an explanation.

[I was too excited to knock on the phone, and the wound opened.Wuwu jpg]

Followed skillfully by an emoji of a cat crying.

Su Jiao didn't know what to reply. He was bullied before and didn't have many friends. Although Nan Feng's personality was not withdrawn, he was definitely not talkative. He would do things to comfort others, but the target was Liu Han who had bullied him. One, then it's different.

But Liu Hanyi is also his devotee, and he also has something to ask him, so he shouldn't be too alienated.

He thought for a while and replied, "Don't get excited, get well soon."

[I really can't comfort people. 】

A message was sent over there to express dissatisfaction, but it could be seen that she was still happy. Seeing that his emotions had been calmed down, Su Jiao typed the text message slowly.

【Do you know Gu Xichu? 】

Pressed send.

The person who was texting frantically just now fell into a long silence together with Su Jiao's cell phone.

Then, he heard the prompt.

[Liu Hanyi's offering value is 71%]

[Do you want to receive the upper limit of divine power 1000w? 】

Su Jiao was stunned for a moment, surprised that Liu Hanyi had inexplicably increased the offering value.

The principle of increasing the offering value is simply the level of the devotee's "thirst" for the gods... or in other words, the degree of "care".

The devotee is like a child, and the god is like a "toy" that the child craves.

Children who have obtained toys and satisfied their desires will naturally not have any more desires for them.

And without the "craving", after getting bored, the "care" for toys will gradually be lost.

It doesn't take long for the toy to be abandoned in a corner and gradually forgotten.

This also means stagnation or even decline in the value of offerings.

But if the gods give the devotee a hint of "I will leave you", "I will abandon you", "you will never have me", "many people love me", then the degree of "thirst" of the devotee will deepen, At the same time, at this time, the devotees will discover their "care" for the gods.

"Thirst" is just a desire, and "care" is the devotee's realization that "the god is very important to him."

This kind of "care" will be manifested as love, or family affection, or other complicated feelings, but no matter what it is, the deeper the "care" is, the faster the value of offerings will increase.

In fact, in the final analysis, the status of gods in the hearts of "worshipers" continues to rise, and the value of offerings will rise.

Before Yan Lian increased the offering value, it was in Su Jiao's calculation.

For a heartless person like Yan Lian, Su Jiao's way to make him care more and more is to hook up with Yan Wugui and keep giving hints of "I will leave you" until he completely abandons him.

Of course, there are other ways to do this—to apply “salvation” to the world of natural disasters and gain the “trust” of believers. This essentially increases believers’ “desire” and “care” for the protection of gods.

It's just that it's not necessary for Yan Lian.

But Liu Hanyi actually added so much offering value for a text message, it was indeed beyond Su Jiao's expectation.

hospital.

The nurse next to him was busy changing the gauze on Liu Hanyi's hands, and the expensive nanny prepared hot soup thoughtfully. He was lying on the hospital bed enjoying the care, and one finger was quickly touching the mobile phone on the bed table. Knock text message on screen.

Even though he sold himself crazily in front of Su Jiao, it didn't mean he really wanted to torment himself. He knew clearly that the body was the capital of the revolution.

He did not sleep all night, his eyes were slightly black, and he was indeed thinking about Su Jiao, thinking about the end of the night, but this kind of thinking was not thinking, but thinking.

From Liu Hanyi's point of view, Yan Lian's self-stabbing thirty times was really a stupid move - no, maybe, he didn't think so before he was rejected by Su Jiao yesterday.

If he was against the submissive and soft-hearted Su Jiao in the past, Yan Lian's move was really subtle, but against the current Su Jiao, Liu Han knew that Yan Lian had lost, and moreover, he had lost everything.

In the past, Su Jiao would still have hesitant disapproval of her own identity, which made him feel indifferent and softly divided, but now, that sense of division has been negligible.

Liu Hanyi can almost confirm that Su Jiao has completely accepted her identity as a "god", and even has the pity of all living beings and ants vaguely in her eyes.

——He is slowly breaking away from "humanity".

Liu Han thought quietly.

Although he had the unique impulsiveness of a teenager, most of it was for Su Jiao to see.

He is not empty-headed and doesn't like to think.

As a hacker, he likes the feeling of different data flowing under his control, and this process requires thinking, solving puzzles, and overcoming problems one by one.

In the beginning, when Liu Hanyi experienced the first natural disaster, Liu Hanyi's three views suffered a huge shock, and all kinds of emotions filled him, making him look broken and crazy, but after experiencing this kind of thing for a long time, he Then he calmed down slowly and regained his ability to think.

During the months when his mother locked him up to read, he kept thinking about Su Jiao.

Sometimes it is pure worry and longing, worrying that he will be taken away by Yan Wujiu, worrying that Yan Lian's lunatic will find him.

Sometimes, all emotions are stripped away, thinking and careful analysis about Su Jiao.

It's nothing else, it's just that he often does when he's obsessed with data.

Those numbers are emotionless and seem extremely indifferent, but when different numbers and letters are combined at his fingertips to form a program, magic enough to change the world will occur—and this process often requires some calm and careful thinking.

During that time, he sometimes stripped away his crazy feelings for gods, like an outsider, digging out all the past history of "Su Jiao" and turning them into indifferent square-word materials, while he buried himself in the pile of materials. From inside to outside, the "person" of "Su Jiao" is thoroughly excavated.

He analyzed Su Jiao's behavior and past, like analyzing a program, or attacking an impenetrable firewall.

Using the method of a hacker, he peeled off the cocoon, elegantly peeled off Su Jiao's onion shell, to dig out the core program in his heart.

——Su Jiao was killed when she was young. Although she had no worries about food and clothing after being brought to Su's house, she was bullied all the time and was powerless to resist;

The father was indifferent, and the mother was partial to the real young master Su Bingxue in everything. The quarrel between the two would only make Su Jiao apologize.

If things go on like this, Su Jiao will develop a cowardice to avoid things and an instinct to please the people around her.

At the same time, because I didn't get love in my childhood, once I feel loved, I will fly to the flame and give everything I have.

It hurts people.

At that time, Liu Hanyi was thinking.

So, what kind of "Liu Hanyi" would such a "Su Jiao" like?

When Liu Han thought about this question, he was taken back to the main house of the Liu family by his mother, and locked in a small study because he was "disobedient".

……

The small study is not a difficult place to stay. Although the sparrow is small, it has all kinds of internal organs. There are many types of books, and there is also a big-head computer with a password. This is the place where Liu Hanyi stayed most often since he was a child.

After all, he is an illegitimate child who doesn't see much light. When the Liu family has guests, he will be locked in the small study by his mother. When he doesn't study well, he will be locked in the small study. Close enough to be forgotten.

Of course Liu Hanyi didn't care about these - after he deciphered the computer code of the small study.

When he was very young, computers were not widely used, so the Liu family only kept two or three in the study. Because they often broke down, there were many books about computers in the study, and the small study was the same.

When Liu Han was bored, he would fiddle with the computer. When he found that the computer was set with a password and he couldn’t open it, he would read those books. At first, he just tried to use boot to bypass the power-on password, so that his life would not only be boring classics and books. Some reading topics.

—He successfully deciphered the password of the computer.

This simple success gave the young Liu Han a great sense of accomplishment.

Although this is only a trivial start.

But success made Liu Hanyi fall in love with this process of learning, thinking, deciphering, and success.

Later, he cracked the Liu family's Internet access password, went to relevant forums, learned to check people's IP, cracked other people's computer firewalls, secretly went to other people's computers to see if there was anything interesting, and then copied them to his own computer to relieve boredom. Later, I felt that it was too boring, so I started to program by myself and made some small games to relieve boredom.

A computer in the small study room and a lot of related books are enough for him to forget about eating and sleeping, forgetting that he has been forgotten.

Liu Hanyi knew it very clearly.

No matter when, when you are forgotten, never forget yourself.

Liu Hanyi doesn't need to be loved and cared about by anyone, he only needs a computer and a router, he can get pure and sober happiness from that data world, data conquest on the Internet is also an interesting battlefield, he always knows what he should do How to do.

But the reality is not always so simple.

He is the illegitimate son of the Liu family, and his mother has great expectations for him. She hopes that he is good enough. If he is not good enough, then try to obtain excellent social resources. good social circle.

His mother confiscated his computer and sent him to Qingteng to study in high school.

Qingteng High School is undoubtedly a very good school for quitting the Internet. Even the mobile phone has no signal at all. Of course, this cannot be difficult for him. If he buys a radio and tinkers with it a little, he can avoid blocking the signal and continue using the mobile phone. limited, so he spends most of his time reading - he has no interest in the social life of the class.

But he had noticed a boy—in fact, he didn't notice, but he could hear gossip about him everywhere.

——The one with the mask... the scars on his face are disgusting...

——Yeah... Gu Si tore off his mask that day, wow, that face is too scary.

——It's scary, I heard that he is still an illegitimate child, from the Su family.

--hiss……

——Our class seems to have two illegitimate children...

— shhh...

Liu Han was not interested in these rumors.

In fact, he was not very interested in anyone. His mother asked him to have a good relationship with the Gu family, but he didn't listen.

It's just that he could hear the boy's voice every day, which inevitably aroused his curiosity.

So when he was in a boring Chinese class one day, he glanced in the direction of the central character in the topic.

——Liu Hanyi thought he had forgotten.

But when I think about it at this time, I can still clearly think of that quiet afternoon.

Everyone was silently writing ancient poems, and the sound of the pen nib swishing on the paper was clearly audible.

And he stuffed the phone full of codes into the hole dug out by the thick dictionary of ancient poetry, closed the cover, raised his head and glanced in that direction at random——

He saw the slender figure wrapped in a large school uniform, the figure was slightly bent, the head was hanging down, and the thin white thread of the mask was hooked behind the ear with slight burn marks.

The vigorous sunlight fell on his thin hair, which was a little light black, but it appeared softly bright under the sunlight.

Let Liu Han be puzzled.

His hair must be soft, perhaps like a lovely ball of cotton candy to the touch.

……

However, at that time, he quickly withdrew his gaze in disinterest.

But his inaction at school was soon discovered by his mother, because of a business banquet, Gu Si attended, and the strange atmosphere of their nodding friendship was captured sensitively by his mother.

The mother realized his perfunctory and was very angry.

"You're just disobedient, aren't you!" She scolded him sharply, her voice almost hoarse, "Why don't you listen to me telling you to have a good relationship with the young master of the Gu family!"

After she vented a bit, she began to give him a serious analysis: "The Gu family has only two sons and one daughter, the little girl is crippled, and Gu Xichu, the boss of the Gu family, is obsessed with painting all day long and does not do his job properly. The Gu family will hand over to Gu Si in the future. You Build a good relationship with him, relying on the mountain of the Gu family, even if you are an illegitimate child, you can have someone to rely on when you join the company, and the Chu family—why don’t you listen to your mother!"

From her mother's hysteria to her persuasive persuasion, Liu Hanyi remained indifferent from the beginning to the end.

until mother said—

"Even if you don't like the Liu family, don't want the Liu family's family business, and you want to start your own business—with these high-ranking officials, how many detours can you avoid!"

It was the first time Liu Hanyi was moved by his mother's words.

He really doesn't like the Liu family, he wants to start his own business, he wants to expand his data empire.

From then on, he began to think of ways to get close to Gu Si.

……

An ignorant person like Gu Si is completely different from a person like him. If he is too honest and dull, he will become a meaningless errand, or the next target to be bullied.

So Liu Han freed up some time to play with the code every day, and distracted himself from observing Gu Si's behavior.

Then, according to the collected information, slowly change your dressing style and speaking style.

At first it looked awkward no matter what.

He is silent and focused by nature, and once he falls into the world of data, he can study for a whole day without eating or drinking, while Gu Si is a lawless and incompetent demon king.

But in this world, there is nothing impossible. As long as you spend enough energy to study, even the most stupid students will make progress.

As soon as Liu Han listened to Gu Si's favorite punk music, besides deciphering the firewall, he played video games on the Internet. Sometimes he couldn't finish some large tasks, so he directly got the GM permission to modify the game data, so that his game account Looks strong.

He also studied some speaking styles - he didn't like talking at first, but if he wanted to follow Gu Si, he had to be able to speak well.

So he practiced smiling in front of the mirror every day, and at the same time forced himself to take the initiative to talk to people, learned to observe people's words, gradually disguised himself as a fool, and at the same time approached Gu Si's circle.

He succeeded.

It only took Liu Hanyi less than half a semester to do this, and in the remaining half semester, he became Gu Si's best friend.

And the secret of success is actually not as difficult as he thought - the way to please Gu Si and be accepted by him is actually very simple, just do what he likes.

But Gu Si was fine at that time.

Just to bully Su Jiao.

Before high school, Liu Hanyi's world was only 0 and 1; after high school, Liu Hanyi's world was Gu Si and the boy named Su Jiao besides 01.

Liu Han had seen Su Jiao many times—when he was bullied, he held his head in silence, she had seen him hiding in a corner and wept secretly, he had seen his dirty school uniform and textbooks soaked in water.

At that time, Liu Han didn't know what sympathy was, and he didn't know what redemption was. He only had his mother's mission in his heart, and the company he wanted to start, perhaps vaguely, and a little bit of inexplicable concern for that boy.

When he became the perpetrator together with Gu Si, he didn't have any resistance in his heart, and even faintly jumped for joy.

Because in his opinion at that time, this was a kind of approach to Su Jiao.

It's like a hacker approaching a firewall with heavy defenses that needs to be broken by violence, like a soldier approaching a life-and-death glorious battle, like a strong country approaching a weak country for a brutal and straightforward war of aggression.

the nature of atrocities.

It is for possession.

He is a qualified thug, but it is a pity that he joined a war that lost everything.

……

So, later, he became Su Jiao's worshiper, and watched him being taken away by Yan Wujiu, and then locked in the familiar small study.

He was thinking - just like when his mother ordered him to approach Gu Si.

Think about what kind of person Su Jiao is, and think about what kind of "Liu Hanyi" Su Jiao needs.

——Su Jiao, who is used to being humble and flattering, needs simple, straightforward, clean, enthusiastic, and unreserved love.

Su Jiao needs a passionate, simple "companion" who can be seen through at a glance and will not bring uneasiness.

He played it well.

Whether it was dyeing his hair a beautiful sugar chestnut color, teaching those who gossip behind his back, or teaching Su Jiao’s self-righteous family members—afterwards he played games and ate seafood. Have a good impression.

It's not all about acting.

Before high school, Liu Hanyi always felt that he would just live in a world of 0 and 1 in a lonely and quiet way, without needing a lover or being loved.

Later, he was pulled out of that world by his hysterical mother, who forced him, seduced him, and asked him to learn to put on a false mask and be a false self.

There's nothing good about this, but there's nothing bad about it either. It's just that occasionally when he dreams back at midnight, he will think about what "himself" really looks like.

– Are you taciturn, or outgoing?

He has no answer to this question.

But Su Banan made him understand.

Body language is used to express emotions, and his interpretation can also be used to express love.

He longed to talk to Su Jiao, wished to touch him, wished to watch him all the time, hoped that all the joys, sorrows and joys of this person were related to him.

This is his desire, his longing, and his greed other than 0 and 1.

Personality and demeanor can be ever-changing, life, old age, sickness and death are covered by a painted skin, but no matter simple or complex, superficial or deep, he knows that he loves Su Jiao.

His love for Su Banana.

It is the most authentic and straightforward self in the false interpretation.

Although Su Jiao was like a vengeful cat, unwilling to entrust him with any trust, there was no such resistance as before.

It's just that Liu Hanyi couldn't restrain the desire that sprouted from the bottom of his heart, so he installed a camera in the room, and because of his ability, he could observe what Su Jiao was doing anytime and anywhere.

But this conspiracy was debunked by Yan Lian—in fact, Liu Hanyi didn't think it was a conspiracy, he even thought it was a matter of course.

——As a worshiper of the gods, loving the gods is an instinct engraved in the bones.

He just wanted to see Su Jiao, and wanted to keep watching him.

When the gods wake up under his gaze every day, he will be satisfied from the bottom of his heart.

But Su Jiao obviously didn't think so, because in his eyes, a mask that probably belonged to Liu Hanyi was broken, revealing something that disturbed him.

Moreover, Liu Hanyi also keenly discovered that the current Su Jiao is different from before.

The character of the gods seems to have undergone some qualitative changes unconsciously.

In fact, this is not surprising.

He has experienced several natural disasters, so he naturally knows the horror of them. A disaster is enough to change a person's personality drastically.

What's more, Su Jiao has experienced so many natural disasters and played the role of savior in them.

This allowed him to gain a lot of trust and love, so Liu Hanyi's trust and love—or, the "love" of a former perpetrator, in Su Jiao's eyes, was not that important.

No matter how perfect he played, in Su Jiao's eyes, it didn't matter.

But Su Jiao, who realizes that he is a "strong man", has shouldered the responsibility, and he will no longer be vacillating when things happen, and even often feel uneasy. He will gradually stop thinking about other people's feelings.

Because he knows without thinking that they are relying on him and loving him, and to have all these, he only needs to be strong enough.

He will think about "how to shoulder responsibility", "how to become stronger", and "how to meet the needs of the weaker".

——But it's just a need, not a want.

Liu Hanyi is naturally not the weaker one, he is Su Jiao's worshiper.

Although he has been using his physical injuries to sell miserably, the possibility that Su Jiao will take care of him is very slim, because compared to him, there are more weaker people who have more "needs" than Yan Lian.

What is it that Yan Lian stabbed himself thirty times?What is his injury?

Under natural disasters, is there the misery of a city being destroyed, is there a family broken up, a wife and children are scattered and displaced?Is it desolate with mud and rocks flowing down, and the widows crying and crying?

The pain of Yan Lian is nothing but a bitter fruit to eat. Compared with the suffering in the world, in Su Jiao's eyes, it may not even count as a drop in the bucket of the misery of all sentient beings.

Liu Hanyi also knew that even if he texted Su Jiao that no one would take care of him, now Su Jiao could see through his "want" hidden behind his "need".

So now Su Jiao should only think about "how to shoulder responsibility" and "how to become stronger".

Liu Hanyi didn't understand Su Jiao's god upgrade system for the time being, but he could feel that Su Jiao was struggling in the real world.

Moreover, he can also perceive his need for "consecrators".

Liu Hanyi tapped the table slowly with his fingers, tilted his head slightly in thought, and the silver chain around his neck shone slightly.

When the boy was deep in thought, there was no emotion in his pupils, but he habitually wore a sloppy smile on his face.

——There must be a secret connection between the gods and the devotees that the devotees themselves do not know about, and Su Jiao uses this connection to become stronger.

So, what would a "connection" be.

The phone buzzed, but Liu Han didn't look at it, he was still thinking.

Is it the "number" of devotees?

In terms of quantity, how many worshipers do gods need to become stronger?

No, if it's just the number, then Su Jiao can cast a wide net, contact more people who have been harmed by natural disasters, and let them become his worshipers. As far as Liu Han knows, the real victims of "natural disasters" There have been many visits to the hospital...Of course, most of them were for reasons of psychological trauma, or the appearance of sudden death corpses.

But Su Banana didn't.

There were indeed many students in the class who entered the world of natural disasters and came back alive by chance, but apart from him and Yan Lian, no one else became Su Jiao's worshippers.

—He did not cast a wide net, showing that quantity may be a condition, but it is not a necessary condition.

If quantity is not a necessary condition, then the condition that makes Su Jiao stronger is some kind of "quality"...?

Liu Han squinted and looked at the text message from Su Jiao.

——【Do you know Gu Xichu? 】

At that moment, Liu Hanyi's calm was shattered.

The nurse who bandaged his hand screamed, "The wound is open again, don't force it casually."

The severe pain in his hand didn't bring Liu Han back to his senses. He stared at the phone with deep pupils.

The nurse had to change the bandage for him again, and told him: "Don't move around anymore, if the wound opens again, it will not be conducive to recovery."

This is the third time the bandage has been changed. The nurse really doesn't know what the child is thinking. He doesn't take his body seriously. When she came to change the needle, she saw him taking pictures of his blood-soaked gauze hand with no expression on his face— —The bandage had obviously been changed not long ago.

The teenager staring at the mobile phone on the hospital bed seemed to have recovered from his long thoughts. An expression slowly appeared on his face, and he smiled at her carelessly, "Got it, thank you sister nurse for reminding me, the technology is really good, I Didn't feel any pain at all."

It was as if the expressionless boy just now was just a dream.

The nurse didn't come back to her senses, so she smiled and said, "Sister Nurse is so beautiful, there must be many people chasing after her."

The boy's sugar chestnut hair was shining in the sun, his cheeks were well defined, and he looked very handsome.

The nurse gave him a shy look, and muttered, "No one is chasing, and the patient is being chased all day long."

Liu Hanyi said, "That was very hard work."

"Yes."

Probably because she was too tired, the nurse frowned and sighed, "Recently, a lot of patients have come to the hospital, and they died suddenly before they could be rescued...you should stay up late at a young age."

As she spoke, she took a look at Liu Han's dark eyes.

Liu Han paused for a moment, then bent his lips and smiled: "I didn't intend to stay up all night, but I felt so uncomfortable that I couldn't sleep all night."

"What's wrong with being young?" The nurse said, putting the bandages on the shelf. "Life is long, and the body is the most important thing."

When the nurse left, Liu Han tilted his head, and his smile gradually disappeared.

He clearly knows.

He admired a god.

This god will gradually abandon his weakness, abandon his humbleness, and abandon all his weaknesses that belong to human nature, including the useless soft heart and partial love of human beings.

No one can make the heart of the gods, and no one can form a bond with the gods. He will walk on the road of gods, and Liu Hanyi is in his heart, but he is just an ant.

——How can the ants struggling on the ground be greedy for the glory of the gods?

But he insisted on greed.

The author says:

I clearly remembered that it was updated in the early morning, but I opened it today and saw that it was not updated, I was stupid.

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!