Thousands of people suspect that they have become a spiritual queen

A beautiful thing is beautiful no matter what—even if it is bloody and horrified, it is still beautiful, even if it brings me unforgettable harm... I will still like it.

After Su Bana woke up, she was still in that room.

Those creepy rabbit dolls still stared at him with those red eyes.

Su Jiao forcibly suppressed the weird discomfort. He found that he was still wearing the black rabbit pajamas. He groped around but couldn't find the phone.

It seems that it was taken away by Yan Lian.

Su Ban was not surprised at all.

He lay on the bed, looked at the strangely colored ceiling and thought for a while, then called up his own data and looked at it.

After a while, he made up his mind.

He opened the door and went out, only to find that the creepy and scary rabbit murals on the corridor wall had been taken down, and now there were some rabbits with bright colors, as if they were acting out of a fairy tale.

But this didn't make Su Jiao feel comfortable at all—even if these weird things were put on cute skins, they couldn't change their ferocious and evil nature at all.

Yan Lian's voice suddenly sounded from behind: "Is Banana looking at these paintings?"

Su Banan's fingers trembled slightly, but without looking back, he stared at a rabbit and said, "It's different from before."

"Because Banana seems to be very afraid of those original paintings." Yan Lian said thoughtfully, "So I replaced them."

Su Jiao really wanted to say that it wasn't that he was afraid, anyone with a normal mind would be afraid.

But with the passive attitude of "I can't bear it anymore, I don't need to bear it anymore", he was worried that saying something inappropriate would irritate the psychopath around him, so he changed his mind and said, "You seem to like these rabbits very much."

"Yes." Yan Lian said, "They are very cute, aren't they?"

"But in those paintings." Su Jiao said, "They are all dead."

Su Jiao was deeply impressed by the dead rabbits painted on them, and he couldn't help describing them: "Some were skinned, some..."

But halfway through, he shut his mouth because he didn't feel well.

"A lovely thing, even if it dies, still won't diminish its loveliness."

Su Jiao recalled the contents of those murals, and was not sensitive to this kind of "cuteness".

Yan Lian suddenly smiled.

He said: "Banana is a person who is easy to see through."

Su Jiao was noncommittal about this evaluation, but Yan Lian said to herself: "Banjiao will stop and admire something for a long time because it is beautiful; but if it is beyond recognition and brings you fear and horror, you will avoid it." .”

"If something hurts Jiaojiao." Yan Lian said briskly, "Then, Banana will try her best to stay away from it, and even remember to hate it, but the same..."

Yan Lian suddenly smiled: "It's also hard to forget it."

Su Jiao thought, isn't it human instinct to avoid things that can cause harm?Moreover, it is hard to forget it-isn't it human nature to be afraid of well ropes after being bitten by a snake for ten years?

"But I'm not the same as Banana." Yan Lian said slowly: "A beautiful thing is beautiful no matter what - even if it's bloody and frightened, it's still beautiful, even if it brings me an unforgettable feeling. hurt...and I'll still love it."

"Whatever you like."

Su Jiao heard Yan Lian's brisk and gentle voice: "Naturally you like all its appearance, don't you?"

Su Jiao felt that normal people and lunatics had no common language, so she kept silent.

Yan Lian didn't care about Su Jiao's silence, he smiled and hugged Su Jiao's shoulder: "Let me show you around the 'playground'. "

The underground design is very spacious and extends in all directions, as if the area of ​​an underground shopping mall has been taken out. The maze-like place before is just a part of the "playground".

But this is obviously a playground for Yan Lian alone.

He smiled and pointed to him, where is the new game room for him, and where is the gym for him.

"Because Banana is very beautiful, I also made a beautiful cloakroom for Banana, behind the door next to the bedroom."

"The game room is specially prepared because Banana seems to like playing games."

"There is a small kitchen over there. Does someone come to change food every day? It's very convenient - there is also a big kitchen. If you want to eat anything, you can order there -"

"Hmm...there is also an underground flower house, do you want to see Banana? I have a lot of beautiful white roses like Banana..."

At this time, Yan Lian was like a child showing off his secret base with his friends, his tone was full of innocence.

Su Jiao could only bear the goosebumps all over her body, maintain a godlike style, and casually say it's okay.

Yan Lian didn't seem to care about his perfunctory, he asked with a smile: "Is it better here or brother's place?"

At this moment, Su Jiao had been dragged to the glass greenhouse by him.

There are beautiful white roses in the flower room, and the indoor artificial sunlight shines on them. Although they are beautiful, they are too pale, not like the bright vitality in Yan Wugui's garden.

"Your brother's garden has sunshine..."

Su Jiao didn't intend to provoke Yan Lian on purpose, but he just couldn't control his honest mouth.

Sure enough, the arc of Yan Lian's lips gradually flattened.

Su Jiao glanced at Yan Lian's offering value, it was 63%.

Su Jiao suddenly felt like dancing on the edge of a cliff.

On the premise of ensuring personal safety, it seems to be exciting enough.

After a long time, Su Jiao gradually summed up some rules.

As long as he doesn't bring up the matter of going out, and doesn't mention his brother, then Yan Lian can be said to be obedient to him.

Once Su Jiao mentions, or Yan Wujiu is better than Yan Lian, Yan Lian will be gloomy and unhappy visible to the naked eye.

Whenever he is unhappy, the offering value will increase a little.

However, since Su Jiao was locked up, the offering value has increased very little, probably because the fact that Su Jiao was trapped here made Yan Lian feel a strange sense of security.

However, Su Jiao doesn't care much about the increase in the offering value now. He now has a lot more upper limit of divine power, which is a premium. No amount of upper limit of divine power can make him upgrade to a C-level god. What is important now is the merit value .

Su Jiao was not in a hurry to run away, he had already thought about it when he woke up.

Besides, where can he go when he runs away?Yan Wujiu is unwilling to be his worshiper. No matter how many buildings he donates to Hope Primary School, it is Yan Wujiu's personal achievement. Liu Han will not be able to contact him for a while, and now he is continuously providing him with the upper limit of divine power. If you take advantage of it, you will have a feast of pity.

Anyway, he is a god, where he is enshrined, and by whom he is enshrined, he is enshrined; if he runs away with all his heart, he might as well lie flat and be served by banquets.

He remembers Yan Lian scaring him before, but Yan Lian doesn't donate ten buildings to Hope Primary School, he will definitely not be able to get through this hurdle! !

Having said that, although Yan Lian is a difficult psychopath, her mind is actually quite easy to guess.

Su Jiao quietly moved her eyes to the glass house not far away.

Inside, Yan Lian was wearing a white coat, which accentuated her slender figure, and a sharp knife in her hand slowly cut open the belly of the deceased...

Well, those things include cooking...and grinning dissections of cadavers.

Moreover, according to Su Jiao's observation, those corpses are actually replaced every day, and usually Yan Lian will sew them back after the autopsy, um, come decently, and send them away decently.

Su Jiao lay flat on the bed, closed her eyes, it was like she was sewing her belly, her pale skin, the turned out, whitish blue subcutaneous tissue...

He slowly opened his eyes and looked at the rabbit carrot ceiling.

He thought of the cheese and corn sweet soup made by Yan Lian today, and felt his stomach churn.

Su Banana vomited.

well.

Can't sleep again tonight.

……

When she realized that poor Su Jiao cared so much about those corpses that she couldn't sleep or eat.

Yan Lian actually didn't quite understand what Su Jiao was worrying about, and was even a little dissatisfied that those ugly things took Su Jiao's attention——

No, don't do weird, drastic things to scare him.

Yan Lian thought.

But the matter of imprisoning the gods itself is strange enough, extreme, and even unimaginable.

But the little god didn't seem to care so much about his situation, but cared about those corpses...Why?

Lunch is a very hearty pan-fried Wagyu steak, clam and mushroom bisque, large pieces of caviar...

Su Jiao stared at the food: "..."

"You seem to be particularly concerned about those things in the dissection room."

Seeing Su Jiao's fork constantly tearing and stirring the beef, Yan Lian blinked, "Do you want to try it too?"

Su Banana: "..."

Su Jiao straightened her back, maintained the grace and dignity of a god, and tried her best to say seriously, "I don't want to."

The boy was beautiful and beautiful, and his arrogant and indifferent appearance was cute enough, Yan Lian couldn't help but want to kiss his amber eyes.

But he endured it.

The recent Banana is very pitiful, can't eat, can't sleep, looks like a panic that can be woken up by a little movement, but still trying to hide her emotions, as if nothing happened...

"Oh?" Yan Lian said, "But you seem very interested."

"Let me guess." Yan Lian half-closed his eyes and said, "Did Banana suspect that I... killed someone?"

Although Su Jiao didn't speak, she pursed her lips.

"It seems so." Yan Lian shook her head and said with a smile, "Where does Banana want to go, I'm a legal citizen."

Yan Lian told Su Jiao that the corpse was bought from the hospital, and showed Su Jiao a strange proof of purchase, and explained seriously that because he was a well-known master of surgery abroad, plus Yan Jia's money Power, it is not difficult to get these things.

Yan Lian blinked: "If you want to improve your medical skills, you must not be lazy in some necessary daily exercises."

Yan Lian found that after he explained, Su Jiao no longer had the symptoms of being unable to eat, and her sleep seemed to be much better.

Is it really a god?Will you be disturbed by the unknown killing of believers?

Yan Lian thought that he was also very timid, and was very afraid of those rabbit murals.

Those rabbit murals were painted by Yan Lian before, when he couldn't contain those bad emotions and thoughts, he would paint them.

Each painting represents his lurking bloody thoughts.

He is like a demon who has fallen into hell, but accidentally raised his eyes and saw a beautiful god, so greed grows in his heart, love and possession, everything is logical.

Yan Lian likes to secretly kiss Su Jiao when he is asleep, touch the surface of the water, and kiss the mole on his cheek quietly. At this time, those bloody and terrifying thoughts are gradually extinguished in the silent breath of the god.

The god is powerful and beautiful, standing on top of millions of natural disasters, looking down on all living beings, omnipotent.

But also fragile, uneasy, fearful, and weak, like a thin rose, imprisoned by thorns and poisonous snakes, and can only be forced to accept bloody offerings.

Yan Lian almost fell in love with such a god.

"I quietly taught Su Bingxue a lesson."

Yan Lian laughed: "No one is allowed to bully you except me."

I wish the family a living room.

Zhu Moxu put down the wine glass in his hand, "It's a rare thing to come to me for a drink. I took out all the wine in my collection... But what happened to your hand? I didn't hear that you were in a car accident .”

On the opposite side, Yan Wujiu's hand was wrapped in a thick bandage, he pressed his temple with his uninjured hand, looking a little tired.

After he woke up, the amulet seemed to be scorched black because it helped to resist some major disaster, and the arm holding the god was also seriously injured, and maybe it was because he looked directly at the god and suffered a huge mental trauma, which caused these several times The day has been very tired.

Now, he is still not sure whether the fact that the god he saw was Su Jiao is a ridiculous dream.

How can it be proved that it is Su Jiao?

Apart from that face, Yan Wujiu found that he couldn't find any evidence—or, he instinctively didn't want to believe that it was Su Jiao.

——I don't want to believe that the god he has been chasing for more than ten years is actually Su Jiao who was severely abandoned and hurt by him.

Not him, definitely not him.

Yan Wujiu calmly convinced himself that since he was a god, he would naturally have thousands of faces—who said that a god must have one face?

In countless myths and legends, gods have thousands of faces, and no one knows which one is real and which one is false.

It's just that he felt that Su Jiao looked like a god in reality, so in the world of natural disasters, the gods would let him see Su Jiao's face. This was a kind of confusion, and it was also a kind of protection for the gods.

This time I came to Zhu Moxu for a drink, on the one hand, it was because of his younger brother's affairs, on the other hand, it was hard to say that Yan Wujiu didn't have the underlying daze that drove him to find an old friend to drink away his worries.

Regarding Zhu Moxu's question, Yan Wujiu said indifferently: "I accidentally got hurt a little while exercising, it's not serious."

Zhu Moxu teased him with a smile: "Then come to my place to drink."

"It's not in the way." Yan Wujiu turned to say: "Have you heard about the second child of the Su family?"

His cheeks are well-defined, no matter what he says, there is a bit of wildness and hardness unintentionally.

"The second child of the Su family...Su Bingxue?"

Zhu Moxu recalled a little, covered his mouth and murmured, "Is it because he got into a car accident?"

Yan Wujiu looked at him in surprise, and snorted, "You're quite well informed."

Zhu Moxu put down his wine, leaned on the leather sofa relaxedly, shook his head with a smile.

Recently, he has a noisy little lover who always likes to tell him nonsense things. Su Bingxue's car accident is also one of the gossip - but there's no need to tell Yan Wugui about it.

In fact, he is not a sentimental person, but there is the shadow of the boy who caught a glimpse that day in his eyebrows and eyes, and his voice is also very similar.

So Zhu Moxu liked listening to him very much.

Zhu Moxu: "What does this matter have to do with you?"

Yan Wujiu said: "It really doesn't have much to do with me, it's just..."

Yan Wujiu paused: "Ah Lian did it."

Zhu Moxu was a little surprised now, he raised his eyebrows, and said with great interest, "How did the second young master of the Su family offend him?"

Yan Wujiu said lightly: "I don't know, maybe it's some quarrel."

Zhu Moxu narrowed his eyes slightly, feeling that something was wrong with Yan Wujiu.

In the past Yan Wugui, the younger brother really murdered and set fire, it was Yan Lian who killed in the front, and he destroyed the evidence in the back silently, wishing that his younger brother was innocent, and the others died early and passed away early, so don't hinder their brother's life Eye.

Where will this matter be said specifically.

Zhu Moxu glanced at him with a smile that was not a smile, and began to find it interesting, "Why, are you angry with your brother and come to me to pour out your bitterness?"

Yan Wugui didn't speak.

Zhu Moxu made irrelevant guesses: "Or...you want me to destroy the evidence for your brother?"

Yan Wujiu's fingers slowly slid across the clear crystal glass containing expensive red wine, and said softly: "No, I hope you can find him, and then..."

His voice suddenly paused, his eyes fixed on a certain place, his pupils shrank, and even opened wide in disbelief——

Zhu Moxu sensed something was wrong, he turned his head slightly, and saw behind him his little lover who was somewhat similar to the boy from that day.

Yan Wujiu quickly regained his composure—at that moment, he actually had a ridiculous idea, he even thought that Su Jiao...

Yan Wujiu glanced at Zhu Moxu, unconsciously pursed his lips, and then put his cold eyes on the boy again.

The little lover seemed to come in a hurry, his cheeks were still a little red, and he had some fearful eyes like a tiger and a wolf, so he timidly called out "Mr. Zhu."

Zhu Moxu nodded: "What's wrong?"

"Yesterday, your things were left at my place..." The little lover said, "I... I'm afraid there is something important, so I brought it to you..."

Zhu Moxu smiled gently and said, "I need you to come back specially for something important... Ha, don't be afraid, banquets never eat people."

Yan Wujiu knew that this was Zhu Moxu's hint to restrain himself, he took a sip of his wine, and was about to withdraw his overly oppressive gaze when he saw the young man spread his hands.

It was an extremely familiar pearl amulet.

Not long ago, this amulet became scorched black in Yan Wujiu's hands.

With the sound of a broken wine glass, Zhu Moxu saw Yan Wujiu get up suddenly, three steps at a time, and pulled the amulet from the young man's hand.

The little lover was terrified, but seeing that Zhu Moxu didn't express his opinion, he didn't dare to resist.

Zhu Moxu narrowed his eyes slightly, and seeing Yan Wujiu staring at the amulet in his hand, he felt a little wrong: "Boss Yan?"

Yan Wujiu seemed to have recovered from a huge nightmare. He stared at the godlike faces of the little boy and Su Jiao without looking back. His voice was hoarse and trembling: "Where did you get this amulet?"

Zhu Moxu knew that Yan Wujiu was asking him.

Zhu Moxu was very surprised, Yan Wujiu just talked about his younger brother's murder and arson, and he had never lost his composure like this.

Zhu Moxu weighed his words carefully, and told the story of meeting the boy at the back door of the Yan's house and the boy giving him a talisman.

Zhu Moxu is nearly [-] years old, talking about the panicked boy, he couldn't help laughing and said: "Speaking of which, he's still a child."

Yan Wujiu clutched the amulet so tightly that his bones were almost crushed: "What does he look like?"

Zhu Moxu said: "Amber eyes, thin and small, wearing a hat and mask, it is very well hidden."

Zhu Moxu poured himself a glass of wine, and unintentionally glanced at the submissive little boy, "It's very similar to him, and I don't know his name."

Yan Wujiu looked at the young man in front of him who looked a bit like Su Jiao, his Adam's apple rolled, his jaw line was so tight that he almost crushed the amulet in his hand.

It turned out that it was really Su Jiao.

Ever since she knew that those messy corpses were obtained legally, Su Jiao felt much more comfortable at Yan Lian's place.

From a purely psychological point of view, this is the case, but physically, it is still very uncomfortable.

In fact, although Yan Lian is crazy, he is not complicated, and what he thinks in his mind is very simple.

He will use a sharp scalpel to cut open human tissue precisely, and he will also use a knife in the kitchen to precisely shave off the scales of fish that Su Banana likes to eat.

Su Jiao bluntly said that after dissecting the human body made him uncomfortable, although Yan Lian was very sorry, he still sent the messy corpses to the darkroom where Su Jiao would not pay attention.

But when the illness was severe, Yan Lian didn't want to go to the darkroom.

If you go there, you won't see Su Banana.

Not seeing Su Jiao would make Yan Lian even more irritable.

But Su Ban made it clear that he really didn't like those messy corpses...even though he had explained to him their legal and reasonable use.

So Yan Lian had a brilliant idea.

……

Su Jiao has developed a good habit of getting up and going for a walk.

During the days of being locked up, there was no way to contact the outside world, and there was no sun exposure.

But Su Banana didn't really care.

As long as Yan Lian doesn't think about killing him, taking revenge on him, or torturing him all day long, but just locks him up and feeds him with delicious food and drinks, and his divine power doesn't drop for free, Su Jiao said that there is nothing wrong with it. question.

He didn't care about freedom either. He was kicked out of the house by the Su family before, but he was too free, so free that he almost went to see the Statue of Liberty.

He has more important things to do than freedom.

He also went on a small natural disaster mission in an F-level world these days. It was a local forest fire and rescued many people.

However, he gave up the rewards of the upper limit of the natural disaster's divine power and converted them into merit points.

Because of this, he gained another "name"—【Rain God】

Su Jiao didn't know what the "name" was for. He was bored, so he summed up. There are currently three "names". The "God of Wind and Snow" obtained from a believer is finally the "God of Rain" who used rainfall to solve a small forest fire in a small local natural disaster of F level just now.

The merits of the small natural disaster missions are settled by the system slowly, once a week.

The system suggested that he could start from his own world, do more good deeds, and strive to become a great benevolent person with consummated merits and virtues.

Gotta figure out a way to get a TV or something...

Su Jiao was strolling here when she suddenly heard a slight movement coming from the kitchen.

Is anyone cooking?

Su Jiao remembered that someone came here specially to deliver meals, and the kitchen here was empty.

It is rare for there to be movement in the kitchen these days.

Su Jiao stretched her head towards the kitchen, but she didn't come back to her senses for a long time: "..."

It was a huge anesthetized wagyu cow lying on an iron plate.

The young man was wearing a white coat and crooked rabbit ears. The scalpel was carelessly inserted into the cow's stomach, and the blood-red liquid overflowed, and the ground was full of messy blood.

He didn't care too much, and he stabbed slowly.

I just saw him by mistake, and blinked: "Is Banana awake?"

Su Jiao saw that he seemed to be excited, and his movements were quick. The various parts were disassembled very quickly, and almost three times and five divisions were taken apart, and a cow was removed.

It seemed that seeing Su Jiao was a kind of stimulant for him to speed up his work.

But Su Jiao's scalp still felt numb looking at the broken corpses and viscera all over the floor, and the original request for a TV in her mouth turned into: "What are you doing?"

"Ah, because Banana doesn't seem to like me dismantling those people."

Yan Lian looked very considerate, the tip of the knife cut across the cowhide, and even said a little shyly: "But when I am unhappy, I always like to tear apart something for fun, so I think if Banana doesn't like me to tear down those people, I can Unpack your favorite ingredients for Banana."

When he smiled, there was still some blood on his face. Although it was a cow, it would inevitably remind Su Jiao of the murder scene.

Yan Lian asked expectantly: "How does Banana feel?"

Su Jiao didn't really want to comment on this matter.

His eyes drifted to other places: "I want to watch TV."

Yan Lian said quietly: "Don't you like Banana?"

Su Jiao really doesn't have any objection to Yan Lian's hobby of compromising with him, really, he really wants to say: "No, it's pretty good."

But actually--

"do not like."

He heard himself say coldly: "It's disgusting, get out of my sight with your knife and these disgusting cows and messy blood, dirty."

After Su Jiao finished speaking, she said, "..."

After he finished speaking, he didn't dare to look at Yan Lian who was holding a scalpel not far away, and said nothing for a long time: "..."

Ah, Yan Lian will kill him, right? ?

……

Yan Lian didn't kill him.

The next day, Yan Lian actually installed a TV for him, the extra-large one.

And the cow was replaced with a big turkey that seemed to be more acceptable.

And considerately said to Su Jiao who was pretending to play a game of eating chicken: "Good luck, eat chicken tonight."

Su Jiao was completely speechless: "..."

He had no idea that Yan Lian had a sense of humor, even though it wasn't that funny.

Su Jiao pretended that she didn't care much about TV, and played games for a while before watching TV in a leisurely manner.

He tuned the TV to the news channel, and a large mudslide occurred in a county near the mountain, which was seriously affected.

The newly installed TV screen is large and has first-class definition, so it clearly shows the ruined houses under the mountain and the old clothes on the old man.

The child was covered with dirty mud and was crying very sadly.

Because young people have gone to work, the elderly and children are even more vulnerable to natural disasters.

Su Jiao looked at it for a while, and wrote down the donation phone number.

dinner time.

Su Jiao was eating chicken stewed with potatoes. He felt that this chicken should not be turkey.

Yan Lian seemed to be looking forward to it, and asked him if the chicken was good.

Su Jiao said, "It's okay..."

Su Jiao put down her chopsticks, and suddenly sighed: "But... I can't eat..."

Yan Lian opened her eyes wide: "Isn't it delicious?"

"No, it's not."

Su Ban inserted one hand into her hair and covered her eyes, "It's just that I just remembered a very sad thing..."

The young man is beautiful and charming, and his pretense of being vulnerable is also attractive.

Yan Lian remained calm: "What is it?"

He's been stuck here for the past few days, and if he's a normal person, he should be starting to get restless.

Su Jiao's calmness, Yan Lian blamed him on the pretense.

Now I finally can't help it, are you going to show your feet?

But why can't I bear it all of a sudden?And... the sad thing...

——Do you want to talk about the fact that your brother abandoned him before?

It must be this matter, after all, this fragile god seems to like his brother very much.

Speaking of which, my brother is also looking for him recently...

What a tacit understanding.

The more Yan Lian thinks like this, the more the maliciousness hidden in her heart expands, and she can hardly control it.

Yan Lian's gloomy eyes fell on Su Jiao's fair neck like porcelain, and her gaze rolled over the white and greasy skin with the tip of the knife, as if she could penetrate the flesh in the next moment.

"It's like this." The boy's voice sounded: "I don't want to say..."

Yan Lian squeezed the knife very hard, but her tone was still gentle: "Tell me, I really want to hear it."

But if Banana says something he doesn't want to hear, he will be very angry, and if he is angry, he will not be able to control himself...

"Then I... just said it." Su Jiao sneaked a glance at the smiling Yan Lian.

Yan Lian's smile curved even wider, the knife pierced into the flesh, "Say."

……

Su Jiao immediately said, "I heard that county x was hit by a mudslide."

Yan Lian paused slightly.

"They wear very ragged clothes, and their children are only a little bit small. Young and middle-aged people have gone to work, and their houses have been washed away by mudslides. County X is in the north, and it is so cold in winter. They have no place to live at night..."

The young man couldn't swallow: "God, you just didn't see how miserable they are..."

Su Jiao put down the fork, and said sadly, "They are suffering so much, I'm still eating chicken here."

In order to make her words more convincing, Su Jiao tried her best to exaggerate her performance - but she didn't know if it was too exaggerated, Su Jiao always felt that Yan Lian seemed to be stunned.

Su Banana: "."

Is his acting too exaggerated.

Su Jiao decided to restrain himself, he coughed twice, lowered his voice, and said in a sad tone: "How could this be..."

Yan Lian didn't respond at all.

Su Banana: "."

The atmosphere gradually became awkward.

Su Jiao gradually digs her toes on the floor, ah, is it because he acted too embarrassingly, the only audience didn't buy into his sadness that didn't come from the heart.

Now Su Jiao feels like a poor clown who draws big cakes for people, but the cakes are so ugly that they can't attract capitalists at all.

He thought, it's over, it seems that Yan Lian is not as easy to squeeze as Yan Wu Jiu.

Ah, if Yan Lian doesn't respond, then those...

Su Jiao thought of those who were affected by the mudslide disaster, the lonely old people who were helpless, those left-behind children who couldn't see their parents in the mountains, and even starved every day because of the disaster, and couldn't wait for food. A young man who is far away in the city and has no way to come back immediately. He can only worry about his family.

Gradually, the uncomfortable feeling in my heart became real.

He thought, even if Yan Lian responded, it was just a donation, but everything those people lost due to the disaster would never come back.

Su Jiao couldn't help but began to think about those people who were in deep pain. He thought of those who suffered from natural disasters and had nowhere to go. He thought of those who lost everything because of the disaster, suffered from hunger, pain, despair, and parting. He even really Empathize with that pain.

He even began to feel some unspeakable guilt for his hypocritical performance just now.

He will help those victims, not out of the kindness of the heart, in the end, he just wants to use this matter to gain merit points, he wants to become stronger, he wants to get rid of the predicament of only relying on worshipers, he wants ...

The system whispered: "You want to go to the world of natural disasters and save more people."

Su Jiao was taken aback.

He suddenly realized that the system could sense what he was thinking.

System: "I can feel your pain and guilt."

"But Your Highness, it doesn't matter what your starting point is."

"A person who is about to go to heaven because of hunger." The system said: "He doesn't care whether the steamed buns you gave him bought his soul or paid for all his property. He only cares about whether he survived."

"Those who are saved because of your good deeds." The system said, "They care more about the result than your original intention."

"I know." Su Jiao whispered, "I understand."

"But it doesn't conflict with my guilt..." Su Jiao said, "It doesn't conflict."

Redeeming the souls of others with cheap kindness cannot be taken for granted just because the owner doesn't care about it.

At this moment, Su Jiao suddenly had a strange realization, an inexplicable warmth floating and overflowing from the depths of his soul. At this moment, he seemed to be bathed in pure, warm, and holy power.

And this kind of warm power that seemed to come from the depths of his soul made his divine power, which was stiff due to the seal of the real world, flow slightly, and just a small movement made him clear and clear, and even broke the barriers of reality. The illusion of using divine power in reality.

The system wanted to say something else, but he suddenly stopped, and then revealed a surprised tone: "Your Highness, your divinity is awakening..."

"My God, you are the D-rank god..."

From human to god is a very long process. This is not only the transformation of the body, but also the tempering of the soul, from human nature to divinity, the road to the sss-level supreme god. The difficulty before the s-level is to collect worship values. It is such a simple thing as increasing the divine power and merit, but after the S level, it is necessary to conform to the "divine nature".

Nobility, arrogance, restraint, love, compassion, sitting on top of millions of natural disasters, knowing that disasters are bound to happen, at the same time, love what God loves, and save what God should save.

And after the system came to Su Jiao, he understood that the most difficult thing for Su Jiao to become a complete god was that he was not enough to "do", or that his self-evaluation was too low, and this was contrary to the self-importance of the divine self-cognition, so he That's why he gave Su Jiao such a passive skill and always reminded him that heaven and earth are made, so that he can better fit the divinity and walk farther and longer on the road to god.

At that moment just now, Su Jiao actually empathized with the "compassion" of the "divine nature", and thus gained approval, thus awakening a part of the "divine nature"!

Before the system recovered and explained to him what divinity is, Su Jiao suddenly heard Yan Lian say, "So?"

Yanlian is interested!

Su Jiao immediately recovered from that miraculous feeling, took out the contact information she had memorized from her pocket, and said pitifully, "I want to donate a lot of money to them."

Yan Lian: "..."

So Yan Lian somehow remembered it belatedly.

The beautiful and fragile young man in front of him seems to be a god of natural disasters.

It turns out that God will really shed tears for the insignificant disaster victims...?

Yan Lian took the contact information, and for the first time, she had a weird and intuitive understanding of the matter of gods merciful to sentient beings.

Yan Lian said in a suspicious tone: "Doing this...will you be happy?"

Su Ban: "Of course."

Yan Lian let out a sigh of relief, no matter what, as long as he doesn't think of his brother, everything is easy to talk about.

but.

Yan Lian: "I don't really understand."

He narrowed his eyes and questioned, "After all, those are people who have nothing to do with you."

"It's not that it doesn't matter."

There is no sunlight here, and the warm light of the crystal lamp shines on the pale face of the young man.

Seeing that Su Jiao seemed to be remembering something, Yan Lian unconsciously rubbed the silver fork in her hand, her white hands trembled slightly with blue blood vessels in their pale hands.

Su Jiao raised her eyes: "Anyone who has experienced a disaster knows how desperate it is when a disaster strikes."

The Liao Liao fire burned, licked the skin, and the pain pierced deep into the bone and blood, unforgettable.

No matter how much you struggle and scream, cry and beg for mercy