Infatuated with scum all those years

In the middle of the night, Lin Juewo was watching a movie in Cheng Xiujin's private theater, thinking that he hadn't seen Qi Mingshen's movie yet, so he opened one.The young general on the screen is in high spirits, which makes people feel happy just looking at it.

Qi Mingshen opened the door of the theater, just in time to see his own big face on the screen. This is a movie he acted in when he was 16 years old. Now he just feels that he is too childish to watch.

"Uncle?" Qi Mingshen walked forward in the dark, and touched a warm shoulder.

Lin Jue held the popcorn and looked up at Qi Mingshen, seeing that he was holding a DVD in his hand, he asked, "What do you want to watch?"

Hearing this familiar voice, Qi Ming was taken aback: "That...it's nothing, I'm used to trying to figure out my acting skills late at night, and I brought a practice video with me."

"Then you go and let it go, I won't bother you anymore." Lin Jue handed the popcorn to Qi Mingshen.

Qi Mingshen said quickly: "No need, I have to keep fit."

Seeing that Qi Mingshen refused to eat, Lin Jue took his popcorn and prepared to leave, but Qi Mingshen stopped him: "Do you want to go together? We can also discuss the plot of "Mr. No. 3"."

Lin Jue thought that he would join the group in October, but he didn't know anything, so he thought it was a good opportunity: "Okay."

Lin Jue sat down again, Qi Mingshen quickly adjusted the DVD, and then sat next to Lin Jue.

The sound of the classical piano sounded in the theater, and clips of wonderful performances in various movies were shown on the screen. Lin Jue found that the characters in the clips were all mentally ill, so the whole video looked very depressing.

"Your character is not mentally normal this time?" Lin Jue asked curiously.

"He is a depressed patient," Qi Ming stared at the screen seriously, "I have never played such a role."

The roles he took on before are actually a bit similar, either a high-spirited young man, or a strong and domineering gangster. He really has never played such a vulnerable role, and he is afraid that he will not be able to handle it well.

Vulnerability is something that is beautiful if handled properly, but artificial if handled poorly.Qi Mingshen was actually quite afraid that he would disgust the audience, he had considered imitating Su Youbai.

Su Youbai's temperament is very special. In Qi Mingshen's mind, he is just a fragile piece of porcelain, that kind of pure white, like a cloud, which will disperse when the wind blows.

In the dark, the movie was still showing, thinking about Su Youbai's past, Qi Mingshen asked a private question out of nowhere: "Lin Jue, do you like Su Youbai?"

Lin Jue was silent for a while, and then said softly, "It's okay."

Qi Ming looked at Lin Jue in deep surprise, he was a little unsure what Lin Jue meant, he thought Lin Jue would give a firm answer - like it.

Lin Jue's attitude towards Su Youbai can be said to be holding it in the palm of his hand for fear of falling, and holding it in his mouth for fear of melting. Qi Mingshen can be sure that as long as Su Youbai agrees, the relationship between Lin Jue and him will immediately upgrade from being a friend to mate.

But now Lin Jue actually said 'it's okay', is it because he wants to save face so he doesn't admit it?

"Have you played a depressed patient before?" Lin Jue asked suddenly.

Qi Ming fully understood that Lin Jue wanted to change the subject, he cooperated and said: "I have never acted before, this is a challenge for me."

Qi Ming wanted to say that he planned to imitate Su Youbai to act, but he quickly swallowed his words, they couldn't just talk about Su Youbai.

In the dim light, Qi Mingshen turned his head to look at Lin Jue's side face. The light from the screen was reflected in his glazed eyes, which looked clear and clear. It was a kind of tranquility and purity after reading thousands of sails, full of Fascinating sense of story.

"Lin Jue..." Qi Ming wanted to ask 'what have you experienced before', but the question was too abrupt, and in the end he could only ask, "You said, what is it that a person is completely broken, and then reorganizes himself awkwardly?" How do you feel?"

Lin Jue's eyes moved, and some long-term memories came to his mind. He lost everything and lost all thoughts. He slowly got through those days alone, but he always felt in a trance that someone was with him during that time. He, he also thought of those brightly colored candied haws, and the energetic eyes of the person who accompanied him.

"System, is it possible for me to recall the memory of the previous world?"

The system said hesitantly: "Maybe, your mental power has become stronger and stronger after experiencing the world of cultivation. It's not surprising to think of anything."

"The reorganization... probably is dripping and joyful, because the self/ego that is about to be established is truly complete and free." Lin Jue said calmly.

Qi Ming was stunned, he didn't expect to get such an answer, which overturned all his previous thoughts about the role.

Qi Mingshen wants to show the feeling of helplessness and hesitation. After being ruthlessly hurt by the world, the protagonist will piece himself together in despair and numbness, and piece together an appearance that adapts to this cruel world.In order to make the picture more poignant and touching, Qi Mingshen also planned to imitate Su Youbai's introverted fragility.

But after hearing Lin Jue's answer, he suddenly felt that his previous thoughts were too shallow.No one is born a hero. Every great hero has probably experienced a cruel but beautiful transformation. It is not a forced change after being destroyed by life, but a nirvana reborn from the ashes.

Although the protagonist of "Mr. No. 3" is just an ordinary person, who said that ordinary people can't be great heroes?Everyone who dares to face the truth of life is a hero, maybe this is what this movie wants to express.

"I understand." Qi Ming said in a deep voice, he understood how the movie should be performed, and also understood why Lin Jue has always attracted his attention.Maybe Lin Jue has experienced such a nirvana, so he has this kind of aura independent of heaven and earth.

Thinking about it this way, it's normal for him to be infatuated with Lin Jue.Qi Ming took a deep breath of Lin Jue's breath, and the desire in his heart broke through the ground.

The lights in the movie theater were dim, and the tune of the piano music was elegant and lazy. Qi Ming turned around and faced Lin Jue impatiently: "Shall we dance?"

Lin Jue looked at Qi Mingshen suspiciously, why does this kid always think about it?

"Come on, it's a pity not to dance now." Qi Mingshen's voice was a little soft, as if he was acting like a baby, his outline appeared blurred under the light, like a cover girl from the last century, which made people feel that time and space are confused for no reason.

"Okay." Lin Jue couldn't bear to refuse, and they hugged each other in the narrow corridor.

Lin Jue was not good at dancing, so he could only be passively drawn by Qi Mingshen. This lingering way of dancing was very familiar. Lin Jue breathed in the familiar scent of perfume, and said softly, "That day in the bar, was it you and I dancing?"

"Haha," Qi Ming smiled deeply, "Didn't you already guess it?"

Qi Ming hugged Lin Jue tightly, put his nose to Lin Jue's neck, took a deep breath, and closed his eyes satisfied.He thought that if he couldn't sleep with this person in this life, he would probably die with regret.Qi Mingshen is still alone, Lin Jue is the first object of his fantasies, no matter whether it is a man or a woman, he will never forget the first time, Qi Mingshen does not want to leave regrets.

Therefore, Qi Ming plucked up his courage, opened his mouth and kissed Lin Jue's neck.

"Hmm." Lin Jue caught his breath unexpectedly, which made Qi Mingshen even more excited. Qi Mingshen strangled Lin Jue tightly like an octopus, wishing he could eat Lin Jue.

Lin Jue was able to shake off Qi Mingshen, but he was a little bit hesitant. He was very satisfied with Qi Mingshen's appearance, and he had nothing to be displeased with since he took the initiative.

'Dingling', just when Qi Ming kissed deeply, the damn cell phone rang, it was Lin Jue's.

Afraid that it was Jiaojiao's call, Lin Jue quickly picked it up, and Chu Mulin's cold voice came from over there: "Brother Jue, something happened to Yuzi's family, and he is not in a good state of mind now, you... come and see him ?"

Qi Mingshen also heard what was on the phone, his first reaction was not to worry about Su Youbai, but to hang up the phone and continue...

Lin Jue looked at Qi Mingshen: "I have to go there right away, are you going?"

Qi Ming gasped with a deep red face, feeling that there was still an evil fire burning in his body: "I'll take a quick shower, and then I'll go with you."

"Ok, I will wait for you."

I'll wait for you...Qi Mingshen's heart was pounding again. Some things can only be done when the atmosphere is up. I don't know how long I'll have to wait if I miss this opportunity.

Qi Ming took a shower in deep annoyance, and ran over with wet hair. Lin Jue pressed him on the sofa: "Let's dry it off, it's windy at night."

"Hello Moji." Qi Mingshen let Lin Jue's fingers caress his head, but in his heart he felt extremely benefited from Lin Jue's tenderness.He has seen many gentle people, but only Lin Jue can make him so excited.

After blowing it to half dry, Lin Jue took out a hat and put it on Qi Mingshen's head: "Blow drying completely will hurt your hair."

"Okay, let's go." Qi Ming straightened his hat and impatiently went out with Lin Jue, as if they were going on a date.

The driver was in charge of driving, Lin Jue's fingers tapped the seat subconsciously, Qi Ming stared deeply at those fingers, the delicate texture of the skin was clearly visible, just now this hand was still wandering through his hair.

Qi Mingshen grasped it accidentally, and felt the warm touch as he wished.

Lin Jue looked at Qi Mingshen, and Qi Mingshen immediately explained hastily: "I have obsessive-compulsive disorder, don't move."

Lin Jue hooked his lips slightly: "Okay."

Qi Mingshen's flame, which had been poured down by cold water, showed signs of rekindling again. Right now, he wanted to kiss Lin Jue fiercely in the car, and caress him all over...

Or... just hug each other and sit quietly in the car.

"Do you know what's going on at Yubai's house?"

Lin Jue's voice interrupted Qi Mingshen's messy thoughts, he collected himself, and then said: "Yuzi's father cheated on him in the second year of his marriage, and he created an illegitimate son who was only one year younger than Youzi. When Yuzu was five years old, his parents Divorced, Yuzi's mother went abroad, Yuzi's father remarried immediately, and took the illegitimate son and mistress back home. Since then, Yuzi's situation at home has been very embarrassing. He lives on campus whenever he can, and usually doesn't go home."

Hearing this, Lin Jue's hard-hearted heart didn't react at all. He thought about how to comfort Su Youbai. He has never been good at comforting others. He hoped that going there would not be a disservice.

After arriving at school, they went directly to the dormitory. Su Youbai curled up on the bed with a pale complexion, holding his stomach with both hands, as if he had a stomach problem.

Chu Mulin explained: "Yuzi drank a glass of ice water today and didn't eat at all."

Stomach pain when you don't eat?Lin Jue from the last days expressed shock.