Reservoir Dogs

"You are still busy for a few days, I want to go back."

Fu Jingsan took a sip of beer, the man across the table peeled a shrimp and handed it to his bowl, and started to peel another shrimp without looking up: "What?"

"It's nothing. I have nothing to do when I stay here. Aren't you busy all day long?" Fu Jingsan picked up a tail and tasted it, "Wow, it's so spicy...don't peel it for me, eat it yourself."

"Probably two or three days." Huo Yunjiang said, "I'll accompany you to the medical examination after I've settled the matter, and then I'll go back."

"It's been too long, I want to go back tomorrow."

"You promised me to go to the medical examination.

"Then I will go to the medical examination tomorrow, give you the list, and then go back."

Huo Yunjiang himself didn't like to eat shrimp, so he stopped after hearing Fu Jingsan's words, took off his plastic gloves politely, and ate fried rice with chopsticks: "Leave in such a hurry?"

"No, it's mainly because I sleep in hotels every day?" Fu Jingsan said, "My bones itch after sleeping for a long time."

"Did you clean up?"

"I owe it to you and I don't owe it to you." Fu Jingsan pursed her lips and smiled, and lifted the beer bottle to pour him wine, "Drink beer and get a glass, my goodness."

"No one stipulates that you can't drink beer from a cup."

The beer bottle was still stained with the liquor that was accidentally spilled before. Just as Fu Jingsan poured the mouth of the bottle into the cup, the bottle slid down the table. The orange wine spread on the table with thick foam, and Fu Jingsan's mobile phone All soaked.He hurriedly tried to hold the wine bottle, but his hand was a bit slow, and the bottle hit the ground with a "squeak", splashing a lot of glass shards.

Fu Jingsan was so frightened by the accident that his heart stopped beating.

He looked at the ground, and there were countless tiny bubbles bursting and exploding in the fragments of the wine bottle.

"...Did it splash on you?" Huo Yunjiang asked.

Fu Jingsan stared blankly, his heart tensed for no reason, followed by unspeakable panic.

"Jing San? Got scratched?"

"...No." Fu Jingsan came back to his senses, turned to get a tissue to wipe the phone, but soon found that the screen would not light up, "Fuck, the phone is broken!"

"I still have a spare, keep the card, I'll bring it to you tomorrow."

"No, I will buy a new one tomorrow **Y/Q/Z/W/5/C/O/M**." Fu Jingsan said, "Give me a cigarette."

The first puff of smoke entered his lungs, but Fu Jingsan's panic still did not improve; he took several puffs before he stopped, and when he looked up, he saw Huo Yunjiang staring at him: "...what are you looking at me for?"

"What happened suddenly?"

"...I don't know." He whispered, "I'm a little flustered."

"So you really should go for a medical checkup."

"Got it! I will go!" He said impatiently, "I said I will go tomorrow..."

Fu Jingsan had a long-lost dream about what happened when she was a child.

He woke up from his sleep for no reason, and he actually put his arms around Huo Yunjiang, curled his back like a child, and pressed against the other's back.

The room was very dark, and the electronic clock beside the bed was emitting a faint blue light. Fu Jingsan turned his head and looked at it. It was 3:42. Huo Yunjiang would wake up in two hours, and go back before his family found out that he hadn't returned all night.It's honestly a bit like having an affair, especially if the other person also has a legal partner.

No matter what Fu Jingsan thought about this point, he felt awkward and uncomfortable. Even if he believed in the "contract" Huo Yunjiang said, he still hated this sense of intervention.

He buried his head back again, with his forehead pressed against the man's warm skin, and his hands unconsciously clenched a little tighter.

He dreamed that when his mother jumped into the river that year, he stood behind his sister, watching strangers come and go in and out of their house, saying many words that he couldn't understand at the time.Later, when Fu Jingsan got older, he realized that those were people from the government agencies, who came to see the situation of their family, to verify the identity of the orphans, to issue them a subsidy certificate, and by the way, because they couldn't bear to deal with his mother's funeral. .

Fu Jingsan couldn't remember whether she cried or not - but there was a high probability that she didn't cry.

My sister took him by the hand and protected him behind her; when those people left, my sister suddenly started crying.

She hugged him and kept repeating "It will be fine" and "My sister is here".

Fu Jingsan never cared about his father who died early and his mother who died short-lived, and even secretly hated him for a while when he was thirteen or fourteen—why did he give birth to them, but ignore them and not take care of them, so that they could see everything they saw? suffering.

He also thought that if he was an older brother, it would be nice if he was a few years older.

Suddenly dreaming of the faded past, Fu Jingsan's temples were aching; he hugged him tighter, his dry lips pressed against the man's skin, and he rubbed it twice intentionally or unintentionally, like a kiss.

But the man was awakened by his movement, turned over and hugged him drowsily, and said hoarsely: "...huh?"

"..."

Fu Jingsan didn't say anything and let him hold her.

The man took a deep breath and said, "Are you uncomfortable?"

"……Um."

"Shall I get you some water?"

"No more." Fu Jingsan said, "It's nothing."

The man's hoarse and lazy voice had a unique charm, which gave him the illusion of being protected.It's like it doesn't matter if he stands behind, and it doesn't matter if he doesn't push himself.The man hugged him, put his hands on his shoulders, and patted him coaxing a child: "...Do you want to do it?"

"...don't do it."

"What's the matter?"

"Dreaming."

"What dream?"

"The previous dream." If you ask further, Huo Yunjiang will probably ask for the specific content, but Fu Jingsan doesn't want to talk about it.So he started another topic: "Shouldn't the funeral be over, what are you going to do?"

The man closed his eyes and continued to pat: "...Busy on some very important things."

"Prefer not to say?"

"It's hard to say things that haven't been decided, lest you can't do it."

"Oh……"

The voices of both of them were very soft. Fu Jingsan buried his head in his chest and suddenly had the desire to speak: "I bought a house."

"Where did you buy it?"

"Longjiang... will be renovated soon, and you can help me choose."

"it is good."

"I want to grow some grass on the balcony and raise a dog." He said, "I want a huge wall-mounted TV to play Korean dramas."

"Is it all for my sister?"

"Ah."

"I thought I bought it for the two of us."

He smiled: "do you use me to buy you a house?"

"use."

"whispering sound."

Huo Yunjiang's fingers stirred a strand of hair at the end of his hair: "Do you support me?"

di.jiu.zww.C..O..M.. Ninth Chinese Network "Yang, three steamed buns, two cups of soy milk and one pack of cigarettes a day, is it enough?"

"enough."

"When I finish the decoration and return the money to you, life will be comfortable."

"You don't have to pay it back." Huo Yunjiang said, "You'd better owe it to me. I know you want to save face. If you owe me, you can't refuse me."

"Can't you think of something aboveboard all day long?" Fu Jingsan said, "One day I will tattoo a 'bad' on your face, lest others will fall for you."

"There's no need for 'bad', I don't mind if you tattoo 'kinky' on me."

"........."

They were silent for a moment, and Fu Jingsan suddenly asked: "...you won't lie to me, will you?"

"will not."

"Really not?"

"Really not."

"Why am I so unbelievable..."

"It doesn't matter if you believe it or not," Huo Yunjiang said, "As long as you are by my side, everything is easy to talk about."

"It's so mushy."

"It's okay. Tell me something more sleazy?"

"Don't disgust me... What do you like about me? I don't know what about me deserves to be remembered for so long by a dude like you."

"Am I a dude?"

"That's the point?"

"I like you to be you." Huo Yunjiang turned his face and kissed his forehead, "I don't know anything else, maybe I'm not as smart as you think, and I can't figure out many things, so I can only do whatever I want. "

"Hey, the mouth is quite sweet."

"You think it's sweet?"

"A little bit."

"That's a lot."

"Fuck off."

The next day.

Fu Jingsan first called Secretary Zhou and asked him which hospital he usually went to for a physical examination and how to get there.

He made an appointment with Huo Yunjiang to have a medical examination, so he would go naturally; after he went there, he would buy a new mobile phone, then set off on the return journey, and go out to eat hot pot with his sister at night.Then call Ye Zi and Zhang Qiankun—he wondered whether Zhang Qiankun would bring Tan Xin here, but after thinking about it, he felt that it didn't matter.

Tan Xin should be more in love with him than he is in love with Tan Xin.

The hospital that Secretary Zhou mentioned was not only large in scale, but also crowded with people. Fu Jingsan wanted to turn around and leave as soon as he entered.

Frowning, he walked through the hustle and bustle, lined up at the registration window, and thought for a long time before deciding to enroll in gastroenterology.Confessing this matter, he felt from the bottom of his heart that it was Huo Yunjiang who made a big fuss. He had this problem for a long time, but he didn't really feel any discomfort.

As long as it is a hospital, it must be filled with the smell of disinfectant that he hates so much.He patiently waited in line for the nurse to call him, and then went in to communicate with the doctor for a question and answer, and then went to pay for the troublesome things like arranging the film.

"No problem. If you vomit occasionally, you may pay more attention to your diet." The doctor said.

"But it's been quite a few years, is there really no problem?"

"Do you remember what caused the vomiting..."

Fu Jingsan lowered his eyes and thought for a while: "It's probably all..."

He collected his thoughts and wanted to tell the doctor, only to realize that almost every time he vomited for no reason was because of Huo Yunjiang.Because I thought of him and Tan Xin, I thought of him and his wife, I thought of the nurturing relationship I had maintained with him... It is not an exaggeration to say that I was disgusted by Huo Yunjiang, a bastard.

After he spoke incoherently for a while, the doctor said: "I suggest you go to the psychology department. Since there is no pathological problem, it is probably caused by a psychological problem."

"...Is it because I was disgusted by others?"

"Anxiety, depression... many psychological problems can be accompanied by physical symptoms, such as sweating, shaking, vomiting..."

"........."

Fu Jingsan still felt conflicted even though the doctor had a few performances right - his mother was called a "crazy person", and even drowning for no reason seemed ridiculous in the eyes of others.

"Oh yes, thank you doctor." He said so, nodded slightly, picked up his case and films and left.

He planned to leave directly, but he kept thinking about last night's dream over and over again.

Just as he was walking out with his head bowed, passing the gynecology department, he suddenly heard: "Next one, Xun Haixin!"

The others had already reached the stairs, only to realize belatedly that "Xun" seemed to be Huo Yunjiang's wife's surname.

Fu Jingsan backed away as if obsessed, and stood with a bunch of men who accompanied his wife for the checkup, looking over there intentionally or unintentionally.It didn't take long before a young woman dressed in expensive clothes walked out dazzlingly among the ordinary women in high heels.

A nurse-like person followed her, talking and laughing arm in arm.

The nurse said: "Your life is good. Now that you have it, your position in the Huo family is also stable. In the future, all the money in their family will not belong to your son."

The woman smiled and said: "It's okay, okay, isn't there still Huo Ershao, who knows if my husband will fight with his brother; I'm not talking about you, being a nurse is really tiring, why bother, I will introduce you another day." Wouldn’t it be more comfortable to give you a golden bachelor in their circle than you are saving lives and healing the wounded now? I’ll go first, no need to send it off, my husband will wait for me outside, and make an appointment to go shopping when I have time.”