Reservoir Dogs

"Mr. Huo, I can't deal with Mr. Huo now that you're gone."

"Mrs. Huo may not survive tonight."

"Mr. Huo..."

"This is the last flight, Mr. Huo, you have to go back! There will be a lot of things waiting for you to deal with, as the eldest son..."

"Mr. Huo!!"

The man just walked quickly to the parking lot, as if he didn't hear these kind reminders from the secretary.

Seeing that there were still more than ten minutes to start registration, Huo Yunjiang left the waiting room suddenly after receiving a call. The secretary chased him all the way at a fast pace and kept trying to dissuade him: "You don't know the seriousness of this matter, do you?"

Huo Yunjiang had already walked to his car and opened the door.He paused, and shot his eyes coldly at the secretary: "Isn't there Huo Yunlan?"

"Although Er Shao is still young, President Huo may decide what to do in the future... It is wise not to make President Huo angry."

"I hired you to be my secretary to let you do things I'm too lazy to do, not to let you dictate my decisions." Huo Yunjiang got into the car, put on his seat belt, rolled down the window, and rushed to the secretary. Said, "Tell Mr. Huo that I have something to do and I can't leave. You can go back and do what you have to do.... Send my sincere condolences."

The secretary wanted to say something more, but he didn't want to listen, so he drove away.

Huo Yunjiang has been very aware of his embarrassing status and situation since he was sensible.

He is Mrs. Huo's thorn in the side, the only hope of his beautiful and stupid weak mother, and also the eldest son that Mr. Huo has no choice but to cultivate.Mr. Huo attaches great importance to his family status. When he was young, he chose to marry Mrs. Huo because she was from a famous family. She was a serious celebrity in the capital at that time. Not only could she give him enough help in business, but she also satisfied him. His vanity-he is like a feudal remnant, thinking that having a "noble" wife means his "nobility".

Therefore, he didn't have a good look at Huo Yunjiang, and he didn't even bother to discipline him at first. It wasn't until his noble wife was found by the hospital that it was difficult to give birth that he began to want to train Huo Yunjiang so that he would have no successors.

Huo Yunjiang knew these things better than anyone else.

But he felt neither indignation nor sadness.

When he realized it, he was indifferent to Mrs. Huo's sarcastic remarks, had no mercy on his mother's tears, and was even more ignorant of Mr. Huo's harshness.

He is like a cold machine, just do his own thing well, eat every meal well, and sleep well every night.

Huo Yunjiang has never been disobedient, nor has he ever smiled sincerely.

Before that, there had never been any options in his life, a road leading straight ahead, and the end could be seen at a glance.

Until he and his mother were forced to move out of their home and came to this ordinary small city.He is in the most restless period, and he is infinitely bored with the worldview he has constructed - Huo Yunjiang wants to verify more than anyone whether he is really emotionless.

So he accepted Tan Xin's confession, that frail young man who could tell at a glance that he was here for money.

So he met Fu Jingsan, approached him step by step with his incomprehension and curiosity, trying to understand other people's psychology.

He got his wish and got the answer——

When Huo Yunjiang arrived, Fu Jingsan was squatting on the steps by the river, smoking a cigarette.

As if they had made an appointment, they met in this secluded corner with no street lights and a little distance from the lively area of ​​loading and unloading.It was also here half a year ago, when Huo Yunjiang offered to keep him, he didn't want to, but he couldn't refuse.

Hearing the sound of the engine behind him, Fu Jingsan did not look back, but stared at the reflection of the street lamps on the river in the distance.

He was wearing thin clothes, and the old coat on his body didn't seem to have any effect on keeping warm; Huo Yunjiang took off the windbreaker that was taken off the co-pilot before getting out of the car, walked to him and put it on him casually.

Usually Fu Jingsan would refuse, but not today.

"...very punctual," Fu Jingsan said in a low voice, then nodded slowly, "Yes, you are always punctual, half an hour is half an hour."

"What do you want from me?" Huo Yunjiang stood beside him, looking down at him.

The young man's hair was messy, as if he had scratched it several times before he came.

He could see the bridge of his nose, but not the eyes under the bangs.

In fact, Fu Jingsan's eyes are very beautiful - it doesn't mean that he has such a good-looking eye shape, but that his eyes are always bright, as if he can see it no matter what situation he is in...... .y...Q.....Z.....W.....5.....C.... ....O.....M.....Rom.....Love..... ..........Chinese....Chinese....Net...Hope.And when he was really desperate, those eyes became extremely pitiful again, as if all the emotions that he desperately held back in actions and words were engraved in the eyes.

"I met Tan Xin today." Fu Jingsan said.

"di.jiu.zww.C..O..M..The Ninth Chinese Network... came to Xingshi to inquire about the crime? Can I take it as you are jealous?"

"No." Fu Jingsan turned his head suddenly, and looked at him with that pitiful look, like a dog in water begging for human help, "Do you love Tan Xin?"

Huo Yunjiang really wanted to say "love", but unfortunately he doesn't like to tell lies by nature, nor is he as stubborn as Fu Jingsan.

"do not love."

"Never loved?"

"No."

"Then why are you?" Fu Jingsan was still facing him, but lowered his eyes, "Why are you...that's when..."

Suddenly, I don't know where to start.

"I went to find you the night we parted." He paused for a long time before finally saying hoarsely, "I stood at your door all night, waiting until you came out for a morning run. Because you didn't answer my phone, I wanted to talk to you at that time. You apologize..."

Huo Yunjiang's heart trembled, memories were brought up by Fu Jingsan's words, and accompanied by the sound of splashes in the river, they flooded into his mind together.

He naturally remembered how he left school with overwhelming disappointment after hearing Fu Jingsan's denial of their relationship.

Just as Fu Jingsan guessed, he has been brooding over this matter, and until now he can't say frankly that he doesn't mind.

Forgiveness does not mean letting go, forgiveness can only mean that he clearly still minds, but admits defeat in front of his feelings.

The man didn't speak, waiting for him to continue.

"Then I saw that you went out with your arms around Tan Xin that morning." Fu Jingsan swallowed hard, "You really never loved him, why did you reconcile with him the next day?"

"...So you never contacted me again."

"Didn't you never look for me?" Hearing these words, Fu Jingsan slowly stood up and faced the man face to face, "Aren't we the same thing? In fact, if you think about it carefully, it is impossible for people like the two of us to be together , it was very clear from the beginning...we can't even understand each other."

"Am I not good enough for you? Huh?" Huo Yunjiang said, "No matter what you say or want, as long as I have it, I will give it to you.... Fu Jingsan, how about you?"

"Me, what about me?"

"You clearly know what I want, but you deny it."

The man lost his usual indifference and calmness, and his tone was a bit heavy, as if he was questioning.

Fu Jingsan also held a fire - this fire has been burning for many years, there were times when it was weak, but more often it was the same as now, burning red and scorching hot, tormenting his heart.

He raised his voice a little higher, bringing out a more severe hoarseness: "I don't deny that what can I do? Drop out of school and focus on dating with you? Huo Yunjiang, people who only fall in love will starve to death."

"Follow me and you won't have to suffer any more."

"I'll follow you, and I'll be your dog. What about my sister?" He said, "My sister worked so hard to raise me and provide for me to study. She just wants to see me graduate from high school. I hope I can get into the exam." A university...forget it, let’s not talk about it, you can’t understand.”

"I just can't understand." Huo Yunjiang said, "The past is already an established fact. I'm not interested in looking back and thinking about what if; if I want to talk about it, let's talk about the present. Didn't I make it clear enough? I forgive you. I forgive you when you come back." Around you, everything remains the same...but you still don't accept it."

"...How can I accept, accept to be your third son, and beg for food in your hands for the rest of my life?"

"Since you're so lofty, don't stand in front of Qin Ran and wait for her to buy you," Huo Yunjiang sneered, "Don't choose me either, it's fine."

They don't know which sentence became the fuse, but they seem to never be able to speak properly, and it will always be like this, where accountability and irony are twisted together and become sharp arrows thrown at each other.

Both of them couldn't maintain their calm anymore, they were childish like junior high school students, their words became louder and closer.

Fu Jingsan glared at him, his face was pale, and his breathing was heavy: "Because I fucking thought you were single, that you were just like me, and you were still alone after all these years!"

"...What do you want to express, because I'm married, because I still have contact with Tan Xin, you were cheated? Don't make yourself so innocent, you know who you are, and I know too."

"Who am I, tell me, who am I?"

"I can't say anything else," Huo Yunjiang said, "but you Fu Jingsan can do anything for money, for your sister, you can sell it, you can sell it to anyone, isn't it? It just so happens that I have money and you Money that you can't earn in this life, it just so happens that I like you, it's just convenient for you to operate."

"I didn't intend to ask you to come over to quarrel..." "When did you not quarrel with me?" Huo Yunjiang seemed to be unable to contain his anger any longer, and suddenly stretched out his hand to pinch Fu Jingsan's cheek, without any effort, extremely vicious, "Even if It's just pretending, you should have a better attitude towards your benefactor."

Fu Jingsan turned his head, but he couldn't break free, so he could only say more viciously: "I feel sick when I think of you getting married, and I feel sick when I think of you taking Tan Xin to your apartment. Treat you well, tell me how I treat you well!!"

"What do you care about, do you have to mind?" Huo Yunjiang leaned very close, lowering his voice, "You have never liked me, so do you still have the desire to monopolize the patron?"

Fu Jingsan suddenly opened his hand: "Have you ever liked me? It's true just by saying 'I like you' a few times with your mouth? But if you have any sincerity towards me, you won't hug me the next day. Seeing Tan Xin talking and laughing, she wouldn't ask me to stay by your side even though she was going to get married, what do you think of me?...Did I look so fucking deceptive?!"

"But at least I said it. Fu Jingsan, I have never lied to you." Huo Yunjiang said, "You don't even bother to lie to me, because you are noble, you have strong self-esteem, and you are very clean? Do you treat me better than anyone else?" Clear, but after so many years, I haven't even gotten a 'like' from you."

The man laughed at himself and asked, "Among us, who is torturing whom?"

——He has never seen Huo Yunjiang like this, so full of flesh and blood, so... like an ordinary person.

"I like you! I fucking like you!" Fu Jingsan growled, "I don't just like you! I love you! You want me to say yes, I say, I will say it now! Huo Yunjiang, I love you! I love you so much that I want to kill your wife and Tan Xin! Is that enough?!"