Reservoir Dogs

"Beep...beep...Sorry, the user you dialed is currently on the phone, please try again later."

"Beep... Sorry, the user you dialed is currently on the phone, please wait..."

"...the user you dialed is on..."

"The person you dialed has switched off..."

The cold female voice finally didn't repeat that sentence, but.....y...Q...Z...W... ......5..........C...........O............M.......... …………………………………………………………………………………………………… ...... Net... In another sentence that was even more desperate, Fu Jingsan finally threw away the phone, turned over and buried himself in the bedding.

He underestimated his liking for Huo Yunjiang - just after leaving school and returning home, he could barely maintain his energy, and had dinner with his sister as if nothing had happened.After eating, taking a shower, and entering the room alone, the urge to find Huo Yunjiang erupted like a torrent in a certain second, urging him to call Huo Yunjiang.

In fact, he didn't think about what to say in the past, whether to apologize or ask about the current situation; he just wanted to hear Huo Yunjiang's voice, as if it was a way to confirm the existence of the other party.

Fu Jingsan made seven or eight phone calls in a row, but the other party hung up, and the "beep" sound became less and less each time, showing that the other party was bored.

In the end, Huo Yunjiang turned off the phone, which was not surprising at all.

But he couldn't stop feeling uncomfortable, and his chest was tight.As soon as he closed his eyes, he saw Huo Yunjiang's face, which was his most common expression, calm and silent, as if nothing had anything to do with him.It's that kind of Huo Yunjiang who can laugh, hum a song in front of him, and hug him childishly to act like a baby.

It's not a couple quarrel between them, but Huo Yunjiang will transfer to another school again, it's hard to predict where he will go and whether he will meet him again.

Did they at least... at least talk face to face?

The tattoo on the lower back seems to be itching.He knew it was an illusion, the tattoo had already healed; but Fu Jingsan got up from the bed suddenly, and hurried into the toilet.

In the mirror, he looked a little haggard, and the sharp outline that was originally an advantage now only makes people feel mean.He lowered his eyes, turned around and pulled down his sweatpants, revealing the scribbled "Mine" on his buttocks.

From the day when he fell in love with Huo Yunjiang, Fu Jingsan never thought of breaking up.

Maybe it's because he deliberately ignores his feelings, which probably has no beginning or end, or maybe he's so addicted to the feeling of being with Huo Yunjiang that he becomes blind.

He hurriedly pulled up his trousers, as if he was about to rush to do something, he hurriedly turned on the faucet, bent over and poured cold water on his face continuously.

In fact, he didn't do anything. He came out of the toilet and returned to the room. He didn't even wipe the water from his face, and then lay back on the bed in a daze.

At three o'clock in the morning, Fu Jingsan tiptoed out the door in a black jacket.

He followed his memory all the way from the north of the city to the south of the city, and when he arrived at the convenience store near Huo Yunjiang's house, it was already two hours later.The signboard of the convenience store clearly stated "24H", but the door was closed. Fu Jingsan couldn't even buy a bottle of water.

The surrounding area was quiet, with no one and no cars. Occasionally, there were a few dogs barking from a long distance away.

He wandered around for a while, and finally stopped at the door of Huo Yunjiang's house.There was no light in the house, and the street lamps on the side of the street made him look even more lonely, and he just paced back and forth with his head down in the small square brightly illuminated by the lamps.

He wanted to come to Huo Yunjiang, just like Huo Yunjiang had been waiting downstairs at his house several times late at night.

When the sky turned white, people began to walk on the street.Some people jog in the morning, some wear professional clothes and rush towards the bus station, and some elderly people come out for morning exercises and walk their dogs along the way.Fu Jingsan looked at them, no matter how he looked at them, he felt that he was out of place.

Huo Yunjiang does morning exercises every morning, around six or seven o'clock, and he never stops when he goes to school, he knows this very well.

He estimated that the time was almost up, but he began to feel uneasy.He just wanted to meet this person and talk to him, so he came out impulsively and walked outside for a night; but when it was time to meet, Fu Jingsan didn't even think about what to say.

He turned around and went into the narrow alley where he and Huo Yunjiang had avoided last time, took out his mobile phone and called Huo Yunjiang again, but the response he got was still to turn off the phone.

He waited without thinking about anything. To his surprise, the one he waited for first was not Huo Yunjiang, but another familiar boy——at seven o'clock in the morning, Tan Xin, who was still cute and cute, appeared at the door of Huo Yunjiang's house.

Fu Jingsan had only seen him twice, but he still recognized him instantly.

The other party grew a little taller than before, but he was still a bit short of Fu Jingsan, not even 1.7 meters tall. Some people would believe that he was a junior high school student when he stood there.

The moment he saw Tan Xin, Fu Jingsan had already guessed something.It's just that he was slow to react, or didn't react at all; he watched Tan Xin take out his mobile phone to make a call, and after saying a few words on the phone, the door of Huo Yunjiang's house opened.

——How should I put it, rather than being sad, what Fu Jingsan felt more at that moment was shame and anger, a kind of shame and anger after realizing that he had been fooled for a long time.

Huo Yunjiang came out wearing his sportswear, Tan Xin squinted and smiled when she saw him, and posted it enthusiastically.And Huo Yunjiang didn't feel any disgust, he hugged his shoulders and walked in another direction like a walk.

He just stood there watching, unconsciously clenching his back molars.When they were far away, he walked out from the narrow alley and looked at the backs of the two people.

Huo Yunjiang is tall and tall, with Tan Xin in his arms, he looks like the heroine of the Korean drama his sister loves to watch, and he is sweet with the heroine.

He waited all night, and this was what he saw.

Fu Jingsan felt extremely sick, even his body seemed to have a reaction, his stomach was throbbing with cramps.

He remembered Huo Yunjiang's calm face when he talked about Tan Xin, and it was quite reasonable to say "break up".He finally realized that his discomfort, depression, and self-blame in the past dozen hours were all superfluous, and Huo Yunjiang didn't think his denial was so important at all.

What Huo Yunjiang wanted was not him from the beginning to the end, but only someone who truly "belongs" to him.

Whether he wants to control or possess, he doesn't choose a partner at all.

No, maybe it was a pick - it's just that Tan Xin is more suitable than him, he is Huo Yunjiang's first love.

Fu Jingsan watched the two of them disappear around the corner, as if it was the last time he saw the scum he loved deeply.

It was indeed like their last meeting, Fu Jingsan went home to finish his senior year of high school.

It's just that he no longer has to rack his brains to write those questions, and he doesn't have to turn around and ask the person what he wants to eat for lunch after class.No one helped him fetch water between classes, so he simply refused to drink and slept on the desk all morning.He often dreamed about Huo Yunjiang, and later he was a little afraid of sleeping.

So he simply returned to the pier to do night work, torturing himself to exhaustion every day.

As soon as Fu Jing asked about his "girlfriend", Fu Jingsan said lightly that he broke up, and was comforted by his sister.

He remembered that he had complained countless times in his heart why his sister found a scum like Liu Zekai, but now he himself is the same, his vision of seeing people is terrible, as if the Fu family's genes are defective in this respect.

More than 100 days ended in a hurry. Before he left the classroom, he took a second look at the empty desk behind him, and secretly decided to keep all his love for Huo Yunjiang in this classroom and never take it away.

At about that time, Liu Zekai got mixed up and started to hang out in various nightclubs, often drinking until two or three o'clock in the night.Fu Jingsan noticed this and went to pick up his sister from get off work one day, but unexpectedly saw Lao Li.

People are still afraid of comparisons. He originally thought that Lao Li was just a film policeman who was eating and waiting to die; but compared with Liu Zekai, he thought Lao Li was better, and he wished he could make the decision and betroth his sister to him.

Without Huo Yunjiang, the only person he cared about was her sister.

During the period when he was thinking about going south to do business, he met Zhang Qiankun when he was buying supper for his sister.

Fu Jingsan ordered some of her sister's favorite food, thought for a while and then greeted, "Baked tofu." At this moment, someone suddenly patted him on the shoulder from behind.

As soon as he turned around, he saw a laughing face——Zhang Qiankun was dressed in a social style, wearing jeans, a black T-shirt, and sunglasses hanging from the neckline: "Wow, third brother! Long time no see, third brother! Still so handsome!!" As soon as the words were out of his mouth, the cigarette was handed to Fu Jingsan.

"...Zhang Qiankun, it's been a while." Fu Jingsan waved his hand, "I don't smoke."

"Buy supper, I also come out to eat supper, it's very lonely and cold by myself, third brother, let's have something for the two of us to catch up on the old days!"

"What can I tell you..."

"Don't say that, come, come, I treat you!"

Zhang Qiankun has a thick skin and a good temper. In a sense, he is an excellent match with Fu Jingsan.Although he said that he had nothing to reminisce about, Zhang Qiankun dragged him to the small table next to the barbecue shop. The other party asked for a few bottles of beer, and chatted with him while smoking and drinking.

"...Going south, where are you going, Shencheng? Guangshi?"

"...I don't know," Fu Jing said hastily about his recent plans, "It's not those places anyway."

"I want to go too!" Zhang Qiankun said, "Let's go together!"

"What are you going to do..."

"Go to work and do business."

"What kind of vocational high school is yours, isn't it responsible for assigning work?"

Zhang Qiankun took a sip of beer, smacked his mouth and said, "I went to the factory for two days, and I don't want to go... It's too boring, and the salary is not much..."

"...Then what are you doing in vocational high school?"

"My mother asked me to read it, so I did." Zhang Qiankun said, "In fact, it's not bad to do business here, but I haven't decided what business to do yet."

"........."

"I feel that doing night shows can make a lot of money."

"...a night show?"

"What is that for?"

Zhang Qiankun said: "I recently met someone who was the owner of a nightclub, and we chatted for a while. ... Hey, I'll tell you when I figure it out. So what, third brother, do you still remember that time, in the first year of junior high school, Have I been beaten by Big Fatty?"

"Can not remember……"

"I really don't remember?" Zhang Qiankun raised his eyebrows, chatting about the scene at that time, "...Third Brother, you were punched that time."

"Hmm..." Fu Jingsan thought for a while, "It seems that there is such a thing."

"Anyway, third brother, I know what's going on with your family." Zhang Qiankun suddenly became serious, "As long as third brother is willing, let's make a fortune together!"