Reservoir Dogs

What a shame to throw it home.

Looking at the name on the phone screen, Fu Jingsan already felt suffocated.He was the one who said that he didn't need help, that he wasn't short of money, and that he didn't want to owe Huo Yunjiang; but now he was the one who called for help.Recalling Huo Yunjiang's phrase "Call me if you have anything to do", the other party seemed to be a big prophet, and he had expected that he would be cornered.

For Fu Jingsan at that time, it was really desperate - he asked the doctor for a long time. After contracting tuberculosis, Fu Jingyi needed to take medicine all the time and have regular check-ups; until he came to the hospital to confirm that she **Y_Q_Z_W_5_C_O_M** was cured.The whole process takes about half a year to eight months and costs around [-] yuan.

Let him get [-] yuan, and he can't think of any other way except to rob.Even if he was sold as pork, he would still sell for less than [-] yuan.Not to mention that for half a year to eight months, his sister couldn't go out to set up a stall to make money, and still needed his care.

When this moment really came, all he could think of was Huo Yunjiang.

He is jealous of Huo Yunjiang.

Jealous of him being born in a wealthy family, jealous of his flower... y... Q... Z... W... ....5.....C.....O.....M............ .言....情....中文..... .... Net... He doesn't blink his eyes when making money, jealous that he never saves, let alone eats steamed buns.

But on the other end of the phone, the first voice came not from Huo Yunjiang, but from his sissy boyfriend Tan Xin: "...Who is Fu Jingsan?"

"You've seen it before." Huo Yunjiang replied, and then asked, "Where are you?"

"……in hospital."

"Wait for me for about 10 minutes."

"Ah."

After hanging up the phone, Fu Jingsan got up and walked out of the hospital with numb legs.The central hospital was full of people, and there were many people standing at the entrance, many cars parked, and many taxis waiting to pick up passengers.The noise outside was annoying, and he put his hands in his jacket pockets, standing at the foot of the wall with fewer people like a young migrant worker, bowing his waist and looking at his toes.

The weather is very cold, and there has only been a moderate snowfall, and it is time for the snow to melt.

The people around him were not as depressed as he was, and they were even talking energetically.Many of them have relatives who are hospitalized, but no one is really sad—those middle-aged people may have long been used to the hardships of life, even if they are bitter in their hearts, they will not express it.They talked about which hospital had better facilities, which doctor's account was more difficult to get, just like choosing dishes, they didn't seem sad.

It seems that he is the only one who can easily bow to suffering.

The more Fu Jingsan thought about it, the more anxious he became, not only because of his sister's illness, but also because he asked Huo Yunjiang for help without dignity.He even began to think, what would he do if Huo Yunjiang couldn't come up with so much money—this was not a small amount, even Huo Yunjiang couldn't see that much pocket money.

10 minutes later, Huo Yunjiang arrived as scheduled, and he thoughtfully did not bring his boyfriend with him.

"Why are you standing here?"

He raised his head when he heard a familiar voice, and in front of him, Huo Yunjiang was wearing a dark gray cotton coat, with a scarf wrapped around his neck several times, covering his mouth.Except for the school uniform, every piece of Huo Yunjiang's clothes seemed to be newly bought, and there was no trace of wear.In contrast, Fu Jingsan's old cotton-padded clothes that were no longer fluffy after washing were really shabby.

"Waiting for you here." Fu Jingsan said, "I...I want to ask you for help."

"Ok?"

"I want...want to find you..."

The word borrowing money was like a fishbone stuck in his throat, he couldn't say it.

In fact, borrowing money is nothing, just borrowing from Huo Yunjiang becomes nothing.

Huo Yunjiang reached out to hook the scarf, and pulled it down casually, revealing his thin lips: "Borrowing money?"

"..." Fu Jingsan lowered his eyes, couldn't look directly into his eyes, and couldn't even open his mouth, so he could only answer in a nasal voice, "Mmm..."

The tip of his nose and ears were reddened by the piercing cold wind, and now he looks pitiful with his head down.Huo Yunjiang understood the other party's mood very well at the moment - Fu Jingsan, who would rather eat steamed buns for two weeks for the sake of face, could lower his head and borrow money from the person he hated, which was already the biggest plea.

Even if the other party didn't say anything low-profile, Huo Yunjiang still felt that Fu Jingsan was begging him.

"Let's change places..." Huo Yunjiang was talking, but suddenly stopped, "Forget it, it's here. How much?"

"Twenty thousand..." Fu Jingsan swallowed anxiously, raised his head again after speaking, and explained incoherently, "That's right, this disease may last for a long time, and I don't need that much money for now, but I will need it in the future... I mean I don't want to ask you to borrow money over and over again...I can write an IOU, and I will definitely pay you back within a year, with interest! I know it's a long time...if you don't have so much , [-] will do, or [-] will do..."

Fu Jingsan's eyes are very similar to his sister's, except that the outline of the latter is soft, and even the light in the pupils is moist; while Fu Jingsan's eyes are tough, with a slight frown, they are fierce and frightening, like a wild leopard.

But he is very confused now, even his eyes are filled with bewilderment.

"I don't need you to pay the IOU, and I don't need you to pay the interest." Huo Yunjiang said so, and suddenly took off his cashmere scarf and put it on Fu Jingsan's shoulder suddenly, "I can get the money, and I will pay it soon I can take it out... but I have a condition for lending you."

The young man waited stupidly for the next sentence, not even having the time to refuse his gentle gesture.

Huo Yunjiang wrapped the scarf around his neck and said slowly, "Stay with me, this money is a gift."

"Impossible," Fu Jingsan said eagerly, "I'll pay you back double, is it okay to double, as long as you lend me..."

"You can't pay me back double." Huo Yunjiang said, and tied the scarf in a loose knot around his neck, "Forty thousand yuan a year, even if you drop out of school and concentrate on working, a junior high school graduate with average physical fitness People, can I find a high-paying job? Maybe I can save it without eating or drinking; but can you not eat or drink? Or wait for your sister to recover in half a year, and accompany you to save money and pay off debts?"

"..." Fu Jingsan couldn't retaliate.

When he said "one year", he didn't even think about how much he needs to pay back every month; when he said "double", he didn't carefully calculate that the double of [-] is [-].

There is a huge difference between him and Huo Yunjiang, one loses his mind in a hurry, while the other is like a cold machine, weighing the pros and cons in an instant.

"With me, there will be no such pressure." Huo Yunjiang said, "Besides, you won't worry about life anymore, isn't it great?"

His tone was extremely gentle, and he straightened Fu Jingsan's collar while speaking: "I think this is a good deal for you."

Fu Jingsan opened his hand suddenly, frowning tightly as if he was about to get angry: "Even if I don't eat or drink my mother, I will return the money to you. I will do what I say!"

He can do it, Huo Yunjiang has learned how ruthless he is to himself.

"You are mistaken. Being with me is not a way of repaying a debt," he said. "It is a condition of lending you money."

"... Huo Yunjiang, are you fucking kidding me?!" Fu Jingsan growled as if his patience had reached its limit, and grabbed the scarf twice, pulled it off his neck, and slapped it on Huo Yunjiang's chest, "If you don't want to borrow it, just say it, Is it interesting to talk so much?!"

"I want to borrow it, but you don't want it." Huo Yunjiang said, "You can call me anytime after you think about it."

After he finished speaking, he took his scarf and turned around to leave.

The back of the other party got into the crowd, Fu Jingsan's chest heaved violently, staring at the direction he left.He has always known that he wants to lose face, so he can't say a few good words out of his mouth. He always takes extremely strict precautions against other people's overtures, and he is even more afraid of owing others.Fu Jingsan felt that there was nothing wrong with this, as the old saying goes, a person lives with a breath and a tree lives with a skin.

But there are always things in life that are more important than his self-esteem.

He never thought that as a male, he could still choose to sell his body for money; every word Huo Yunjiang said was humiliating to him, but it opened another path on his bleak road ahead.

He can think of a way, and he will struggle to survive in the quagmire of poverty in the future; he can also sell himself to Huo Yunjiang to solve the urgent need first.

He stood there, his lips trembling slightly in the cold wind.

"... Huo Yunjiang!!" Suddenly, Fu Jingsan shouted and ran towards him, "Wait!!"

He grabbed Huo Yunjiang's wrist, dragged him to a place where there were few people: "Come with me!"

The two walked quickly one after the other, gradually walked out of the lively area at the entrance of the Central Hospital, and walked into a certain alley.Huo Yunjiang looked at him, and said with a smile: "Have you considered it?"

Fu Jingsan turned her face sideways, but she deliberately didn't look at each other even though they were facing each other, and stared straight down.

His white canvas shoes that had been washed yellow, and the new sneakers that Huo Yunjiang bought at some time, were toe-to-toe.Fu Jingsan's voice seemed to be squeezed out by forcefully pulling the vocal cords, it was small and hoarse: "...I want to sleep with you?"

Huo Yunjiang said, "That's called prostitution."

"Will it be or not..."

"I won't force you to do anything....I just like you, so I want to be with you. It's easy to understand."

"Aren't you just forcing me now?"

"I don't think I'm forcing you. I'm just offering a choice. You can choose or not."

"...I can't say enough about you." Fu Jingsan said, "Then I want to talk to you, fall in love... until when?"

"Until..." Huo Yunjiang obviously didn't expect him to ask such a question, and he thought about it on the spot, "If you still don't like me after high school graduation, then wait until graduation."

"...Okay. I'll return the money to you, and I've accepted the terms...you keep your word."

His voice was pitiful, and for a few tenths of a second Huo Yunjiang felt that he was crying, but when he really looked at his face, he just pursed his lips tightly.

When Fu Jingsan really agreed, Huo Yunjiang didn't know how to continue: "I don't have that much cash with me, follow me to the bank..."

Before he finished speaking, Fu Jingsan raised his chin abruptly and kissed him heavily on the lips.

It was a hasty kiss that wasn't quite a kiss.

Cold and soft lips, tightly frowning brows, eyes closed due to nervousness, and trembling eyelashes... Huo Yunjiang couldn't forget the throbbing moment at that moment in the past ten years.

Fu Jingsan quickly let go, lowered his head and whispered, "I don't know what to do when I'm in love...Anyway, anyway..."

"Thank you."