Whose house does the moon fall

Pan Wenqiu was hospitalized until the third day. The second sister who came here today accompanied her and sighed, "It's true that this child is going to be born. I leave you alone. Now some places have an epidemic and cannot enter the city. What does she think?"

"I asked her to go out. If she was suddenly stalked and complained in front of the community, she would not be able to see it on her face, and she would be very unhappy." Pan Wenqiu also said that there was no need to tell her about the minor surgery.

"No matter how small it is, it's not minimally invasive. It's all metastasized to the lymph nodes. You'll have to take a risk if you remove it all at once." The second sister looked at Pan Wenqiu worriedly, "How did you find out about this cervical cancer?"

"Our generation is not like today's children, who can fight those nine prices." Pan Wenqiu said that it is not too late, don't listen to the doctor's scary words, they are scared by the doctor, in order to avoid responsibility, "I will check It’s been a lot, and I even made a fortune in the temple, it’s good luck.”

Not only is it auspicious, but the hexagram also said that her family will have an import this year.Pan Wenqiu smiled wryly. At her age, she will have all her uterus, ovaries, fallopian tubes, and lymph nodes removed. What kind of trouble is she doing?What kind of mouth would this unresponsive man bewitched by a woman?The child didn't take the high-speed rail to play slowly from east to west. Pan Wenqiu stretched her neck when she lowered her head to book the ticket, and saw the ticket from "Wuzhong to Chengdu".

It was the third day since she was born in Chengdu. Pan Wenqiu was lying in the ward and asked her, "Have you found anyone?"

"No, I didn't go looking for someone. We broke up peacefully." Sitting in the hot pot city, Jiang Sheng sniffed his red nose while suppressing a sneeze and replied to his mother, "I'm not the kind who lost feelings. People who are dying, Mom, I have matured. You can rely on me for everything in the future, why would I cry because of an empty relationship?"

When Jiang was chewing duck intestines, he didn't know that Pan Wenqiu had done a notarization of his will. He communicated with the doctor about the operation by himself, and lay alone in the ward waiting for the unknown operation.She remembered that 30 years ago, when she was pregnant with twins, she was surrounded by the Chen family. The results of the B-ultrasound at the small clinic were already known to them. The family happily waited for the birth of the boy. Most of the general students regard it as icing on the cake.

The second sister, who had given birth to two children, was in a daze in the building outside the ward. Pan Wenqiu suddenly asked her, "Second sister, what do you think a woman looks like all her life?"

The second sister turned around and was taken aback, "What does it look like? I really haven't thought about it." She thought about it, then gave up, "I'm going to be 60 years old in the blink of an eye, what's the use of talking about it?" But she felt that Pan Wenqiu was worried about the operation, She comforted, "Don't think about it too much. After the anesthesia is finished, you will hand it over to the doctor. When you wake up, the lesion will be removed."

"Don't think too much" is not even a placebo. It teaches people to live in silence and numbness, even if they are soaked in bitter water, sour water, and pepper water.Pan Wenqiu heard this sentence a lot, and he used to go around with General Chen to see the doctor, and the fortune teller said, "Don't think too much, you are destined for this life, and you and this child are destined in this life." It means you take it, What comes out of your stomach should be responsible for a lifetime.

When I went to the Zen Seven training, the master who claimed to be enlightened said, "Don't think too much, sin is the step to practice." This is a bit warm, and at least it pointed out the other side to Pan Wenqiu.

But Pan Wenqiu hasn't crossed the river yet.She pressed her hands on her stomach, recalling the appearance of the organs she saw from the CT film—this is a part of her body, which was born with her, but she never recognized what shape it was, what it liked, just The right to use was handed over in a daze.Tomorrow, it will be unloaded. According to the doctor, Pan Wenqiu will accelerate aging and further endocrine disorders... The doctor said a lot of words that she was half-baked, but failed to help Pan Wenqiu understand, what is the uterus to a woman? What?

Pan Wenqiu has been obsessed with this question for 30 years: If she has sins, is it her womb that started all this, or the hasty side of her blind date with General Chen in the autumn of 1991?

Don't want to, let it cut it.Pan Wenqiu took a deep breath, smiled and said to the second sister, "I have to pick up my grandson from school, second sister, go back quickly. I also hired a nurse, it's very convenient."

If he didn't owe the second sister a large amount of money, Pan Wenqiu would not have sent her the notarization of the will, telling the second sister to rest assured that if he left, the money would still be returned, and he would wait until the time deposit expired.

The second sister immediately got to the bottom of it and chased her to the hospital.She didn't mention the loan, but looked at Pan Wenqiu with unspeakable distress—"I'm going to have an operation, and I don't have anyone to accompany me."

However, Pan Wenqiu felt peaceful. Eating vegetarian food and reciting Buddha all these years had cultivated a sense of indifference in her heart. Except when facing her children, she felt that she could handle everything and solve it slowly.She is neither wronged nor sad.After being diagnosed with the illness, Pan Wenqiu thought about it for several days despite suffering from insomnia. The only ones who felt sorry were the children. The general life was delayed for 30 years.

She even felt that this was a good opportunity to let go of everything: let go of that ghostly thought, let go of her self-blame for the general, let go of her futile discipline of the general, and if she deserves her life, let herself leave on the operating table .Before she pays her life, she will pay more respects to the Buddha when she returns home, and spend a few years of quiet life with her general.

After seeing off the second sister, Pan Wenqiu, who was lying down, closed her eyes, but the temporary nurse called her, "Eldest sister, eat your dinner."

Pan Wenqiu opened his eyes helplessly, "Forget it, anyway, it's best not to eat at night." The nurse is not cheap, but she is not clever in doing things. She slept next to her for two nights, grinding her teeth and snoring non-stop, Pan Wenqiu even thought, just fire her.

This forbearance was just before the operation, and the thoughts were hung up and then let go, and then gave in, just like her whole life, muddling along.

The nurse sat down to eat dinner with relish, and chatted with Pan Wenqiu while eating, "When will your daughter come back?"

Pan Wenqiu said that there are still a few days left, and besides, why are you so concerned about whether she will come back or not?You don't know her. After "Let's talk again", Pan Wenqiu held back, closed his eyes heavily, and signaled that he didn't want to speak up.

But she couldn't sleep, and it was very noisy around her. Pan Wenqiu thought of going to the corridor to get some air. When she opened her eyes, she saw an unexpected person——He Qiang.

"You...why are you here?" Pan Wenqiu was surprised.

He Qiang, who was also wearing a hospital gown and a down jacket, raised her hand, "Some time ago, I was dragged by someone, and my bone cracked and fractured." She said that she didn't go through the discharge procedures anyway, and asked the doctor to continue her hospitalization. This is not what I saw during the CT scan in the afternoon. If someone is like you, I'll keep an eye out and follow. "We live in the same building, and I'm on the eleventh floor." He Qiang said, she didn't wear makeup, her face became thinner, the bruises basically disappeared, and her dark circles appeared deeper.But even so, He Qiang was still pretty.

Pan Wenqiu was dumbfounded, "Jiang..." She wanted to say that Jiang survived and went to Chengdu to find you, he was taken advantage of.After thinking about it, Tong Liming's matter is still in a stalemate, and He Qiang may not leave for a while, why didn't he ask clearly about the silly child who will be born?

As if she had seen through what Pan Wenqiu was thinking, He Qiang said that I would accompany you to the corridor. There are many green plants at the gate on the first floor, and it would be nice to just sit there for a while if you can't go out.

Pan Wenqiu hesitated, the nurse put down the spoon and asked, "Who are you?"

"I'm her daughter-in-law." He Qiang said, stretching out a hand to support Pan Wenqiu.

"Impossible, she only has one daughter." The nurse looked at Pan Wenqiu and smiled, "Is it true?"

Pan Wenqiu pressed his eyebrows and tried to deal with it, scratching again and again, "How do I know if it's real or not?"

The two walked to the elevator side by side. While waiting, He Qiang helped Pan Wenqiu straighten out the hair that was tangled up in the mask string.

The green planting area on the first floor is full of monstera, Brasilia, orchid. Although it can't provide people with shade, it's more comfortable than seeing the gray tall buildings and listening to the chewing sounds of the nurses.Pan Wenqiu sat on the chair, looked at He Qiang's bandaged hands, "Who pulled it?"

"Tong Liming's father." He Qiang said that she suggested to settle the compensation quickly, don't delay for too long and put in the energy and time but can't get much money.Still, she shrugged, "They only have time left now."

"You should talk to the general. You've been hospitalized quietly. She thought you'd returned to Chengdu." Pan Wenqiu complained to He Qiang.

"I just told her that I went back to Chengdu, otherwise, with her personality, she would go into the trash can and come to the hospital to accompany me." He Qiang said, I know she is tired and annoyed, don't you feel the same way?A person ran to the hospital, what happened?

When Pan Wenqiu mentioned his condition, He Qiang almost gasped, "Why didn't you tell Jiang Sheng?"

"I just asked her to go out to relax. Otherwise, with her personality, she would stick to me and accompany me. Maybe she would run into the couple when she went out." Pan Wenqiu said, as long as you know she is tired and annoying, I don't Is it the same?

He Qiang listened and smiled, and unconsciously stroked her raised calf with the other hand, "Did she tell you, she broke up with me."

said.Pan Wenqiu said that my daughter is affectionate and righteous, knowing that it is not easy for you to live with the elderly and children, and it will be more troublesome to stay in Wuzhong.Of course, I don't quite agree with the fact that she likes you.Why?You are too expensive, forget about spending, and you will coax her money.

"As far as your daughter's money is concerned, I just coaxed it over for a few months, and it's not that I didn't pay her back." He Qiang was unhappy, "Besides, didn't I pay it back a long time ago? If I wasn't in a hurry, I would ...I wouldn't be in a hurry to sell the house and switch to another store. Why am I in a hurry? It's not that you called me into your house to express a hint..."

"Oh, thank you, what did I expressly imply to you? Is it wrong for me to protect my daughter?" Pan Wenqiu and Jiang Sheng's similarly swollen eyelids tightened because of their cold eyes. "So what if I pay back the money? Why not give it to her?" Get rid of it? Renovate the house, buy a car, and ask you to live with all your heart? You still don’t go. If you don’t pull it down, I will live in it from now on.”

For the sake of this argument, the two of them were cold for a while, and their bodies sat away in different directions. He Qiang looked at the people coming in and out of the gate, and Pan Wenqiu stared at the old bark.After sitting for half an hour, He Qiang asked when will your operation be?

"Ten o'clock tomorrow morning." Pan Wenqiu replied.

"Oh, then I'll come to accompany you earlier." He Qiang said that your nurse is too noisy and not careful in doing things. Look at the mess on your bedside table. She is still sticking her feet up on your bed while eating.Where did you pick it up?resign.

"I think it's quite..." Pan Wenqiu really couldn't say the word "good". She fell silent and said instead, "I won't trouble you."

"That's up to you." He Qiang said, don't think I'm in a hurry to be your daughter-in-law, I'm afraid that Chen Jiangsheng will find out that we are hospitalized together, and I won't even look at you, this account will be settled for a lifetime .She looked at Pan Wenqiu, and the other party stared at her, both of them breathed out at the same time and looked away, He Qiang didn't let go, and Pan Wenqiu didn't shake her off.