The first girlfriend, Sun Fang, once said, "He Qiang, most men want women to obey and admire them, but if this kind of obedience and admiration appears in a natural form at the beginning, men will soon get bored. And the obedient obedience harvested after some taming can keep them fresh for a little longer."

He Qiang was moved by Sun Fang because of that chat, because Sun Fang tore a gap in a dark forbidden area in her heart, "But He Qiang, don't you think such women are no different from pets? Where are they? They How can I find myself?"

He Qiang seemed to have found love when she was a girl, but she actually lost herself. At that time, she really couldn't get along with her heart and talk to her heart, and she rarely even had the courage to calm down and actively seek answers.It seems that with Han Yikun's love, her world should be filled with happiness, but the reality is like bubbles. Han Yikun punctured one and then blew out another one. He Qiang chased after each bubble, and finally fell on the ground [-] kilometers away from Wuzhong. In the operating room.

After the cold speculum and probe were inserted into the body, a gentle female doctor looked at the girl with pity because she was afraid of He Qiang's body shaking, "Don't be afraid, it will be soon."

However, He Qiang felt that the several years of emotional experience with Han Yikun was too slow, as slow as a nightmare that could not be ended, and she had to rely on outsiders to pour cold water on her when she woke up—after the operation, the doctor asked He Qiang's mother to go out and said to the girl, "You must protect yourself in the future, you are just an adult, don't be led by the nose in sex life by your boyfriend."

After hearing this, tears flowed silently again, He Qiang only had the energy to nod.

"Sex is not shameful, early pregnancy is an accident." The female doctor smiled at He Qiang, "You still have a long way to go, it's just that you stumbled into a small ditch and sprained your feet, you must take measures in the future, it's best to wait Take good care of your body before you have sex. However, for a girl your age, it is more important to go to school and secure your future."

He Qiang did not expect that such a topic that seemed to be kept secret would be heard by a doctor after the operation.When He Qiang was lying on the hospital bed to observe, although her brain was still confused, she would think of the female doctor's words every time she reached a dead end, which reminded her that He Qiang once wanted to be a doctor.The first thing Sun Fang said about finding himself is to really listen to what he wants to do.

She doesn't want to do things with Han Yikun in a dirty little hotel that have no pleasure but are hard to endure, and she doesn't want to save money just to get Han Yikun's "Thank you baby", and she doesn't want to deliberately dress up so that Han Yikun thinks of her Be a coolgirl instead of an honest and boring girl.I was reprimanded by the teacher at school, "How many points did you get in? What have you learned now? You know whether you are relying on school for yourself or what. Go out and don't tell others that you are my student."

He Qiang could only smile indifferently in the face of the teacher's harsh but sad words, showing self-esteem and indifferent contempt, as if this could help her pick up her shattered self-esteem.

She revealed her heart when she and Sun Fang were in a passionate relationship, "Why did I have a beast in my heart at that time, and I just wanted to kill myself, as if I couldn't find a way out."

Sun Fang said that you were sixteen or seventeen years old, and you were bewitched by your ex-boyfriend with "love" before your mind was mature.You don't have the ability to plan love in a corner of your heart, you don't have the strength to put it, but you are trapped by it, occupied by aggression, and your mind is full of I love him and he loves me.Even when you doubt whether the other party loves you, you are still defending him. In fact, you are defending your unbearable self-you don't want or believe that you have done something wrong.

"Why can't Han Yikun be confused?" He Qiang wondered, it was obviously the other party who took the initiative first.

Sun Fang looked at He Qiang lovingly, "Then I don't know, I don't know him."

Times have changed, and He Qiang still wants to understand this problem.More importantly, pouring a cup of hot coffee over is not enough. She wants to tear Han Yikun's flesh with her teeth, ruin his reputation, and let him taste the bitter fruit that harmed her back then——He Qiang's puberty is very short, thanks What he bestowed is only the pain of the scorpion, and the repeated anxiety and cutting of the soul.

How could he stand in front of him in a suit and leather shoes?How does he deserve such a serious and important job position?Why did he cheat every girl, even a top student from an Ivy League school to be his wife?He still has the face to say sorry to himself lightly?

He Qiang knows that she has been one of the talking points of her classmates in middle and high school these years. Some people even tease her, "You are different, you were pregnant in junior high school." He Qiang wants to explain that this is not the case, but how to explain?Pregnancy in middle school and high school makes no difference to their audience.When He stepped into the legal threshold of adulthood, He Qiang parted ways with most of her classmates. They went to college and enjoyed their youth.And He Qiang began to atone for his youth, and leaving a message was only the smallest punishment.

She climbed to the top of the mountain with a cross on her back. From youth to middle age, her life backpack was full of disappointment and scolding from her parents, regret and incomprehension from acquaintances, anger and disgust towards herself, and feelings towards Han Yikun. hatred.

He Qiang hated him for more than ten years, and she hardly mentioned the past anymore, but she knew that her soul was still crawling in front of Han Yikun.Without stepping on him, He Qiang would not be able to face her former self—she always wanted to say sorry to that little He Qiang, I failed you.

Han Yikun handed the menu to He Qiang, "This restaurant needs to be booked in advance, one hall and one table. I haven't been back to Wuzhong for many years, and I found out that this is the hottest private restaurant now after asking a friend. I asked a friend who is a member to help, and finally Added this hall."

In the restaurant he was not easy to decide on, there were only a dozen dishes tossed and turned, but outside the window was the mansion garden of hundreds of years, exquisite and quiet, suitable for people to chat.The interior decoration is antique, elegant and rich.But He Qiang felt that there were too few people. She hoped to go to a very large square and show Han Yikun to everyone: This liar, this is a selfish person. I have endured more than ten years of pain alone.

But in a restaurant with good privacy, it doesn't have this effect, or, what about recording?Just as He Qiang was about to take the phone, Han Yikun gently pressed the back of his hand, "Qiangqiang, I know you hate me."

"It's good to know." He Qiang met his gaze and just wanted to dodge it, but she reminded herself in her heart, "Look at him, see his heart, liver, spleen and lungs clearly." Han Yikun's eyes were determined, and he smiled slightly, full of confidence .

He Qiang pushed his hand away, and three words appeared on the phone screen, "Chen Jiangsheng."

He Qiang pressed no to answer, Han Yikun smiled, "Boyfriend?"

He Qiang, who didn't want to answer, folded her arms and leaned back, "Why are you looking for me? I didn't go to college, and I'm divorced. Now I open a small shop by myself. I'm not someone you like at all."

"Qiangqiang, I don't think it's necessary to distinguish people by their status and education. It's too snobbish." Seeing that He Qiang's expression softened slightly, Han Yikun turned the topic to his difficult past few years.

The food was served slowly, and He Qiang listened coldly. Han Yikun's "difficulty" was nothing more than the fact that his family controlled him too hard, and his parents took care of him in Beijing, watching his work and falling in love.How hard he worked overtime, how fierce the competition for promotion was, and how fierce the intrigue among colleagues was. This time he came to Wuzhong on a business trip, in fact, he was looking for opportunities with the delegation of leadership.He felt very tired and numb, "I still feel innocent when studying."

Hearing this, He Qiang's stomach began to churn, she went to the bathroom to relax, and called Sheng's number again, He Qiang hesitated for a while before answering.

"He Qiang, what did Han Yikun want you for?" Hearing He Qiang's talk about spilling coffee, Jiang Sheng thought that the grievance between the two would be over, but he didn't expect that there would be another drama today.

"It's nothing, let's catch up on the past." He Qiang said with a guilty conscience, "It's really nothing, don't worry. General, don't forget our agreement."

Jiang Sheng was silent for a while, "I haven't forgotten, don't care about your private affairs. You...you take care of yourself."

He Qiang recovered her mood and returned to the hall with a more natural expression.Han Yikun looked at He Qiang's mature temperament and plump facial lines, and finally his eyes fell on He Qiang's tall and round chest contour, his Adam's apple fluctuated up and down, "Qiangqiang, you have changed a lot."

He Qiang smiled and said that you have changed a lot, and when I poured you a cup of coffee, you didn't lose your temper and came to me again.

Han Yikun said with an aggrieved tone, "Humans have to grow up and learn to adapt to others." Seeing that He Qiang offered to pour tea for him, and the atmosphere between the two of them improved a lot, he talked about his fiancée.

"I have a really bad temper, and I'm spoiled by my family." Han Yikun shook his head as he said, "You have to be a partner in a VC company before you consider getting married." I don't know if he is showing off or complaining, He Qiang waited and watched, and sure enough, Han Yikun The words turned to Tucao and never returned.

"Our engagement is just...she thinks I'm good enough, and her father likes me." Han Yikun said.

"Then you should be engaged to her father." He Qiang didn't look like a joke, so Han Yikun laughed heartily, "Qiangqiang, you have become humorous."

When Han Yikun vomited his fiancée's bitterness, from her "arbitrary personality" that she insisted on, to her prestigious school background with a sense of superiority, to her "prodigal" housekeeping style, and finally to the future relationship between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law, "we also agreed that after marriage we To live separately from my parents."

The corner of He Qiang's mouth twitched, "How can you think that way? Uncles and aunts are getting old, and it's time to start taking care of them."

Han Yikun found his bosom friend, and chatted with He Qiang deeper and deeper. When he got to the car at ten o'clock in the evening, he had already touched He Qiang's wrist, and finally pulled He Qiang into his arms with force, "Qiang Qiang."

He Qiang's body trembled again, and she felt that Han Yikun was starting to force her to submit again as he did a long time ago.He Qiang's legs and feet couldn't move, but her mind became clearer and clearer, "I have been waiting for you all night, hurry up, He Qiang!"

While biting his lips heavily, Han Yikun's tongue found hers, wrapped his strong hands around He Qiang's waist and slid down, he was better than before, able to hold back his desire, and invited He Qiang to the hotel.

However, He Qiang opened the door of the rear seat and sat in with him. The two interacted anxiously in the car. He Qiang's hand touched Han Yikun's underwear, grabbed it, and his knuckles slid regularly, and Han Yikun made a comfortable sound. , He Qiang's movements were smoother, and Han Yikun also pressed her head with his hand, signaling He Qiang to bow his head to cooperate.

Just when Han Yikun's daydreams started, He Qiang suddenly grabbed it and twisted it hard, Han Yikun yelled "Ah", He Qiang smiled, grabbed it again and pulled it violently in another direction, finally on Han Yikun's Artemisia Clenched a lot on the grass.He Qiang opened her five fingers, and suddenly blew the little spoils towards Han Yikun—don't bother thinking about why Han Yikun doesn't love him as much as he does. He only obeys his own desires and loves only himself.

"You're fucking crazy!" Han Yikun groaned in pain as he knelt on the seat, and even stretched out his hand to slap He Qiang, but he kicked He Qiang again on the center of his leg.

He Qiang opened the door and stepped out, leaving Han Yikun curled up in the backseat and groaning, while her legs were so weak that she couldn't support her, and she was supported when she was about to fall. He Qiang looked up and saw the general who was wearing a hard hat.

"Get in the car." Under the lights of the parking lot, Jiang Sheng's face looked pale, with clear concern in his eyes, she pulled He Qiang, and looked at Han Yikun who was dialing the phone in the car, "120...120?"

He Qiang sat behind Jiang Sheng, with one hand hanging in the air, while the other wrapped around Little Sister Sha Yu's waist, "Take me to buy a bottle of wine."

Jiang Sheng turned around and rode to a roadside convenience store, "What wine?"

"Anything is fine. The higher the prescription, the better. I want...one bottle, no, two bottles." He Qiang got out of the car and fell down on the road in a daze.Jiang Sheng bought two bottles of 43° liquor, "Drink at home?"

He Qiang took it and opened it, and rinsed it on her hand. Because of trembling, half of the wine flowed to the ground.He Qiang didn't care, after finishing washing, he opened another bottle of wine and took a big sip, then poured it on the top of his head.

Jiang Sheng was dumbfounded, and grabbed the bottle, "What are you doing?"

Under He Qiang's black eyebrows were closed eyes, hair that smelled of alcohol was sticking to his neck, the tip of his red nose was dripping with alcohol, his body was chilled by the alcohol, "I always wanted to wash myself clean."

She forcibly opened her wine-filled eyes, tears and wine mixed together, which made her look weird, and He Qiang forced a smile, "Jiang Sheng, it's too dirty, it's really too dirty." Then she cried, "I'm so dirty." It's useless, I don't know how to retaliate against him, after much deliberation, I used the cheapest method.

"Jiangsheng, I'm almost 30 years old, why have I lived for nothing in the past ten years?" He Qiang asked the squatting Jiangsheng while sitting on the ground.

Little Sister Shayu didn't know what happened between her and Han Yikun, which made He Qiang hate herself to this extent.She was so angry that her scalp became hot, but she held back and pulled He Qiang up, "Get in the car."

"I don't want to go home." He Qiang still cried,

Jiang Sheng took off his coat and wiped her head and face, wrapped He Qiang in spite of people coming and going, and coaxed her, "Okay, okay, don't go home."

He Qiang was suddenly quiet, and stared blankly at Jiang Sheng taking out a tissue to wipe her hands carefully, "Wipe it clean, shall I take you for a ride?" He Qiang nodded.

Little Sister Killing Fish was gentle and caring, and put on the gloves on He Qiang, while she tucked her bare hands in the sleeves of her woolen sweater and grabbed the faucet to start the little electric donkey.With He Qiang's face pressed against her back, the two drove onto the main road facing the cold wind.

After riding for a while, He Qiang had cried enough, "Chen Jiangsheng, go to the hotel."

Jiang Sheng turned the faucet, and then turned back, "Isn't it?" He Qiang didn't answer, Jiang Sheng answered by himself, "Yes, yes, yes." She accelerated in confusion, and then accelerated, and a car was approaching on the main road beside her. In the ambulance, Little Sister Shayu frowned into a "eight" character, "That...wouldn't be the one to pick him up."

"Maybe." He Qiang replied not very energetically, but she no longer raised her arms falsely, but embraced Jiang Sheng's waist with both hands, "Before I go in, I will repay you well."

There was a sharp sound of tires rubbing against the ground, and both Jiang Sheng and He Qiang fell to the ground, holding his skinned arm, "Huh?"

But He Qiang felt that she didn't blame herself so much, and grinned at Jiang Sheng's stupid look, "I still have some use for it."

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This... High efficiency today, Chapter Salt

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