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"As for the rest, don't think about it yet."

When I returned to Yuzhou from my hometown, the sky was already dark.

The three had a hasty dinner outside, discussing how to rest at night.

Lu Ge was worried that the old lady was alone, and wanted to take her to his home to resettle, but the other party refused to say anything, and felt that it was not convenient to be with Lu Ge.

There are two small bedrooms, and when she goes to Chi Chao, she has to share one with Lu Ge.

After all, the two boys are about 1.8 meters tall, and it might be uncomfortable to sleep together.

After talking and talking, the old lady just doesn't want to be taken care of.

From her point of view, she has hands and feet, and she has to worry about staying at home alone for a night, and that is the end of her life.

Lu Ge couldn't resist the other party, so he had to follow the highest instructions of the family.

He drove the car all afternoon yesterday, and drove the car all afternoon today. He was driving stupidly, and when he got home, he collapsed on the sofa.

Chi Chao temporarily put the messy things brought back from his hometown in the entrance, first boiled a pot of hot water, and then took the pajamas for Lu Ge to take a bath.

"When you become an adult, give me your driver's license first."

Lu Ge's voice was lazy, and he couldn't get up on the sofa.

Chi Chao pulled twice but didn't pull, and simply bowed over and hugged him.

"Hey," Lu Ge raised his arm and grabbed the back of Chi Chao's head, "I didn't see you sleeping in the car, aren't you sleepy after a busy day?"

"Sleepy," Chi Chao bent his knees and pressed against the edge of the sofa, deepening the hug, "Brother, wash quickly, I have to wash after I finish."

"Why don't you wash it first," Lu Ge squinted his eyes and rested his head on the back of the sofa, "I won't be able to get up for a while."

He was really tired, so tired that he could fall asleep with his eyes closed.

Moreover, there was a warm Chi Chao in his arms. Not only did Lu Ge not want to get up, but he also didn't want Chi Chao to get up.

"Can't afford it?" Chi Chao rubbed Lu Ge's side face.

Lu Ge felt itchy, and avoided him with a smile: "Hey, don't move."

Chi Chao didn't continue to urge him, and buried his face in Lu Ge's neck as a quail.

After Lu Ge finished talking with a smile, he really closed his eyes and fell asleep.

I can't sleep well, I'm half dreaming and half awake.

Occasionally, his thoughts returned to reality. Not only did Lu Ge not struggle to take a shower, but he felt that what his mother, Ms. Qi Qing, was quite right.

For example, if there is only one person in this family, it will be deserted, but if there is one more person, it will be different.

He didn't regard his small dilapidated house with two bedrooms and one living room as his home before, and the daily necessities in the office may be more abundant than those in the bedroom.

But ever since he picked Chi Chao back, he felt that his small house was becoming more and more lively. At least the refrigerator was not empty, and the kettle was always hot.

When he was at work, he began to pinch his watch to want to come back, and during the half-minute drive out of the hospital, he could still think about how many people were queuing up at the rice cake shop today, and whether he should bring some back to Chi Chao.

It's nice to have a pool at home.

Just lock him up at home and cook for him all day long.

Lu Ge squinted his eyes and laughed until Chi Chao pulled his head out to see if his brother was stupid.

As a result, the man finished laughing and touched his face.

After kneading and kneading, Chi Chao lit a fire.

"Brother, did you forget what I told you this morning?"

Lu Ge said a long "hmm?" in a nasal voice: "What."

"Look at your hand," Chi Chao grabbed his wrist, "what are you doing?"

"What are you doing?" Lu Ge repeated, then laughed.

He simply patted Chi Chao on the face, and asked very arrogantly: "Don't touch it? Don't touch it and get out."

He said so, but he didn't really drive people out.

Of course Chi Chao touched it, but he wanted to touch it back.

From the temples to the chin, from the edge of the lips to the end of the eyes, Chi Chao's gaze follows his fingertips, and every swipe seems to imprint the touched place in his mind.

It wasn't until his thumb pressed the corner of his upper lip that Lu Ge realized something was wrong.

He clasped Chi Chao's forearm, and he seemed to wake up a bit: "I haven't shaved for a few days..."

Before he could finish his sentence, Chi Chao suddenly bent down.

Lu Ge was taken aback, and his right hand directly supported the opponent's chest.

He leaned back on the sofa, unable to avoid it.

And Chi Chao's movements were too unexpected, Lu Ge's little support was like a mantis arm, and it was useless at all.

However, the expected situation did not happen, and Chi Chao just gently pressed Lu Ge's forehead.

Lu Ge's heart almost jumped out of his mouth, and he let go of the stone in his heart with such a "boom".

No... nothing like that.

fuck!

"Brother," Chi Chao closed his eyes, "Do you remember, you said you would leave me alone when I became an adult."

Lu Ge did say this, but he remembered that he had denied it countless times.

"Good and bad, you will be an adult in a few days, why don't you pack your luggage now."

For the rest of his life after the catastrophe, Lu Ge felt that the distance between himself and Chi Chao was still very dangerous.

He moved his thighs and turned the pool he was sitting on to the side: "You get up first, I'll take a bath."

Chi Chao turned a deaf ear and continued to speak his own words: "I still have ten days to go."

, an adult.

Such a concept flashed through Lu Ge's mind, and he felt an inexplicable sense of excitement in his heart.

What kind of identity will Chi Chao have for him when he becomes an adult.

Whatever it is, it's different from now.

At a young age, he is a younger brother who does not need his care.

When you grow up, you are an independent man.

But this small abnormality just passed by in a flash, and was soon forcibly removed by Lu Ge.

Laws are made by people, and this line does not represent anything.

Chi Chao is growing up, and so is he.

Let alone ten days, even if another ten years passed, there would still be a ten-year age gap between them.

Lu Ge closed his eyes, then opened them: "Even if you are 80 years old, you are still a child to me."

Chi Chao looked at Lu Ge fixedly, and asked back, "Am I a child?"

This distance is a bit dangerous, and the breath when speaking can touch people's faces.

Chi Chao's voice has already experienced the embarrassing change in his youth, and now he only needs to press his voice a little, and it can be so low that it can only pour into the eardrum.

The back of Lu Ge's neck was pressed against the back of the sofa, and his whole body was a little stiff.

Chi Chao didn't move, but was still probing.

Until Lu Ge lowered his gaze, he knew he had won again.

His brother is not a liar.

"Go down." Lu Ge frowned.

"What if I don't," Chi Chao leaned forward again, "Brother, will you kick me out?"

For a moment, Lu Ge wanted to be right, and then let Chi go to the side.

But the words went around in a circle, and he insisted on swallowing them back.

There are some things that cannot be said. Chi Chao is already covered with scars, and Lu Ge doesn't want him to still be hurt here.

He couldn't bear it, so there was nothing he could do.

Connivance over and over again will always come to this point in the end.

But Lu Ge didn't expect this step to come so early, he wasn't ready yet.

"Brother," Chi Chao said hoarsely, "Can you?"

Lu Ge's heart suddenly felt sour, wondering where the words were.

Just as he organized his words to say a few words of comfort, he suddenly felt his lips soften.

It was as if a flying bird passed by before my eyes, and it turned from dark to bright at that moment.

A small light was on in the living room, and the dim orange light hit half of Chi Chao's slightly sideways face.

Lu Ge was a little dazed for a moment.

Chi Chao raised his head, but he was still in a daze.

There seemed to be a blank space in my mind, and a piece of time was also cut off.

Lu Ge's hearing was directly disabled, and an infinitely prolonged sharp sound of "ding" passed from his left ear to his right ear, sawing his brain like a big saw.

His lips trembled violently, and Lu Ge regained his composure.

"what are you doing?"

His voice trembled along with it.

"Brother," Chi Chao hugged his waist, buried his face deeply into the crescent of his neck, "you know."

Lu Ge knew it, and Chi Chao knew it too.

Both of them are like mirrors in their hearts, but neither of them speak out.

There must always be someone first, and there must always be one thing.

I really stepped over the red line and stepped heavily on the ground.

A problem arises and needs to be resolved.

Chi Chao went to ask Lu Ge what to do.

"Brother," he was actually afraid, his voice trembling uncontrollably, "drive me away."

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Chi Chao seemed to be sure that Lu Ge would not be able to do this.

And Lu Ge really couldn't do this.

It is impossible for him to let Chi Chao leave, even if the other party reaches this point.

Besides, Lu Ge knew that such a day would come.

But this didn't affect his upset. Seeing that he lost weight rapidly over the years, he was also a lot tired.

He even went back to sleep in the office. Seeing his mental state, Lu Jiao always felt that he would be dragged to the emergency room in the next second.

During the period, Qin Shuo asked Lu Ge to drink, and Lu Ge lay down on the table after drinking.

His mind is full of what Chi Chao said and did, and Chi Chao's birthday in a few days.

It seems that there is a dead line stipulated in the dark, and something must be done before that.

But he didn't know what to do.

"Don't think too much," Qin Shuo put a hand on Lu Ge's shoulder, "Go as you please."

What is the method of following one's heart, Lu Ge pondered for a long time.

There was a way, but he had never thought about it before.

He is worried and unwilling.

Just put everything down like this, just for one sentence.

In all fairness, Lu Ge couldn't do it.

He felt that he had to have a good chat with Chi Chao.

On the other hand, Chi Chao knew that he had made a big one this time, so he put away his messy thoughts recently, tried not to make any noise at home, and silently served as a background board.

For a good year, others went shopping, eating and setting off fireworks, and the two brothers played an ice age at home.

The day before the Lantern Festival, Lu Ge got off the morning shift.

Chi Chao had already cooked a meal at home, and the moment he opened the door, the aroma of bone broth rushed to his face.

The atmosphere between the two eased a little. When Chi Chao served the meal, Lu Ge took the chopsticks and asked casually when school would start.

"School has already started," Chi Chao had a rare conversation with Lu Ge, holding a bowl and answering the questions in great detail, "The third year of high school started a week earlier, and classes have already returned to school on the tenth day of the new year."

Lu Ge paused, but he didn't know anything.

His morning shift was an hour late for Chi Chao, and he deliberately avoided it, so it seemed that he hadn't seen him a few times.

Hearing Chi Chao mention something today, it was only then that he realized that the third year of high school is generally tight, and it stands to reason that he can't wait until the Lantern Festival.

Time flies so fast, Chi Chao has started to sprint for the college entrance examination.

"There are too many dishes, and I will finish them tonight. Auntie will call for dinner tomorrow, brother, don't forget."

Lu Ge responded, and followed the other party back to the dining table.

He arranged the chopsticks, pulled out the dining stool and sat down.

Three dishes and one soup can be considered a luxury for the two of them.

These few days Lu Ge was either on shift or went to the emergency room, and Qi Qing called him over after a while, so he really hadn't eaten at home with Chi Chao.

In fact, it is also deliberately hiding.

He believed that he should be able to feel it based on Chi Chao's sensitivity.

The sudden indifference made Lu Ge think of how he had dealt with Chi Chao Leng for a while when he was still in England.

Although he didn't drive Chi Chao out now, he deliberately avoided coming back, and the effect was the same.

It's like abandoning the puppy next to a certain telephone pole, but the puppy never holds a grudge.

As long as Lu Ge showed a little intention of getting closer or ending the cold war, Chi Chao would immediately come up to him wagging his tail, as if nothing had happened, and continued to stick out his tongue and act coquettishly.

But this time Lu Ge was not going to just pass in such a daze.

After eating two bowls of rice with the soup, Lu Ge was full and ready to have a good chat with Chi Chao.

He first moved out of the posture of the elders admonishing children, and told Chi Chao that at this age and stage, learning should be the main focus.

After a lot of foreshadowing, Lu Ge finally got to the point.

He even put down the chopsticks in his hands and straightened his back slightly.

"As for the rest, don't think about it yet."

Although it was not as clear as it was said, it was almost a vernacular between the two.

What is "other", Chi Chao understands.

As for the reason for "don't even think about it", it's not the sexuality that Chi Chao is most worried about, but the age.

"You should also understand that sexuality problems are normal. Don't have a psychological burden, let alone feel that you are a different kind. You are too young. If you go out and venture more, you will find that there is nothing wrong."

Lu Ge didn't speak too harshly, leaving room for each other between the lines.

Chi Chao nodded slightly, as if he had listened to the words.

Lu Ge looked at him with his cheek resting, surprised at the other's calmness.

"Brother, are you rejecting me?" Chi Chao asked.

Lu Ge took a deep breath and straightened up awkwardly.

He thought for a few seconds, as if he was a bit broken: "You can think so too."

How old is Chi Chao? If he doesn't refuse, he can directly enter the game.

"But brother," Chi Chao looked at Lu Ge, "If you want to reject me, just say that you don't like men."

Lu Ge fought with his upper and lower lips, and didn't know what to say for a while.

This is indeed a perfect reason for rejection, no matter how different your sexual orientation is, you can't force it.

But if this is the case, it is too absolute.

There is absolutely no room for it, as if you can't turn back when you say it.

Lu Ge's heart skipped a beat, thinking what if he was still thinking about turning around?

"So brother," Chi Chao smiled with downcast eyes, "You just don't think about it for the time being, but you didn't reject me."

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