blowing clouds

There is no doubt that Chen Xiyang's family is the last to say goodbye to the master's family.

The four of them walked under the moonlight without a word, the atmosphere was a little weird, Chen Xiyang's heart was pounding, he didn't dare to guess whether his parents would listen to those words, he could only look at the moonlight to get rid of his attention, but Looking at it, he remembered the scene of himself avoiding Lin Ji under the moonlight, and couldn't help but feel even more distressed.

The parents forgot their duty of monitoring and walked side by side in a daze. Chen Xiyang looked at Lin Ji silently, only to realize that the other party had been looking at him for a long time.

The parents didn't look back all the way, only the moon noticed that they held hands quietly.

Back home, Chen Li still didn't say anything, and went into the bedroom with a dull head. Lu Yan took a look at them, but when Chen Xiyang looked over, she turned her head erratically, and also said nothing.

It was difficult for Chen Xiyang to analyze whether it was good news or bad news. After looking at Lin Ji, he said softly, "Go to my room?"

Does Lin Ji want to go?Of course the answer is yes, but he didn't dare to be so rampant: "Be patient, don't anger your parents during this critical period."

Chen Xiyang also knew that a little intolerance would lead to a big conspiracy, and that sentence was mostly a joke, so he took a step forward and gently held Lin Ji's wrist: "Is this the last hurdle?"

Lin Ji looked at him, nodded slowly but firmly.

After getting off Yan Xiao Yanyan's banquet, life was back on track, Lin Ji went back to school, Chen Xiyang put on his coat in the morning and got ready to go to work, but his mother was still busy in the kitchen, not following him every step of the way as before .

"Mom?" Chen Xiyang took two steps back and looked into the kitchen, "It's time to go to work, let's go?"

Without turning her head, Lu Yan stopped washing the pot, and after a moment of silence, she said, "Go to your class."

Chen Xiyang raised his eyebrows in surprise: "You won't go to work with me?"

"Go to your class, a bunch of nonsense!" Lu Yan threw the loofah into the pool.

Chen Xiyang strode out of the house in stride, crossed the corridor and embraced the cold wind. The coldness piercing into the spleen and lungs made the stale air in his heart pour out, as if his whole body was about to float up.

He smiled and took out his mobile phone to send a message to Lin Ji: Today is very cold, but very warm.

Lin Ji probably suspected that he hadn't woken up yet, so he replied with a cute little question mark.

Walking on the way to the unit, Chen Xiyang suddenly felt that it should be late at night, and there should be a moderate rain, and he should also have an extra umbrella in his hand, so that he can come to the office like Jim Kelly. It's the first song in the rain.

His state was unusual, so when Xu Donghai walked into the unit, the first question Xu Donghai asked was not why Lu Yan didn't come with him, but looked him up and down suspiciously: "Why are you walking so awkwardly? Got lice?"

Chen Xiyang smiled slightly and explained concisely: "I want to dance."

Xu Donghai touched his forehead, it seemed that he had also tasted what it was like to be cold and warm at the same time.

Following them into the office, Xu Donghai raised his eyebrows: "I'm in a good mood, things are making great progress?"

"Didn't you see that your godmother doesn't follow me?" Chen Xiyang smiled.

"That's not necessarily, maybe it's because of the discount at the vegetable market today?" Xu Donghai grinned, "But don't be too happy, I thought about it carefully, the most parents can turn a blind eye to this kind of thing, and want to let it go." They sincerely accept it, and it's impossible for them to make the atmosphere at home as relaxed as usual... You'd better think about it, after all, people can't really ignore everything other than love."

Chen Xiyang glanced at him: "You say you are a kid from a rich family who pursues literary attainments, why are you so full of trivial matters every day?"

Xu Donghai clicked his tongue and said, "Shall you kill the donkey, right? When you ask me for something, you always talk to Brother Donghai, but now it's worse to call me bullshit!"

Chen Xiyang shook his head and smiled, as a consolation: "There are so many things in life that have the best of both worlds. I am satisfied if my parents can turn a blind eye. As for what you said, I think it can be dealt with by time."

Xu Donghai said with emotion: "Okay, anyway, Tolstoy said that even those exiled in Siberia, they still have to live."

Chen Xiyang squinted at him: "Why do you read Russian books recently? This master also writes martial arts?"

Xu Donghai looked remorseful: "If I had known you were like this, I would not have chosen the Faculty of Arts."

According to the routine of the drama, proud people often have to stumble in the future, so as to highlight the contradictions and the impermanence of fate, but Chen Xiyang is not so unlucky, even though he keeps getting embarrassed in front of his own brother, the most important thing to him The matter that happened, still extended in the direction he expected.

This week, Chen Li basically didn't open a shop. Chen Xiyang could see his father every day when he came home from get off work, sometimes on the sofa, sometimes on the balcony, but the father and son didn't talk to each other, not even making eye contact.

But strictly speaking, Chen Xiyang thinks this is a good sign, and anyone who has quarreled with his parents knows that this is a sign that the rain will pass.

Finally, when the family of four got together on Saturday, Chen Li spoke slowly at the dinner table.

"People say that the son is a debt collector. I think this is true. I am unlucky. Not only did I give birth to one, but I also took the initiative to bring one back."

There seemed to be some dark things in the crevices of the wrinkles on Chen Li's face, and his messy eyebrows were half white, as if they were made of several different kinds of weeds. Recently, he resumed the bad habit of smoking, and it was very fierce. Like a piece of topaz.

Chen Xiyang and Lin Ji looked at each other, then looked at their father in unison, and called out "Dad" dryly.

They obviously didn't know how to continue speaking, but Chen Li stopped them with a wave of his hand, as if they had a thousand words in their stomachs.

"This week has been too difficult for me, even worse than squatting in a house. I can't figure out the truth of many things, but I can't help it. Who made me your father? Who made me owe you in my previous life? account."

"Dad." Chen Xiyang yelled again, with the same dry tone, but the bewilderment in his eyes had been replaced by hope.

Chen Li lit a cigarette, hunched over, and his voice was hoarse, just like the mediocre fathers in thousands of families: "Even if I can live, I won't see the scene where you two are old, and I can't care about what you are feeling in your heart at that time." What do you think, love or hate for me, so... let you go."

Chen Xiyang and Lin Ji got up at the same time, and knelt down with serious faces.

Lu Yan subconsciously stretched out her hand to help them up, and Chen Li's body also moved, but they should have discussed it before, and the two of them forcibly held back, allowing the child to kneel.

"When you have had enough trouble," Chen Li continued, "I'm lucky if you each marry a wife and have children. If you don't have enough trouble...that's your own fate, and I have nothing to do with it."

Even though he was kneeling on the ground, Chen Xiyang's gaze almost met Chen Li's: "Dad, we're not messing around, and there won't be a day when it will end."

Perhaps it would be better for them to frown and show weakness with their tails tucked at the moment, but Chen Xiyang felt that he should still express his attitude. Fortunately, Chen Li had already thought through everything, and he didn't get angry after hearing this: "Whatever you say, my That's the attitude... Even if you report it to the TV and make the trouble known to everyone, I won't say anything more."

After saying this, Chen Li's face seemed to be a little darker, he pushed the bowl and chopsticks forward wearily, got up and returned to the bedroom slowly, every foot seemed to be stepping on a feather.

Lu Yan lifted the two children who were still kneeling on the ground, her eyes were as complex as her expression, her lips moved, but the countless words she wanted to say finally turned into a sigh.

Chen Xiyang knew that the shackles on his parents were not broken, but he and Lin Ji were free.

At this moment, they could be called the winners, but the two looked at each other with tenderness and love at the most, and they were not ecstatic.

It's been a long time since the last time I lay on the same bed, but Chen Xiyang's heartbeat was not as wild as he imagined, and so was Lin Ji's. The emotion that has been settled may fade the most superficial layer of excitement, but its The kernel is always the same.

After the quiet kiss, Chen Xiyang held Lin Ji's hand, not intending to let go: "Did I ever tell you that your skin is white and smooth, like milk, like silk."

Lin Ji smiled, "I said so."

"Did I say that?" Chen Xiyang didn't look very surprised.

"Yes, my brother will say it almost every time."

"Because you will only make me fall in love with you even more." Chen Xiyang gently stroked his lover's face, "Ah Ji, I am so happy, you must know that my heart is not as peaceful as it seems."

Lin Ji smiled and nodded: "Me too, one of the reasons is that I feel that we have been together for a long time, this is an inevitable ending, I am happy, but not as excited as the boy, the second reason is..."

Chen Xiyang kissed him: "Parents."

"Yes," Lin Ji's starry eyes revealed a trace of sadness. "They love us too much. Our happiness is the result of their grievances."

"Happiness is the first step, perfection is the second step," Chen Xiyang smiled, and held the other's hand tighter, "Let time take care of the rest."

Under Chen Xiyang's gaze, Lin Ji slowly raised the corners of his mouth.

Since they broke through the shackles and fell in love with each other, they have never asked each other why they like themselves, nor how long they can love themselves, as if they are together is a matter of course, there is no need for mutual commitment, as long as the world is still running smoothly, the relationship between them Love will never end.

"When I first started working, I read a novel called "Norwegian Forest" in the agency. The feelings expressed by Haruki Murakami were actually a little obscure, but when I read it, there was a kind of vague yearning and vague familiarity. Later, when I listened to Wu Bai's song of the same name, I was full of you at the time."

Lin Ji leaned into his arms, teasing him with the words he said, "Brother is good at literature and art, but after all, isn't it because of that kind of thing?"

"Naughty..." Chen Xiyang lightly bit the tip of Lin Ji's nose as punishment, "To be honest, I really don't have that kind of nasty thoughts today, I don't want to do anything, I just want to hug you and smell you taste, enjoy a sweet dream.”

"Really?" Lin Ji smiled lightly, "Then I won't do it, I think so too."

Chen Xiyang can swear that when he said the words just now, he was telling the truth. Although the romantic affairs and the sex in bed are necessary, he feels that the peaceful and cuddling heart is more moving.But just after Lin Ji finished speaking, an unknown fire broke out suddenly, encroaching on Chen Xiyang's originally impenetrable reason.

"Also... that kind of thing is not impossible."

Chen Xiyang smiled, and slowly moved his hand down, replacing Lin Ji's eyes that I knew you were not a serious person...

Although it is degrading, it is more vivid and moving.