blowing clouds

Chen Xiyang's situation seemed to be more serious than Lu Yan thought.

As soon as he got home, he went into the bedroom. While Lu Yan was cooking, he could hear his intermittent coughing through two walls. After the meal was ready, there was only Chen Li with a gloomy expression on the dining table.

"Don't call him, I asked, he doesn't want to eat."

"What if you don't want to eat!" Lu Yan still felt sorry for her son. After putting down the bowl, she made a gesture to go to Chen Xiyang's bedroom, but was stopped by Chen Li.

"Leave him alone, the little bastard is pretending to be pitiful!"

Lu Yan sat down suspiciously, wiped her hands on the apron back and forth, with a hesitant expression: "Xiyang is not that kind of person...and what if he is really sad and unwell?"

"That's what he deserves!" Chen Li widened his eyes, "If he did such a shameful thing, as parents, don't we care? Anyway, I won't give in!"

Lu Yan sighed, wanted to scold Chen Li but was afraid that he would feel uncomfortable, and wanted to turn the blame on her son, but also felt a little distressed: "This child really wants to anger us, even if we don't want to tell us what we want to do, he has to say it out." , the trouble is now like this."

Chen Li clicked his tongue: "You are confused! I read it in the book the other day, you are an ostrich plot, can you solve the problem by pretending not to know?"

"You can read, you still read!" Lu Yan snorted, "Eat less, in case your son has an appetite later."

Chen Xiyang in the bedroom didn't hear his parents complaining to each other, because he pretended to cough while exchanging information with Lin Ji.

Lin Ji's latest news is: You really don't eat anymore?What if you are really hungry?

Chen Xiyang replied with a smile on his face: I won't be hungry when I think of you, after all, you are beautiful and delicious.

Lin Ji was molested anxiously: Then you are hungry, I went to eat, our school's food this semester is good.

Chen Xiyang put the phone aside with a smile, and after pretending to cough twice, he seemed to ask about the smell of food in the air, and couldn't help but fell into deep thought.

It stands to reason that a person who suffers should not have the appetite to eat and drink, so is he suffering now?It should be counted. After all, lovesickness is the worst, so why would he get so hungry if he didn't eat a meal?After Chen Xiyang thought about it, he really discovered the reason.

Because he faced this tough battle without anxiety and was full of optimism about his future.Neither he nor Lin Ji would allow themselves to leave each other, so naturally there was no need to worry, this was something Chen Xiyang hadn't thought of before.

Thinking about Lin Ji, Chen Xiyang really didn't seem to feel hungry.

Lu Yan left food for him, and gave him some instructions outside the door, but the whole night was full of coughing, and Lu Yan didn't hear Chen Xiyang going out to eat. When she woke up the next morning, she saw that he had left behind. The meals were placed on the table intact.

Now Lu Yan panicked, and directly broke into Chen Xiyang's room: "How are you? Why don't you eat? Are you feeling better?"

Chen Li also rushed in, pulling his face like a donkey: "Who will you show your temper? Get up and eat!"

Chen Xiyang didn't really need to act, he was hungry all afternoon and all night, his weak expression was natural, and he didn't need to deliberately maintain weakness when speaking: "Mom, Dad... It's not that I don't want to eat, it's just that I can't eat... Cough cough, I uncomfortable..."

"Even if you get up and drink a bowl of soup..." Lu Yan sat down on the head of his bed anxiously, grabbed Chen Xiyang's hand and rubbed it gently, even though Chen Xiyang was already at work, in her heart she was still a child who needed to be cared for.

Feeling his mother's rough hands, Chen Xiyang let out the sadness that was brewing in his heart through his eyes: "Please take a leave of absence for me, Mom, maybe I'll be fine if I sleep again."

Lu Yan nodded hurriedly, while Chen Li looked on coldly, trying to open his mouth several times to tell Chen Xiyang to stop acting, but seeing his son's weak appearance, he became dumb every time he opened his mouth.

In the end, Chen Li put on an uncertain face and said coldly: "You look like this, don't you make your mother feel bad for you?"

"I don't want to be like this either," Chen Xiyang closed his eyes, looking even more haggard and weak, "but my body has been feeling uncomfortable since yesterday, and I can't eat..."

Chen Li stood by the door with his hands behind his back, his face sullen and he didn't speak.

Lu Yan suddenly made a decision and pulled Chen Xiyang up: "Let's go, let's go to the hospital."

Chen Xiyang was startled, he was fine, he was just hungry, wouldn't it be a shame to go to the hospital?The point is that he still has no reason not to go...

Chen Li's expression became suspicious again, and Lu Yan turned around and stared at him: "Why are you standing still, go open your broken bread! Your son is still your son anyway, are you watching him boil yourself to death!"

When he was helped out, Chen Xiyang was thinking about countermeasures while supporting the wall, while Lu Yan was still comforting him: "It's okay, just go to the hospital and see you."

Chen Xiyang felt a little uncomfortable, moved and warm, and still had a trace of guilt, but for the future of himself and Lin Ji, he could only continue acting.Even if she did something shocking to the world, her mother's love for her did not diminish, and perhaps this love would eventually make her tolerate everything.If that day comes, he should really thank his parents for their great kindness.

The environment of the hospital was not too noisy. Chen Xiyang followed his parents slowly through one damp and gloomy corridor after another, and changed several departments for examination, but they couldn't find out the cause of the disease.

This is natural, after all he has nothing wrong with him except lovesickness.

Lu Yan looked at the doctor's hesitant eyes, and listened to the half-understood professional terms in his mouth, her face never softened: "Then my son...what's wrong?"

Chen Xiyang turned to the side with a guilty conscience and coughed lightly, dodging the old father's scrutiny. Fortunately, the doctor did not pat his chest to ensure that Chen Xiyang was in good health out of a sense of responsibility: "It's not easy to say , people's living environment is different now, and new problems have emerged... Just to be safe, why don't you take a video?"

Now Lu Yan hesitated. She was not reluctant to spend money, but worried about other things: "Doctor, is there radiation in filming?"

The doctor obviously explained this kind of problem a lot, and said with a smile: "It's okay, the radiation level is very low, it's no different from eating a few more bananas."

Chen Li didn't know the relationship between radiation and eating bananas, but he was also worried about this scary term: "Doctor, why don't you check him carefully, and don't take pictures unless it is absolutely necessary."

People at that time were generally afraid of X-ray radiation. The doctor nodded and asked Chen Xiyang to sit down. He looked at the coating on his tongue and took out his stethoscope to listen for a while, but the pen in his hand did not leave any marks on the paper.

"Loss of appetite, palpitations, coughing... The thick white tongue coating does correspond to these symptoms, but all the test results of your child are normal..." The doctor with a sad face suddenly thought of something, "Then is he emotionally stable recently? Have you never experienced great joy, great sorrow or great anger?"

Lu Yan and Chen Li looked at each other, and Chen Li asked wrinkledly, "Doctor, can emotional changes cause this symptom?"

The doctor replied: "This kind of situation usually occurs in the elderly with poor physique, but there is no guarantee that young people will not experience physical discomfort due to emotions. It seems that something happened to him?"

No one answered him, and the faces of the three were a little embarrassed.

The doctor persuaded: "It is inevitable for young people to encounter setbacks. Who do you think has not happened to them? The important thing is to adjust your mentality and guard against arrogance and impetuosity, isn't it? It's okay, you don't need it in this situation." There is no need to prescribe medicine when you are hospitalized, and the family can discuss how to solve the knot by themselves."

When the family left silently, Chen Xiyang looked back at the doctor's honest and honest face, and for a moment he wondered if the doctor knew everything, and he was simply a living Lei Feng.

On the way home, Chen Li stopped for a while outside a small shop. After quitting smoking for many years, he stared intently at the rows of fancy cigarette boxes through the glass, but in the end he chose to leave silently without breaking his vow.

After entering the house, Chen Xiyang almost drools at the table of unpretentious overnight dinner, he coughed lightly and sneaked into the bedroom to lie down.

Of course Chen Li knew where his son's heart disease was, but he didn't know how to treat it, or he didn't want to treat it. After leaving Lu Yan at home to take care of his son, he walked heavily to the store.

Lu Yan sat on the sofa for a while, secretly wiped away tears, her son was suffering under her nose, would Lin Ji be in a much better situation than him?Lu Yan remembered the scene of Lin Ji helping him push the cart on that windy day. Lin Ji was so thin at that time, his arms were like bamboo poles...

She felt that she couldn't sit still. Having never read literature books, she suddenly felt surrounded by sadness. She got up in a panic, went into the kitchen to beat a poached egg, and fried a handful of delicious food. Sweet water spinach.

Chen Xiyang couldn't lie on the bed when he smelled the smell. Finally, under Lu Yan's begging, he reluctantly drank egg soup and ate some green vegetables, and had to pretend that he had no appetite...

Perhaps for the three of them, this day was difficult. Chen Li returned home early in the evening, and Chen Xiyang overheard his conversation and argument with Lu Yan.

"...I just ate half an egg, but I still have no appetite."

"You can't get used to them...shame..."

"...Then you let your son die, how many days can he be so hungry?"

"I disagree with meeting..."

"I don't care, anyway..."

Xu Donghai's move actually had a miraculous effect!Chen Xiyang, who was dizzy from hunger, had a sudden heartbeat. Amid the beating of drums, he heard hesitant footsteps, the sound of the landline at home being slowly picked up, and the tangled and helpless sound of pressing keys.

Chen Xiyang even felt like weeping with joy, his limbs spread out on the bed, his body seemed to be sinking into a bottomless pit, while Lin Ji seemed to have been guarding downstairs for many days, rushing to him at a speed beyond everyone's imagination.

In the living room, Chen Li looked at Lin Ji rushing in anxiously, feeling helpless and distressed in addition to his anger, he could only grit his teeth to maintain the ruthlessness on the surface.

Lu Yan wiped away her tears again: "A Ji..."

"Mom..." Lin Ji called out with difficulty, with tentative fear, "My brother, what's wrong?"

In all fairness, Lu Yan didn't want their brothers to meet again and create sparks that shouldn't have happened, but as a mother, she couldn't just watch her son become helpless, so she could only passively compromise: "Ah Ji, Go see your brother and persuade him to eat something."

"When he has eaten, you can go back to school."

Chen Li immediately added, and then took Lu Yan's elbow.

Lin Ji came back in a hurry without taking any luggage. With pancakes in one hand and gruel in the other, he walked outside Chen Xiyang's bedroom door and pressed the handle with his elbow.

Finally, there was the smell of Chen Xiyang in the air. At that moment, Lin Ji almost threw away the food, and desperately rolled with the person he loved the most.

But when he saw Chen Xiyang blinking and frail, all the charm in his heart was replaced by heartache, he sat on the bed and stroked Chen Xiyang's slashed cheeks, and lowered his voice: "Aren't you just pretending, why is your complexion so bad... "

"As a patient, I can't eat and drink with a big appetite, can I?"

Seeing Lin Ji, Chen Xiyang's eyes lit up, he forgot his hunger instantly, turned a blind eye to the food right in front of him, and sucked on Lin Ji's finger.

He couldn't tell what the meaning of this action was, but he suddenly wanted to do it.

Lin Ji stared at him for a long time: "Relax, I'll feed you porridge."

Chen Xiyang reluctantly let go of his mouth, and his eyes fell on Lin Ji's more pronounced wrist: "You have lost weight, didn't you say that the food in school is good?"

Lin Ji glanced out guiltily, then turned around and laughed in a low voice, "I'm so haggard because of Yixiao."

Chen Xiyang smiled and drank a spoonful of porridge, like drinking a spoonful of honey.

Chen Lisha's beautiful voice sounded outside: "Hurry up and let him come out after eating, don't stay together all the time!"

Lin Ji remained indifferent and continued to feed his brother porridge slowly, but flattened his mouth, not so much as being wronged, but as being coquettish. Chen Xiyang smiled lightly and said, "Come closer, don't let him hear our whispers."

Lin Ji lowered his body and leaned over, and they kissed each other naturally.

Chen Xiyang finally grasped the long-lost lips, tongue and sweetness. At this moment, he should be happy and forget about it, but in fact, his heart is full of sorrow and grief.

I am not afraid of the bitterness of the medicine, but I am afraid that the first candy after the medicine is too sweet, which makes people feel so wronged that they want to cry.It was only after kissing Lin Ji again that Chen Xiyang realized how difficult the time of separation was for each other, and joy in hardship is not always sweet.

"Ah Ji..." After parting, their faces were pressed against each other, feeling each other's disordered breathing, "The pain of parting broke my brother's heart..."

Lin Ji simply responded with his movements. He threw away the spoon and fed Chen Xiyang the porridge mouth to mouth.Heat flowed down Chen Xiyang's neck, and his arms involuntarily wrapped around Lin Ji's waist.

It's a pity that he can only hug her, not for long.

The sound of Chen Li's approaching footsteps was so impatient that people two floors away could hear him, so when he stepped into the bedroom with a gloomy face, the two sons did not act inappropriately, but the red circles around their eyes, It still made him tremble in his heart, and the words he said were not so blunt.

"Your brother can leave after dinner. Don't blame Dad for being ruthless. This matter must be dealt with properly."

Lin Ji secretly pinched Chen Xiyang's palm, so he held back his words, let alone contradict his father. Lin Ji also remained silent, feeding pancakes for Chen Xiyang under his supervision, and then slowly opened his mouth after walking out of the bedroom.

"I'm leaving now, but what if my brother doesn't feel well?"

Chen Li's face looked as if he had swallowed a fly alive, but he tried his best not to attack. Lu Yan walked up and sighed helplessly: "Ah Ji, from now on... you can come back to live on weekends."

Chen Li stared, what's the difference from before? !

Lu Yan felt sorry for her son, and her attitude was tough: "That's it. I'm old and I can't stand the stimulation... Ah Ji, my mother won't agree to the matter between you and Xiyang, but I can't bear to watch you sad. It's unrealistic for you to break it clean immediately, so let's take it slowly..."

Chen Li felt like he was going to be blown up, Lu Yan was pure doting!But in fact, he himself was also laughing at fifty steps. Thinking about his son's sluggish and weak appearance, he didn't stop him in the end, but was so irritable that he bowed his hands and signaled Lin Ji to go back to school quickly.

If you want to be a man, you will accept it when you see it. It is impossible for Lin Ji to go against his parents and say goodbye to Chen Xiyang, so he just glanced in the direction of his bedroom.

But he knew that through the wall, Chen Xiyang must also be looking at him reluctantly.