The Legend of Xianxia of Yinzi and Guizi
Chapter 164
After seeing Qin Ji finished offering incense, Yun Tianhe and the others planned to leave.
But the woman never faced them again, she just turned her back to them, completely unable to see what kind of expression she had at this moment.
Han Lingsha was a little dissatisfied with her attitude, but in the end she didn't say anything, but angrily pulled Liu Mengli and Yun Tianhe away with Qin Ji.
Yinshi and Gui followed closely behind and prepared to leave, but in the end they slowly stopped.
"Maybe, as outsiders, we are not qualified to intervene in feelings. It's just..." Yinshi turned his face and said with a wry smile, "Lying in front of my husband, and even dragging your husband into trouble, no Great, isn't it?"
In an instant, they clearly noticed that the woman's back trembled.
Gui looked at her back and smiled softly.
"However, this man must be very happy. The relationship a person yearns for the most is nothing more than having the person he loves deeply and the person who loves him deeply. Fortunately, he got both. However, for the person who clearly knows For someone whose loved one has another loved one, it cannot be called happiness..."
"I'm very happy." The woman said suddenly, as if eager to prove herself, she said loudly and turned her head.There is no smile or anger on her face, but some are deep, deep nostalgia.
Suddenly, she smiled.Yinshi and Gui could see that it was her real smile from the heart, without any falsehood.
"I have loved him wholeheartedly since I was a child, and I have always loved him deeply. I just want to be his wife...Even if he married that woman later, this feeling still hasn't changed in the slightest...So, when I heard I have the opportunity to be his wife, I am really very happy... Although, in the end, there is only a short time, I am also satisfied... Even if he doesn't even look at me at all..."
She spoke slowly and looked at the spiritual position.
"However, as expected, human beings are not so easy to be satisfied..."
That voice was calm and graceful, but Yinshi and Gui could clearly hear sobs.
Yinshi looked at her quietly, and said slowly: "That's why you are here, dressed brightly and waiting for the person your husband loves the most to appear, right? Because you know, she will definitely appear in front of you." in front of you."
The woman's smile remained the same, but she stopped talking.
"Seeing it now, how do you feel?"
"...As expected, I still don't understand..." The woman looked at the spiritual tablet and murmured, "How am I not as good as her? I am not as beautiful as I am, and I am not as good to him... But why is he Love her, don't love me? Really... I don't understand..."
She was obviously smiling and looked like she was about to cry.
Yinshi and Gui stopped talking and left here quietly.
And when they left, they clearly heard her still muttering to herself.
"...Why... I don't understand..."
Out of the tower.The other four are already waiting.
Seeing Yinshi and Gui's late arrival, Yun Tianhe said: "Yinzi, Guizi, you are so slow!"
"Ah, I'm sorry, I'm sorry!" Yin Shi and Gui acted as if nothing happened just now, and their expressions returned to normal again.
However, Han Lingsha and Liu Mengli couldn't get out of it for a long time, and their expressions were still sad.
Qin Ji was the same, hugging Qin tightly, but didn't say a word.
Seeing Qin Ji's gloomy expression, Han Lingsha forced a smile and comforted her, "Sister Qin Ji, don't be sad. Whenever you want to see your husband-in-law, just come! Don't worry about her!"
Qin Ji shook her head and sighed: "Thank you, Miss Han. You don't need to say more, she, she is just a poor person... Sigh, I have to blame for everything. If I didn't act out of my will at the beginning, I would think about it with my husband again." Think of other ways, maybe, maybe a lot of things will be different..."
Liu Mengli also comforted: "I see that woman is full of resentment, and what she said may not be true..."
Qin Ji smiled bitterly, and said: "The stranger has passed away, it doesn't matter whether it's true or not... If she makes the Prime Minister live happily ever after, I will only be grateful and ashamed...
Yun Tianhe, who was silent at the side, suddenly said: "Well, what you said, it seems that what I said to my father, he said that he is really good for a person, just to make her happy every day, even if that person doesn't like me, or even at all It doesn't matter if you don't know yourself."
Hearing this, Yin Shi and Gui's eyes widened in surprise.
Qin Ji sighed: "This is absolutely true... people in the world only hope to be a god, but they don't know that they have concerns in their hearts. Whether they are perfect or not, it is better than being alone..."
Yinshi thought of the days when he was wandering around alone after the war against barbarians.
Han Lingsha asked sadly: "Sister Qin Ji, from now on... where are you going?"
Qin Ji closed her eyes slightly, and said softly: "With Qin, we are home all over the world, and we can go wherever we go." The voice paused, and she said blankly: "Actually... I can't remember how many times, I really want to let go Everything in the world, I went with my husband like this... But, I am sorry for my husband, I have no face to see him... I also told myself, at least... I must put down my martial arts, and collect the remnants of music from the past with all my heart, and fulfill my wish in my lifetime for my husband , maybe... Maybe this is the reason why he is willing to meet me in a dream..."
Han Lingsha tremblingly said: "Sister Qin Ji, you are in too much pain, don't be like this..."
Qin Ji shook her head and said regretfully: "No, you don't have to worry, I know what to do... When I'm not with my husband, he must be very painful and sad... Now, I just tasted The bitter fruit of the past, why should I die to seek relief..."
Hearing this, Yinshi gently closed his eyes.After a long time, he said slowly: "Sometimes, maybe you can't choose the path you want to take, but ah, you can choose how to take this path. Isn't it?"
Qin Ji was taken aback for a moment, then bowed deeply to Yin Shi.
"This time, thanks to your enthusiastic help. I know that I am selfish and do not hesitate to drag you into the water, but even so, I hope to get your help. Now that my wish is over, I have nothing to repay, I can only do it for you Sing a song to express your heart—”
After finishing speaking, she gently placed the lyre on the ground and sat down slowly.
Yinshi and the others also sat on the ground, listening attentively.
Slim fingers gently caressed the strings, and there was a slight trembling syllable on the piano, like a whisper, like a dream, wrapped in everyone's ears, as if talking about something, mourning, pouring out , lamenting, praying... From short to long, they are connected into one piece, the music gradually turns melodious, dancing on the lake, but with inseparable feelings, or sadness, or cherish, or regret, or persistence , running through the couple from beginning to end, beating the bell in the deepest part of my heart.
At this time, Qin Ji gently opened her red lips, leisurely condensing her memories, emotions, wishes and life into one song.The poignant lyrics and the phantom piano sound are intertwined, pushing this sadness to the extreme.
Yinshi listened to the tune of this music, and suddenly wanted to drink very much.
"Has something changed, Gintoki?"
Gui's sudden words made Yinshi a little overwhelmed.
"……What?"
Gui smiled faintly, looked at the woman playing the piano in front of her, and said quietly: "Maybe she did something wrong. But it is undeniable that her affection for that man is no less than that of that woman. It's just that the way is different."
Gintoki closed his eyes, and listened quietly to these feelings.
Both Liu Mengli and Han Lingsha couldn't hold back their tears.
"...The drizzle is swaying, the breeze is swaying, relying on the infatuated love..." Liu Mengli whispered the lyrics sung by Qin Ji, her face full of deep sadness.
Han Lingsha choked up and said: "Sister Qin Ji... She is singing this song with all her heart and life... It's so sad... Why does God want two people to be destined, but have no share..."
Liu Mengli was silent for a moment, then slowly said: "...Maybe the fate between people is destined. When the heavens want to take it back, they won't even wait for a moment..."
"...This is so cruel... If I had to choose, I would rather not know that person from the beginning, than to have to die after meeting..." Han Lingsha lamented.
Yun Tianhe shook his head when he heard this, and said firmly: "Lingsha, although what you said is correct, but... even if we will be separated tomorrow, I don't regret knowing you all. Dad said that when you are alive To have fun, there will be no regrets when you die, if you keep avoiding the present because you are afraid of what will happen in the future, then you will not be happy in life, what is the point of living.”
Gui smiled and said: "That's right. Life is like this. Only when there are regrets can there be gains; only when there is sadness can there be happiness! You will not truly realize everything you have experienced in the past until the day you leave. Whether it's good or bad, those are all important memories you can't live without!"
"That's it!" Yun Tianhe smiled, nodded and said: "My father always said that my fate is my destiny, not the sky. I didn't understand what it meant before, but today I think it is probably for us to grasp ourselves and grasp the meaning of life." Let’s be happy in front of you. Anyway, as long as you live happily every day, you won’t have any regrets when you think about it later.”
Yin Shi also smiled: "Although you are not smart enough, you can still say some good things sometimes!"
Yun Tianhe smiled foolishly.
Looking at them, Han Lingsha said in a low voice: "Is that so? Live happily and die without regret..." Wiping the tears from the corners of his eyes, looking at the boundless lake in the distance, he still muttered: "... ...live joyfully, die without regret..."
At this moment in the Thousand Buddha Pagoda, the woman was still kneeling in front of her husband's spiritual tablet, talking about her emotions in a low voice.
Sir, listen, the wind here is so strong that it makes people very cold.Are you over there, is there such a strong wind, will you be cold?
Xianggong, are you lonely?I'll be with you, okay?
Xianggong, you have to remember, I am the only one who loves you the most in this world, no matter where you are, I will follow you, unlike other people who will leave you...
A gust of wind blew, and the window on the top of the pagoda was blown open by the strong wind. The candle in front of the Buddha flickered and then went out, and the whole Thousand Buddha Pagoda fell into a dead silence...
The night passed peacefully.
These may be just a small episode in the long road of life, but they left something for Yun Tianhe, Han Lingsha, and Liu Mengli, and it may make them grow.
But for Yinshi and Gui, who have experienced too much, they seem to be more open to such things.
Even so, after waking up in the morning and hearing the news that the woman in the Thousand Buddha Pagoda committed suicide, Yinshi still showed an expression as if she had eaten yellow lotus.
The long funeral procession set off towards the city gate.
A large number of onlookers gathered on the roads on both sides, chattering about it.
"I heard that their daughter-in-law committed suicide in the Pagoda of Thousand Buddhas last night! I saw it and said she died of poison!"
"I've also heard about this. The strangest thing is that the monks guarding the tower said that someone broke in last night, but they couldn't tell the identity of the thief. I heard that the abbot has decided to close the temple for three months..."
"Hmph, just closing the door for three months is a fart. The Qin family is easy to provoke? I think this incident must be reported to the government. If it doesn't work out, the gang of monks will have to follow suit..."
"Oh, it's a pity that the infatuated women in the world are so chaste after the death of their husbands..."
Yinshi was among the crowd, listening to the discussion of the passers-by, but there was no expression on his face, he just stared straight at the coffin, and carried it out of the city gate step by step.
"I really didn't expect it to turn out like this."
Gui didn't know when he had already walked to Yinshi's side and looked at the team.
"Actually, such an ending is not difficult to guess..." Yin Shi sighed, and said lightly, "She loved that man more deeply than anyone else. Naturally, she was willing to accompany her life and death. It's just... I didn't expect She really did it."
"...The friendship that I couldn't win during my lifetime, even after death, would I be willing to accompany you...?" Gui couldn't help feeling emotional, "If such a deep affection is placed on someone who can be reciprocated, maybe It must be a happy thing. However, reality is reality after all... Now, is this overly heavy feeling considered a wrong payment? Even I am a little confused."
"As long as the person involved thinks it's worth it, there's no room for us to comment, isn't it?" Yin Shi smiled wryly.
Gui naturally could not refute this.He looked at the direction the funeral team was leaving, and said slowly:
"I hope she can really find a man who can respond to her feelings in her next life."
Silver didn't say a word.He Gui quietly watched the team leave.
"...Let's go back! I'm starving to death!" Yin Shi said lazily after returning to his usual dead eyes.
When Gui looked at Yin like this, he smiled.
"what……"
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The author has something to say:
Regarding the songs sung by Qin Ji, those who have never heard of them can search for the song "Qin Jian Wen Qing" sung by Xiao Renfeng.It's really beautiful.Listening and reading the second half of this chapter may make you feel better!
But the woman never faced them again, she just turned her back to them, completely unable to see what kind of expression she had at this moment.
Han Lingsha was a little dissatisfied with her attitude, but in the end she didn't say anything, but angrily pulled Liu Mengli and Yun Tianhe away with Qin Ji.
Yinshi and Gui followed closely behind and prepared to leave, but in the end they slowly stopped.
"Maybe, as outsiders, we are not qualified to intervene in feelings. It's just..." Yinshi turned his face and said with a wry smile, "Lying in front of my husband, and even dragging your husband into trouble, no Great, isn't it?"
In an instant, they clearly noticed that the woman's back trembled.
Gui looked at her back and smiled softly.
"However, this man must be very happy. The relationship a person yearns for the most is nothing more than having the person he loves deeply and the person who loves him deeply. Fortunately, he got both. However, for the person who clearly knows For someone whose loved one has another loved one, it cannot be called happiness..."
"I'm very happy." The woman said suddenly, as if eager to prove herself, she said loudly and turned her head.There is no smile or anger on her face, but some are deep, deep nostalgia.
Suddenly, she smiled.Yinshi and Gui could see that it was her real smile from the heart, without any falsehood.
"I have loved him wholeheartedly since I was a child, and I have always loved him deeply. I just want to be his wife...Even if he married that woman later, this feeling still hasn't changed in the slightest...So, when I heard I have the opportunity to be his wife, I am really very happy... Although, in the end, there is only a short time, I am also satisfied... Even if he doesn't even look at me at all..."
She spoke slowly and looked at the spiritual position.
"However, as expected, human beings are not so easy to be satisfied..."
That voice was calm and graceful, but Yinshi and Gui could clearly hear sobs.
Yinshi looked at her quietly, and said slowly: "That's why you are here, dressed brightly and waiting for the person your husband loves the most to appear, right? Because you know, she will definitely appear in front of you." in front of you."
The woman's smile remained the same, but she stopped talking.
"Seeing it now, how do you feel?"
"...As expected, I still don't understand..." The woman looked at the spiritual tablet and murmured, "How am I not as good as her? I am not as beautiful as I am, and I am not as good to him... But why is he Love her, don't love me? Really... I don't understand..."
She was obviously smiling and looked like she was about to cry.
Yinshi and Gui stopped talking and left here quietly.
And when they left, they clearly heard her still muttering to herself.
"...Why... I don't understand..."
Out of the tower.The other four are already waiting.
Seeing Yinshi and Gui's late arrival, Yun Tianhe said: "Yinzi, Guizi, you are so slow!"
"Ah, I'm sorry, I'm sorry!" Yin Shi and Gui acted as if nothing happened just now, and their expressions returned to normal again.
However, Han Lingsha and Liu Mengli couldn't get out of it for a long time, and their expressions were still sad.
Qin Ji was the same, hugging Qin tightly, but didn't say a word.
Seeing Qin Ji's gloomy expression, Han Lingsha forced a smile and comforted her, "Sister Qin Ji, don't be sad. Whenever you want to see your husband-in-law, just come! Don't worry about her!"
Qin Ji shook her head and sighed: "Thank you, Miss Han. You don't need to say more, she, she is just a poor person... Sigh, I have to blame for everything. If I didn't act out of my will at the beginning, I would think about it with my husband again." Think of other ways, maybe, maybe a lot of things will be different..."
Liu Mengli also comforted: "I see that woman is full of resentment, and what she said may not be true..."
Qin Ji smiled bitterly, and said: "The stranger has passed away, it doesn't matter whether it's true or not... If she makes the Prime Minister live happily ever after, I will only be grateful and ashamed...
Yun Tianhe, who was silent at the side, suddenly said: "Well, what you said, it seems that what I said to my father, he said that he is really good for a person, just to make her happy every day, even if that person doesn't like me, or even at all It doesn't matter if you don't know yourself."
Hearing this, Yin Shi and Gui's eyes widened in surprise.
Qin Ji sighed: "This is absolutely true... people in the world only hope to be a god, but they don't know that they have concerns in their hearts. Whether they are perfect or not, it is better than being alone..."
Yinshi thought of the days when he was wandering around alone after the war against barbarians.
Han Lingsha asked sadly: "Sister Qin Ji, from now on... where are you going?"
Qin Ji closed her eyes slightly, and said softly: "With Qin, we are home all over the world, and we can go wherever we go." The voice paused, and she said blankly: "Actually... I can't remember how many times, I really want to let go Everything in the world, I went with my husband like this... But, I am sorry for my husband, I have no face to see him... I also told myself, at least... I must put down my martial arts, and collect the remnants of music from the past with all my heart, and fulfill my wish in my lifetime for my husband , maybe... Maybe this is the reason why he is willing to meet me in a dream..."
Han Lingsha tremblingly said: "Sister Qin Ji, you are in too much pain, don't be like this..."
Qin Ji shook her head and said regretfully: "No, you don't have to worry, I know what to do... When I'm not with my husband, he must be very painful and sad... Now, I just tasted The bitter fruit of the past, why should I die to seek relief..."
Hearing this, Yinshi gently closed his eyes.After a long time, he said slowly: "Sometimes, maybe you can't choose the path you want to take, but ah, you can choose how to take this path. Isn't it?"
Qin Ji was taken aback for a moment, then bowed deeply to Yin Shi.
"This time, thanks to your enthusiastic help. I know that I am selfish and do not hesitate to drag you into the water, but even so, I hope to get your help. Now that my wish is over, I have nothing to repay, I can only do it for you Sing a song to express your heart—”
After finishing speaking, she gently placed the lyre on the ground and sat down slowly.
Yinshi and the others also sat on the ground, listening attentively.
Slim fingers gently caressed the strings, and there was a slight trembling syllable on the piano, like a whisper, like a dream, wrapped in everyone's ears, as if talking about something, mourning, pouring out , lamenting, praying... From short to long, they are connected into one piece, the music gradually turns melodious, dancing on the lake, but with inseparable feelings, or sadness, or cherish, or regret, or persistence , running through the couple from beginning to end, beating the bell in the deepest part of my heart.
At this time, Qin Ji gently opened her red lips, leisurely condensing her memories, emotions, wishes and life into one song.The poignant lyrics and the phantom piano sound are intertwined, pushing this sadness to the extreme.
Yinshi listened to the tune of this music, and suddenly wanted to drink very much.
"Has something changed, Gintoki?"
Gui's sudden words made Yinshi a little overwhelmed.
"……What?"
Gui smiled faintly, looked at the woman playing the piano in front of her, and said quietly: "Maybe she did something wrong. But it is undeniable that her affection for that man is no less than that of that woman. It's just that the way is different."
Gintoki closed his eyes, and listened quietly to these feelings.
Both Liu Mengli and Han Lingsha couldn't hold back their tears.
"...The drizzle is swaying, the breeze is swaying, relying on the infatuated love..." Liu Mengli whispered the lyrics sung by Qin Ji, her face full of deep sadness.
Han Lingsha choked up and said: "Sister Qin Ji... She is singing this song with all her heart and life... It's so sad... Why does God want two people to be destined, but have no share..."
Liu Mengli was silent for a moment, then slowly said: "...Maybe the fate between people is destined. When the heavens want to take it back, they won't even wait for a moment..."
"...This is so cruel... If I had to choose, I would rather not know that person from the beginning, than to have to die after meeting..." Han Lingsha lamented.
Yun Tianhe shook his head when he heard this, and said firmly: "Lingsha, although what you said is correct, but... even if we will be separated tomorrow, I don't regret knowing you all. Dad said that when you are alive To have fun, there will be no regrets when you die, if you keep avoiding the present because you are afraid of what will happen in the future, then you will not be happy in life, what is the point of living.”
Gui smiled and said: "That's right. Life is like this. Only when there are regrets can there be gains; only when there is sadness can there be happiness! You will not truly realize everything you have experienced in the past until the day you leave. Whether it's good or bad, those are all important memories you can't live without!"
"That's it!" Yun Tianhe smiled, nodded and said: "My father always said that my fate is my destiny, not the sky. I didn't understand what it meant before, but today I think it is probably for us to grasp ourselves and grasp the meaning of life." Let’s be happy in front of you. Anyway, as long as you live happily every day, you won’t have any regrets when you think about it later.”
Yin Shi also smiled: "Although you are not smart enough, you can still say some good things sometimes!"
Yun Tianhe smiled foolishly.
Looking at them, Han Lingsha said in a low voice: "Is that so? Live happily and die without regret..." Wiping the tears from the corners of his eyes, looking at the boundless lake in the distance, he still muttered: "... ...live joyfully, die without regret..."
At this moment in the Thousand Buddha Pagoda, the woman was still kneeling in front of her husband's spiritual tablet, talking about her emotions in a low voice.
Sir, listen, the wind here is so strong that it makes people very cold.Are you over there, is there such a strong wind, will you be cold?
Xianggong, are you lonely?I'll be with you, okay?
Xianggong, you have to remember, I am the only one who loves you the most in this world, no matter where you are, I will follow you, unlike other people who will leave you...
A gust of wind blew, and the window on the top of the pagoda was blown open by the strong wind. The candle in front of the Buddha flickered and then went out, and the whole Thousand Buddha Pagoda fell into a dead silence...
The night passed peacefully.
These may be just a small episode in the long road of life, but they left something for Yun Tianhe, Han Lingsha, and Liu Mengli, and it may make them grow.
But for Yinshi and Gui, who have experienced too much, they seem to be more open to such things.
Even so, after waking up in the morning and hearing the news that the woman in the Thousand Buddha Pagoda committed suicide, Yinshi still showed an expression as if she had eaten yellow lotus.
The long funeral procession set off towards the city gate.
A large number of onlookers gathered on the roads on both sides, chattering about it.
"I heard that their daughter-in-law committed suicide in the Pagoda of Thousand Buddhas last night! I saw it and said she died of poison!"
"I've also heard about this. The strangest thing is that the monks guarding the tower said that someone broke in last night, but they couldn't tell the identity of the thief. I heard that the abbot has decided to close the temple for three months..."
"Hmph, just closing the door for three months is a fart. The Qin family is easy to provoke? I think this incident must be reported to the government. If it doesn't work out, the gang of monks will have to follow suit..."
"Oh, it's a pity that the infatuated women in the world are so chaste after the death of their husbands..."
Yinshi was among the crowd, listening to the discussion of the passers-by, but there was no expression on his face, he just stared straight at the coffin, and carried it out of the city gate step by step.
"I really didn't expect it to turn out like this."
Gui didn't know when he had already walked to Yinshi's side and looked at the team.
"Actually, such an ending is not difficult to guess..." Yin Shi sighed, and said lightly, "She loved that man more deeply than anyone else. Naturally, she was willing to accompany her life and death. It's just... I didn't expect She really did it."
"...The friendship that I couldn't win during my lifetime, even after death, would I be willing to accompany you...?" Gui couldn't help feeling emotional, "If such a deep affection is placed on someone who can be reciprocated, maybe It must be a happy thing. However, reality is reality after all... Now, is this overly heavy feeling considered a wrong payment? Even I am a little confused."
"As long as the person involved thinks it's worth it, there's no room for us to comment, isn't it?" Yin Shi smiled wryly.
Gui naturally could not refute this.He looked at the direction the funeral team was leaving, and said slowly:
"I hope she can really find a man who can respond to her feelings in her next life."
Silver didn't say a word.He Gui quietly watched the team leave.
"...Let's go back! I'm starving to death!" Yin Shi said lazily after returning to his usual dead eyes.
When Gui looked at Yin like this, he smiled.
"what……"
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The author has something to say:
Regarding the songs sung by Qin Ji, those who have never heard of them can search for the song "Qin Jian Wen Qing" sung by Xiao Renfeng.It's really beautiful.Listening and reading the second half of this chapter may make you feel better!
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