deliberately provoke

▍Right, I am very poor.

The next day, Luo Xi was going to participate in the game in the morning and left the hotel very early.

It was rare that he didn't have to go to school, Lin Zimo lay on the bed until he woke up naturally.He rubbed his eyes and sat up, seeing a neatly folded shirt beside the bed.

Lin Zimo picked up the clothes and looked at them, and then smiled.

Luo Xi is so thoughtful, isn't he implying that Lin Zimo wears his clothes in a disguised form?

March and April are the rainy seasons in Wu City. It has been raining continuously outside the window since last night. The breakfast that Luo Xi ordered for him has already been placed on the table. The long umbrella of the hotel went to school to pick up Luo Xi.

When Lin Zimo arrived, Luo Xi had already walked out of the teaching building, with a cold expression on his face, and he couldn't tell what the result would be.

Luo Xi's eyes lit up when he saw Lin Zimo wearing his own shirt.

Lin Zimo walked up to him in two or three steps, bent his eyes and asked, "Brother, how is the game going?"

Luo Xi subconsciously took the umbrella from Lin Zimo's hand, and said in a very flat tone, "It's not difficult. If there are no accidents, I should be able to win the prize."

Luo Xi is the only freshman student among the contestants. Just being able to qualify for the competition is already very good, let alone winning the prize.

Lin Zimo knew that Luo Xi's professional ability was strong, but he couldn't help being proud.

The two looked for a place to have dinner, Lin Zimo embraced Luo Xi's arm affectionately, and walked towards home with him holding an umbrella.

Luo Xi didn't ask Lin Zimo where he was going all the way. When he reached the gate of the villa, he was surprised to find that Lin Zimo had brought him home.

Luo Xi was a little embarrassed all of a sudden: "This is not good, I haven't prepared anything, how can I rush to visit."

Lin Zimo waved his hand nonchalantly: "It's okay, my house is different from other people's houses, you don't need to care about these useless things. Usually there are no people in this house during the daytime on weekdays, I chose this time point specially Come, just to avoid them."

As Lin Zimo spoke, he pushed Luo Xi's back, urging him to walk into the yard: "My house is full of strange things. You are so nice, and I don't want them to embarrass you. You just come to my house to play casually. Don't think about anything else."

Luo Xi couldn't resist Lin Zimo, and finally followed him into the house.

Lin Zimo's house is a detached house, about the same size as Luo Xi's villa next to Silver Lake, with three floors.

The house is very tidy, or it can be said that there is no breath of life at all, just like a newly renovated house that has never been lived in, it is very deserted.

Lin Zimo didn't stop in the public area, and took Luo Xi directly to his room on the third floor.

Lin Zimo's room is a bit off, on the same floor as the guest room, while Le Ran's room, Zheng Xia's and Le Feng's rooms are all on the other end of the second floor, far away from him, as if he might have something to do with him.

On weekdays, Le Ran lives on campus, while Zheng Xia and Le Feng are busy with work, so they may not come back at night.That's why Lin Zimo dared to blatantly bring Luo Xi home.However, he lived in a remote location, so even if someone came back, he and Luo Xi could safely and boldly make trouble in the room without worrying about being discovered.

Luo Xi walked into the room and began to look around with great interest.

Lin Zimo's room doesn't have much stuff, and it's nothing compared to his dormitory. It's clear that Lin Zimo seldom goes home.

The table in the room was covered with a light layer of dust. Lin Zimo quickly found a cloth to wipe it clean, and then cleaned the bed. He seriously asked Luo Xi to sit down, poured him another glass of water, and asked Does he want to eat.

Luo Xi stretched out his hand and pulled Lin Zimo onto his lap to sit on, and said a little funnyly: "Momo, I think you seem a little nervous."

Lin Zimo nodded: "Yes. Since I was a child, I imagined that I could bring people back, but I didn't expect this wish to come true suddenly."

Luo Xi was stunned: "...Why do you have such a wish?"

Lin Zimo showed a somewhat lonely smile: "Because the atmosphere in my house is too depressing. I don't want to see them, and they don't want to see me, so I often hide in the room, thinking that if someone stays in this bedroom I'm fine. But I'm actually a bit unwilling to be alone. Especially in a closed and quiet room alone, I will feel very uneasy, and even feel suffocated when it is severe."

Speaking of this, Lin Zimo curled up his fingers and decided not to hide it anymore: "Brother Xi, I'm actually... I'm not so afraid of the dark for no reason."

He took a deep breath, and gently told Luo Xi what happened when he was five years old.

Lin Zimo tried hard not to recall the scene at that time, but he still trembled uncontrollably.Seeing his appearance, Luo Xi felt a dull pain in his heart, stretched out his long arms, and hugged him into his arms.

Like an abandoned little animal, Lin Zimo wrinkled his nose, bit his lips and lay in Luo Xi's arms, as if he was confirming bit by bit whether he was safe.

Luo Xi raised her hand and gently smoothed Lin Zimo's forehead hair.His fingertips slid across the shallow scar under Lin Zimo's forehead, and he paused slightly uncontrollably.

Lin Zimo reached out and grabbed Luo Xi's clothes, and said in a low voice, "We've been together for so long, but you've actually noticed this scar a long time ago, haven't you?"

Luo Xi's voice was so gentle that it seemed to melt away: "Momo doesn't want to say it."

Lin Zimo shook his head: "I brought you home today because I want to tell you everything about me." When he said this, he showed a sweet and satisfied smile: "After all, you are my husband. I think I should tell you all this. But..." Lin Zimo put his arms around Luo Xi's waist, and leaned into Luo Xi's arms: "After you listen to what I said, don't dislike me, okay?"

Luo Xi bit Lin Zimo's lip helplessly: "How could that be?" He thought for a while, then gave him a shot in the arm, and the tips of his ears turned red, "I will always like you." He knew Lin Zimo likes the word "forever" the most, and knows that only the most sincere confession can make the other party feel at ease.

Sure enough, Lin Zimo laughed with red eyes.

The sound of rain outside the window gradually became louder. Lin Zimo leaned against Luo Xi's arms, lowered his head and played with his hands, and gently told him about his childhood.

It's like pulling out a venomous thorn that has already penetrated several inches deep into the bottom of my heart. The process of pulling out is slow and tormenting. It has long since died away slowly with the passage of time, but the blood hole shed in the heart can no longer heal.

Lin Zimo has lived for the past 20 years. He always forces himself to forget, accept, and avoid everything that brings him pain and pain. He always disguises himself with a thick smiley mask and creates a kind of An illusion of being surrounded by many people.But when he really mentioned his family to Luo Xi in detail at this moment, he suddenly realized that he would also hate and resent.

It would be a lie if I said that I didn't hate such a deformed family, such irresponsible parents, and such unfair encounters with him.

For those who are kind to him, he will do his best to repay them, but for those who have brought him misfortune, the coldness and hatred in his heart are already like a thick layer of snow, which is hard to melt.

After talking about it, Lin Zimo sat straddling Luo Xi's body, wrapped his arms around the other's neck, buried his face in the other's shoulder, and stopped talking.

Luo Xi was silent for a long time, clenched his hands tightly into fists, and finally couldn't hold back from cursing: "What a person/scum."

Lin Zimo lowered his eyes, and burrowed into Luo Xi's arms again, his slender eyelashes fluttering up and down uneasily.

Luo Xi patted Lin Zimo's back lightly, and hugged him very tightly, as if hugging the most beloved child in the world: "Momo is so good, no one will bully you in the future No more. I won't let you be so pitiful again."

When hearing the last word, Lin Zimo burst into tears.He choked up and laughed: "Yes, I am very poor."

The most difficult thing to face is the word "poor".Those who are familiar with him dare not use this word to describe him, while those who are not familiar with him dismiss such adjectives and laugh at him maliciously.But what Lin Zimo wants from the bottom of his heart is to have someone who loves him, to say sorry to him.

When he was alone, he didn't dare to look or hear this word, but now someone loves him, there is such a person, who has sprinkled a thick layer of sugar on his bloody heart, and he can lift his head from now on Come, he will be able to face the word pitiful from now on.

Such a thought made Lin Zimo's heart ache. He threw Luo Xi onto the bed, lay on top of him, and said sincerely with red eyes: "Brother Xi, thank you...for treating me like this. I really like you, what should I do?"

Luo Xi pinched his face: "Don't tell me thank you for being so unreasonable." He paused, and then said: "... Whatever you like, don't have to think about what to do."

Lin Zimo was stunned for a moment, thinking in his heart, Luo Xi's serious look is too cute.He laughed: "Well, let me put it another way. Brother, I want to have sex with you right now. I want you on this bed...me, okay?"

Luo Xi's breathing was heavy, and her voice was tinged with desire/passion: "Didn't you complain about your back pain when you woke up in the morning, so let me not touch you recently." Although he said so, he had already started to lift Lin Zimo's clothes.

Lin Zimo said softly: "Well... I feel like I have to touch your thing every day, or I will feel uncomfortable... Ugh!"

Luo Xi didn't want to care about Lin Zimo's back pain, this person was really outrageous.

So Lin Zimo kissed Luo Xi out of breath, and at the same time, with Luo Xi's help, he took off the clothes that were in the way.As a result, the two of them frantically swept something off the shelf directly above the bed.

It was a little bear doll, which was originally placed on the shelf, but now it happened to fall into Luo Xi's arms.

Xiao Xiong was wearing a snow-white wedding dress, looking at the disheveled two with a pair of black shiny round eyes.

Luo Xi inexplicably felt that this little bear was very familiar, as if he had seen it somewhere.

Lin Zimo cherished the little bear and rearranged it: "Ah, why did it fall off? There is only one little bear in the world, so it can't be broken."

Luo Xi immediately started to grow jealous: "...Who gave it to you?"

Lin Zimo squeezed the little bear's paw: "When I was ten years old, I went abroad to participate in a summer camp. At that time, there was...a very important person who gave me this little bear."

Hearing this, Luo Xi was stunned for a moment, then as if hit by something, he took the little bear off the shelf again.

He looked at Xiaoxiong, then at Lin Zimo, his pupils trembled.

The author says:

Luo Xi (taking the microphone): That's right, when I was nine years old, I met my future wife——

But how did you let him run away (bushi)

感谢在2022-07-1221:51:57~2022-07-1423:30:12期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who cast the mine: LR1;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!