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Chapter 22: Light in the Dark Night
▍You are a very good Momo.
After listening to Lin Zimo's words, Luo Xi took a deep breath, and resolutely refused: "No need."
Lin Zimo turned a deaf ear, he stood up, glanced at Luo Xi's trousers with a blushing face, and found that he couldn't see anything, so he took Luo Xi's hand and walked quickly into the room.
The two of them didn't speak any more along the way, Luo Xi let Lin Zimo drag him, and obediently followed him back to the room.
As a result, as soon as he entered the room, Lin Zimo locked the door with his backhand, and directly pressed Luo Xi against the wall beside the door.He is quite a bit shorter than Luo Xi, and in this posture, it is as if Luo Xi is standing against the wall and he bumps into the other's arms.
In fact, Lin Zimo himself was not much better, he was trembling with excitement, Luo Xi because of what happened to him, made Lin Zimo more excited than anything else.Does this mean that Luo Xi is still somewhat interested in him?
Lin Zimo raised his head, took a deep look at Luo Xi, and then slowly squatted down.
Luo Xi was so startled that his pupils shrank suddenly. He grabbed Lin Zimo's wrist and pulled him up from the ground, breathing heavily: "Momo!"
Lin Zimo was a little embarrassed at first, but he thought of doing this on a whim. Now seeing Luo Xi's attitude, he felt uneasy and frustrated, and lowered his eyes in grievance: "What are you doing so fiercely? It hasn't started yet."
Luo Xi held Lin Zimo's two wrists with one hand, and seemed to be really angry.He took a deep breath, and his voice was serious like never before: "Why do you do this for me."
Lin Zimo's wrist hurt a little from being pinched, he struggled uncomfortably, and Luo Xi restrained him even harder.Seeing Luo Xi looking at him with a serious and upright face, he was also a little annoyed: "Just do what you want, there are so many reasons. You are already like this, what's wrong with me helping you?"
Luo Xi's tone slowed down a little: "I really don't need you to do this for me. I've wronged you so much. Besides, we just fell in love, and it shouldn't be like this."
Lin Zimo glanced at his lips unhappily: "What is there to be wronged? We are in a relationship, I will help you, I am willing. And," when he said this, he forcefully broke away from Luo Xi's hand, and put Unbuttoning the shirt one by one from top to bottom, she smiled at Luo Xi and blinked frivolously: "I still have something on my body that can help you, do you want to try it?"
Lin Zimo quickly unbuttoned all the buttons on his upper body. Seeing that he was about to touch his pants again, Luo Xi immediately grabbed his hands.Lin Zimo withdrew his hand vigorously again and took a step back, but because of his unsteady balance, he staggered and fell directly on the bed behind him.Luo Xi quickly wanted to help Lin Zimo, but ended up getting entangled with his feet and fell into the bed.
After a while of dizziness, Lin Zimo came back to his senses, and found that Luo Xi put his hands on his head, and the whole person was lying on his body, looking at him with some astonishment.
Lin Zimo didn't expect things to turn out like this, so he said in a daze, "Brother Xi, are you... ready to move me?"
Luo Xi didn't get up from Lin Zimo immediately, but just kept staring into Lin Zimo's eyes.Seeing that Luo Xi didn't reject him immediately, Lin Zimo was secretly happy, and put his hands around Luo Xi's thin waist dishonestly.
The moment Lin Zimo stretched out his hand, Luo Xi grabbed the other's wrist, raised the man's arm and fixed it above his head.
Lin Zimo was stunned: "So you like this kind of stuff? I can do it."
Luo Xi's hand is not loose for a while, nor is it not loose.He didn't want Lin Zimo to have strange misunderstandings, and he didn't want Lin Zimo to attack him suddenly.
Lin Zimo was also very uncomfortable being dragged by Luo Xi, he sighed a little depressed, his voice was aggrieved and helpless: "Brother, if you are not willing to do this, I am so unattractive to you."
Luo Xi was taken aback when he heard this, and let go of Lin Zimo's hand.
He sat up, pulled Lin Zimo up as well, and fastened the loose buttons of the other party one by one, with a very tight voice: "Are you attractive to me? Just now when you sat on my lap , don't you feel it?"
Luo Xi looked away, and curled his fingers very hard: "I can't just treat anyone like that just now." In other words, it was the first time he lost his composure.
It's rare for Luo Xi to speak so bluntly, and his ears turned red when he said this.
Lin Zimo blinked and froze for a while, his face also slowly turned red.He bit his lips embarrassingly, and was about to speak, when Luo Xi suddenly pulled him into his arms, and kissed his soft hair forcefully: "Momo, you are fine."
Lin Zimo's eyes widened slightly because of surprise, and after a long time, he slowly wrapped his arms around Luo Xi's back, his voice trembling: "Luo Xi, it's too foul for you to behave like this."
Luo Xi patted him on the back lightly, and said very seriously: "Momo, you are very attractive to me." He thought for a while, and added solemnly: "No, to be precise, it is you who deeply attracted me."
Lin Zimo lay on Luo Xi's shoulder, and after hearing this, he was stunned for a moment, and for some reason, his eyes turned red.
It seemed that no one had ever seriously said such a thing to him.His parents hated him very much, and he always felt that he was a mistake that shouldn't exist. With him like this, can Luo Xi really make Luo Xi stop, and make the other party willing to give him some attention?
Lin Zimo buried his face in Luo Xi's shoulder. After a while, he raised his head and smiled sincerely at Luo Xi: "Brother Xi, thank you."
As a result, Luo Xi glanced at him, pursed his mouth into a straight line, and said forcefully: "Don't say such outrageous things to me."
Lin Zimo smiled, hugged Luo Xi's arm, and sat next to each other very attached.
Neither of them spoke for a while, Lin Zimo played with Luo Xi's slender fingers, and suddenly asked softly: "Luo Xi, am I a good Momo?"
Luo Xi held Lin Zimo's hand back, with a slight smile in his voice: "Well, you are a very good Momo." How could this man even speak so cutely.
Listening to Luo Xi's gentle and patient voice, Lin Zimo's nose felt sore.It's obviously only a three-week limited couple, why should you treat him so well.
Such a good Luo Xi would make him reluctant to let go.
Lin Zimo has always been like this, as long as someone treats him a little better, he can't wait to dedicate all of himself to the other party, cut out a beating heart in his chest, and happily hold it in the palm of his hand. other side.
Now Lin Zimo really wants to do the most intimate thing with Luo Xi.He thought with some sadness in his heart that he should be happy to do whatever Luo Xi wants to do to him now.There were only three weeks between them.
It's a pity that Luo Xi doesn't seem to be very willing.
In the end, Lin Zimo just pursed his lips and smiled, revealing two shallow dimples: "Luo Xi, kiss me, okay? I want you to kiss me. If you don't want to kiss, you can kiss anywhere else." .”
Looking at Lin Zimo's somewhat lonely smile, Luo Xi felt confused.
Originally, he just wanted to proceed step by step with Lin Zimo, and wanted to have a normal relationship with him. He didn't want everything to be based on the basis of being a friend.
But Luo Xi also discovered that Lin Zimo really needs a lot in terms of physical contact.The other party is like suffering from skin hunger/thirst, wanting intimate contact all the time.
In addition to Lin Zimo's erroneous perception of love, he also seems to be very insecure and desperately needs the affirmation of others.
The other party does not seem to be as optimistic and powerful as it seems on the surface.
In fact, Luo Xi wanted to kiss Lin Zimo very much, and was also very happy to do intimate things with him.He just felt that everything should be done in an orderly and normal way.He wanted to cherish Lin Zimo well, and didn't want the other party to hand him over to him carelessly.
But when Luo Xi saw Lin Zimo's obedient and expectant look with his eyes downcast, there would always be a delicate pain in his heart.That kind of feeling made Luo Xi just want to hold the other party in his arms, breaking all principles and plans, loving and cherishing him desperately.
In the end, Luo Xi hugged Lin Zimo to her lap, and kissed him lightly on the cheek.
Lin Zimo raised his round eyes, a look of surprise and a little shyness flashed in his eyes.Luo Xi hugged him tightly, and then kissed Lin Zimo's forehead softly, followed by the high bridge of the nose, and finally the pair of uneasy blinking eyes.
Lin Zimo bit his lip, raised his face to accept Luo Xi's kiss, feeling aggrieved and satisfied at the same time.
At this moment, his cell phone rang inappropriately.
Lin Zimo put his arms around Luo Xi's shoulders, and threw his phone on the bed impatiently.
As a result, after a while, the text message notification tone on the mobile phone rang one after another, as if urging Lin Zimo to check the information.
Luo Xi stretched out his long arms, took the phone over and handed it to Lin Zimo, stroking his head: "Reply in time if you have any news."
Lin Zimo unlocked the screen of his phone, and saw that the message from Xu Zijing swiped the screen.
The other party seemed extremely urgent: Zimo, come down, there is something urgent!
Seeing that Lin Zimo didn't reply, Xu Zijing sent several more urging messages.
Xu Zijing's style of doing things has always been quite safe, and sending this kind of news may really be something urgent, Lin Zimo immediately stood up, and said to Luo Xi: "The squad leader has something to do with me, I'll go down."
Luo Xi nodded: "Then I'll take a shower, and you call me when you finish talking."
Lin Zimo responded, and was about to turn around, but Luo Xi gently grabbed his wrist again: "Wait."
Luo Xi straightened the collar of Lin Zimo's shirt carefully, then brought her large coat and put it on Lin Zimo, and finally touched Lin Zimo's face lightly, with a voice of pampering that she didn't even notice : "Go."
Lin Zimo wrapped his clothes tightly, and Luo Xi's breath surrounded him all at once.He blushed and nodded, and went out briskly.
He really wanted to stay with Luo Xi forever.
When Lin Zimo came to the corridor, Xu Zijing sent another message: "Zimo, is Luo Xi by your side?"
Lin Zimo didn't think much, and replied: "No, I've come down alone, where are you?" He felt that the typing communication was too slow, and Xu Zijing always couldn't get the point, so he directly broadcast the voice Call over.
As a result, Xu Zijing didn't answer, hung up on him immediately, and sent another message: "It's not convenient for me to answer the phone right now, I'm at the innermost side of the corridor on the first floor, come here quickly."
It was rare for Xu Zijing to be so abnormal, Lin Zimo was afraid that something serious happened to him, so he trotted all the way to the corridor on the first floor.
It's almost ten o'clock in the evening, but there is no one on the first floor, all kinds of game facilities have stopped operating, and his group of classmates are also missing.
Seeing such a scene, Lin Zimo felt a little uneasy. He quickened his pace, came to the corner of the corridor on the first floor, and called tentatively: "Squad leader?"
At the next moment, Lin Zimo felt a sudden strong attack from behind, and a hand pushed hard on his back, pushing him into a door.
The field of vision suddenly fell into a boundless darkness.
Lin Zimo heard the sound of the door being locked.
His mind went blank for a moment, and he realized that he had been pushed into a dark room and locked inside.
In this room, you can't see your fingers, and there is no light at all. Lin Zimo saw the dense darkness in front of him, and felt unprecedented suffocation in an instant.
An unfamiliar environment, a room without a ray of light.
At this moment, a strong dizziness and a burst of pain in his chest made Lin Zimo almost fall to the ground, and the stress reaction, accompanied by boundless fear, swept towards him mercilessly.
Lin Zimo closed his eyes tightly, forcing himself not to look at the darkness. At the same time, he comforted himself with some despair, it's okay, it's just the darkness, there is nothing else in this room, so it's not enough to be completely stressed, it's not enough. As for being so bad...
But the psychological suggestion was in vain. The ghost that chased him for several years when he was young began to appear in front of Lin Zimo's eyes little by little. Amidst the sharp tinnitus, Lin Zimo heard slow and heavy footsteps, In the next moment, the gangster with the knife seemed to be standing in front of him again——
Lin Zimo bit his lips almost bleeding, he tried his best to control his urge to scream, looking for the mobile phone dropped in the chaos just now with trembling hands, muttering: "Brother Xi, Xi elder brother……"
Under the strong stress/reaction, Lin Zimo's mind was a little unconscious, but in a trance, he kept repeating a name deep in his heart.
Luo Xi.
These two words seemed to be his final salvation, supporting him to grope the ground inch by inch with trembling hands, looking for the phone.
As long as he finds the phone, everything will be fine, Luo Xi will definitely come to rescue him, Lin Zimo breathed heavily, and repeated in his heart over and over again.
……
After Luo Xi took a shower, while wiping her wet/damp hair with a towel, she picked up her phone and unlocked it to check.
Although he had turned his phone's notification volume to the maximum when he was taking a shower, Luo Xi's mouth still twitched imperceptibly when he saw the empty phone screen with no notifications.
It's okay for Lin Zimo to chat with the monitor of his class, but it's been 10 minutes, so it shouldn't be too much to call and ask, right?
Luo Xi thought for a second expressionlessly, then quickly pressed the dial button.
To his surprise, Lin Zimo never answered the phone after he played it several times.
Luo Xi frowned, he was keenly aware that something was wrong.
He immediately called Xu Zijing.
The person on the other side immediately picked up, with a flattered voice: "Brother Xi, why did you call me?"
Luo Xi's voice was a little heavy: "Is Momo staying with you now?"
Xu Zijing's tone was very confused: "Zimo? No? I'm in the room now, Yurou and the others are also here, and we're playing cards. What's wrong with Zimo?"
Luo Xi paused for a moment, then asked again: "In your group, has anyone used your mobile phone just now?"
Xu Zijing moved from the noisy room to the corridor: "Just now Qiao Zhuang said that his mobile phone was out of battery, so he borrowed my phone to use it. It's disappointing to say that, the first floor just lost power, and all the game facilities can't be played , Qiao Zhuang suggested that it’s better to go upstairs to play cards. But later he said he didn’t feel well and went back to his room. What’s wrong? Is there something wrong with Zimo? I asked him to play cards just now and he didn’t reply..."
Before Xu Zijing finished speaking, Luo Xi had already hung up the phone.He pushed open the door and rushed downstairs without even waiting for the elevator.
If he guessed correctly, Qiao Zhuang should have borrowed Xu Zijing's cell phone and used Lin Zimo's trust in the squad leader to trick him out.
The second and third floors are all guest rooms, so it would be difficult to do something to cover people's eyes and ears. However, the electricity on the first floor happened to be switched off at this time, and the other party's purpose was obvious.
Thinking of this, Luo Xi clenched her fists tightly, her knuckles were so hard that they turned pale.In any case, Lin Zimo's current situation is very dangerous.
……
Lin Zimo curled up in the corner of the dark room with his mobile phone in his arms.
Just now his mobile phone rang, and he mobilized all his courage and willpower to continue groping on the ground. Perhaps it was God's mercy, and he finally found his only life-saving straw.
Lin Zimo tried to answer with trembling fingers, but the screen was pitch black and shattered into snowflakes, no matter how hard he pressed it, there was no response.The person who pushed him in just now trampled his cell phone hard and kicked it to the corner of the wall.
The bell rang intermittently because of the damage to the sound hole, Lin Zimo trembled all over, and tapped the screen vigorously, his eyes gradually turned red.
"Luo Xi..."
Lin Zimo wrapped the coat that belonged to Luo Xi tightly on his body, twisted the fabric unconsciously with his fingers, and muttered "Luo Xi".
This name is like his last talisman, giving him the only belief to keep going, so that he will not be swallowed up by the boundless fear.
Luo Xi must be calling him.But he couldn't pick it up.
The phone rang again half-deadly for a while, and finally the room returned to silence, and a needle could be heard.
Lin Zimo bit his lip and stared at the phone screen without blinking.
The stress reaction made him paranoid and out of control, he just firmly believed in his heart that Luo Xi was waiting for him to answer the phone.
But the phone didn't ring again.
It was because he failed to answer the phone immediately, so Luo Xi didn't want him anymore.
It's all his fault.
Lin Zimo was stunned for two seconds in the dark, and tears suddenly fell down in an instant.
Lin Hai's cursing gradually became clear in his mind, like countless sharp knives, piercing him with a splitting headache.He couldn't help hugging his head, and kept murmuring: "Brother Xi doesn't want me anymore... They all gave up on me... It's all my fault, I don't deserve it..."
Lin Zimo didn't even know what was real and what was illusory, he suddenly seemed to have returned to the night when he was five years old.On that day, he was killed by the gangsters who broke into his house because of an unforgivable mistake.
All emotions crashed down on Lin Zimo like a tsunami out of control. Fear, sadness, self-blame, regret, he shivered and curled up by the door, covering his face with his hands.
——If everything is fate, let him die in the darkness he deserves.
But at this time, there was a loud bang, and the door beside him was suddenly knocked open with a strong force.
Lin Zimo raised his head in disbelief, and saw Luo Xi standing at the exit of the boundless darkness.The other party looked anxious and slightly out of breath, but the moment those dark and deep eyes looked at him, it was like a lamp that was suddenly lit in the mountains, and it brightened up in an instant.
Behind Luo Xi, there is a warm and dazzling light, enough to illuminate the entire dark night.
……
There is a deep corridor on the first floor of the party hall, and there are various game rooms on both sides of the corridor.Because of the power outage, these game rooms are empty and a bit gloomy.
Luo Xi searched every room, but did not find Lin Zimo.He still insisted on calling Lin Zimo, but the phone of the other party was completely turned off.
Luo Xi was very anxious, at this moment, he suddenly saw a thin figure flashing past the window in the deepest part of the corridor.If he read correctly, that person was Qiao Zhuang.
Luo Xi immediately ran to the window, and was about to jump over the window to chase after him. At this moment, he keenly noticed that something was wrong in the small room by the window.
The doors of all the rooms on the first floor are open, except for this room, the door is locked.The first floor is full of game rooms. Because of a temporary power outage, the room was full of playing guests a few minutes ago, so it is impossible to lock it so quickly.In other words, it was impossible to lock this one room alone.
Combined with Qiao Zhuang's sudden appearance just now, Luo Xi understood eight points in his heart.
Anger engulfed him like a flood, Luo Xi didn't care about other things, she made a clever move with her sideways foot, directly removed the door lock, and broke into the room.
Luo Xi saw Lin Zimo curled up in the corner by the door with his knees hugged, his coat tightly wrapped around him.
The other party hung his head, his light brown hair drooping listlessly, like a small animal abandoned on a rainy day, helpless and pitiful.
Luo Xi stepped forward quickly, knelt down in front of Lin Zimo, his voice trembling: "Momo! How are you? Did you get hurt?" He wasn't sure if Lin Zimo was in this room. Nothing happened.
After a while, Lin Zimo slowly raised his head.His face was as white as paper, his round eyes were staring, and his lips were trembling with fright.
The warm light of the emergency light in the corridor slowly shone into the room, and Lin Zimo's out-of-focus eyes gradually regained their light. He stared blankly at Luo Xi for two seconds, bit his lip at last, and covered his eyes with his arms , shoulders shrugged slightly.
Looking at Lin Zimo's appearance, Luo Xi felt as if a knife had been stabbed in his heart, and felt a sharp pain.He hugged Lin Zimo into his arms, his voice was deep, even hoarse: "It's okay, Momo, it's okay, I'm here."
Luo Xi hugged Lin Zimo very tightly, as if she was protecting her only treasure in the world.
Lin Zimo buried his head in Luo Xi's arms. He held on to Luo Xi's shirt tightly. After a long time, he said in a low voice with tears: "It's so dark. Brother Xi, it's so dark here. I'm afraid, I'm afraid." Afraid……"
Luo Xi took Lin Zimo back to the apartment near the school.
Along the way, Lin Zimo hid in Luo Xi's arms like an ostrich, no matter how Luo Xi comforted him, he refused to raise his head.
Luo Xi had no choice but to hug Lin Zimo tightly, and gently patted his back with his hands.After a while, Luo Xi noticed that Lin Zimo was trembling slightly and kept rubbing against him.He raised his hand and touched Lin Zimo's forehead, feeling hot.
Lin Zimo was so burned that he couldn't figure out what to do. He grabbed Luo Xi's lapel tightly with his hands, and whispered repeatedly in his mouth: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry...it's all my fault. Please don't want me..."
Looking at Lin Zimo's appearance, Luo Xi realized that something was wrong.Lin Zimo's reaction was not a normal fright, but rather... like some kind of stress reaction.
After being severely traumatized, a person will have a stress response with a certain probability, and the most common manifestation of post-traumatic stress response is to repeat the original actions and emotions after receiving similar stimuli.
At a loss, Luo Xi hugged Lin Zimo tightly in her arms, let him rest his head on his shoulder, and then leaned over to kiss him on the forehead, wishing to show all his tenderness to love him the person in front of you.
——such a good Momo, he didn't take good care of her, and even made people cry.
His baby was bullied.
Thinking of this, Luo Xi's heart ached beyond measure.
After a while, the car stopped at the door of the apartment building. Luo Xi carried Lin Zimo into his arms and put him on the bed in his room.
The family doctor arrived soon, gave Lin Zimo a fever-reducing injection and prescribed medicine.
The doctor called Luo Xi to the living room, and said worriedly: "His symptoms are not ordinary fever, but more like a strong stress reaction. Did your boyfriend have any bad experiences in his early years, or in other words, some major trauma?"
Luo Xi pursed her lips, her voice was a little heavy: "I don't really understand."
The doctor asked again: "Do you know what is the direct cause of his stress today?"
Luo Xi clenched her fists, her eyes were piercingly cold: "He was maliciously locked in a dark room."
The doctor nodded: "If this is the case, my guess is that the dark phobia induced by post-traumatic stress disorder, he is not very old, he should have encountered similar situations in childhood, such as confinement, or Occasional incidents such as burglary at night. My suggestion is to take him to see a psychiatrist. It is not recommended that you take the initiative to ask about this experience, which may irritate him. However, if he trusts you enough, it is not ruled out that he will The possibility of taking the initiative to talk to you."
Luo Xi's face became darker the more he heard, thanked the doctor, and closed the door.
When he returned to the room, he was surprised to see Lin Zimo standing barefoot at the door of the room, biting his lip and staring at him without blinking.
Luo Xi hurriedly stepped forward, picked him up and stuffed him back under the quilt: "Why are you up? You have a fever, you'll catch a cold."
Lin Zimo held Luo Xi's hand very hard, and his voice sounded cautious: "Luo Xi, don't go. Did you not want me just now?"
Luo Xi was stunned for a moment, took off his coat and went to bed, hugged Lin Zimo in his arms, and kissed him on the side of the cheek: "Momo is so nice, why am I not willing?"
Lin Zimo was dizzy from the fever. He hugged Luo Xi's waist tightly, buried his head on Luo Xi's chest, and stopped talking.
Luo Xi just raised her hand to run along Lin Zimo's soft hair.
After a long time, Lin Zimo said again: "Because I'm very bad, I'm annoying, and I don't deserve anything." He raised his head from Luo Xi's arms and opened his eyes wide open. With gleaming almond eyes, he looked into Luo Xi's eyes awkwardly: "Brother Xi, I didn't mean to not answer your phone call, so don't be angry and don't want me, okay?"
Luo Xi looked at Lin Zimo's uneasy appearance, and felt pain in his heart.He hugged Lin Zimo on his lap and sat, touching his face, his eyes were full of gentle light: "Why am I angry? Your mobile phone is broken." When he said this, his arms were even tighter. He tightened up, and his tone was full of guilt: "I'm sorry, I didn't take good care of you and made you so sad."
Because of the high fever and stress reaction, Lin Zimo's face was blushing, and his thinking was ignorant. His whole state was as unstable as a hangover.
He was silent for a while, and suddenly seemed to remember something, lowered his eyes, curled his mouth and wanted to cry: "My phone is broken..."
Luo Xi hurriedly snorted, took out the phone card that he had picked up on the ground from his pocket, and put it in Lin Zimo's hand: "If it breaks, buy a new one. What kind of card does Momo want?"
Lin Zimo didn't answer him, and continued to bow his head sadly: "I don't want a new phone. I have a picture of my boyfriend in my phone, but now it's gone..."
Hearing this, Luo Xi's heart softened, as if being stepped on by the soft paws of a small animal, feeling crisp and itchy.
He picked up his phone, ordered a phone of the same model as Lin Zimo's before, called City Express, comforted Lin Zimo and said, "It's okay, you can take as many photos as you want for me."
Lin Zimo nodded half-understood, the antipyretic injection seemed to have finally worked, and he fell asleep not long after.
Lin Zimo slept very restlessly, he frowned, and held Luo Xi's hand tightly, refusing to let go for a moment.
Luo Xi simply lay down too, rubbed her into her arms, stroked Lin Zimo's soft hair one by one, and leaned over to kiss Lin Zimo's frowning brows.Lin Zimo whispered intermittently in his sleep, calling Luo Xi's name.
Every time Lin Zimo yelled, Luo Xi would respond to him softly.In the end, Lin Zimo's eyebrows stretched, he slowly calmed down, closed his eyes, the blush on his face was still there, he looked cute and pitiful.
Seeing him like this, Luo Xi finally breathed a sigh of relief.At this moment, his cell phone rang suddenly.
Luo Xi hurriedly pressed the mute button, picked up the phone and looked, it was Song Jun calling.
Luo Xi went to the living room lightly and picked up the phone.
Song Jun's excited voice came from the other side of the phone: "Brother Xi, I have found the source of those posts that slandered my sister-in-law in the campus forum! There is a man named Qiao Zhuang in the Spanish class of grade 17 who has been at odds with his sister-in-law all the time." To deal with it, he gave those people money to spread rumors in forums and splash dirty water everywhere."
Luo Xi was not surprised by this result, and said in a cold tone, "You feed back the screenshots of the key information to the Academic Affairs Office, and I will handle the rest." Qiao Zhuang is still able to speak if he is punished.In addition, the cooperation between Qiao's group and his family is also avoided.
Song Jun responded, and said, "And, brother Xi, I have more exciting material here, and I sent you the link, take a look."
Luo Xi switched back to the dialog box with Song Jun on the phone, and saw that Song Jun had sent him a link to the forum.
Luo Xi clicked in, and found that it was a themed post. The poster was a sophomore girl from the School of Foreign Languages. She accused Qiao Zhuang and his boyfriend of going out to rent a room many times. There was a picture under the text. She was the one who caught him on the spot. Photo.In the picture, Qiao Zhuang is not wearing any clothes, except for his face, everything else has been coded.What's even more disgusting is that there are more than two people in the photo.
Song Jun on the other end of the phone grinned: "Now this post is the number one on the homepage of the forum, and all the groups have gone crazy. According to the rules, this post must be against the rules, but the administrator just asked me for a private chat. Let me ask you, will this be deleted or not?"
Luo Xi raised his tone slightly: "You don't need to delete it, just hang it there. Doesn't he like dancing? Let him dance to his heart's content in front of the whole school."
After hanging up the phone, Luo Xi thought for a while, then asked Xiao Yao for Yuan Ji's WeChat, and made a voice call.
It took a long time for Yuan Ji to pick up the call. As soon as the call was connected, there was a reproachful voice from the microphone: "Don't make trouble, I'll answer the call, you get off of me first!"
Luo Xi was silent for two seconds, then said lightly: "...Xiao Yao is beside you?"
Yuan Ji said lazily: "That's right. On the big weekend, what else can you do if you don't do i? Eldest young master, you want my contact information so late and you still call me, isn't it because you have a crush on me?" Huh! Xiao Yao!" There was another noise on the phone, as if Xiao Yao rushed over again, barking wildly.
If Luo Xi hadn't known about it, she would have thought that Yuan Ji's family had raised a particularly annoying big golden retriever.
After a while, Yuan Ji seemed to have gone to another room, and the surroundings suddenly became quiet, Luo Xi then said: "About Momo, I want to ask you something." He told what happened tonight, and Lin Zimo told Yuan Ji all about his reaction.
Yuan Ji didn't speak for a long time.It wasn't until Luo Xi looked down at the phone screen to confirm whether the connection was disconnected that Yuan Ji's angry voice came from the other side of the phone: "How can you let that bitch bully our children!" He rarely When she was so angry, she wished she could rush out of the phone and grab Luo Xi's collar: "Where is Momo now? I'll go there right away!"
Luo Xi said: "Calm down. He is in my apartment now. He just had a fever-reducing injection and has already fallen asleep. You don't need to come over." His breath was a little heavy: "With me here, nothing will happen to him. .This time... I was negligent."
After a long time, Yuan Ji took a deep breath and seemed to calm down a bit: "According to his symptoms, my guess is also a dark phobia induced by traumatic stress disorder. I didn't know that Momo had this problem. It's well hidden, and even I don't know about it at all. But I do understand the situation in Momo's family. He will suffer from dark phobia, and it has something to do with his father."
Yuan Ji told Luo Xi about Lin Zimo's family situation and what happened to him when he was a child.
Luo Xi's voice was very sluggish: "Lin Hai beats him often?"
Yuan Ji said helplessly: "There is a very long scar under Momo's forehead. It seems that when he was five years old, his father pushed him, and his leather watch was cut by a sharp object. That force/person After doing a lot of bad things, Momo's mother divorced him. But then his mother remarried and gave birth to a young son, and his stepfather treated Momo very badly."
When Luo Xi heard this, her hands clenched tightly into fists.He looked back at Lin Zimo who was curled up on the bed in the room, and his heart ached more and more.
Yuan Ji couldn't help but sighed: "Momo is a very poor child. It's not a big problem. I'll ask my classmates who are interns in the Department of Psychology and Psychology later to see if I can give him psychological counseling."
Luo Xi said sincerely: "Then please, thank you."
Yuan Ji's fierce voice came from the receiver: "What are you thanking me for? Momo is our child, and I am his mother's family. I should take care of these things. It's you..." Yuan Ji paused After a pause, the voice softened a little: "Momo is really a good kid, and I can tell...he cares about you very much. I have known him for so many years, and he has never treated others like this."
"So, even if it's only three weeks, you give
After listening to Lin Zimo's words, Luo Xi took a deep breath, and resolutely refused: "No need."
Lin Zimo turned a deaf ear, he stood up, glanced at Luo Xi's trousers with a blushing face, and found that he couldn't see anything, so he took Luo Xi's hand and walked quickly into the room.
The two of them didn't speak any more along the way, Luo Xi let Lin Zimo drag him, and obediently followed him back to the room.
As a result, as soon as he entered the room, Lin Zimo locked the door with his backhand, and directly pressed Luo Xi against the wall beside the door.He is quite a bit shorter than Luo Xi, and in this posture, it is as if Luo Xi is standing against the wall and he bumps into the other's arms.
In fact, Lin Zimo himself was not much better, he was trembling with excitement, Luo Xi because of what happened to him, made Lin Zimo more excited than anything else.Does this mean that Luo Xi is still somewhat interested in him?
Lin Zimo raised his head, took a deep look at Luo Xi, and then slowly squatted down.
Luo Xi was so startled that his pupils shrank suddenly. He grabbed Lin Zimo's wrist and pulled him up from the ground, breathing heavily: "Momo!"
Lin Zimo was a little embarrassed at first, but he thought of doing this on a whim. Now seeing Luo Xi's attitude, he felt uneasy and frustrated, and lowered his eyes in grievance: "What are you doing so fiercely? It hasn't started yet."
Luo Xi held Lin Zimo's two wrists with one hand, and seemed to be really angry.He took a deep breath, and his voice was serious like never before: "Why do you do this for me."
Lin Zimo's wrist hurt a little from being pinched, he struggled uncomfortably, and Luo Xi restrained him even harder.Seeing Luo Xi looking at him with a serious and upright face, he was also a little annoyed: "Just do what you want, there are so many reasons. You are already like this, what's wrong with me helping you?"
Luo Xi's tone slowed down a little: "I really don't need you to do this for me. I've wronged you so much. Besides, we just fell in love, and it shouldn't be like this."
Lin Zimo glanced at his lips unhappily: "What is there to be wronged? We are in a relationship, I will help you, I am willing. And," when he said this, he forcefully broke away from Luo Xi's hand, and put Unbuttoning the shirt one by one from top to bottom, she smiled at Luo Xi and blinked frivolously: "I still have something on my body that can help you, do you want to try it?"
Lin Zimo quickly unbuttoned all the buttons on his upper body. Seeing that he was about to touch his pants again, Luo Xi immediately grabbed his hands.Lin Zimo withdrew his hand vigorously again and took a step back, but because of his unsteady balance, he staggered and fell directly on the bed behind him.Luo Xi quickly wanted to help Lin Zimo, but ended up getting entangled with his feet and fell into the bed.
After a while of dizziness, Lin Zimo came back to his senses, and found that Luo Xi put his hands on his head, and the whole person was lying on his body, looking at him with some astonishment.
Lin Zimo didn't expect things to turn out like this, so he said in a daze, "Brother Xi, are you... ready to move me?"
Luo Xi didn't get up from Lin Zimo immediately, but just kept staring into Lin Zimo's eyes.Seeing that Luo Xi didn't reject him immediately, Lin Zimo was secretly happy, and put his hands around Luo Xi's thin waist dishonestly.
The moment Lin Zimo stretched out his hand, Luo Xi grabbed the other's wrist, raised the man's arm and fixed it above his head.
Lin Zimo was stunned: "So you like this kind of stuff? I can do it."
Luo Xi's hand is not loose for a while, nor is it not loose.He didn't want Lin Zimo to have strange misunderstandings, and he didn't want Lin Zimo to attack him suddenly.
Lin Zimo was also very uncomfortable being dragged by Luo Xi, he sighed a little depressed, his voice was aggrieved and helpless: "Brother, if you are not willing to do this, I am so unattractive to you."
Luo Xi was taken aback when he heard this, and let go of Lin Zimo's hand.
He sat up, pulled Lin Zimo up as well, and fastened the loose buttons of the other party one by one, with a very tight voice: "Are you attractive to me? Just now when you sat on my lap , don't you feel it?"
Luo Xi looked away, and curled his fingers very hard: "I can't just treat anyone like that just now." In other words, it was the first time he lost his composure.
It's rare for Luo Xi to speak so bluntly, and his ears turned red when he said this.
Lin Zimo blinked and froze for a while, his face also slowly turned red.He bit his lips embarrassingly, and was about to speak, when Luo Xi suddenly pulled him into his arms, and kissed his soft hair forcefully: "Momo, you are fine."
Lin Zimo's eyes widened slightly because of surprise, and after a long time, he slowly wrapped his arms around Luo Xi's back, his voice trembling: "Luo Xi, it's too foul for you to behave like this."
Luo Xi patted him on the back lightly, and said very seriously: "Momo, you are very attractive to me." He thought for a while, and added solemnly: "No, to be precise, it is you who deeply attracted me."
Lin Zimo lay on Luo Xi's shoulder, and after hearing this, he was stunned for a moment, and for some reason, his eyes turned red.
It seemed that no one had ever seriously said such a thing to him.His parents hated him very much, and he always felt that he was a mistake that shouldn't exist. With him like this, can Luo Xi really make Luo Xi stop, and make the other party willing to give him some attention?
Lin Zimo buried his face in Luo Xi's shoulder. After a while, he raised his head and smiled sincerely at Luo Xi: "Brother Xi, thank you."
As a result, Luo Xi glanced at him, pursed his mouth into a straight line, and said forcefully: "Don't say such outrageous things to me."
Lin Zimo smiled, hugged Luo Xi's arm, and sat next to each other very attached.
Neither of them spoke for a while, Lin Zimo played with Luo Xi's slender fingers, and suddenly asked softly: "Luo Xi, am I a good Momo?"
Luo Xi held Lin Zimo's hand back, with a slight smile in his voice: "Well, you are a very good Momo." How could this man even speak so cutely.
Listening to Luo Xi's gentle and patient voice, Lin Zimo's nose felt sore.It's obviously only a three-week limited couple, why should you treat him so well.
Such a good Luo Xi would make him reluctant to let go.
Lin Zimo has always been like this, as long as someone treats him a little better, he can't wait to dedicate all of himself to the other party, cut out a beating heart in his chest, and happily hold it in the palm of his hand. other side.
Now Lin Zimo really wants to do the most intimate thing with Luo Xi.He thought with some sadness in his heart that he should be happy to do whatever Luo Xi wants to do to him now.There were only three weeks between them.
It's a pity that Luo Xi doesn't seem to be very willing.
In the end, Lin Zimo just pursed his lips and smiled, revealing two shallow dimples: "Luo Xi, kiss me, okay? I want you to kiss me. If you don't want to kiss, you can kiss anywhere else." .”
Looking at Lin Zimo's somewhat lonely smile, Luo Xi felt confused.
Originally, he just wanted to proceed step by step with Lin Zimo, and wanted to have a normal relationship with him. He didn't want everything to be based on the basis of being a friend.
But Luo Xi also discovered that Lin Zimo really needs a lot in terms of physical contact.The other party is like suffering from skin hunger/thirst, wanting intimate contact all the time.
In addition to Lin Zimo's erroneous perception of love, he also seems to be very insecure and desperately needs the affirmation of others.
The other party does not seem to be as optimistic and powerful as it seems on the surface.
In fact, Luo Xi wanted to kiss Lin Zimo very much, and was also very happy to do intimate things with him.He just felt that everything should be done in an orderly and normal way.He wanted to cherish Lin Zimo well, and didn't want the other party to hand him over to him carelessly.
But when Luo Xi saw Lin Zimo's obedient and expectant look with his eyes downcast, there would always be a delicate pain in his heart.That kind of feeling made Luo Xi just want to hold the other party in his arms, breaking all principles and plans, loving and cherishing him desperately.
In the end, Luo Xi hugged Lin Zimo to her lap, and kissed him lightly on the cheek.
Lin Zimo raised his round eyes, a look of surprise and a little shyness flashed in his eyes.Luo Xi hugged him tightly, and then kissed Lin Zimo's forehead softly, followed by the high bridge of the nose, and finally the pair of uneasy blinking eyes.
Lin Zimo bit his lip, raised his face to accept Luo Xi's kiss, feeling aggrieved and satisfied at the same time.
At this moment, his cell phone rang inappropriately.
Lin Zimo put his arms around Luo Xi's shoulders, and threw his phone on the bed impatiently.
As a result, after a while, the text message notification tone on the mobile phone rang one after another, as if urging Lin Zimo to check the information.
Luo Xi stretched out his long arms, took the phone over and handed it to Lin Zimo, stroking his head: "Reply in time if you have any news."
Lin Zimo unlocked the screen of his phone, and saw that the message from Xu Zijing swiped the screen.
The other party seemed extremely urgent: Zimo, come down, there is something urgent!
Seeing that Lin Zimo didn't reply, Xu Zijing sent several more urging messages.
Xu Zijing's style of doing things has always been quite safe, and sending this kind of news may really be something urgent, Lin Zimo immediately stood up, and said to Luo Xi: "The squad leader has something to do with me, I'll go down."
Luo Xi nodded: "Then I'll take a shower, and you call me when you finish talking."
Lin Zimo responded, and was about to turn around, but Luo Xi gently grabbed his wrist again: "Wait."
Luo Xi straightened the collar of Lin Zimo's shirt carefully, then brought her large coat and put it on Lin Zimo, and finally touched Lin Zimo's face lightly, with a voice of pampering that she didn't even notice : "Go."
Lin Zimo wrapped his clothes tightly, and Luo Xi's breath surrounded him all at once.He blushed and nodded, and went out briskly.
He really wanted to stay with Luo Xi forever.
When Lin Zimo came to the corridor, Xu Zijing sent another message: "Zimo, is Luo Xi by your side?"
Lin Zimo didn't think much, and replied: "No, I've come down alone, where are you?" He felt that the typing communication was too slow, and Xu Zijing always couldn't get the point, so he directly broadcast the voice Call over.
As a result, Xu Zijing didn't answer, hung up on him immediately, and sent another message: "It's not convenient for me to answer the phone right now, I'm at the innermost side of the corridor on the first floor, come here quickly."
It was rare for Xu Zijing to be so abnormal, Lin Zimo was afraid that something serious happened to him, so he trotted all the way to the corridor on the first floor.
It's almost ten o'clock in the evening, but there is no one on the first floor, all kinds of game facilities have stopped operating, and his group of classmates are also missing.
Seeing such a scene, Lin Zimo felt a little uneasy. He quickened his pace, came to the corner of the corridor on the first floor, and called tentatively: "Squad leader?"
At the next moment, Lin Zimo felt a sudden strong attack from behind, and a hand pushed hard on his back, pushing him into a door.
The field of vision suddenly fell into a boundless darkness.
Lin Zimo heard the sound of the door being locked.
His mind went blank for a moment, and he realized that he had been pushed into a dark room and locked inside.
In this room, you can't see your fingers, and there is no light at all. Lin Zimo saw the dense darkness in front of him, and felt unprecedented suffocation in an instant.
An unfamiliar environment, a room without a ray of light.
At this moment, a strong dizziness and a burst of pain in his chest made Lin Zimo almost fall to the ground, and the stress reaction, accompanied by boundless fear, swept towards him mercilessly.
Lin Zimo closed his eyes tightly, forcing himself not to look at the darkness. At the same time, he comforted himself with some despair, it's okay, it's just the darkness, there is nothing else in this room, so it's not enough to be completely stressed, it's not enough. As for being so bad...
But the psychological suggestion was in vain. The ghost that chased him for several years when he was young began to appear in front of Lin Zimo's eyes little by little. Amidst the sharp tinnitus, Lin Zimo heard slow and heavy footsteps, In the next moment, the gangster with the knife seemed to be standing in front of him again——
Lin Zimo bit his lips almost bleeding, he tried his best to control his urge to scream, looking for the mobile phone dropped in the chaos just now with trembling hands, muttering: "Brother Xi, Xi elder brother……"
Under the strong stress/reaction, Lin Zimo's mind was a little unconscious, but in a trance, he kept repeating a name deep in his heart.
Luo Xi.
These two words seemed to be his final salvation, supporting him to grope the ground inch by inch with trembling hands, looking for the phone.
As long as he finds the phone, everything will be fine, Luo Xi will definitely come to rescue him, Lin Zimo breathed heavily, and repeated in his heart over and over again.
……
After Luo Xi took a shower, while wiping her wet/damp hair with a towel, she picked up her phone and unlocked it to check.
Although he had turned his phone's notification volume to the maximum when he was taking a shower, Luo Xi's mouth still twitched imperceptibly when he saw the empty phone screen with no notifications.
It's okay for Lin Zimo to chat with the monitor of his class, but it's been 10 minutes, so it shouldn't be too much to call and ask, right?
Luo Xi thought for a second expressionlessly, then quickly pressed the dial button.
To his surprise, Lin Zimo never answered the phone after he played it several times.
Luo Xi frowned, he was keenly aware that something was wrong.
He immediately called Xu Zijing.
The person on the other side immediately picked up, with a flattered voice: "Brother Xi, why did you call me?"
Luo Xi's voice was a little heavy: "Is Momo staying with you now?"
Xu Zijing's tone was very confused: "Zimo? No? I'm in the room now, Yurou and the others are also here, and we're playing cards. What's wrong with Zimo?"
Luo Xi paused for a moment, then asked again: "In your group, has anyone used your mobile phone just now?"
Xu Zijing moved from the noisy room to the corridor: "Just now Qiao Zhuang said that his mobile phone was out of battery, so he borrowed my phone to use it. It's disappointing to say that, the first floor just lost power, and all the game facilities can't be played , Qiao Zhuang suggested that it’s better to go upstairs to play cards. But later he said he didn’t feel well and went back to his room. What’s wrong? Is there something wrong with Zimo? I asked him to play cards just now and he didn’t reply..."
Before Xu Zijing finished speaking, Luo Xi had already hung up the phone.He pushed open the door and rushed downstairs without even waiting for the elevator.
If he guessed correctly, Qiao Zhuang should have borrowed Xu Zijing's cell phone and used Lin Zimo's trust in the squad leader to trick him out.
The second and third floors are all guest rooms, so it would be difficult to do something to cover people's eyes and ears. However, the electricity on the first floor happened to be switched off at this time, and the other party's purpose was obvious.
Thinking of this, Luo Xi clenched her fists tightly, her knuckles were so hard that they turned pale.In any case, Lin Zimo's current situation is very dangerous.
……
Lin Zimo curled up in the corner of the dark room with his mobile phone in his arms.
Just now his mobile phone rang, and he mobilized all his courage and willpower to continue groping on the ground. Perhaps it was God's mercy, and he finally found his only life-saving straw.
Lin Zimo tried to answer with trembling fingers, but the screen was pitch black and shattered into snowflakes, no matter how hard he pressed it, there was no response.The person who pushed him in just now trampled his cell phone hard and kicked it to the corner of the wall.
The bell rang intermittently because of the damage to the sound hole, Lin Zimo trembled all over, and tapped the screen vigorously, his eyes gradually turned red.
"Luo Xi..."
Lin Zimo wrapped the coat that belonged to Luo Xi tightly on his body, twisted the fabric unconsciously with his fingers, and muttered "Luo Xi".
This name is like his last talisman, giving him the only belief to keep going, so that he will not be swallowed up by the boundless fear.
Luo Xi must be calling him.But he couldn't pick it up.
The phone rang again half-deadly for a while, and finally the room returned to silence, and a needle could be heard.
Lin Zimo bit his lip and stared at the phone screen without blinking.
The stress reaction made him paranoid and out of control, he just firmly believed in his heart that Luo Xi was waiting for him to answer the phone.
But the phone didn't ring again.
It was because he failed to answer the phone immediately, so Luo Xi didn't want him anymore.
It's all his fault.
Lin Zimo was stunned for two seconds in the dark, and tears suddenly fell down in an instant.
Lin Hai's cursing gradually became clear in his mind, like countless sharp knives, piercing him with a splitting headache.He couldn't help hugging his head, and kept murmuring: "Brother Xi doesn't want me anymore... They all gave up on me... It's all my fault, I don't deserve it..."
Lin Zimo didn't even know what was real and what was illusory, he suddenly seemed to have returned to the night when he was five years old.On that day, he was killed by the gangsters who broke into his house because of an unforgivable mistake.
All emotions crashed down on Lin Zimo like a tsunami out of control. Fear, sadness, self-blame, regret, he shivered and curled up by the door, covering his face with his hands.
——If everything is fate, let him die in the darkness he deserves.
But at this time, there was a loud bang, and the door beside him was suddenly knocked open with a strong force.
Lin Zimo raised his head in disbelief, and saw Luo Xi standing at the exit of the boundless darkness.The other party looked anxious and slightly out of breath, but the moment those dark and deep eyes looked at him, it was like a lamp that was suddenly lit in the mountains, and it brightened up in an instant.
Behind Luo Xi, there is a warm and dazzling light, enough to illuminate the entire dark night.
……
There is a deep corridor on the first floor of the party hall, and there are various game rooms on both sides of the corridor.Because of the power outage, these game rooms are empty and a bit gloomy.
Luo Xi searched every room, but did not find Lin Zimo.He still insisted on calling Lin Zimo, but the phone of the other party was completely turned off.
Luo Xi was very anxious, at this moment, he suddenly saw a thin figure flashing past the window in the deepest part of the corridor.If he read correctly, that person was Qiao Zhuang.
Luo Xi immediately ran to the window, and was about to jump over the window to chase after him. At this moment, he keenly noticed that something was wrong in the small room by the window.
The doors of all the rooms on the first floor are open, except for this room, the door is locked.The first floor is full of game rooms. Because of a temporary power outage, the room was full of playing guests a few minutes ago, so it is impossible to lock it so quickly.In other words, it was impossible to lock this one room alone.
Combined with Qiao Zhuang's sudden appearance just now, Luo Xi understood eight points in his heart.
Anger engulfed him like a flood, Luo Xi didn't care about other things, she made a clever move with her sideways foot, directly removed the door lock, and broke into the room.
Luo Xi saw Lin Zimo curled up in the corner by the door with his knees hugged, his coat tightly wrapped around him.
The other party hung his head, his light brown hair drooping listlessly, like a small animal abandoned on a rainy day, helpless and pitiful.
Luo Xi stepped forward quickly, knelt down in front of Lin Zimo, his voice trembling: "Momo! How are you? Did you get hurt?" He wasn't sure if Lin Zimo was in this room. Nothing happened.
After a while, Lin Zimo slowly raised his head.His face was as white as paper, his round eyes were staring, and his lips were trembling with fright.
The warm light of the emergency light in the corridor slowly shone into the room, and Lin Zimo's out-of-focus eyes gradually regained their light. He stared blankly at Luo Xi for two seconds, bit his lip at last, and covered his eyes with his arms , shoulders shrugged slightly.
Looking at Lin Zimo's appearance, Luo Xi felt as if a knife had been stabbed in his heart, and felt a sharp pain.He hugged Lin Zimo into his arms, his voice was deep, even hoarse: "It's okay, Momo, it's okay, I'm here."
Luo Xi hugged Lin Zimo very tightly, as if she was protecting her only treasure in the world.
Lin Zimo buried his head in Luo Xi's arms. He held on to Luo Xi's shirt tightly. After a long time, he said in a low voice with tears: "It's so dark. Brother Xi, it's so dark here. I'm afraid, I'm afraid." Afraid……"
Luo Xi took Lin Zimo back to the apartment near the school.
Along the way, Lin Zimo hid in Luo Xi's arms like an ostrich, no matter how Luo Xi comforted him, he refused to raise his head.
Luo Xi had no choice but to hug Lin Zimo tightly, and gently patted his back with his hands.After a while, Luo Xi noticed that Lin Zimo was trembling slightly and kept rubbing against him.He raised his hand and touched Lin Zimo's forehead, feeling hot.
Lin Zimo was so burned that he couldn't figure out what to do. He grabbed Luo Xi's lapel tightly with his hands, and whispered repeatedly in his mouth: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry...it's all my fault. Please don't want me..."
Looking at Lin Zimo's appearance, Luo Xi realized that something was wrong.Lin Zimo's reaction was not a normal fright, but rather... like some kind of stress reaction.
After being severely traumatized, a person will have a stress response with a certain probability, and the most common manifestation of post-traumatic stress response is to repeat the original actions and emotions after receiving similar stimuli.
At a loss, Luo Xi hugged Lin Zimo tightly in her arms, let him rest his head on his shoulder, and then leaned over to kiss him on the forehead, wishing to show all his tenderness to love him the person in front of you.
——such a good Momo, he didn't take good care of her, and even made people cry.
His baby was bullied.
Thinking of this, Luo Xi's heart ached beyond measure.
After a while, the car stopped at the door of the apartment building. Luo Xi carried Lin Zimo into his arms and put him on the bed in his room.
The family doctor arrived soon, gave Lin Zimo a fever-reducing injection and prescribed medicine.
The doctor called Luo Xi to the living room, and said worriedly: "His symptoms are not ordinary fever, but more like a strong stress reaction. Did your boyfriend have any bad experiences in his early years, or in other words, some major trauma?"
Luo Xi pursed her lips, her voice was a little heavy: "I don't really understand."
The doctor asked again: "Do you know what is the direct cause of his stress today?"
Luo Xi clenched her fists, her eyes were piercingly cold: "He was maliciously locked in a dark room."
The doctor nodded: "If this is the case, my guess is that the dark phobia induced by post-traumatic stress disorder, he is not very old, he should have encountered similar situations in childhood, such as confinement, or Occasional incidents such as burglary at night. My suggestion is to take him to see a psychiatrist. It is not recommended that you take the initiative to ask about this experience, which may irritate him. However, if he trusts you enough, it is not ruled out that he will The possibility of taking the initiative to talk to you."
Luo Xi's face became darker the more he heard, thanked the doctor, and closed the door.
When he returned to the room, he was surprised to see Lin Zimo standing barefoot at the door of the room, biting his lip and staring at him without blinking.
Luo Xi hurriedly stepped forward, picked him up and stuffed him back under the quilt: "Why are you up? You have a fever, you'll catch a cold."
Lin Zimo held Luo Xi's hand very hard, and his voice sounded cautious: "Luo Xi, don't go. Did you not want me just now?"
Luo Xi was stunned for a moment, took off his coat and went to bed, hugged Lin Zimo in his arms, and kissed him on the side of the cheek: "Momo is so nice, why am I not willing?"
Lin Zimo was dizzy from the fever. He hugged Luo Xi's waist tightly, buried his head on Luo Xi's chest, and stopped talking.
Luo Xi just raised her hand to run along Lin Zimo's soft hair.
After a long time, Lin Zimo said again: "Because I'm very bad, I'm annoying, and I don't deserve anything." He raised his head from Luo Xi's arms and opened his eyes wide open. With gleaming almond eyes, he looked into Luo Xi's eyes awkwardly: "Brother Xi, I didn't mean to not answer your phone call, so don't be angry and don't want me, okay?"
Luo Xi looked at Lin Zimo's uneasy appearance, and felt pain in his heart.He hugged Lin Zimo on his lap and sat, touching his face, his eyes were full of gentle light: "Why am I angry? Your mobile phone is broken." When he said this, his arms were even tighter. He tightened up, and his tone was full of guilt: "I'm sorry, I didn't take good care of you and made you so sad."
Because of the high fever and stress reaction, Lin Zimo's face was blushing, and his thinking was ignorant. His whole state was as unstable as a hangover.
He was silent for a while, and suddenly seemed to remember something, lowered his eyes, curled his mouth and wanted to cry: "My phone is broken..."
Luo Xi hurriedly snorted, took out the phone card that he had picked up on the ground from his pocket, and put it in Lin Zimo's hand: "If it breaks, buy a new one. What kind of card does Momo want?"
Lin Zimo didn't answer him, and continued to bow his head sadly: "I don't want a new phone. I have a picture of my boyfriend in my phone, but now it's gone..."
Hearing this, Luo Xi's heart softened, as if being stepped on by the soft paws of a small animal, feeling crisp and itchy.
He picked up his phone, ordered a phone of the same model as Lin Zimo's before, called City Express, comforted Lin Zimo and said, "It's okay, you can take as many photos as you want for me."
Lin Zimo nodded half-understood, the antipyretic injection seemed to have finally worked, and he fell asleep not long after.
Lin Zimo slept very restlessly, he frowned, and held Luo Xi's hand tightly, refusing to let go for a moment.
Luo Xi simply lay down too, rubbed her into her arms, stroked Lin Zimo's soft hair one by one, and leaned over to kiss Lin Zimo's frowning brows.Lin Zimo whispered intermittently in his sleep, calling Luo Xi's name.
Every time Lin Zimo yelled, Luo Xi would respond to him softly.In the end, Lin Zimo's eyebrows stretched, he slowly calmed down, closed his eyes, the blush on his face was still there, he looked cute and pitiful.
Seeing him like this, Luo Xi finally breathed a sigh of relief.At this moment, his cell phone rang suddenly.
Luo Xi hurriedly pressed the mute button, picked up the phone and looked, it was Song Jun calling.
Luo Xi went to the living room lightly and picked up the phone.
Song Jun's excited voice came from the other side of the phone: "Brother Xi, I have found the source of those posts that slandered my sister-in-law in the campus forum! There is a man named Qiao Zhuang in the Spanish class of grade 17 who has been at odds with his sister-in-law all the time." To deal with it, he gave those people money to spread rumors in forums and splash dirty water everywhere."
Luo Xi was not surprised by this result, and said in a cold tone, "You feed back the screenshots of the key information to the Academic Affairs Office, and I will handle the rest." Qiao Zhuang is still able to speak if he is punished.In addition, the cooperation between Qiao's group and his family is also avoided.
Song Jun responded, and said, "And, brother Xi, I have more exciting material here, and I sent you the link, take a look."
Luo Xi switched back to the dialog box with Song Jun on the phone, and saw that Song Jun had sent him a link to the forum.
Luo Xi clicked in, and found that it was a themed post. The poster was a sophomore girl from the School of Foreign Languages. She accused Qiao Zhuang and his boyfriend of going out to rent a room many times. There was a picture under the text. She was the one who caught him on the spot. Photo.In the picture, Qiao Zhuang is not wearing any clothes, except for his face, everything else has been coded.What's even more disgusting is that there are more than two people in the photo.
Song Jun on the other end of the phone grinned: "Now this post is the number one on the homepage of the forum, and all the groups have gone crazy. According to the rules, this post must be against the rules, but the administrator just asked me for a private chat. Let me ask you, will this be deleted or not?"
Luo Xi raised his tone slightly: "You don't need to delete it, just hang it there. Doesn't he like dancing? Let him dance to his heart's content in front of the whole school."
After hanging up the phone, Luo Xi thought for a while, then asked Xiao Yao for Yuan Ji's WeChat, and made a voice call.
It took a long time for Yuan Ji to pick up the call. As soon as the call was connected, there was a reproachful voice from the microphone: "Don't make trouble, I'll answer the call, you get off of me first!"
Luo Xi was silent for two seconds, then said lightly: "...Xiao Yao is beside you?"
Yuan Ji said lazily: "That's right. On the big weekend, what else can you do if you don't do i? Eldest young master, you want my contact information so late and you still call me, isn't it because you have a crush on me?" Huh! Xiao Yao!" There was another noise on the phone, as if Xiao Yao rushed over again, barking wildly.
If Luo Xi hadn't known about it, she would have thought that Yuan Ji's family had raised a particularly annoying big golden retriever.
After a while, Yuan Ji seemed to have gone to another room, and the surroundings suddenly became quiet, Luo Xi then said: "About Momo, I want to ask you something." He told what happened tonight, and Lin Zimo told Yuan Ji all about his reaction.
Yuan Ji didn't speak for a long time.It wasn't until Luo Xi looked down at the phone screen to confirm whether the connection was disconnected that Yuan Ji's angry voice came from the other side of the phone: "How can you let that bitch bully our children!" He rarely When she was so angry, she wished she could rush out of the phone and grab Luo Xi's collar: "Where is Momo now? I'll go there right away!"
Luo Xi said: "Calm down. He is in my apartment now. He just had a fever-reducing injection and has already fallen asleep. You don't need to come over." His breath was a little heavy: "With me here, nothing will happen to him. .This time... I was negligent."
After a long time, Yuan Ji took a deep breath and seemed to calm down a bit: "According to his symptoms, my guess is also a dark phobia induced by traumatic stress disorder. I didn't know that Momo had this problem. It's well hidden, and even I don't know about it at all. But I do understand the situation in Momo's family. He will suffer from dark phobia, and it has something to do with his father."
Yuan Ji told Luo Xi about Lin Zimo's family situation and what happened to him when he was a child.
Luo Xi's voice was very sluggish: "Lin Hai beats him often?"
Yuan Ji said helplessly: "There is a very long scar under Momo's forehead. It seems that when he was five years old, his father pushed him, and his leather watch was cut by a sharp object. That force/person After doing a lot of bad things, Momo's mother divorced him. But then his mother remarried and gave birth to a young son, and his stepfather treated Momo very badly."
When Luo Xi heard this, her hands clenched tightly into fists.He looked back at Lin Zimo who was curled up on the bed in the room, and his heart ached more and more.
Yuan Ji couldn't help but sighed: "Momo is a very poor child. It's not a big problem. I'll ask my classmates who are interns in the Department of Psychology and Psychology later to see if I can give him psychological counseling."
Luo Xi said sincerely: "Then please, thank you."
Yuan Ji's fierce voice came from the receiver: "What are you thanking me for? Momo is our child, and I am his mother's family. I should take care of these things. It's you..." Yuan Ji paused After a pause, the voice softened a little: "Momo is really a good kid, and I can tell...he cares about you very much. I have known him for so many years, and he has never treated others like this."
"So, even if it's only three weeks, you give
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