This time she confesses

Although Kan Guangqin is not pedantic, he can also teach children to do the right thing. Hearing what Ke Qingyun said, he couldn't help frowning, "You are too rude."

When Ke Qingyun didn't know that she liked girls, Kan Guangqin told her when she talked about relationship issues. Girls should protect themselves in the relationship between men and women. Later, when they knew that their daughters were not interested in men, they often told them that girls are delicate and sensitive. Be gentle, steady, magnanimous, broad-minded, tolerant of each other, and don't hurt others. If you are in the mother's heart, you will not be a fragile girl.

"..." Ke Qingyun took the spoon from Kan Guangqin, "Mom, I'll do it myself."

Kan Guangqin stood aside watching Ke Qingyun serve the meal, and sighed slightly, "I wish you had studied liberal arts back then."

Ke Qingyun turned his head, not understanding: "Science is not bad."

"Science is also good." Kan Guangqin said: "But girls who study liberal arts are more bookish, and those who speak and act softly will be more attractive to girls."

Ke Qingyun heard the meaning behind the words, bowed his head and laughed, "Mom, I'm single and it doesn't matter what subject I choose."

Kan Guangqin raised his eyes, raised his chin with one hand, watched Ke Qingyun eat, and smiled when he watched Ke Qingyun. Her daughter is certainly excellent, and her appearance is considered to be the best among the girls, but why is she rushing to thirty? Never talked about love.

In the past, she thought it was because of her gender, but after Ke Qingyun said "I prefer to be close to girls", there was still no movement in the past few years.

Liking girls is a foregone conclusion. After getting married and having children, I have nothing to do with Ke Qingyun, and Kan Guangqin doesn't expect it, but I also hope that there will be someone around Ke Qingyun. Humans are social animals, and there are people around. , I can chat at any rate, where itches, I can also be scratched by someone, and I can have someone to discuss with when encountering major issues.

Always alone, the mother looked on, feeling desolate and panicked.

"You like girls, don't you feel embarrassed to say it?" After all, those who like the same sex are a minority, Ke Qingyun has many thoughts, and Kan Guangqin is worried that she has concerns in her heart.

Ke Qingyun: "What are you embarrassed to say?"

"Then have you said it outside?"

Ke Qingyun paused with his fingers, raised his head and rolled his eyes, and said slowly: "This kind of thing needs to be discussed after meeting someone you like. If you tell other people, they won't understand."

"Well, that's what I mean." Kan Guangqin said: "Girls are thin-skinned and less proactive, but someone has to pierce the window paper first, otherwise it would be a pity."

Ke Qingyun could hear it, and smiled lowly, "Mom, what exactly do you want to say?"

Kan Guangqin snorted, stared helplessly at Ke Qingyun, then raised her chin and pointed to the bedroom, "Jing Huan is the little girl in the photo, right?"

"...Well." Ke Qingyun was eating, so he answered vaguely.

Kan Guangqin lowered her head, laughed, and sighed, "It's really a girl's eighteenth change. If it wasn't for Xiaojing looking for me that day, the weird atmosphere between you, I really didn't dare to think about it."

"In fact, she hasn't changed much." Ke Qingyun said lightly.

Kan Guangqin: "Then what's going on with you now?"

"What's the matter?"

Kan Guangqin patted Ke Qingyun, "Don't pretend to be like mom."

Ke Qingyun pursed her lips, "Let me eat first."

Kan Guangqin frowned, pondered for a moment, and had to nod to admit: "Yes, compared with Xiaojing, you are a little older, but everything else is fine. What's more, he is older, has more experience, and knows how to take care of others."

This tone was like introducing a blind date, picking and choosing the advantages and disadvantages, Ke Qingyun coughed lightly, "Mom, I'm already this old, let me handle the relationship matters by myself."

"If you can really handle it well, you'll still be single for so many years." Kan Guangqin sighed, "I don't care about you, you'll probably be alone in your forties."

Ke Qingyun smiled wryly, "Didn't I really pick it up?"

"Don't talk nonsense, I'll tell you the business." Kan Guangqin had his own concerns: "Xiaojing is my student, so I don't care about your affairs, but you have to understand that feelings are not like your mathematical, physical and chemical formulas. Too rational and rigid, you have to learn to be flexible occasionally, sometimes you are too right about things and wrong about people."

Ke Qingyun had almost eaten, got up and began to clean up the dishes, "I will pay attention to it in the future, Mom, don't worry about it."

Kan Guangqin looked at Ke Qingyun's back, then at the closed bedroom door, shook his head, and sighed softly.

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Jing Huan didn't sleep very well in the bedroom, and kept moaning and moaning, but didn't wake up. Ke Qingyun stayed in the bedroom until it was almost early morning, when Kan Guangqin called him away, "It's too late, you should go to sleep too, don't stay in the small room. Jing bedroom, let her have a good rest."

"Yeah." Ke Qingyun looked at the person on the bed worriedly, put the water on the head of the bed, and tucked the corner of the quilt before leaving.

After three o'clock in the night, Ke Qingyun was awakened by the sound of flushing water. He opened his eyes and was stunned for a moment. He hurriedly turned over and got up. Jing Huan had just finished vomiting, and his stomach was finally not so uncomfortable. He supported the sink with both hands, rinsed his mouth, looked up Looking at himself in the mirror, he froze.

This is not where I live.

"Are you feeling better? Are you still dizzy?" The door was ajar, and Ke Qingyun raised his hand and knocked on the bathroom door, "I'm coming in."

Jing Huan was startled, turned her head quickly, and saw Ke Qingyun approaching her with hot water in her hand: "Drink some hot water, and your stomach will feel better."

"Where is this?" She was almost sober, but Jing Huan didn't know where she was now.

Ke Qingyun said: "My family."

"Where's Si Yao?" Jing Huan raised his eyes, with some confusion in his eyes, and opened his mouth to ask.

The person who took care of most of the night woke up with someone else's name on his mouth, Ke Qingyun's face changed immediately, his fingers tightly held the water glass, and his tone was a bit stiff: "I don't know."

Jing Huan was slightly taken aback, then lowered his head and reached into his pocket to touch the phone, but there was nothing there, so he looked up at Ke Qingyun again.

"Your phone is turned off." Ke Qingyun rolled his eyes, "The charging cable is different, so it won't be able to charge your phone."

Jing Huan said oh, blinked her eyes, remembering that before the dinner, Si Yao told her that if it ended early, the two of them would go to the night market to eat something, but why are they at Ke Qingyun's house now, her mobile phone is still turned off, Si Yao If Yao couldn't get in touch with her, he must be in a hurry.

"Then I'll go back." Jing Huan said.

Ke Qingyun reached out and grabbed Jing Huan's arm, turned sideways to block her, "It's so late, the temperature outside is very low now, you can sleep here and go back tomorrow morning."

"No need." Jing Huan withdrew his hand, bowed his head politely, and walked around Ke Qingyun: "Excuse me."

"Are you still angry with me?" Ke Qingyun turned around and stared at Jing Huan with burning eyes. Although she was very polite to herself before, at least she could talk well. This time was different, she didn't even want to look at herself .

Jing Huan stopped holding the doorknob, turned her head to look at Ke Qingyun, "Why am I angry?" No matter how she appeared in Ke Qingyun's house, now that she is awake, if she leaves, she will not continue to cause trouble to others. Normal practice.

Ke Qingyun: "I was in the hospital that day—"

"Mr. Ke, you're thinking too much." Upon hearing the word "hospital", Jing Huan had a headache, took a breath, and met Ke Qingyun's gaze: "It was indeed my mistake that caused Ms. Su's accident, You're not wrong, and you don't have to tell me sorry so many times."

Ke Qingyun pursed her lips, but she was speechless. These days, no matter whether she apologized in person or sent a text message, Jing Huan always used this kind of rhetoric. The most powerless thing was that she couldn't find any words to refute.

Seeing Ke Qingyun's frowning, Jing Huan let go of the doorknob. After so many things happened, she was relieved, "Mr. Ke, I know you have a kind heart, you are kind to everyone, and you don't refuse to anyone." , but I've really let go of that matter, you don't have to feel ashamed because you rejected me all the time, take special care of me and appear to be very concerned."

"Appears to be very concerned? Do you think that my concern for you is just pretending to you?" Ke Qingyun completely felt the feeling of coldness in his heart.

Jing Huan raised his eyes: "To be honest, I don't know. I can't even tell the truth from every word and smile you say now. You keep saying sorry and don't blame me for what happened to Su Yanxin, but you ask yourself, Do you really not blame me? I let your work go wrong, let your boss’s daughter go to the hospital, and made your image in the hearts of the leaders discounted. The moment you saw me in the hospital, you were not angry or anything!”

"I didn't!" Ke Qingyun retorted. She was angry and anxious at the time, but what she was angry about was the incident itself, not a specific person.

But this is meaningless to Jing Huan. From the beginning to the end, they care about different points. It seems that people in two channels can't connect together. Ke Qingyun thought she was angry because of the hospital incident. , I feel that my tone is too heavy and I apologize frequently, but I am not. That incident can only be regarded as a fuse, which makes Jing Huan see more clearly. The most important thing is that feelings cannot tolerate sand, and the individual is the first, and it cannot be shared with others.

She is an ordinary person, without the aura of a protagonist. When encountering things and people that make her feel uncomfortable, fleeing is her instinct. Jing Huan should not let herself be in such a situation of worrying about gains and losses, "That's not important anymore."

Ke Qingyun's heart seemed to be tightly gripped by something, and it was difficult to even breathe. She wanted to stop Jing Huan from speaking, but her sharp and reproachful eyes blocked her mouth, preventing her from opening.

"At that time, I was young and had little knowledge. You suddenly appeared. Your appearance, knowledge, conversation, words and deeds, all aspects attracted me and made me obsessed. Is there? I admit that I really liked you before, but now you make me feel very strange, and I can't figure it out at all. "

"You are the leader, I made mistakes in my work, you criticize me, I have no opinion, I just want to do this job well and graduate smoothly."

"..."

"You asked me before, do you still like you? My answer is, I don't like you."

"I have other people I like."

Maybe she will be as outstanding, dazzling, and eye-catching as Ke Qingyun, but she will no longer be her. In seven years, the two of them have gone farther and farther, relying on one-sided emotional output, it is too tiring to support it at all .

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