Slag Gong accuses Bai Yueguang of being chaotic and abandoned

Mo Xiaofeng's story was finished, and the lollipop in his mouth was finished.

This is the biggest secret he keeps in his heart, and with this candy, he tells it to others for the first time.

Everyone thought he was responsible for Ren Jie's death, but Mo Xiaofeng knew that what he regretted was that he had given hope to others, and he also regretted the humanity he had carried, which made his indecision kill three lives.

He should be an evil person, shouldn't have a pure heart, and should be ruthless with the scythe of death in his hand.He was afraid of becoming a murderer, afraid of falling into hell, but watched others die because of him.

This is his original crime.

Mo Xiaofeng blamed Ren Jie's guilt on himself, because he couldn't clear up his responsibility.

Do you want to tell everyone in the world that the hero you see is actually a crazy beauty who dragged me into hell because she couldn't love her?

Do you want Mo Xiaofeng to tell the bereaved couple that your daughter is a demon and a murderer?

Mo Xiaofeng couldn't do it, he couldn't atone for his sin in his whole life.

Then what kind of fucking beauty is she? She's just a mentally disabled psychopath. Let's see what kind of mess my Xiaofeng has made!

Hong Tingyun almost listened to all this with clenched fists holding back his anger, as much hatred on his face, so much pain in his heart!

Mo Xiaofeng belongs to the kind of personality that restrains emotions and is calm and analytical, but apart from these, his heart is a mess of softness.

He regarded that person as a friend, but the other party actually betrayed him!

This approach is simply tormenting Mo Xiaofeng mentally, trying to force him to death!Even if you can't kill him, you can drive him crazy, which is more painful than killing him!

That woman punished Mo Xiaofeng with her own death if she didn't get Mo Xiaofeng. She wanted to ruin Mo Xiaofeng's life!

At first, Hong Tingyun thought that it was some kind of unforgettable fairy friendship, which made Mo Xiaofeng so obsessed with Bai Yueguang, who regarded him as an imaginary enemy for so long.

A person like Mo Xiaofeng who doesn't believe in gods and Buddhas must enter every temple and worship every temple. He will get sick just by hearing the name, and even wants to "sacrifice love" to commit suicide when he sees a similar face. Hong Tingyun was really jealous at the beginning Everyone is going crazy!

The result? !

What the hell is this rival in love? It's simply an enemy!Hong Tingyun wished he could dig him out of his grave and crush him to ashes again!

What Mo Xiaofeng can't escape is not the unfounded relationship.It's because he can't pass his own test, he can't let go, and there is only one person who carries everything!

Hong Tingyun has heard Li Yan, Mo Ruhuai and others say a few words to Ren Jie, and each time they mention only two words "sick", this is not sick, okay?

When Mo Xiaofeng met the other party, it was a bad luck for eight lifetimes!

Hong Tingyun had a gloomy face, really hating himself for not getting to know each other earlier.

More than two years... No, it's been more than three years, and Mo Xiaofeng has been suffering like this all the time!

He didn't dare to imagine that if he met him a year later, or half a year later, would this person be dead?Suicide by jumping off a building?Or has sunk in the ocean, so dead that the bones can't be found, so fucking dead!

It is people like Mo Xiaofeng who want to save face and suffer.

The only one who suffers is Mo Xiaofeng himself.

In his mind, since he is already in pain, why tell the person he cares about and let him hurt with you?If he really cared, would he be willing?

Mo Xiaofeng couldn't bear it, so he had to bear it by himself.

Maybe everyone around him didn't know why he couldn't survive the love calamity, and some even thought he was chaste!

Mo Xiaofeng is hard to say, and no one will believe him. He is not the kind of person who argues for himself...

Oh shit!It was the first time that Hong Tingyun was disgusted by a woman, and there was no place to vent it!

Seeing Hong Tingyun fell into silence, Mo Xiaofeng thought he heard this, and also blamed him for letting Ren Jie misunderstand him, and also felt that he deserved what he deserved, so he couldn't help laughing at himself.

"I thought I would forget about it. But when that face, which was almost exactly the same as hers, appeared in front of my eyes, I realized that I couldn't forget her appearance at that time.

The bloodshot eyes, the teeth biting the lips, the red string on the wrist, the bloodstains on the chest that are expanding, and the mouth saying "I love you" over and over again, the voice seems to be ringing in my ears Same.

Even if I stood on the rooftop and looked downstairs, the voice followed me all the time.As soon as I turned around, Ren Jie was standing behind me, she stretched out her hand to push me down; I lowered my head, Ren Jie grabbed my feet, trying to drag me down!

like now.do you know?She is sitting next to me right now, her hand is on the back of my hand, her nails are digging at my skin and it looks like it will bleed. "

This is like the small game of "tram experiment" that they went through together. This kind of reaction is mostly caused by the combination of natural instinct and social ideology. In nature, this kind of phenomenon of giving up the small and protecting the big is very common, and it often happens in a group. middle.

In order to ensure the continuation of the entire group in times of crisis, the interests of a few individuals are often sacrificed.

Sin and rules.Between the two, there is another ability, and Mo Xiaofeng just bears these, so much that he is forced to come here, and he is about to be shattered.

The person who wronged you knows better than you how wronged you are!

But does the truth matter?

Life buries innocence, evil desires dirty the soul.

Hong Tingyun, who was sitting next to him, felt a chill run down his back, and his hairs stood on end!

Mo Xiaofeng may not have felt it himself, but Hong Tingyun found that he was shaking involuntarily.

It was as if he had just come out of a haunted house, and he was so frightened that he lost his soul. Not to mention his face was bloodless, and even his lips were blue and purple, as if he had been drenched in rain, with cold sweat rolling down from the corners of his hair. .

The whole person is as if he has lost his mind, and his soul is about to leave his body!

Hong Tingyun grabbed Mo Xiaofeng's hand, pulled him over and hugged him tightly, he didn't want him to continue!

Mo Xiaofeng couldn't talk any more, and he couldn't think about it anymore. If he kept thinking about it, he might have to go downstairs to collect his body!

Hong Tingyun pressed Mo Xiaofeng on his chest, and hugged him tightly.

Mo Xiaofeng's face was buried on his shoulders, as if he was soaked in the river back then, his teeth were so cold that his teeth were chattering, and his body was barely warm.

"That's not your fault, Mo Xiaofeng! Don't use other people's faults to punish yourself. That woman is no hero, she is a lunatic, she is the murderer of everything! Don't be afraid, I am here, I am always with you By your side, no one will bully you again!

Whether you accept me or not, there is no choice between us.I'll be with you when you're alive, and I'll be with you when you're dead!If you don't get anything, you will die, I will never do that!

You want to fall in love with someone else, you can marry someone else, I won’t stop you, I won’t interfere with you, I can even bless you!I just want you to live well and live well!Don't leave me anymore, the world without you is so cold, I'm really scared! "

This is Hong Tingyun.

Blatant favoritism, vigorous madness, arrogance and recklessness, incomparable pride, and rebellious frivolity.

Why does Mo Xiaofeng like him, as long as he is, because he is such a person, full of glory and glory, and has become the night galaxy in Mo Xiaofeng's eyes.

It was always pitch black in front of him, and he couldn't see anything.

Only Hong Tingyun came to him and told him——

Nope, look, it’s beautiful after dawn!

Everyone was telling him it was an accident.

Only Hong Tingyun told him that it wasn't an accident, it was a conspiracy, and it wasn't his fault.

He can be like a child, close his eyes and cover his ears and act like a rascal, Hong Tingyun can make him have no time to think about what is there and what is not, let him coax him with his temper, look forward happily with him, go Think about what's going on between the two of them.

He can let go of his defenses in front of the opponent without any pretense.

He is him, Hong Tingyun told him, he can just be that Mo Xiaofeng!

He didn't cry when Ren Jie died in front of him; he didn't cry when he knew he couldn't hold a gun and had to be forced to leave the army; he didn't cry when he came back and was scolded by Mo Baoquan for being useless; At that time, he didn't cry.

When I was sent to Jiangyu, I didn't cry; when I was sent back to Tianjin, I didn't cry.

Even the day before, when he signed so many critical illness notices for Xiao Youhuai, he didn't cry, but at this moment, Mo Xiaofeng burst into tears.

In the beginning, it was just tears rolling out of his eyes like pearls and wetting his shoulders.Hong Tingyun's heart softened into a puddle, and tears also flowed out.

Later, Mo Xiaofeng couldn't control his sobs, and his whole body couldn't help shaking, his fingers firmly grabbed Hong Tingyun's front, calling the other person's name over and over again.Hong Tingyun's heart ached from being pulled, and he responded tirelessly, rubbing his ears and temples, not daring to let go.

Later, it seemed that the emotions that had been suppressed for too long broke out, and Mo Xiaofeng burst into tears, and the sobs pierced his heart.

He was out of breath from crying, hiccupped without image, and asked a lot of questions unwillingly.

"That's what she wanted to hear, why didn't I respond to her..."

"She just wants an answer, why can't I give it to him..."

"Why is this..."

yeah why?

Hong Tingyun was clear to the onlookers, the answer was on the surface, it couldn't be more obvious.

Hong Tingyun wrapped his coat around Mo Xiaofeng's body, and patted his back to comfort him.

Gently followed his words, helped him to cut through the fog in front of him little by little, and guided him to find out the reason by himself.

He turned Mo Xiaofeng's head and asked him to look into his eyes seriously.

"What was your answer that day? Will you be with her?"

Mo Xiaofeng was a little taken aback by the question, and after a few seconds of thinking, he slowly lowered his eyes.

After a while, he bit his lower lip and nodded, looking directly into Hong Tingyun's eyes again and replied.

"If she can come back, she can ask for anything."

Hong Tingyun's heart felt numb with pain, as if suddenly being pricked by a needle.But he didn't show any expression and was not eager to refute, but nodded and threw out a restriction.

"If you put aside the fact that she will die, didn't the subsequent Nan happen?"

Mo Xiaofeng hardly gave himself time to think, nodded and opened his mouth to answer.But the words were on the edge of his mouth, but they were stuck in his throat, and he couldn't even utter a single sound.

If Ren Jie could be reborn and still alive, Mo Xiaofeng would not choose to take risks. His life is not as important as three lives.

He could promise Ren Jie to be together, and even marry her, have a child with her, and take care of her for the rest of her life as Mo Baoquan expected, but Mo Xiaofeng couldn't express against his will that he could give his feelings.

Mo Xiaofeng's eyes were full of struggles, it seemed that even a false proposition had become a difficult decision.

Mo Xiaofeng frowned, but Hong Tingyun didn't urge him, Wen Feng gently rubbed his brows away with his thumb, and kissed him lightly.

"Xiaofeng, love is not an exchange. It's not how much she gives, she should get from you, or you should give to the other party. In love, there is never fairness. You feel your heart and ask. You've fooled everyone, but can you fool yourself?"

Mo Xiaofeng really couldn't lie to himself against his will, especially with his rational personality.He needs to weigh the pros and cons when considering a problem, and feelings are the most excluded.

But as Hong Tingyun said, he couldn't sell his heart.

He can't give this feeling.

Under Hong Tingyun's encouraging and expectant gaze, Mo Xiaofeng finally lowered his head, as if he had let go of all his courage.

He sighed and shook his head.

"I can not do it."

Hong Tingyun actually knew the answer early on.

If Mo Xiaofeng was really a scumbag, wouldn't it be fine to break up after sleeping with him because of their personality differences? How could so many things happen afterwards?

Mo Xiaofeng has never been a sweet talker, but his seriousness in feelings can penetrate deep into the bone marrow, and he can turn people into a pool of fine wine in spring, which becomes more and more mellow and fragrant with age.

Hong Tingyun couldn't help but recall the time when Mo Xiaofeng came to him for the last time dragging his sick body.

At that time, what kind of mortal heart did he hold?

Just worrying about him, in order to meet him, can you even bet your life on it!

Although Mo Xiaofeng can't remember now, and has no memory of that incident at that time, it doesn't mean that it didn't happen, and Hong Tingyun can't treat it as his amnesia.

Back then, Mo Xiaofeng gave him all the tenderness, like water, but he lost him.

But now that he had another chance to try again, Hong Tingyun was reluctant to return it.

Although Hong Tingyun's heart ached terribly at this time, he was extremely fortunate that Mo Xiaofeng didn't remember him.

At least this way, he's still alive.

"Not everything in this world can go as expected, regret is not necessarily a bad thing. A person will always disappear, tombstones, ashes and even names will be replaced, but death does not mean real death. When the last person in the world forgets you That's the real death. At least, you still remember her."

Even if Ren Jie died, he still lived in Mo Xiaofeng's memory.

But he, Hong Tingyun, has already been buried in the turbulent past of the other party, and disappeared in the long river of Mo Xiaofeng's memory.