last human

Seeing Wei Yan gone, Xuanji felt relieved, he looked at the person in his arms, "Yanyan... I knew it, you believed in me."

Shi Yan turned his face away and didn't look at Xuanji, "You think too much, I just think he is annoying, and it doesn't matter whether I believe it or not, I have to be by your side anyway."

Xuanji didn't know how to answer for a moment, because what Shi Yan said was right, if Shi Yan didn't believe him, he wouldn't let Shi Yan go.

Xuanji laughed at himself in his heart, how is he different from Wei Yan now?In essence, they are all the same, you must get what you want, and you must get what you want, even if it is coercion, even if it is robbery, even if it is tied, you must be tied. by your side.

He didn't know when his possessiveness towards Shi Yan had become so strong; maybe it was when he saw Shen Ci appearing beside Shi Yan for the first time, or maybe it was earlier, even he couldn't handle it himself. It is clear when Shi Yan was integrated into the bottom of my heart.

As long as he thought that Shi Yan might leave him or be with someone else, he would lose control and even go crazy, just like last time.

He didn't want to do this, he didn't want Shi Yan to be afraid of him, but he couldn't accept Shi Yan's departure either.As Shi Yan said, whether you believe it or not, it will not change the result of their being together.

But if Shi Yan doesn't believe him, he will feel sad.What he wanted was not just such a result.

"Yan Yan." Xuanji put Shi Yan down, put his hands on Shi Yan's shoulders, and said very seriously, "I swear, nothing I told you before was a lie."

"Then is it true that you kissed him on your own initiative?" Shi Yan looked at Xuanji, his eyes were as cold as a still lake.

"I..." Xuanji was silent for a few seconds, and then said, "It's true, I don't want to lie to you, but it's not what you think."

"What's that like?" There seemed to be a breeze blowing on the calm lake surface, causing ripples.

"... He promised so readily at the time, I couldn't help but suspect that he didn't really understand what I meant, so I kissed him, trying to tell him what I meant by action. At the same time, I also wanted to test whether I was right for men. It's okay, I..."

Shi Yan interrupted him and asked, "Then did you try it out?"

"...Mmm." Xuanji nodded slightly, "He kissed me back. Yanyan, I..." He slowly clenched his hands on Shiyan's shoulders, and there was a trace of tension in his eyes.

"That's enough, stop talking, I know." Shi Yan pushed Xuanji's hand away expressionlessly, as if a hole had been opened in his heart, and the cold was blowing through.

"No, listen to me." Xuanji hastily grabbed Shi Yan again, "I tried it out, I don't dislike men, I even say it's completely acceptable, but it's only physiological, and it's only based on solving physical problems , nothing else, do you understand what I mean?"

Shi Yan took a heavy breath, "I don't understand, they are all the same in my eyes."

Xuanji anxiously said: "It's not the same! It's different Yanyan, having desire is not necessarily love, but loving someone means having desire for him. I am the latter for you, the former for him, and even the former for him. The former doesn’t even count.” Xuanji was so anxious that his speech speed became faster.

"You're such a scumbag." Shi Yan's eyes were finally not so cold, "It's like having a new love and forgetting the old love."

Xuanji denied it: "I didn't, I never said I liked him, and I never said I loved him. At that time, I didn't know what love was. I just simply felt that the time was too long and lonely. I think he did too. It’s the same, so... so I propose to partner up, comfort each other, that’s all.”

"But he seems to like you very much." Shi Yan didn't know what kind of mood he said this sentence, he seemed to love Wei Yan a little bit, but also seemed a little uncomfortable and tasteless.

"It's impossible for me to be with him, Yanyan, I like you. Putting everything aside, if he hadn't insisted on going up when I proposed it... If he had to go up, maybe I would be able to partner with him successfully, but he It is impossible for me to agree to insist on being superior. And now that I have you, it is even more impossible for me to be with him, it was impossible thousands of years ago, and it will be even more impossible after thousands of years."

"Is it because I am a human being, I am weaker and easier to bully, and I dare not resist you, so I can only be at the bottom, so you choose me?" Shi Yan asked.

"No, what are you thinking about? The point is not about up and down, but because I like you. Stop thinking about it, okay? Me and him, except for that kiss, there is really nothing else, the rest is with you before me It's the same as what I said, there is no half lie."

"En." Shi Yan finally showed a little softness.

Xuanji pulled Shi Yan into his arms and kissed the broken hair on Shi Yan's head, "Hey, shall we continue shopping?"

Shi Yan pressed his face against Xuanji's chest and shook, "I won't go, I'm not in the mood today, let's try another day."

"Okay, I'll listen to you."

Back home, Shi Yan thought a lot by himself.Whether you are happy or sad, we all have to be together anyway, so it's better not to think about it anymore, it will only increase your troubles.No matter what happened to them, it was all in the past, as long as Xuanji didn't lie to him.As for Wei Yan, I hope he will understand it soon.

After thinking it through, Shi Yan felt much more comfortable, although he was still a little depressed.

He went for a walk in the front yard to relieve boredom, Xuanji followed behind, Shi Yan didn't let him speak, so he just followed in silence.

Kaijie and the other servants stood curiously watching the situation here from a distance, like a crowd eating melons.

They didn't know what happened. They were fine when they went out, but they turned into what they are now when they came back—the gentleman walked around the big pool several times, and the adults followed suit. , like a child who has done something wrong, followed the other party humbly begging the other party to forgive.

When were they adults so humble?

Mr. Shi Yan is really a miraculous person who can always create miracles that are not easy to happen.

Kaijie sighed in his heart.

"Don't follow me, they're all watching here, I'll be fine, you can... go and sit over there." Shi Yan pointed to the gazebo bench where Xuanji used to sit.

Since the last time he was taken captive, Xuanji has brought back many servants. Although they are all gray-eyed and green-eyed, they have undergone rigorous training in fighting, and all of them are very skilled, adding a lot of security to the family. coefficient.

"Yanyan, are you still angry?" Xuanji's tone was soft.

"No." Shi Yan said sullenly.

"Then why didn't you talk to me." When Xuanji said this in such an aggrieved tone, a group of people standing in the distance staggered and fell to the ground collectively, making a loud 'bang' sound , They quickly stood up again.

"You all go to work on other things, you don't need to look here." Xuan Ji drove people away with a dark face.

Yu Shiyan was the only one left in the courtyard.

"Don't get angry, okay?" Xuanji pulled Shi Yan's hand.

Shi Yan didn't withdraw his hand, "Take me to play with Shen Ci tomorrow." He said suddenly.

"Is it a condition not to get angry?" Xuanji asked.

"En." Although he didn't think so, since Xuan Ji asked that, Shi Yan also responded.

"Okay, I promise you." Xuanji gritted his molars, agreeing very reluctantly, he thought that Yin Su might not be so happy to let them meet each other!But who told him to calm people down now?I can only wrong Yin Su and bother me.