Everyone except me knows that I'm a broken sleeve

"No." Yu Xueyuan smiled gently at Gu Xiaoyong. He leaned on the pillow with one hand, supporting his head lazily, his long hair like a crow's feather curled obediently, and spread it on the bed.

"It's this...Mr. Pei." Yu Xueyuan's gaze shifted to Pei Mo who was at the side, the corner of his mouth curled up with a touch of coolness, "I don't know why you don't sleep in the middle of the night, why come to my room with Xiaoxiao?"

Pei Mo ignored him, but silently hugged Gu Xiaoyong without speaking.

The sound of the rain outside gradually died down, and the room was surprisingly quiet, even Gu Xiaoyong, who had always been big-hearted, felt a bit awkward and stagnant.He secretly retreated from Pei Mo's arms, and he didn't dare to run back to the bed at this moment, so he sat silently beside the brazier in a daze.

Gu Xiao thought hard for a long time and couldn't figure it out. Two people who are easy to get along with each other, why are they so difficult to deal with when they are together, like being robbed of their wives. What kind of hatred?

After barely holding on for a while, he finally couldn't help but ask: "...have you two met before?"

Otherwise, why were they so tit-for-tat when they first met?

Yu Xueyuan was the first to speak: "I saw it once in Jiangnan before."

"Oh?" Gu Xiaoyong became interested, "How did you meet? I don't even know."

"When you were dancing on the carriage." Pei Mo found the slender silver hook for turning over the charcoal from nowhere, and fiddled with the burning charcoal over and over again, his voice rarely showed a little Very depressed, "He saved me."

"Hey—" Gu Xiaoyong was amused, "He saved you, is this your attitude?"

Those who walk the rivers and lakes have encountered many disputes and fights, and sometimes there will always be places where others need help.If everyone has such a lukewarm attitude towards the savior, then unless they are really outsiders, they will definitely receive a lot of training and blows in the arena in the future.

Pei Mo has always had such a cold attitude, and Gu Xiaoyong is used to it.But he still has his own things to do, and he can't always be by his side, so he still hopes that Pei Mo can change his attitude in life a little bit.

At least in the most difficult times, they will not be so isolated and helpless.

Pei Mo didn't know what he was thinking, she lowered her eyes and didn't look at him, she just said calmly: "I don't need others to save me."

"So, you're going to spend your whole life in widowhood and loneliness?" Gu Xiaoyong disapproved very much, and persuaded him almost earnestly, "Do you think it's cool to walk alone on such a long road?"

Pei Mo raised his head, his dark eyes were like a bottomless pool, almost dull.He just looked at Gu Xiaoyong steadfastly, without speaking.

His eyes are asking:

——Why were you willing to walk such a long journey with me in the last life, but not in this life?

Why would you want to sleep in the same bed with a guy you've only known for two months.

For so many years, but I don't even want to come back to see me once.

The long silence made Gu Xiaoyong a little puzzled, he tilted his head slightly, his long hair hung down from behind his ears, and wrapped around his soft clothes.Perhaps it was a matter of the angle. The clothes that were already very loose were opened up a lot at this time, revealing her fair neck and delicate collarbone.

Pei Mo suddenly remembered that he was standing outside the door just now and heard voices coming from the room.

Ambiguous, panting, with a scorching temperature.

In the depths of his distant memory, he had also heard a similar voice.

But it was in the dark, only a shallow lamp was emitting extremely weak light, illuminating a tiny side of the world.

There were many decorations in the room, and the wounded young man in white staggered in the dark looking for a direction to escape.But he didn't know what he tripped under his feet, and he was about to fall down with a cry of surprise, but he hugged him quickly.

The young man suffered so much that his body became thinner and thinner, and his beautiful eyes were full of panic and confusion.Being held in his arms, I couldn't help shaking.

The young man's clothes were disheveled, he broke out in a lot of cold sweat due to fear, and the broken hair on his forehead stuck to his skin, panting while panting.Xi begged for mercy in horror: "...No...don't do this..."

Ambiguous panting, scorching temperature.

Like a madman, he tore off the last piece of clothing on the young man, put his arms around the man's waist and pushed him against the screen beside him.The usually calm and dark eyes are full of desire and possessiveness: "Xiaoyong, give it to me." 』

All the strength in Gu Xiaoyong's body was exhausted, he gave up the struggle feebly, lowered his head and slumped on Pei Mo's shoulder, and breathed out warmly, carrying the ultimate sense of ambiguity and seduction.

Pei Mo thought he agreed, so he lowered his head and lightly kissed and licked the other party's collarbone.

A large drop of water hit Pei Mo's back straight with a scalding temperature.Gu Xiaoyong's voice was full of exhaustion and despair, as if he had almost lost the last hope of living in his life, he said dumbly: "...Why do you even want to treat me like this? 』

Pei Mo's frantic movements froze.

"Pei Mo. Gu Xiaoyong said lightly, "You saved me, did you offend me just to fuck me?" 』

Another tear fell down.

"...Then you might as well just let me die in prison." 』

Pei Mo has always been restrained, forbearing, and silent.He and Gu Xiaoyong grew up together, and spent more than [-] springs, summers, autumns and winters together.

The most outrageous thing he ever did was to quietly kiss Gu Xiaoyong on the lips while he was asleep.

He restrained himself for so long, endured it for so long, and remained silent for so long.But at the worst, most wrong time, I chose to confess all this.That night was the closest they were to each other, but what accompanied them was only the boundless darkness and the light that was about to be extinguished at any time.

That ambiguous gasp.Breath and warm temperature, born above despair.

The temperature of the fingertips was astonishingly hot, and the tears dripping down the back were also astonishingly hot.Gu Xiaoyong's words carried a chill that was hard to dissolve, and it completely attached to Pei Mo's bones and soul, no matter how hot the temperature was, it couldn't dissolve it.

Pei Mo let go of Gu Xiaoyong when the lamp was about to stop.

Gu Xiaoyong escaped with wounds all over his body and dots of hickey marks on his neck.

There are stars and moons shining outside the house, covered with cool light and white mist.

The room was completely plunged into darkness.

Pei Mo's wife died in the cold extreme north. That place was so cold that even a weed didn't want to grow there.

His wife is a lively person, so when Pei Mo committed suicide, he was full of satisfaction and joy, thinking that the other party was no longer alone, so he would praise him in Huangquan.

But when he came back to life again, under the peach blossoms in the sky, he heard Gu Xiaoyong say that he didn't want to go back.

He began to regret, regretting that he should not have killed himself in front of that tombstone.His blood is so dirty, and he has shed so much, so he offends his wife's cleanliness for no reason.

His wife is dead.

Sitting in front of him now is the reborn Gu Xiaoyong.

It's the Gu Xiaoyong who loves to laugh, make trouble, take advantage of petty advantages and act like a baby.

——That was Gu Xiaoyong who was spoiled by others.

Pei Mo suddenly let out a deep sigh, and his tightly wrapped palms loosened imperceptibly.It was the first time imitating Gu Xiaoyong's tone of voice, and said softly: "I think it's pretty cool to walk alone for such a long distance."

Gu Xiaoyong stared at him blankly, apparently hearing the word "cool" from Pei Mo for the first time.

"I came to see you tonight, just to ask what cakes you want to eat tomorrow." Pei Mo put down the silver hook in his hand, "You asked me about it during the meal just now, and I agreed to make it for you."

This is just a sentence that Gu Xiaoyong mentioned casually and unconsciously, but he didn't expect the other party to still remember it in his heart.

Gu Xiaoyong rubbed his nose in embarrassment: "Ah, there's nothing special I want to eat."

Pei Mo looked at him intently, with a serious and gentle tone: "There is a time-honored bakery in the capital, which is in a deep alley."

"Entering from the street outside, you will pass a broken stone slab and a house with persimmon trees."

Gu Xiaoyong's eyes brightened slightly: "I have eaten... I know that one! It's just that he doesn't seem to have opened it now?"

"Do you want to eat it?" Pei Mo asked softly, with a little hesitation and cautiousness, "I went to learn it specially, and I can make it for you."

"Okay!" Gu Xiaoyong narrowed his eyes with a smile, excited, "I've been looking forward to that bakery for a long time, and I thought I would never be able to eat it in my life, but I didn't expect you to learn it!"

It was already very late at night, and the sound of beating watch came from the distant street, carrying a sense of distance and loneliness.

Sitting on the bed, Yu Xueyuan looked at the back of Gu Xiaoyong and Pei Mo chatting happily, and suddenly remembered what the monk named Qichan had said to him in Jiangnan.

——[His fate is not with the young master. 】

Where is his relationship?

Is it on Pei Mo?

Yu Xueyuan suddenly didn't like this prosperous Shengjing.

He didn't know where the pastry shop deep in the alley was, he didn't know that there was a broken floor on the way there, and he didn't know whether the persimmons from that persimmon tree were astringent or sweet.

Just like in the past, he didn't know that there was a famous restaurant in a remote town, and the plum wine in the restaurant was his Xiaoxiao's favorite drink.

He didn't know where Gu Xiaoyong learned the Jinghong Dance, which amazed the whole Jiangnan on the Mid-Autumn Festival night.

He didn't even know when the girl named Luoxia fell in love with his smile.

Even if he controls the entire Burial Snow Villa, even if he works so hard to open casinos called Jinlangfang all over Dayan.

——He had never met this flamboyant and cheerful young man.

It seems that the whole world can leave memorable memories with Gu Xiaoyong, but he passed by his smile again and again three times, countless times. In such a long time, he never even had the trace of the other party.

For the first time, Yu Xueyuan felt confused.

He lowered his eyes to look at his white and clean fingertips, and muttered to himself:

"...Yuan, isn't it on me?"