The Red Wall of the Net King

Chapter 10 chapter ten

Lihai Primary School, first grade.

Hello everyone, I am Kazeji Yukizakura, my hobbies are...

Xueying is more dazzling than me when placed there.

At that time, I thought, if I left Xue Ying's side, it would be better.

It's not that other people like to compare me with her to make me feel inferior—it's that I'm too low-level.

I think means is a very important thing, and it is not born.

So I don't seem to have this talent.

That's why I like frustration.

Falling, separating, mocking, scolding.

Going back and forth like this, I gradually discovered my talent - forbearance.

It doesn't prevent me from getting hurt, or help me heal, but it numbs me.

Sounds like the self-deception of a ridiculous repeated failure - but it sure became the most important thing in my life.Because it is enough to support any means.

means?Don't tell me how those fans and the protagonists in the TV series destroy the enemy with their fingers.

I deeply know that there are no fairy tales in this world.

Like, when my friends leave me so easily because of a few words from Kazaki Yukizakura.

She said: "I don't want to play with bad children. My mother said that playing with bad children will make you bad." The rosy smiling face is so innocent.

So all the children left without looking back.

In the end, I was left alone sitting in the corner, licking my wounds.

It's like stepmother's hand always hits me when Fengji Xueying has a weeping expression, and when I want to cry but suddenly laugh out loud.

She said: "Mom, don't blame my sister...she is just playing with me." The anxious expression seemed to show how kind-hearted she is.

However, this did not stop the woman from beating, but instead made her intensify.

So, I gradually began to know that if the burns are not treated, they will fester, and it is best to use hot water for bruises.

Also, don't hit someone in the face, or you will be found out.

Like, after leaving for a year, I suddenly returned to my hometown Wangwang, only to find hostile eyes around me.

She said: "Mrs. Wen, my sister really didn't hurt me." The face of suppressing the pain was very touching.

As a result, the eyes of the teenagers became colder and colder, as if I had done something like murder and arson.

That kind of look at garbage always inexplicably reminds me of when I was young—it was like a piece of garbage when I was young.

Like, I'm suddenly lost in a vast expanse of whiteness, watching my mother close her eyes.

She said: "Aunt Yejiu is mad at you." The expression of reproach was as if she had never contributed to the flames.

So I began to blame myself inexplicably, obviously my mother and I were more like strangers.

And obviously if it wasn't for her instigation, she might still be able to smile at me now.

Mother is a very romantic woman, that's why she married Feng Jiliang without hesitation because of the momentary love, regardless of Ye Jiu's family's stop.

But Feng Jiliang was tired of her fierce love, he wanted to find a good wife and mother.So Fengji Xueying was born - only a few months older than me.

My mother couldn't accept impure love, so she gave up this marriage and me.

I was suddenly at a loss, who am I?

Is it the foundling who was abandoned by his mother?

Is it the child who has been numb to beating since he was a child?

Is it that fool who can blame me for everything?

Is it that bad girl who likes to smile brightly when she wants to cry the most?

Is it the woman who is covered in injuries but is so timid that she has no resistance and can only giggle?

Is it the person who was inexplicably taken to another world to enjoy the peaceful time for more than ten years?

Or, the girl who was replaced by a strange so-called time-travel heroine for a year?

When I return to this place that I loathe but have unfulfilled wishes, the sea has changed.

The memory in my brain made me have a huge fear of such a word as crossing - an unknown woman intervened in my body and lived instead of me for a whole year.

She betrayed Fengji's family for me, she took revenge on Fengji Xueying for me, she...

It pissed off my mother.

"You, you have been silently watching me get hurt, you are not worthy to be my mother." Every sentence on the familiar face was full of resentment.

In order to disguise her time-traveling fact, she claimed to have amnesia—so she gave Fengji Xueying a good opportunity to take advantage of it.

Should I be grateful to Dade?Thank that woman for doing so much with my body?

All I know is that I had to clean up a whole lot of mess.

I had to leave Lihai University—because that woman used my body to get close to some friends of Kazaki Yukizakura—such as everyone in the tennis club of Lihai University.

I had to go back to Feng Ji's house, admit my ignorance, knelt down for many days, but my father began to hate me openly, and even my relatives no longer paid attention to me.

I had to face the early death of my mother who had only a few years to live—although it was not sad, I always felt that I owed something.

The woman was terrified—everything wasn't going the way she expected, so she tried to kill herself and escape, which allowed me to go back into my body.

If that woman saw where I was, and wanted to call me cowardly—I might admit it with a smile.

I'm just that cowardly, so I deserve it.

But I know that I want to be the one who laughs last, even if this smile is built on the ruins.

Idon't give ashit about sleeping - I want love, or death.

I don't care how the fuck I sleep, I'm going to love, or die.

I don't care how many sins my hands will be covered with, and no matter how many injuries I will suffer, I only know that no matter how much the price is, I will fulfill my long-cherished wish.

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