I heard that bamboo horses are going to attack me

However, the current situation is beyond his control.

Xu Si has already committed suicide, he can no longer hear what others say, and this is the only way to go.

Xu Yan has already asked the doctor what kind of situation this is, so he didn't say anything about Yu Zhou's concealment, and he didn't expose it on the spot. It's good to deceive yourself like this, at least you don't have to be so sad in your heart .

Xu Yan and Yu Zhou are almost the same, for this mother, there is not much in her childhood impression, it is just a memory of two stars.

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but feel something warm on the back of my hand.

When I looked down, I realized that I had already shed tears!

Yu Zhou didn't know how long it had been since he cried like this. He always didn't like to show his most vulnerable side to others, and every time he looked blank and didn't care about world affairs.

But who can understand what he desires most in his heart?

It's just a simple home, but he has never felt the warmth like home.

Now tears are shed again, I don't know if it's for Xu Si, or for his previous life.

Although it's summer now, the wind on the roof is bitingly cold, and the tears on Yu Zhou's face dried up quickly, but there are still two lines of tears clearly visible.

It's just that he never expected to meet his former senior, Meng Yun, here.

It was only after Meng Yun went up to the rooftop that he realized that there was another person sitting here, staring blankly at the distant sky, wondering what was going on in his heart.

It's just that the back figure is so lonely and extremely thin, and I wish a gust of wind would blow him away.

When he took a closer look, he found that this person was exactly what he had known before, Yu Zhou.

Facing his current situation, he couldn't help being a little surprised: "Yu Zhou, why are you here?"

"It's nothing, I just came up to take a look." Yu Zhou didn't answer his question, because he didn't want anyone to know about his mother's situation.

Meng Yun hadn't seen him for almost a year, he was even thinner than last year, I really don't know what happened to him, he became so weak.

I couldn't help sighing for him in my heart, "By the way, how is Hou Xiaoyan doing recently? I haven't heard from him since I graduated."

"I don't know either. Later, when I was a junior, I said that he went abroad for further studies. I don't know the specific situation, and there is no contact between the two of us."

Yu Zhou actually didn't want to answer his question very much, but his eyes were tightly locked on his body, and he always felt goosebumps had risen, so he finally answered him.

After Meng Yun graduated, he had no contact with the school, so he was not very clear about the final situation of these people, but it was better to ask them when they met by chance, out of politeness.

"What were you busy with at that time? So much so that you resigned from the student union later, and you couldn't find it everywhere, so you thought something was wrong!"

Yu Zhou smiled wryly: "But I just found a job outside to make a living. I also feel sorry for the student union."

Meng Yun didn't expect that he was still as serious as before, and he would pay so much for just one word, so he hurriedly smiled and patted him on the shoulder: "I'm just joking, after all, it's been so long, Why do you still care so much?"

He did feel sorry for what happened back then, but the reason why he resigned from the student union at that time was entirely to avoid Hou Xiaoyan.

"By the way, you haven't said why you are here. Are you sick?" Meng Yun didn't want to know this question urgently, but seeing his thin appearance, he was always afraid that something might happen to him, but I carry it alone.

After all, he was also an alumnus before, and he had worked with him for a while, so he should be considered a friend, so it would be better to care about him properly.

"It's nothing, it's just someone I know." Yu Zhou still didn't tell him the truth, if possible, he didn't want anyone to know about it.

Yu Zhou's mobile phone started to vibrate constantly. His mobile phone was still the one he used last year. Sometimes it was still very difficult to use, but in order to save money, he still didn't change it.

Xu Yan's voice on the other end of the phone was full of panic, "Brother, come back quickly, the doctor said that Mom is no longer able to die."

A sentence exploded in Yu Zhou's head like thunder. Although he had already made mental preparations, this sudden separation really made him feel a little uncomfortable.

Facing Meng Yun, Yu Zhou still showed a look that no one could understand: "I still have some things to do, so I will leave first."

Meng Yun watched his back leave the rooftop and sighed helplessly.

He still didn't know how to be flexible like before, and he didn't even say anything like looking forward to meeting him next time before leaving.

But this kind of him, people have long been used to.

After Yu Zhou left the rooftop, he ran downstairs in a hurry. If his accelerated pace hadn't been because of his thinness, he might have already fallen down the stairs.

After arriving at the ward, he was still a step late. Xu Si was out of breath. The doctor said that she pulled out the oxygen cylinder with her last effort.

It seems that she no longer has the faith to live. For some reason, when Yu Zhou looked at the pale face lying on the bed, his heart seemed to be pulled by something, and his throat was blocked. I can't say anything.

I just felt that my head was blank, and there was nothing in it.

He couldn't believe that the person lying on the bed was the mother who gave birth to him and raised him for so many years, and now she has left this world and his side.

This was expected, but it was unacceptable. Perhaps this was originally a contradiction.

Yu Zhou didn't know why his tears were so cheap, and they flowed again and again. Maybe when he saw the haggard face covered by that white cloth, Yu Zhou felt unbearable pain in his heart, but in On his face, except for a moment of sadness that can be noticed by others, there is nothing else.

After so many years, with the fall of that white cloth, everything came to an end.

In the end, Xu Si is still an irresponsible mother. Yu Zhou didn't experience the warmth of home in the past, and maybe he won't have it in the future. He hoped that there would be such a day, but he didn't dare to say too much about it. extravagant hope.