Miss Naoko is always at the Shura Field

[Naoko, how are you doing recently? ] The other party replied like this.

I have to say that this game is very realistic, [Tezuka Kunimitsu]'s tone is as if he has known you for a long time.

The reason why you have no doubt that the other party may be a real person is that in your eyes, Uncle Ronnie is omnipotent, and he can design such a game that makes you immersive.

【I'm fine, where is Guoguang】

【I am fine too】

[Recently, there will be a typhoon in Kanagawa, remember to close the doors and windows. 】

【Okay, I will remember】

Such a simple conversation can make you almost cry.

So you still care.

From the age of ten to 13, the traces of living in Tezuka’s house have been imprinted on your heart. More importantly, the young you who went to Japan alone thought that you had found someone to depend on, and you entangled him like a vine. Absorbing the nutrients given by the other party, grabbing every inch of space around the other party.

You want him to belong to you completely and love you completely.

So you took what now seems to you to be an outrageous move.

Then you are almost the only one around Tezuka Kunimitsu.

But unrealistic selfish desires always have to be shattered.

Did it start when he said "we've grown up, we shouldn't hold hands anymore"?

Or start with "you have to learn to comb your own hair"?

No, it started earlier, it was planted from the very beginning, when you followed him to the gym to play tennis.

He won't pay attention to you.

On the court, Kunimitsu Tezuka only had the little yellow ball in his eyes.

The seeds of jealousy slowly germinated.

That's why I hate tennis so much.

But the people around you, almost everyone loves tennis.

What an enviable, fervent love.

So why always go to the tennis court early?

He clearly knew that Guoguang would leave at five o'clock on time.

Because wanting to get Tezuka to pay attention to you, to let him out of that world that you can't get in for a while, it gives you a sense of victory, a feeling that you are more important than tennis.

What a hypocrite you are.

How ridiculous you are.

You still slowly realize that you can't fully occupy Tezuka Kunimitsu no matter what.

In the first grade of middle school, you still went to the tennis club to wait for him as usual, but you saw that his left arm was red and swollen, and he couldn't even hold the racket.

"Tezuka was injured, the senior deliberately injured him with a tennis racket!" Oishi said to you sadly.

"It's okay, don't worry." Tezuka said, his expression was as flat as ever, "It's just a small injury."

"But you are all injured..." You said sadly, the sadness at this moment is absolutely unreal.

But you have another thought... a shameful thought... a chuckle.

"Can Guoguang stop playing tennis?" You said, as if it was entirely for his own good. "It's fine that training will bring a heavy burden to the body, but how can it be acceptable to be hurt maliciously like this? I don't know from now on. What kind of problems will arise?"

Tezuka looked at you, his eyes were deep and expressionless, like a god who sees through everything.

But a 13-year-old child makes you feel a sense of fear of being exposed by an adult.

There is another deep meaning in his eyes. For the first time, you feel that he is so serious, so hard to look directly at, and his words are so firm and will never change: "I have always wanted to go to Germany to become a professional tennis player."

You were silent for a while, then said: "Is that so, I see."

Your tone seemed weak and feeble, like a bubble floating in mid-air shattered, like a dream shattered.

You are almost crushed.

You knew it already, but you have been deceiving yourself. Now facing the truth, you suddenly realize that Tezuka Kunimitsu is not your property. In his life, there are many other things besides you.

He has his ideals and pursuits, but you are just a sojourner in his home, a person who should have no contact with you, and you are just a passer-by on the road of his life. You forcibly broke into his world. What caused you to take it for granted that you can completely possess him and obtain his complete love?

You feel your distortion.

look what you did

Occupying his time, jealous of everything he loves, stopping girls who bravely pursue him, shamelessly making him promise not to fall in love.

You are not qualified at all as a companion.

A real companion should be beneficial to him, encouraging him to pursue his dreams, but you are trying to reverse his thinking and sabotage his life path.

After this incident, Tezuka's arm gradually recovered, and you went to and from school together as usual.

You don't go to the gym with him on weekends, though.

You found time to call Uncle Ronnie.

"Is that so, okay, I'll arrange it." The other party replied.

During the summer vacation, you announced something to the Tezuka family.

"Move away? Why?" Ayana Tezuka asked in shock.

You give Uncle Ronnie's phone number to Tezuka Ayana.

"Hi, hello, is this Naoko's uncle?"

"Is it because of the problem of student status that I have to move to Kanagawa? But isn't Naoko already settled in Tokyo?"

"There is a problem, can it be solved?"

At this time, Grandpa Tezuka Kuniichi interjected: "If it's a matter of student status, although my old bone is retired, I should still be able to help a little."

"Is it really not possible? Maybe we can..."

Ayana Tezuka's voice slowly faded as she heard the other party say:

"In Kanagawa, we can go there more conveniently, and Isaac and Miria can often go to accompany Naoko."

"That's it, that's good, but we are really reluctant."

"I understand your family's love and concern for Naoko, and I am very grateful for your care for Naoko. After moving to Kanagawa, Naoko will also keep in touch with you by phone. The move is scheduled for summer vacation. It is really disturbing."

"Where."

Ayana Tezuka hung up the phone and sighed. She looked at you sadly and forced a smile: "Although I am very reluctant to part with Naoko, it would be better for Naoko to meet my parents more often."

What do you think at this time?

Put the blame for lying on others, and even though Uncle Ronnie said, "This is what I do," you will still clearly perceive your own hypocrisy.

To make someone who loves you sad, Tezuka Ayana has to be happy for you and suppress that sad feeling, I am really guilty.

You seem to see yourself wearing a mask, and you have to pretend to be embarrassed.

You are so ugly and selfish.

"Naoko, don't be too sad," Tezuka Kuniharu said, "Naoko has brought us a lot of happiness in the past few years, the room at home will still be reserved for Naoko, and you can come and live when you have time."

"I'm going to miss you all," you say.

And Tezuka Kunimitsu looks at you, his eyes are like sharp arrows, which can pierce your disguise and reach your heart.

You dare not look directly at him at all, and your eyes escape.

He must know it.

know you're lying.

Although Tezuka Kunimitsu looks serious and indifferent, he is very keen.

"When you go to Kanagawa, you still have to study hard. If you don't understand anything, you can ask me." He said.

A brilliant smirk appeared on your face, you tilted your head and said, "I will, Guoguang."

fraud.

Except for necessary holidays, you would call Tezuka and his wife and Grandpa Tezuka, and you would go to Tokyo every year to celebrate grandpa’s birthday, but you never took the initiative to find him.