Miss Naoko is always at the Shura Field

The night is thick, and the trees in the garden are slightly illuminated by the white mist-like lights leaking from a distance. The shadows of the dark green trees seem to be floating clouds with the night wind.

You and Atobe lie on the soft grass, look up at the distant starry sky, and smell the fragrance of summer grass in your breath.The moonlight floats on you, caressing your body.

You feel totally relaxed.

You understand what Atobe said to you at the beginning, this is your dance party.

So you can leave if you are not happy, you can continue dancing if you want to continue, and you can stop if you want to stop.

This is the ball he prepared for you, and everyone else is just decoration and foil.

You can do what you want.

Maybe it's because the night is so beautiful, the experience tonight is too dreamy, and the people around you are so gentle and considerate, making your [Atobu] overlap with him, forming a familiar image, and you suddenly have a desire to confide.

"Sometimes when I see stars, I wonder if there are people from another world living on them?"

"I wonder... am I the one who suddenly fell from the stars?" You said, and smiled, a soft and lonely smile, "Fall here by accident."

"Why do you think so?" Atobe's lazy voice came from beside him.

"Because I always knew that I was different. From a very young age, I felt that I didn't belong to this world. No matter where I was, I was like walking in a vast white mist, with no direction...Only my parents still have The love of the Malticcio family makes me feel my presence.

"Atobe-kun is right, I am afraid that I will be seen through, how can a person with such a sense of nothingness accept intimacy with others?

"But... I am very, very, very, very, very eager to..." Love.

"Although I can't feel the sense of nothingness you mentioned," Atobe said, he thought of what you said to him on the Internet a year ago, "But you should long for something when you are alive, and Naoko, you are longing for love. Live seriously, since love can make you feel real, then pursue it boldly and fearlessly, because if you don’t want to step out because of fear, you will lose many opportunities.”

"So Atobe, do you think my desire will be granted?"

"As long as you keep pursuing it, you will get closer and closer to it." Atobe said, "I think Naoko will definitely be able to get what you want."

The answer this time is different.

Atobe feels that this problem is not as simple as it seems.If you want to love, Naoko, you have already received a lot of love, but... now Atobe understands that the complete love you want is an idealized and complete love, a love without a single flaw, because In this way, you who are already loved by others seem so out of tune with the world.

The instability and fear in your heart are not due to low self-esteem, but because you know that you may not be able to get that [complete love] and the sense of escape. This kind of love is like the truth in philosophy, which cannot be visualized. Just keep getting close to it.

So you laughed. Although the young man avoided the desperate fact, he expressed his blessing.

"Thank you, Atobe-kun." You said sincerely.

Atobe looked at your side face, the undulating silhouette in the shadows seemed to be shrouded in mist, and the bright eyes illuminated by the moonlight made people feel that you were close but invisible.

Atobe hesitated to reveal the truth, but he still didn't want to disturb the night.

Next time, I will tell you next time.

"Do you remember the first time we met on the Beagle?" Atobe asked suddenly.

"Ah, I remember." You are still a little surprised, it turns out that the other party also remembers.

At that time, you were worried because you were leaving your family.Uncle Maiza has brought Keigo Atobe, who is the same age, as your companion.

In your vague memory, you can still picture a boy who is proud, confident, and very different from you.

After you got acquainted, the young Atobe suddenly looked at you and said to you, "Well, Naoko, just be my fiancée. When I grow up, I will marry you as my queen."

His tone was like that of a true king swearing.

"Really?" The young you looked at Atobe with wide eyes.

"If you are your fiancée, will you love me like Isaac's father and Amelia's mother? Will you give me a unique and complete love? Will you always do this?"

"Of course, the king has the responsibility to give his queen complete love. How about it, do you want to accept it?" Atobe held his head high, with a dignified and proud look, and stretched out his hand.

You nodded and the boy took your hand.

"Then, Atobe, you must remember, absolutely absolutely never forget." You said.

At that time, Atobe didn't know the meaning of "love" in your mouth.

He just wants to own you out of his possessive desire for gorgeous items. As the king of his own world, he must have his own queen.

But now the more mature Atobe seems to understand the weight of that oath back then.

Can he fulfill such an oath?

Even if it is something that cannot be done, the boy wants to try it.

Isn't it a miracle that you come from the extraordinary and meet him in the ordinary?

The king is obliged to grant any wishes of his queen.

"Actually, Atobe, you once protected me." You continued, "In the grove of Lihai University Middle School, that classmate wearing a hoodie is Atobe, right?"

"Ah, it's me." You took the initiative to mention this matter, and Atobe was also a little happy, because not only he remembered you, but you also had an impression of him.

"I was really terrified at that time, but luckily you showed up in time."

"So you can't go out alone with boys, idiot." Atobe said, but he seemed to realize that the two of you were meeting alone, so he added: "Of course I'm an exception."

"Yes," you burst out laughing, "Also, thank you for giving me the skirt, it's very pretty."

You turn to look at him, and the two eyes meet.

His eyes seemed to be full of stars, "It's just an ordinary skirt, you can wear it to maximize its value."

"Atobe would be proud to say that."

"Tsukimi." Atobe suddenly called your name.

You looked into his eyes and replied, "Ah."

"You should be proud, you know." His heavy eyes fell between your brows, and at this moment, he suddenly wanted to touch your eyes, "If you don't become proud, it would be a waste."

The night is so beautiful, the moonlight is so gentle.

Atobe held the cherry blossom between his slender fingers.

"Master?" the butler asked standing aside.

"I want to preserve this flower forever," said Atobe.

"I see, young master." The other party carefully took the flowers from Atobe.

The pale pink cherry blossoms are blooming as beautifully as the friendship of the teenagers. The cherry blossoms can be preserved physically, so can the emotional pursuit of the teenagers be realized?

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