I, scum gong, never adore Master

Abducted "pet" and his "son" and ran away overnight

In the vast white sea of ​​consciousness world, the water mirror under the feet reflected two groups of translucent figures, they embraced each other and snuggled up.

And in the dilapidated temple, a gap was slightly opened in the youth's clear apricot eyes.

The window lattice was blown open by the wind, and sporadic moonlight leaked in. With the faint light, Ye's eyes were blurred. Looking at Yun Jian, a low voice came out of his mouth: "Master."

The glazed beads lying prostrate in the peach blossom sockets trembled suddenly, and they were astonished.

"You...you are..."

Before he could react, Ye brows were slightly frowned, and the soul pulled him away from reality, and returned to the depths of the sea of ​​consciousness again, with soft eyelashes drooping.

In the thick white fog that filled the air, the two translucent shadows clinging to each other opened their eyes and looked at the exact same counterpart.

With a sad look, he sighed with a bit of relief and said, "Go back, he is waiting for you to go back."

The other stared wide-eyed: "Then... what about you?"

"I have long passed away, but I am just a thousand-year-old remnant soul. I have the same past as you, but you and him still have a present and a future."

"no!"

Jiang Ye suddenly hugged another self, and did not let go: "Why deny yourself? You don't think so, you don't think so at all! We all know that we have always been the same person, why do you give up yourself?"

"But……"

Li Quan knew very well that at the beginning, he was certain that he was the Li Quan above the nine heavens, a small stream that fell into the world, and Jiang Ye who came from reincarnation, but in Yun Jian's strange, alienated and contradictory eyes again and again, let him He became less sure of who he was.

He saw the fireworks of memory in the depths of the sea of ​​consciousness, saw his future and his little broken bird's future, it was so beautiful.

This sense of experience gradually flowed into his heart, and he gradually remembered it, thus awakening Jiang Ye who was sleeping in the sea of ​​consciousness.

If half of the souls must be asleep, then he would rather exchange himself for Jiang Ye.

But the other half of the soul awakened by him didn't seem to think so.

Jiang Ye grabbed his arm and said fiercely: "It's him who is stupid! He is stupid! It is he who insists on digging into a dead end. Are you hurt by him? My heart hurts so much."

"Uh..." Reincarnated, he went to the Jiangye of modern society. After all, he experienced a lot. He was different from the other half of his soul that was sealed into the bones and suffered and became a little timid.

"We are one. I understand your feelings. At the beginning, I was also very afraid that Master would like me in the past, not the me in the present. At that time, I felt that the previous life was different from the present life. Later... I I finally understand that there are no two identical leaves in the world.

And we're the same, we've always been one, don't you feel bad, okay?You see, when you are sad, my heart hurts too. "

This is one body, because when the two souls wake up in the sea of ​​consciousness, their feelings and thoughts are interlinked.

He hurts, and he hurts too.

Jiang Ye said: "Look, before you thought we were not alone, it was because I was sleeping and you couldn't feel my emotions, plus...and Master, he was so excessive, he...he was so mad Me!" Jiang Ye had always respected and cared about his master, and it was the first time he felt so wronged and angry.

He comforted his other self, and also comforted himself: "In short, do you feel it now? My emotions are all flowing in your soul."

Li Quan froze for a moment, except that the memories that belonged to the millennium were gradually returning, he did empathize with Jiang Ye's emotions.

Jiang Ye knew his thoughts and purpose, and felt sorry for himself, he hugged the other him: "Don't wake me up by sacrificing, you know, whatever is missing between us is incomplete."

During the tugging, the white halo gradually diffused from the two halves of the embracing souls.

Jiang Ye doesn't want to be incomplete, and doesn't want to choose between the two.

They are clearly the same, why do you have to choose one of the two?

He is more transparent than his other self, and he is better at solving problems than his master.

The souls are working hard to integrate, and everyone is an indispensable partner.

"He bullied us, I'll bully you back..." At first, the two halves were the remnant souls who could communicate, but later, the two identical figures and voices gradually overlapped.

"He dared to bully me, I... I'm really angry!"

……

Yun Jian hugged Jiang Ye nervously, he didn't know what happened, he just felt that the spiritual flow in Jiang Ye's body was chaotic, so he could only continuously send spiritual power into him to make him feel better.

The person in front of him and the person in his arms stopped giving him any response, and closed their eyes to ignore him. The sense of fear made Yun Jian's scalp tingle and his whole body go numb.

It's like... like he almost lost him.

In an instant, Yun Jian woke up from the emotional entanglement of who the person in front of him was, and he shouted Jiang Ye's name over and over again in anxiety.

"Jianye...wake up, don't sleep, I didn't..."

there is nothing?

Who is he?Didn't bully him?Didn't it make him sad?

He died at his hands, until the moment he closed his eyes, he was saying that he was not to blame.

And what about him?

What did he do again?

When Jiang Ye escaped death and finally woke up, he was entangled, embarrassed, thinking that the person in front of him had changed, and once again severely hurt Jiang Ye's heart with an invisible sharp blade.

he……

What is he doing? !

He hugged the young man with his forehead between his eyebrows, and wanted to forcefully enter his sea of ​​consciousness, but was forcibly blocked outside the door, stopping him like a stranger, and the blazing spiritual flow in the sea of ​​consciousness was surging endlessly, as if something was happening. What huge shocking change is happening, and he cannot participate in this still unknown change.

Yun Jian was too anxious and panicked, he was not a doctor, so he didn't know what happened in the deep sea of ​​consciousness in his hot arms.

Thinking of the boy kissing him desperately and fervently just now as if he was dying...

He suddenly understood what!

He pierced his heart with a sharp blade and killed him, but he still wants to hurt his heart and kill his soul with an indifferent attitude?

Jiang Ye Mingming looked at him so sadly, and said to him with a choked voice: "How could he and I be two people? We have the same soul, the same preferences..."

"If you must feel that he and I are not the same person, when the time comes when you can only choose one, you can choose him..."

Yun Jian suddenly woke up from his trance!

Terrified, overwhelmed, calling his name over and over again.

"I, I was wrong, it was my fault, wake up, don't be angry..."

"Why...why aren't you angry?"

There is a response...

Finally got a response!

Yun Jian saw the eyelashes of the young man in his arms trembling, and his lips parted weakly, uttering aggrieved and sad words.

Waiting until the young man in front of him walked out of the sea of ​​consciousness meditation, opened his eyelids, rolled his eyes away from his face, then fell to other places, and indifferently raised his hand to push him away.

For Jiang Ye, who has been sleeping for so long, he misses his master very much, and wished he could embrace him, kiss him, and sink with him emotionally. She was so sad that she even wanted to let herself disappear completely.

It is impossible to let go.

The soul has just melted, it is extremely unstable, and its mental state is not good.

Jiang Ye gritted his teeth and pushed Yun Jian away amidst the two contradictory consciousnesses, not wanting to look at those peach eyes that he could guess how broken and worried they were without looking.

There was a pang of breath in his heart, which was very uncomfortable.

He didn't blame Yun Jian for stabbing him above the nine heavens, causing him to fall to the world, he didn't blame Yun Jian for leaving without saying goodbye, for letting him die alone without seeing him, and he didn't blame Yun Jian for being unconscious when Yu Hong In the mysterious realm, he once again stabbed his heart with a sharp blade...

He will not blame Yun Jian for his death.

but……

After he finally sobered up, Yun Jian's attitude towards him made him start to doubt, what exactly does this man in front of him, his little broken bird, his master, like?

The small stream thousands of years ago was him, the remnant soul sealed in the bones was him, and the little apprentice who was reincarnated was also him...

Yun Jian's entanglement made him uncomfortable.

But after all, he loves cloud remonstrance, so, he can't not care, can't be indifferent, can't just say: Don't worry about it, I'm back, souls are fused, memories are all there, are you satisfied?

Jiang Ye didn't want to explain anything, didn't want to say anything.

The clear almond eyes raised up, meeting his master's broken and red pupils that were almost sick and crazy.

"You do not love me."

As soon as he said it, Yun Jian was stunned, almost thinking that he had auditory hallucinations, that he was crazy and gave birth to a demon.

Jiang Ye was so angry that he neither planned to appear as Xiaoxiliu nor to appease him as a little apprentice.

He's not without temper.

How arrogant, stubborn and stubborn Nachuan Xiliu used to be, but he was tormented by his self-doubt and almost collapsed by his indifferent attitude.

As a young apprentice, Jiang Ye felt even more uncomfortable in his heart. What does his master like about him?

Falling in love with myself because of the memories of the past, and thinking that the him in the memory of the past is not the him he is now has become so entangled.

Confused about what?

It's just that I don't understand my own mind.

Jiang Ye suddenly sneered, his eyes burning like torches, burning the peach eyes on the opposite side: "Whether you like the memories of the past, or me, you don't know."

"Fenglan Yunjian, Shenyin Peak Immortal Venerable, you don't understand, you don't love me!"

He called him like that, calling him as the second Yun Jian, and he was sure how insincere his feelings for him were.

The faint moonlight leaked in from the gap in the window sill, and shone on those flushed peach eyes. The light fluctuated, as if there were tears. He was trembling all over, but he still wanted to take the boy into his arms, but was avoided.

He looked at his empty hand and said in a daze, "I'm not... I didn't intend to hurt you, I just..."

"What are you? You just never figured it out. You don't know why you like someone. If all you want is memory, then I can remove all memories, forget everything from the past, and start over. "Jiang Ye sneered and said: "According to your thinking, I am nothing if my memory is blank. You should keep your love in memory, whether it be buried in the soil or buried in memories."

"We can do it, the two have nothing to do with each other!" Jiang Ye closed his eyes, tears rolled down, the words he said were sharp blades that stabbed each other, and poisons that ate him back.

He was wronged for himself, and also sad for being loved.

He slammed Yun Jian away, and walked towards the outside of the ruined temple. It was still raining outside, and it was not falling like it was when he first came, but it was falling straight down with thunder.

"do not leave me!"

The waist was held tightly by both arms, imprisoned.Jiang Ye was hugged so tightly that he could hardly breathe, the chest of the man behind him was pressed against his back, trembling all over his body, his cheeks were buried deep in his neck, tears rolled down, and wet the skin on the side of Jiang Ye's neck .

Jiang Ye really liked him, his little broken bird, and his master.

But the heart is really painful, the soul from Liquan who was injured reminded him over and over again, how heart-wrenching this sad emotion is.

However, Jiang Ye was also terrified. He wasn't sure what Yun Jian's love was. If one day he lost all his memory, would he be abandoned immediately?

This sense of dread overwhelmed him.

"let it go."

He also needs time to calm down alone, and he also needs to slowly digest the memory of the fusion of two souls.

Cloud remonstrance does not let go, more and more tight embrace.

Jiang Ye was laughed out of anger, he said in a deep voice, "My cultivation is not as good as yours, if you don't let me go, I won't be able to leave."

"Then you stay with me..." Then you stay with me, don't go...

But before Yun Jian finished speaking, the young man said coldly: "I will explode my spiritual veins, and make all the memories you are looking for disappear..."

The last time Jiang Ye yelled about exploding his spirit veins was in Cangwu City. At that time, he wholeheartedly wanted to protect the master and never let anyone bully the master. He could really do such a thing. After seeing how terrifying his pulse was, he was frightened to death and vowed never to be impulsive again.

But now, Yun Jian knew that he was not joking, but that he was really capable of such a thing.

Fearing that Jiang Ye would destroy himself, Yun Jian let go no matter how difficult it was.

A person's mentality is a very strange thing. At the beginning, Jiang Ye didn't expect his master to have any feelings for him, so he never had any expectations, so he didn't feel bitter.

But once you fall in love with the other party, once you start to expect how deep and strong the other party's love for you is, you will become swayed by gains and losses, and cannot tolerate any flaws.

Countless hopes have piled up into today's disappointment.

Jiang Ye wanted to calm down, and also wanted to give Yun Jian a time to calmly think.

What's more, although the soul in his body was struggling to merge, it was very difficult because it was too broken. It was fine when he was in a long sleep, but after he was forcibly awakened, the broken feeling was like a blunt knife cutting flesh, and the pain was severe.

He couldn't stand the pain, so he gritted his teeth and endured it, but he couldn't bear it for too long.

Wind and rain mountain road.

He walked back step by step along the way he had come, with the oil-paper umbrella hanging over his head to keep him from getting a drop of rain.

Jiang Ye turned his head and glanced behind him. The former god in white was drenched in the rain in embarrassment at the moment. Seeing Jiang Ye turned his head, he was stunned and stood there at a loss. He thought Jiang Ye was going to say something to him, but he didn't. When he waited, he wanted to say something to Jiang Ye again, but his lips only opened and closed, trembling slightly, and he still didn't know what words to say to save him.

Looking straight at Jiang Ye with both eyes, Jiang Ye thought he was bullying him.

Who is bullying whom?

This anger is too hard to let go!

Jiang Ye ignored him, gritted his teeth, and continued walking without looking back.

Until he returned to the courtyard where they lived in Li's residence, he lay down on the bed at night, and when he heard the sound of the door being pushed open, he pulled the quilt over his head and remained silent.

The room is extremely quiet, and you can even hear the sound of raindrops dripping from the wet clothes on the wooden floor. It comes from the little apprentice's temper, and he is worried about his master catching a cold. Press down.

That sentence: Do you want to change a piece of clothing, wipe off the water, and let him swallow it down his throat.

It was his master who was silent for a long time.

Ci Huan's hoarse voice sounded cautiously: "It's windy and rainy tonight. Would you like... Would you like some ginger soup? I'll cook it for you."

"Uh..." Jiang Ye didn't answer him, but he heard someone close the door and go out, and through the milky white window paper, he could see the starlight from the stove on the veranda outside.

After a while, the door was pushed open again, and a sweet fragrance permeated the air, accompanied by the spicy ginger soup.

Whether it's Liquan or Jiangye, they both love sweets.

Yun Jian was very afraid of doing something wrong, and seemed to be angry with Jiang Ye, until when the ginger soup was simmering slowly, he stared at the mist floating out for a long time, and suddenly figured out something.

This person with a sweet tooth... has always been this person.

What is he struggling with?

What memory does not remember?As long as the person he loves is by his side, embraced by him, and kissed softly by him, there will be a future between them, and more memories will be born.

Could he care more about memory than his attachment to this person?

Does he feel that after the memories between the two are recreated in the future, the future Jiang Ye will not be the current Jiang Ye?Just like the Jiang Ye who has the memories of the past, isn't he the Jiang Ye in front of him now?

This kind of thinking is a kind of exhaustion.

But he should figure it out after all.

He was carrying ginger soup, half of the rainwater on his body was evaporated by the cold wind, but he was still wet. He didn't dare to sit by the bed, fearing that the cold air from his soaked clothes would make Jiang night catch cold.

"are you asleep?"

No one answered, but Yun Jian knew and stayed up all night.

He stood with the ginger soup for a long time, and the hot temperature of the porcelain bowl warmed his cold hands before he put down the bowl and carefully held the wrist that was inadvertently exposed under the quilt.

It was obvious that the boy's hand trembled slightly.

Yun Jian caressed the hand that still had a small scar on the palm, and kissed lightly on the wound reverently.

"sorry."

The long eyelashes droop, the flickering candlelight casts shadows under the eyelids, and the glazed beads gradually become thicker.

"It's my fault, I'm just... too confused, I didn't like you because of my memory, I didn't love you because you lost your memory, I always liked you, not when you were, nor what like you..."

With deep love and strong possessive desire, Yun Jian has never thought about why he likes Jiang Ye.

But now, when the test came suddenly, he was caught off guard and had no time to prepare, so he was overwhelmed by the chaos in his heart, hurting his sweetheart and himself.

But what's the use?

The injury had already left a stubborn scar on his heart. He stood by the boy's bed and whispered, but never got a response.

After waiting for a long time, the warm yellow candle lamp is almost boiled dry.

Jiang Ye suddenly lifted the brocade quilt covering his head, his eyes were red, his throat was still a little choked, he looked so miserable, but he glared at Yun Jian ferociously.

"go out!"

As soon as he opened his mouth, he felt that his words were too heavy, so he added: "I... I'm going to sleep."

Yun Jian really wanted to hug him and sleep with him like every day and night, but he didn't dare to make Jiang Ye angry again.

So he let go, and watched the boy put the quilt back on and cover his head before reluctantly pushing the door open.

The sound of rain outside the door continued, and it was very noisy.

Yun Jian didn't go anywhere, he sat on the bluestone steps outside the door, looked at the drowsy sky, and thought for a long time.

From the first time I met Xiaoxiliu in the Nine Heavens, I thought of the memory of him and Liquan in Tongxiu Village after he fell into the world thousands of years ago, and thought of the time in this life when he met the little apprentice and suddenly felt moved but didn't know it .

He originally thought that he liked Jiang Ye because he went back in the dreams woven by lovebirds, and only those who knew that Jiang Ye was his deep soul liked him.

In fact, the reasons he gave himself were lame.

What if the dream told him that his old friend from thousands of years ago was someone else?Will he suddenly like a stranger?And... he likes Jiang Yezao, he is never willing to hurt him, even when he starts to protect him... he is tempted.

Feeling exhausted, Yun Jian didn't go anywhere, just guarded outside the house, sat on the long bluestone steps leaning against the porch pillars and fell asleep.

He hasn't closed his eyes for a long time, and his mental exhaustion is extremely heavy, so he can't suppress this drowsiness even if he doesn't want to sleep.

only……

He didn't sleep well, and when it was dawn, there was a knock on the courtyard door, which woke him up.

Miss Li, who was carrying a cleaning tool, was a little surprised when she saw him.

"Xianjun... are you guys, are you back again?"

Yun Jian frowned: "What do you mean?"

"Hey? Little Xianjun and the others came to say goodbye early in the morning. They said they were in a hurry and left after picking up the carriage. Are you not together, Xianjun? After all, they have been gone for two hours."

Yun Jian's complexion suddenly changed, he knocked on the door restrainedly and anxiously, and immediately pushed it away when he couldn't get a response, is there anyone else in the house?

His general kidnapped his "pet" and his "son" and ran away overnight!