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[Second update] The only thing missing is the memory of the deep affection

"You really didn't die! You...you have been a disaster for thousands of years, you!"

After Yunjian scolded Philip for not allowing them to come in, they suddenly heard the young man's voice scolding fiercely.

Feifei froze on the spot, despite being happy, astonished, and inconceivable, no one went in to disturb the two people who had finally met again.

He hurried out of the yard, leaving space for the two of them to get along with each other.

In the room, the young man sat up from the bed, clutched the pillow and slammed it on Yun Jian's body, looking fiercely at the man in front of him, looking at the pair of beautiful peach blossom eyes that were maddened by joy but froze at a loss.

Jiang Ye continued to speak viciously: "Since you are not dead, why...why did you come back now? Why... did you come to me?"

As he spoke, his voice became choked up, and he couldn't throw the other pillow that was about to hit Yun Jian.Because that pair of beautiful eyes that were almost broken was ignited with a little bit of surprise, because that beautiful face was as pale as paper.

Because the black hair that was like splashed ink turned into a desolate silvery white, because the thin lips that had lost their color were still dripping with blood.

Jiang Ye couldn't move, and when he saw him so haggard, he felt that he had lost in the end.

The boy's eyes were a little red, and he suddenly rushed towards Yun Jian, but because he had been lying down for too long, his legs and feet were a little stiff, and he almost fell to the ground.

Yun Jian regards him as a treasure, and keeps his eyes on him all the time, so how could he be hurt so much?He caught him quickly with quick eyes and hands, and tightly locked the person in his arms with his arms.

It is alive and kicking, the skin is warm, the breath is hot, the heartbeat is regular, and the life is endless!

The boy frowned: "Don't hug her so tightly, I can't breathe..."

Yun Jian didn't dare to make him uncomfortable, but he didn't want to let go, so he could only lean over and put the person on the bed, leaning over his body, and put his ear against the beating heart of the person in his arms.

The regular rhythm shows that the person in front of me is really resurrected, really woke up!

Such joy made him look a little crazy.

Jiang Ye felt weird, and frowned, "What are you listening to? I'm a man, I can't have children, I'm not pregnant... I can't hear fetal movement..."

"Uh..." Faced with such strange words again, Yun Jian no longer felt uncomfortable, he only felt joy, only happiness, and even a little worried about gains and losses.

He looked at Jiang Ye with panic and excitement.

The distance between each other is very close, the tip of the nose is next to the tip of the nose, and you can feel the hot breath of the other party.

Peach blossom eyes meet almond eyes.

It's like a gurgling spring flowing through the bottom of my heart, nourishing the dry peach blossom tree, so the brokenness in Yun Jian's peach eyes was repaired, the scarlet color faded, but she was still terrified.

He pursed his lips, and his hoarse voice overflowed his thin lips: "At the beginning, I dreamed as soon as I fell asleep, dreaming that you woke up, and dreaming that you blamed me, but when I opened my eyes, I saw that you had been sleeping all the time. I don't wake up, sometimes I feel that reality is a nightmare, and dreams are real..."

"You...you tell me, I'm not dreaming, okay? Tell me, it's all real..."

His fingers lingered on Jiang Ye's cheeks, gently tracing the facial features, he would tremble slightly because of the agitation of Jiang Ye's eyelashes, and would be agitated by Jiang Ye's clear almond eyes that couldn't hide his emotions.

His voice was trembling, he had never lost his composure before, Jiang Ye was a little dazed, and his heart was a little sad.

It seemed that no language could appease the person in front of him who was on the verge of being broken just now.

Moving Ye Ye's eyes lightly, seeing the bright red blood stain on Yun Jian's lips, he couldn't help frowning, unable to say any angry words, only distressed.

He raised his head to kiss the blood on the corner of his lips, and the sweet, rusty smell filled his nostrils.

The young man in Yun Jian's arms licked the blood off his lips bit by bit like a little beast.

The real, warm, soft touch is like a feather, scratching Yun Jian's heart, itchy and astringent.

Before separating the lips of Ye Ye and wanting to ask him why he was bleeding, he suddenly lowered his head, sucked and sucked the soft lips of the young man, and crushed him tenderly. Not long after, he was like a ferocious beast gnawing at the softness, like a It's like tearing apart the person in your arms and eating them into your belly.

After sleeping for so long, Jiang Ye was exhausted and had no energy to push back. His breath was taken away, and he was almost out of breath. He blushed and hurriedly tried to hide in the gap between the kisses.

"Don't hide!"

As soon as Yun Jianci's voice came out, Jiang Ye felt as if he had been cast with a fixing spell, not because he couldn't avoid it, but because he couldn't bear it and didn't want to part with it.

The voice is fragile, with long-lasting despair.

Yun Jian stared at him unwaveringly, his eyes flushed.

"kiss Me."

These words are so familiar, I feel that I have heard them somewhere.

"kiss Me."

Accompanied by Yun Jian's voice, a memory that he was not familiar with seemed to pop into Jiang Ye's mind.

In the dark dungeon, the vines turned into Yun Jian, tricking him into Mi Zhang. In Mi Zhang's fantasy dream, he was hooked by Yun Jian's neck. At that time, his eyes were red like this, and he was slightly squinted by desire. Get up, stare at him for a moment, and say to him, "Kiss me."

Strange memories are inexplicably familiar.

But before Jiang Ye could think about it any more, he was stunned when he saw the peach blossom eyes that were about to shatter because of his hesitation.

It's just a kiss, just obey him once Jiang Ye thinks about it.

It just so happened that he had been sealed up for a thousand years, and the soul that had been tormented for a thousand years wanted to be released once in a while.

"it is good!"

Jiang Ye suddenly pulled Yun Jian's skirt, and dragged him down, viciously like a puppy used to breast milk tearing raw meat for the first time, but he didn't know where to start, and he insisted on pretending to be something he knew well Look like Yun Jian, just like Yun Jian just now.

During the tearing, the brocade was lifted, and with a "bang bang", some iron object fell to the ground.

This movement brought back Jiang Ye's consciousness. When he turned his eyes, he saw a blood-stained blade slipped to the ground. He suddenly thought of the blood stains on the corner of Yun Jian's lips. The fingers on the chest were covered with sticky plasma.

"You... what's wrong with you?"

There was a bloody hole in Yun Jian's chest, and blood was still oozing out continuously.

Jiang Ye's face turned pale all of a sudden.

Yun Jian grabbed his hand, shook his head and said, "It's okay, I'm fine."

"It's okay, ghost! You're bleeding! You... how did you get hurt? Does it hurt? You..."

Yun Jian looked at him with lowered eyelashes, his eyes became more gentle.

After taking out the remnant soul from the bones and sending it into Jiang Ye's body, he didn't want to wait any longer. I saw a lively little apprentice.

He made a selfish attempt, opened the heart of the only white-feathered phoenix in the world, and took out a few drops of heart blood, even if he couldn't wake up Jiang Ye, it wouldn't hurt him, and even if he couldn't succeed, he could better nourish his soul .

White Feather Phoenix's painstaking efforts are much better than those infused spiritual power.

Yun Jian made the right bet!

As soon as Jiang Ye's remnant soul was stained with his heart blood, he quickly supported his body to wake up.

It hurts to have his heart cut open, but it's not the first time he has been cut open, this time he is willing, even with sweet joy, so he doesn't feel much pain anymore.

He looked at the boy's restless eyes, pulled the boy's hand and moved it to his heart, slightly parted his thin lips, and said against his will, "Mmm... it hurts, rub it."

"Uh..." Smelly shameless!

Although it was hurting in his heart, Yun Jian's face was paler, but the heart under his palm was still beating vigorously. Jiang Ye remembered that when Yun Jian was imprisoned in the nine heavens, his heart was cut to death. Not fatal to him.

What's more, the injury suffered by the person in front of him can be seen at a glance that he caused it.

Jiang Ye frowned: "Forget it if it hurts to death!"

But as soon as he finished speaking, he was taken aback for a moment.

This is so familiar!

Confused, he murmured to Yun Jian: "Did I... did I say that? I... Why can't I remember? Did I say that to you?"

Yun Jian was also stunned, but he felt that Jiang Yeben's memory was confused because he couldn't digest the spiritual power. Before he got the bodhi xiancao, his appearance was normal.

So he coaxed softly: "You said it... But you forgot, it doesn't matter, these memories will be retrieved slowly."

After all, Jiang Ye couldn't be more cruel to his little broken bird, and he was so angry that he was angry, and he still complained about the past while helping Yun Jian with medicine.

"You took a cat with you and didn't take me with you. Who can believe that you didn't really want to give up? Also... don't blame me for being impulsive at the time. I'm not stupid. I thought about the reason, and I It’s not human, and it’s normal not to know human characters! Why are you imitating human beings and writing to me so politely?”

As if the memory only stayed a thousand years ago, Jiang Ye talked a lot about that time, and while he was talking, he timidly raised his eyes to observe Yun Jian's face, for fear that he would be absent for a thousand years, and the other party would no longer care about him.

This feeling of worrying about gains and losses will be there at night, and there will also be cloud remonstrance.

Yun Jian listened to him, but the more he listened, the more he felt something was wrong.

After the wound on his heart was bandaged and he tied Yejiang's white gauze with a huge bow on his chest, Yun Jian's expression softened a little.

Every time Jiang Ye bandaged his wounds, no matter whether he appeared in the form of a human or a white bird, the injured wound would always be tied with such a ridiculous knot by the little apprentice.

It's this guy, that's right.

But he didn't let go of his breath, and was panicked by Jiang Ye's words.

"I don't remember your grudge. I don't mean the time you left without saying goodbye thousands of years ago. I mean, the time you pierced my heart when you were in Jiuchongtian. Actually... it didn't hurt too much. Instead, I felt very painful. I am happy, there is nothing wrong with falling into the world, this place is more lively than the sky."

He kept talking all night.

Yun Jian listened silently.

The blood that had just surfaced on his face faded little by little, his lips were numb and he couldn't open his mouth to ask.

what he wanted to ask.

I would like to ask: Why do you remember the things in the Nine Heavens?

But Yun Jian found an explanation for himself, because his young general Ye Soul returned to his body and recovered part of his previous life memories.

I would like to ask: Why do you not remember what you have said in your life, and what you have done?

But he found a good reason for himself, because his little apprentice didn't get the Bodhi Immortal Grass, and now his memory is confused.

But thousands of reasons, no matter how reasonable, can hardly conceal the uneasiness.

This uneasiness hit Jiang Ye's eyes, Jiang Ye thought that he was uncomfortable, thought that his wound was more than this one, he reached out to take off Yun Jian's clothes and apply medicine to him, his hands and feet were very fast, and Yun Jian didn't respond When he came over, his clothes were suddenly ripped open, revealing large scarlet wounds on his skin.

Those wounds are said to be fresh but not just created, and they are said to be old but have not yet healed.

That's just two days.

Jiang Ye looked dumbfounded, his almond eyes trembled, and he immediately recognized how these injuries came from, and he stubbornly prevented Yun Jian from pulling on the arm that he wanted to cover with his clothes.

"Show me back to your original shape, hurry up!" Jiang Ye fiercely attacked him.

"Uh..." Jiang Ye guessed, this stupid little broken bird is killing himself!

At the beginning, Jiang Ye thought about pulling the feathers of the little broken bird and turning him into a little bald bird, so that he would not have the capital to go out and provoke others. Only he, the stream, would not despise him!

But he was just thinking about it, he didn't want his little broken bird to hurt, he didn't want him to become ugly, he didn't want him to get hurt...

The boy's almond eyes were red, and he looked at Yun Jian with pity and sadness.

He softened the imperceptible chill in Yun Jian's eyes, and Yun Jian couldn't bear to ask him when Jiang Ye was.

This change is too sudden.

When Yun Jian first recovered the memory of Tongxiu Village, he wondered why his little apprentice couldn't remember it?How he wished that Jiang Ye knew about the past, but contradictoryly didn't want him to remember the bloody and painful past.

Later, also relieved.

If you don't remember, don't remember.

He likes Jiang Ye, because of the familiarity in the past, and because of the relationship with him now, as long as he is by his side, what does it matter if he can't remember?

Yun Jian thought that when Jiang Ye's soul is complete, his memories from a thousand years ago should also come back.

But it doesn't affect the fact that he is his little apprentice now, nor does it affect their common experience, those getting along with slight pain, and the entanglement when they are in love.

But if...

But what if the person in front of him is just the pure stream in the nine heavens thousands of years ago, the mountain elf he met in Tongxiu, and not his little apprentice?

The same temperament, the same appearance, the same voice, even the behavior and tone of speech are exactly the same...

But only the memory of that deep affection is missing...

How exactly is a person's identity confirmed?If there is no memory, is this person still the same person?

Yun Jian suddenly felt his heart stagnate, he couldn't breathe, his complexion became more and more ugly, and he grabbed Jiang Ye's wrist, the color of the glazed beads in the peach blossom sockets became darker, as thick as a puddle of insoluble ink , filled with a faint sense of danger, mixed with some panic.

"you……"

Jiang Yetong's eyes trembled, a little scared, he hadn't seen Yun Jian for a thousand years, and he had never seen Yun Jian like this.

"Hand...Hand hurts."

The familiar voice brought Yun Jian back to his senses, and when he let go of his hand, the dark red fingerprints left on Jiang Ye's wrist could still be seen.

His eyes were as deep as abyss, they never diverged, his eyes were a little flustered, and he didn't want to look directly at Jiang Ye.

He left a sentence: "You have a good rest." He fled as if he had to leave the room that made him almost suffocate.

Bai Ying passed the courtyard gate and walked towards a deserted place.

Philip, who was guarding outside the courtyard, didn't even think that he just woke up, why did his master run away after staying for so long?I don't know who is guarding every step of the time during the dead and alive, not letting anyone get close to his treasure.

"Am I not mistaken? Are my eyes blurred?"

"No, no! It's not flowery at all, it's bright! Big eyes are beautiful!" Qingteng answered with a smirk.

"Uh..." Fei Fei felt uneasy in his heart, he was too lazy to argue with the little mentally handicapped, and the barrier in the courtyard did not stop him and Fujiteng.

When the two of them walked in, they bumped into Jiang Ye who pushed the door out.

The two pairs of big round eyes stared at each other for a long time, then narrowed Ye Suan's eyes and scolded: "Return to original form!"

The boy suddenly turned into a cat with snow-white fur.

Philip didn't think about it either, but he once mistook Jiang Ye as the Lord and instinctively obeyed.

However, although……

Why did Jiang Ye want him to change into his original form?

"Sure enough it was you! I shouldn't have given you to the little broken bird in the first place, say! Why did the little broken bird take you away instead of me? Do I look difficult to carry? I...my original shape...his I love it too!"

"Uh..." Are you okay?

"You...don't bully him!" Xiao Qingteng stretched out her arms, and stood in front of the cat, looking at Jiang Ye with some confusion, and suddenly said: "Mom! Why did you lose your temper as soon as you woke up?" ?”

If it was Jiang Ye on weekdays, he would probably explode when he heard this "mother", but the Jiang Ye in front of him was different. He stared at Tongxiu's divine veins for a long time and thought for a long time, and suddenly realized.

Eyes widened with excitement: "You not only gave birth to wisdom, but also turned into a human form! When I watered you, I really didn't expect you to have today! But there is one thing I want to correct you, I am your father , don’t call me mother!”

Xiao Qingteng frowned and shook her head, and said stubbornly: "No, you are the mother, and my father is Fei Fei's master, Yun Jian."

The courtyard suddenly became lively, Jiang Yehuo was frantically arguing with Xiao Qingteng about the title.

Philippe also seemed to see something different.

Fei Fei thought, if the boy from Shenyin Peak saw Yun Jian walking out with an ugly expression, then he should chase him out, right?Even if he wants to give Yun Jian time to be alone, he is afraid that he is not the master at the moment, the master said shortly, and asked Feifei with a sigh, is there something he did not do well that made the master displeased.

The boy before he fell into a deep sleep was full of thoughts about respecting his master, loving his master, and never letting anyone touch his master...

And now, the one who wakes up...

Fei Fei didn't dare to say much, and let Xiao Qingteng and Jiang Ye chat about the spiritual plants he had watered, while he left the courtyard and walked in the direction where Yun Jian left.

The author says:

The time has spanned thousands of years, and the relationship between the people we met at the beginning and the people in front of us is an issue that Master cannot escape.

He has to figure out: Is the person he loves Chuan Xiliu or the current little apprentice, even if the temperament is the same, but the memory is different.Is a person's existence a living body, or a deep memory?If that person loses his memory, does it mean that the former "he" has completely disappeared?