I, scum gong, never adore Master

I don't want to sleep... If I sleep, I won't wake up

The clear and blue sky of Huihui Island was burnt red by the scorching fireworks, and the secret realm of Hongmeng was completely burned away. The fire and phoenix soared into the sky, hovering above the sea area with a fiery tail flame.

A good wedding banquet was tossed into chaos by sudden changes.

Most of the guests who came to the banquet were from the fairy sect, and when the loud noise roared, their cronies would send news non-stop.

——The Hongmeng Secret Realm was burned down, and the divine veins that the protoss gave to various immortal sects from the nine heavens through this channel were also severely damaged, and their spiritual energy plummeted.

The elders of the Xianmen were shocked. After receiving the letter, they hurriedly asked Goddess Shuyu to arrange a spirit boat to send them back to Daze. Some gritted their teeth unwillingly and reprimanded the guards of Wuhui Island, asking them to give an explanation. When the phoenix flew up into the blue sky in a red dress, they saw the scarlet-eyed, nearly mad Shenyin Peak immortal standing on top of the phoenix, despising the world.

Yun Jian didn't leave immediately, he hugged the dying Jiang Ye across his arms, and the strong spiritual power in his palm poured into the young man's body continuously.

Although the body in his arms was almost freezing, the spiritual power he poured in was like pouring water into an old wooden barrel, and he continued to do so without hesitation, as if he would go crazy if he didn't do anything.

He controlled the fiery phoenix to land on the coast of Kuihui Island, and landed in front of the extremely popular and festive Cumulus Cloud Terrace.

The temperature of the fire phoenix was too high, and all the red silk flowers on the cumulus platform were burned to ashes and smoke.

Everyone looked back hurriedly.

They could all tell that the fire on this Huofeng's body was not an ordinary fire, and if it touched it, their lives might be in danger.

The young man walked slowly down from the fire phoenix, with silver hair like snow and clothes like flames. He was still wearing the wedding dress when he was about to marry Goddess Shuyu.

Now this blood red wedding dress is extremely bright, one does not know whether it is the red dress itself, or because it is stained with blood and mixed together, it is so glaring.

"Immortal... Immortal Venerable?"

Obviously, the iconic bright frost and silver hair can reveal the identity of the young man, but seeing him like this, some people still dare not recognize him.

After all, those eyes that were originally as clear as glazed beads now glowed with a coquettish and extremely hostile red light, as deep as a black abyss.

Not like a fairy, but like a demon climbing out of the abyss on hellfire.

In addition to Xianmen and Yuhuidao Yuren, there were also Jun Tong and Wen Renyue who came late.

At first, they couldn't believe that the young man in Yun Jian's arms was Jiang Ye. When the pale face appeared from Yun Jian's arms, they were shocked to realize that this young man looked as if he was dead. It was his cousin and his best friend!

"cousin!"

Jun Tong's eyes widened, water mist formed in his eyes, he rushed over regardless, but was squinted by Yun Jian, and the blazing flames around him knocked Jun Tong away, but fortunately Wen Renyue caught him, so that he was not injured.

Jun Tong panicked: "What happened to him? He... What happened to him?!"

Someone around whispered: "It looks like that... I'm afraid I'm dead..."

Jun Tong and Wen Renyue were so angry and shocked by what the man said, they even wanted to yell at the man for cursing indiscriminately, but the moment they spoke, they watched helplessly as the man who asserted that Jiang Ye was dead was wrapped in a hot white flame Burning screams.

Howled and jumped into the Extreme East Sea to save his life.

"Rumors... are all lies! Not dead... not dead, just asleep..."

Yun Jian didn't speak to anyone, his extremely hoarse voice trembled and kept shaking, as if he was comforting himself in the suffocation that if he persisted more, he would be able to surface and breathe.

The man who used to be like a god hugged the young man, his red eyes seemed to be stupefied immediately, but he was gentle and affectionate, comforting the young man in his arms who had long been unable to give any response.

Immortal Venerable... is crazy...

This is what the vast majority of people present think.

But they saw Yun Jian going crazy and almost burning people to death just now, so they didn't dare to say more, but they also looked at Yun Jian and the fire phoenix at this moment, and thought of the fact that the secret realm of Hongmeng hidden in Yuhui Island was completely burned down .

Could it be... the Immortal Venerable did it? !

The people in the immortal sect who are running around for profit naturally care about this matter very much. They know that the mystical realm of Hongmeng is the bridge between the gods and the human world.

Those who don't understand the importance of the Primordial Secret Realm, or don't care about it, such as Wen Renyue, who came here non-stop along the way, have always been skeptical of the elder brother's words, but at this moment he is also certain of this terrible prophecy.

The elder brother said, let him quickly remind Jiang Ye to be careful of the people around him.

But who would have thought that this "person next to him" would be Jiang Ye's master?

Jiang Ye still had the deadly plume pierced into his chest, and the fatal wounds overflowing from the wound still carried Yun Jian's spiritual power.

He...he was killed by his master himself!

The person he loved personally killed him!

The blood-stained celestial venerable embraced the beloved disciple he killed with his own hands, and raised his scarlet eyes in a frenzy to stare at Goddess Shuyu.

"Bodhi Immortal Herb, give it to me."

What he said was so direct that he didn't even want to act anymore. This wasn't a begging, it was a blatant robbing.

The rumored Bodhi Immortal Grass can revive the dead, flesh and bones. Although he knows that the rumors are exaggerated, he will not give up any means that can be called hope.

Goddess Shuyu frowned, sighed and shook her head: "This is the last one that was taken away from Yuhui Island thousands of years ago, Xianzun, you are late."

As soon as she finished speaking, the scorching phoenix flame suddenly blazed up, and the surrounding temperature suddenly rose, and the heat wave swept the air and distorted the air.

"You lied to me!!"

He is really crazy!

The flames of the phoenix swept across everything in the cumulus platform, and it was burnt into powder and smoke, and it seemed that it could not be controlled at all. It turned into a fire dragon and attacked Goddess Shuyu with the scorching heat.

Goddess Shuyu was a descendant of a god after all, she dodged suddenly at the critical moment, and was wrapped in a raging flame by the silk ribbon raised by the divine smoke, so she dodged the blow and burned her arm.

Shenyan supported Shuyu, his ribbon shattered all over the sky, turned into ashes and drowned in the heat wave.

"Immortal Venerable, if you want to save him, you should find a way as soon as possible. Even if there is no bodhi fairy grass, there must be other ways. If you persist here, even if you kill everyone, the gain will not be worth the loss!"

His words seemed to have awakened Yun Jian, and his scarlet pupils trembled suddenly.

Shen Yan glanced at the young man in Yun Jian's arms, and continued: "He can't wait any longer! Go and find a way, Shen Yan promised the Immortal Venerable that he would look for Bodhi Immortal Grass, and if he found it, he would send it to the Immortal in time. Honor your hands!"

"Yes! Immortal Bodhi Grass! And Cangwu City's life-saving secret technique, I will find it for my cousin!"

Jun Tong recovered from his panic.

Yun Jian's overwhelming anger was finally suppressed by deeper worries and tensions. He couldn't find the bodhi celestial grass, so he thought of completely burning the Luhui Island where he had come here to ashes and killing everyone!

But he... has other important things to do.

Can't let Jiangye wait any longer!

He still doesn't know whether Jiang Ye is alive or dead in this state. His whole body is as cold as a corpse, but his soul has been sealed in his body and has not left his body.

Does this mean that there is still hope?

Do not!

There must be hope!

Bu Lingchen has been studying medicine for thousands of years, so he must have a way to save him. If he needs anything, he will find it, or if he doesn't come, he will grab it!

The fire phoenix sensed the master's call, let out a long cry, and carried the two of them straight to the sky.

Until he stood in the sky and Yun Jian overlooked the island and the people on the island that he hated so much, he still couldn't help but want to summon a ball of nirvana fire to burn everything up.

The blazing flame was about to leave the fingertips, the boy in his arms suddenly moved slightly, touching the skin of his wrist lightly, the fire on Yun Jian's fingertips suddenly went out.

Holding the person in his arms, his voice was hoarse and excited: "Are you... awake?"

no respond.

The subtle movements just now seemed to have never appeared before, like his hallucinations.

Yun Jian hugged the blood-soaked boy, buried his cheek deeply in the boy's neck, his eyes were shattered, and tears rolled down.

"Then sleep a little longer."

"I'll take you back... Let's go home, and you'll wake up when we go back, okay?"

……

No one responded, but Yun Jian just kept chattering with him, while urging Huo Feng to return to Yun Miao at an extremely fast speed.

It took more than half a month's journey to come, but it only took a stick of incense to go back.

When he came, his little apprentice was still alive and kicking, and he would be embarrassed by his kisses and confession, but when he returned, he let him lie in his arms without any response, unable to smile happily. , and will not blush with embarrassment, only a pale and pale face remains.

Until the blood was left in the sky, the night was about to fall, and the blazing fire phoenix flew over the dark sky, causing the common people down the mountain to call out the miracle and kneel down one after another.

……

Zhong Lize hadn't shown up for many days, maybe it was because of Bu Lingchen's constant presence in the cave, or maybe Feng Wuyou had arranged some sinister tasks for him.

In short, Bu Lingchen took Fei Fei to spend several days of ordinary time, and healed Xiao Qingteng's injury to a great extent.

On this day, just as dusk fell, the barrier outside Wulian Peak suddenly shattered with a "boom" like glass shattering.

Philippe's ears are extremely sensitive, and when he heard a sound, he hurriedly climbed up the little ivy, and pulled the tips of his furry ears down to block the ear canal.

"Is he coming! Isn't he? Isn't he?"

Tongxiu Shenmai hugged Feifei tightly, stuffed the kitten's head into his arms, his eyes were fierce, and he stared at the entrance of the cave angrily, thinking that as long as Zhong Lize dared to torture Feifei, he would die with all his might Kill that dog thing!

Just as Bu Lingchen was about to go out to investigate, he was stunned on the spot as soon as he lifted his footsteps.

"You're back?"

A fiery red Yun Jian appeared at the entrance of the cave with Jiang Ye in his arms. Bu Lingchen went over to feel Jiang Ye's pulse, his face was extremely ugly, and he said with a frown, "Come with me."

The condition of the cave was too poor, and many medicines and tools for healing were not complete, so they had to go back to the pharmacy in Wulianfeng.

The light in the cave was dim, and Bu Lingchen didn't realize how ugly Yun Jian's complexion was until he stepped out of the cave. Because he had been excessively overdrawing his spiritual power, pouring it into Jiang Ye's body continuously, his beautiful face was as pale as paper. His aura was flying wildly, with a faint tendency to be uncontrollable, a pair of red pupils were as irritable as magma torn apart, and there was a tendency to become demonic if he took a wrong step.

Yun Jian carefully placed Ye'an on the bed, and stared at Bu Lingchen. His throat was so choked that he couldn't speak, but his flustered eyes told everything.

Bu Lingchen had never seen Yun Jian like this before, even though he was enduring extreme torture every night of the full moon, this person remained calm and silent.

He had never seen Jiang Ye with his soul shattered like this, the sharp blade turned into feathers was still stuck in the boy's chest, and the endless vitality dissipated and disappeared from the torn wound.

And the feather that turned into a deadly blade was clearly from Yun Jian!

"How did this happen! Are you crazy?!"

Bu Lingchen rummaged through the box, almost pouring the panacea that he had treasured for hundreds of years and was reluctant to take out on the table.

"I...don't dare to pull it out easily, I'm afraid..."

The man who was almost insane stared at the young man's heart with red eyes. His voice was so hoarse that it was almost difficult to distinguish what he was saying.

Bu Lingchen hastily stuffed a pill into his mouth, Yun Jian shook his head: "Look at him first, look at him quickly! Save... him!"

"Swallow it first, or I won't save you!"

What's the point with a lunatic?

Fortunately, Yun Jian was very obedient, whether it was poison or medicine, he swallowed obediently, then raised his trembling eyes, tremblingly waiting for the last flame of hope. Bu Lingchen.

"go out!"

Bu Lingchen frowned tightly, "You can only add to the chaos if you stay in this state! Go out and adjust your breath yourself! I don't want to save one, but the other!"

Despite his reluctance, Yun Jian behaved like a child for the first time in history.

Bu Lingchen slammed the door shut, blocking Yun Jian's view.

Jiang Ye was dead, and Yun Jian's condition was not much better. The elixir Bu Lingchen gave him could stabilize his mind and prevent him from going completely insane due to emotional depression and spiritual violence.

This kind of medicine is very overbearing, even if Yun Jian wants to squander his energy and vent his anger crazily, he will be firmly suppressed the riot of the spirit veins, but unfortunately there is no good medicine in this world that can appease him Inner grief.

The majestic Shenyin Peak Immortal Venerable, the former His Highness Feng Lan, was originally an existence that stood tall and proud of the dome, but at this moment, he was like a child who was hesitant and abandoned, he could only hug his knees without blinking. Red, watching the faint candlelight in the pharmacy revealing the light from the window lattice.

The trembling fire flickered again and again, as if a gust of wind could completely extinguish it.

like the night...

"Owner."

A small trembling voice came from the side of the haystack, and Fei Fei turned into a kitten and hesitantly approached Yun Jian step by step.

Yun Jian, however, acted as if he didn't hear anything, his eyes never left the little candlelight in the window, he could see Bu Lingchen's busy figure, but he couldn't see what happened to Jiang Ye who was lying down.

"Master, you... what's wrong with you?"

"呲-"

The little cat suddenly let out a muffled snort, and was rolled back a few times by Xiao Qingteng's arms. He grabbed the cat's paws in one mouthful, and extinguished the flames in his wet mouth.

"You tell my dad to calm down, he is suffering now!"

Tongxiu Shenmai had seen Yun Jian like this before, after his "mother" was burned alive thousands of years ago, Yun Jian had been in this state.

But at that time, Yun Jian still had something to do. He wanted to take revenge, find out the cause of death, and search for the soul of the other party in the world.

But now, he sat motionless on the ground, as if he was not as crazy as that time.

But Tongxiu Shenmai felt very strange.

Why does he think Yun Jian is even crazier like this?

Yun Jian didn't know that Wulian Peak was covered with a hard-to-break barrier, so he burned all the obstacles with the Phoenix Nirvana Fire, so that Fei Fei and Xiao Qingteng could escape from the cave where the barrier was placed.

The house was busy, and Yun Jian stayed outside the pharmacy every step of the way. Xiao Qingteng hugged Fei Fei, rubbed his almost scorched paws, and squatted behind the haystack, not far or near, waiting.

Wu Lianfeng had never been so quiet for a day.

It seemed that the wind had stopped, the grass and trees were no longer breathing, and in the dead silence, the wooden door of the pharmacy creaked and slowly opened.

Together with the warm light from the room leaking out, it shone on Yun Jian's pale face.

He looked up at Bu Lingchen, stumbled and braced himself to stand up.

Bu Lingchen stood looking at him against the light, his face was shrouded in shadow, he couldn't see the expression clearly, only his lips were pressed lightly.

"He...he wants to see you, you, come in."

Yun Jian's vision was blurred, his pupils trembled, and when he heard that Jiang Ye woke up, he hurried in. He couldn't tell what the expression on Bu Ling Chen's face meant, nor could he see the smoky red eye sockets of the other party.

The door closed behind him, and Bu Lingchen stopped Feifei.

"Give them a moment."

……

The solitary lamp was burning tremblingly, lighting up the whole room, the light was warm, but the person lying on the bed kept crying cold.

The voice was very weak and indistinct, as if a gust of wind could completely take it away without leaving a trace.

The young man was lying on the bed with his clothes uncovered. The deadly sharp knife on his chest had been pulled out and discarded in the copper basin under the bed. Even the blood no longer oozes out of the gauze, and I don't know if it's because the wound has healed, or the blood has dried up and there is no more bleeding.

Through the thin eyelids, he could feel the swaying of light and shadow. The boy's eyelashes trembled slightly, and a narrow gap was slightly opened, revealing a little bit of dark eyes.

As soon as he saw Yun Jian, he laughed, and wanted to reach out to touch him, but his arm couldn't make any strength, so his master hurriedly grabbed it.

Holding his still extremely cold hand in both hands, sticking it to his cheek, breathing the hot air to keep him warm.

Treat it like a lost treasure.

In the past, he only knew that this pearl was extremely bright, and he liked it very much, but he didn’t know that after losing it, his world suddenly collapsed, and he fell into a dark night with no trace of light. Only then did he realize that this jewel was never Dispensable, not just a pity to lose.

This is the only guiding star in his life, the only light and heat.

Seeing Ye Youyou wake up, Yun Jian's haggard face suddenly turned into a smile, it became blood-colored, and the blood-stained peach blossom eyes burst out with tenderness.

He held Jiang Ye's hand tightly, and gently caressed the boy's equally cold face.

Said to him: "Just wake up, I knew that Bu Lingchen must have a way to save you..."

"Ah."

Jiang Ye looked at Yun Jian, and saw the reflection of the beautiful colored glaze beads on his face as pale as a dead man, he breathed a sigh of relief, letting the last breath of life that was smothered in his chest come up.

Pulling the corners of her lips, dimples appeared, and said to Yun Jian with a smile: "Master, I love you, I have loved you for a long time, since I didn't know, I have... loved you very much."

"Fortunately, I still have a chance to say it."

He thought that he would never have the chance to open his eyes to see his lover again, and never have the chance to say this "love" out of his mouth.

Jiang Ye looked at his master, and suddenly his eyes became moist. He looked at him and kept crying.

His master reached out to wipe the teardrops from the corners of his eyes, but he couldn't wipe them away, as if he wanted to shed all the tears in this life at once.

Yun Jian's voice was unbelievably hoarse, but he couldn't stop the joy of regaining what was lost.

"I know, Master has heard it, I know you love me, I know...you, why are you so stupid?"

Jiang Ye shook his head, his eyelashes drooped slightly, but he didn't find any sharp edge in front of his weakly heaving chest.

He said: "Master, don't blame yourself, I don't have a lot of pain... I can hold it back, it doesn't hurt anymore..."

"Ah."

Jiang Ye doesn't blame him, but this will always be Yun Jian's knot, but he thought, if Jiang Ye gets better, and he doesn't want him to blame himself, he can actually try to forget about it.

Just... make the night better.

Yun Jian gently scratched the bridge of the boy's nose with his fingertips, "I listen to you, you don't blame me, and I won't embarrass myself... You are fine, do you want to sleep a little longer?"

"Don't... I think, look at Master."

"I'm not going anywhere, I'll be with you, Master, will you sleep with you for a while?"

"Ah."

Yun Jian got on the couch and hugged his little apprentice, he was so cold that he had to hug him tightly to keep him warm.

But he wrapped the whole person in his arms, and let his throbbing heart stick to the little apprentice's icy and bone-chilling back, which couldn't simmer him.

Yun Jian was a little uneasy, in the faintly trembling candlelight, he could only hold his little apprentice tighter.

"Sleep, I'll call you when it's dawn, and give in to Ling Chen to change your medicine."

"After a few days when you are fully recovered, we will go back to Shenyin Peak... I bought you a lot of candied fruit, all of which are sweet, and you like to eat them, but I am afraid that you will end up eating them all at once and you will cause toothaches. Hidden, you get well soon and I will give you all to eat."

"Sweet, how does Master know that I like sweets?"

Jiang Ye turned around and faced Yun Jian, a pair of clear apricot eyes stared at Yun Jian for a moment, from the brows to the handsome nose, and then to the well-defined thin lips, he leaned over It was printed on his lips.

"This... is also sweet, so sweet, so sweet..."

There were mist beads of light in the eyes, and Jiang Ye's hand was weak and weak, but stubbornly moved over the beautiful and handsome face in front of him, extremely reluctant, extremely difficult to let go.

The cold fingertips, which can't be warmed no matter how much you cover them, trace the outline of the person in front of you little by little.

"I... have long wanted to get my hands on Master, I love you, I want to... defile you, pull the gods down from the altar, and become mine."

He started talking nonsense, and in front of his master, he was no longer ashamed, no more embarrassing, and poured out those words that would leave regrets forever if he didn't say them.

"But... I won't hurt Master, I won't... let them touch you, I love you, I just want you to be mine, I... I love you..."

The chest rose and fell, but the air entering it was getting less and less, and the throat was almost silent, but he was forced by him to express his heart unwillingly.

However, I can't say enough.

Yun Jian embraced him, frowned and said, "Take a rest when you're tired, don't talk, wait until you recover..."

"Do not……"

Jiang Ye interrupted him.

"What I want to say, I love you, I really really like you..."

Yun Jian: "I know, I know you love me, and I love you too... Go to sleep, sleep for a while to restore your energy, and then listen to me. I will always be there, and I will always listen to you. Go to sleep for a while..."

"I don't, don't sleep."

He added another murmur like a mosquito, but Yun Jian didn't catch it clearly, or maybe he didn't understand it all at once.

"I fell asleep... I can't wake up..."

The boy's head was shaking desperately in his arms.

Yun Jian sighed, and stretched out his hand to caress the wound on the young man's chest, wanting to ask him if it hurts, but when his fingertips touched the silent chest without any trace of beating, he was stunned.

Yun Jian looked at him, the blood on his face that had not recovered for a long time faded away little by little, leaving only paleness.

silence--

Neither of them spoke.

Only Jiangye's moist almond eyes were facing the peach eyes that suddenly lost their vitality.

The boy's lips trembled, and he kissed Yun Jian's eyes.

"Don't be sad...meet Master, I am already very happy, I like the days with you very much, I remember every day..."

"I love you...I love you forever, until death..."

"Let me see you more... let me... see you more..."

Yun Jian didn't move, even the hands around the boy's waist were stiff and stiff, the house was silent, and the house was also dead silent, like a viscera that was no longer beating.

His throat was choked, and he was so hoarse that he uttered difficult syllables under the gaze of the young man's trembling almond eyes.

"it is good……"

The slender and jade-like fingers penetrated into the young man's jet-black hair, and slowly stroked the cold skin of the person in front of him, stroked the handsome but sickly eyebrows of the young man, and finally held his hand.

Interlock your fingers without leaving a gap.

"Okay... Master is with you, you can watch more..."

The pear vortex is in full bloom, and no one knows whether it is brewed with sweet wine or bitter juice, but the young man's beautiful almond eyes are always looking at the peach blossom pupils, looking straight into the depths of the pupils, and seeing the soft affection and love.

The light in Xing's eyes was trembling, and the solitary lamp burning on the table was also trembling.

The oil lamp was extinguished, and the house was plunged into darkness...

Yun Jian's voice trembled, and he held his hands tightly with his fingertips: "The lamp is off... Can you still see it? Master, please go and light the lamp for you, okay? Master, go—"

It came to a screeching halt.

The hand in the palm suddenly slipped.

No light, no sound.

The almond eyes looking at him are gone, and the heart beating for him is gone...

Gone……

All, none, anymore!

炽爱