I, scum gong, never adore Master
Chapter 126
Feng Lanyun remonstrated, if you die, I will be buried with you too!
"I love you...I will always love you, even...even if I forget, I will always love you..."
The voice was vague, I don't know if Yun Jian's voice was too hoarse, or he couldn't hear anything clearly in the middle of the night, but he could only vaguely feel the tears dripping down his cheeks.
Bright red tears fell hotly...
This night was extraordinarily long, and Jiang Ye was completely exhausted...
only……
I don't know if it's an illusion, he looked at his master's face that was full of love and affection for him, and filled with obsession, gradually... gradually became like ice and frost, and the strong love was blown away like a cloud The general fading, even the temperature is receding...
The intense heat gradually cooled down, and the night was forced to the point of death by this almost abusive lovemaking. When he stopped, he opened his eyelashes tremblingly, and the master lying beside him came into his eyes.
The outline is familiar, but cold and handsome as frost.
Caressing Ye Suan's limp and trembling fingers on Yun Jian's cheek, he shouted softly in his hoarse voice, "You...why are you like this today..."
The face under the fingers froze for a moment, the wrist raised and held the finger of Ye Ye, moved it away from his cold cheek, loosened the arm around the other's waist as if it was hot, and sat up on his own, holding the finger between his slender fingers. The painful forehead frowned and rubbed for a long time.
No matter how dull Jiang Ye was, he also noticed something was wrong.
Enduring the soreness all over his body, he opened and closed his gnawed lips and asked, "Master..."
As soon as this title spilled out of his mouth, Yun Jian froze all over.
"You...are you uncomfortable somewhere? Is...is it a headache? Can I rub it for you?"
Yun Jian didn't speak.
Just when Jiang Ye was struggling to sit up, he suddenly lowered his head, and the center of his eyebrows touched Jiang Ye's forehead, and the soft light evoked the golden edge in the profiles of the two of them.
He entered his sea of consciousness.
It was too late for Jiang Ye to refuse, his sea of consciousness lived in a spotted soul, and what Yun Jian saw was Jiang Ye who was like a double image.
Jiang Ye stood there in a daze, not knowing whether to hide, or to rush over and fall into his master's arms.
His master didn't go over to hug him, there was a gurgling stream between them, and the white plum petals fluttered between them, and the falling flowers were colorful.
Seeing clearly, they both saw each other's face clearly.
The double-imaged boy stood at a loss, his long black hair fluttering in the wind, a few strands slanted across his fair cheeks, brushed against his bright red and moist lips, his soft eyelashes fluttered slightly, his nimble almond eyes were like deer in the foothills, Staring anxiously at Yun Jian across the river.
Yun Jian just looked at him like that, the beautiful peach eyes that can only be seen in the sea of consciousness contained clear glass beads, reflecting the glow of the sun, the gentleness gradually faded away, he put the night into the eyes, and then slowly closed them, The glaring blood and tears rolled down the thick long eyelashes, staining the porcelain white cheeks with a ferocious look.
"Master!"
Jiang Ye called him across the river bank, but before he ran over, the people on the other side of the river turned into smoke and disappeared.
It seemed that a drop of blood and tears fell on Jiang Ye's cheek. He opened his eyes again, and he was out of the sea of consciousness. bed.
After a while, Yun Jian had already put on his clothes, turned his back, and stopped looking at him.
The uneasiness in his heart grew deeper and deeper, and Jiang Ye trembled his eyes in panic, and found that his wrist was tied to the bedpost again by a silk thread full of white light. The restless feeling was like a little beast trapped in the abyss watching the last death. The light is generally blocked.
"Master, what are you... why are you tying me up? Let me go!"
His master turned a deaf ear, packed his clothes, and got up to leave.
The night is in a hurry, the uneasiness comes from the unknown, and the absurdity of speculation is verified little by little.
"Let me go!" His wrist was red, and the bedpost tied to the other silk thread was shaking, but no matter how fiercely he shouted, Yun Jian remained unmoved.
Seeing that the person was about to leave, Jiang Ye's throat choked up, and he searched for it with a miserable cry.
"Master, can you help me untie it? My pain... my wrist hurts so much, it's about to be strangled, you... let me go..."
"Uh……"
"I... I'm cold and hurt, can you come and hug me?"
"Uh..." No matter how much Jiang Ye cried, Yun Jian walked out steadily with slow steps, step by step, echoing in the empty bedroom, deafening.
"You!!" Jiang Ye was forced to grit his teeth fiercely: "Feng Lanyun remonstrates! What are you going to do? Do you want me? Are you tired of sleeping with me?!"
The vicious address with the first name and the last name made the white back pause for a moment.
Jiang Ye's eyes widened, and he continued to grit his teeth and said, "Speak up! Run away after sleeping, are you a scumbag? You? Even...even if you want to separate, even if you ignore me, you should give me a reason, even if you stay Just a few words... You shouldn't be like you and deny people by lifting your pants!"
He knew that Yunjian's appearance was abnormal, but Jiang Yegang was tossed half to death, and the tormentor turned his head and left in a blink of an eye. He was so wronged that he didn't have time to think about it, and tears fell on his pillow.
I don't know if his words had any effect, but Yun Jian turned his head and walked towards him step by step.
When Jiang Ye was about to smile through tears and was pulled back to dawn from despair, Yun Jian just mechanically raised his hands to help Ye put her clothes on layer by layer, his whole face still had no expression, and the temperature of his fingers was icy.
After waiting for a long time, a needle could be heard in the hall.
He finally said: "Bu Lingchen will come later, you wait for him to help you melt your soul, as for me... just forget about me."
you forget about me...
Silence... long silence...
Jiang Ye almost thought that he heard it wrong, he struggled desperately, the bedpost creaked, his wrist was bloody, cut, oozing blood, and the strength of the struggle continued, as if it didn't matter if his wrist was broken.
Yun Jian frowned slightly, his cold fingertips covered Jiang Ye's wrist, instantly healing the wound.
Looking at Ye Shuan's eyes, what happened to the wrists of the two of them together...
"Where's the bond line? Where's our bond line?!"
"I figured it out." Yun Jian's voice was very light, as if he didn't care.
Jiang Ye couldn't believe it, his throat rolled, almost burning with anger: "Why do you want to untie it? Why do you want me to forget you? Don't you want me to be your apprentice? You..."
"That's not a student deed."
"Uh..." Jiang Ye was stunned.
"It's a life-and-death contract. If you don't undo it, you and I will be bound together by fate, and it will... implicate you."
Yun Jian didn't say any more unnecessary words, no matter how long they get along, there won't be even the slightest ripple in his heart.
Nearly cursing at Jiang Ye, he walked out of the dormitory amidst despairing wailing.
Can everything be cut off by closing the temple door?The young man was hoarse, his voice was hoarse, and his mournful cries pierced through the crack of the door, like a knife cutting out his heart, but what was the use?Yun Jian's heart is no longer a body of flesh and blood, it is made of iron and steel, it is cold and has no temperature, and there is no longer a slight ripple.
Bu Lingchen came with the Soul Gathering Lamp.
The dilapidated and dilapidated waste lamp that was originally dim, was injected with a cluster of fireworks floating from the center of Yun Jian's eyebrows, and immediately became brighter, and the dazzling light shot straight into the sky, almost illuminating the entire dark demon realm.
"Go."
After the cluster of fireworks separated from his body, Yun Jian's face suddenly turned gray and ugly, his face was like gold paper, like withered vegetation, a bright red blood stain oozes from the corner of his pale lips, and he raised his sleeve to wipe it away.
Bu Lingchen was in a complicated mood and didn't know what to say.
"I don't understand. Is the unfeeling water that Heaven gave you really that effective? If you still love him, you can't cut off your obsession and take out the power of Nirvana. If you don't love him now, why...why do you still have to give up? To save him at the cost of his life? What do you think?"
The hoarse voice in the bedroom was still knocking on his heart through the door, he was silent for a while, and murmured a little dullly: "You ask me what I think?"
He couldn't see it, but it seemed that the moment he raised his eyes, he took in the colorful clouds all over the sky.
"How do I know? Unfeeling water can't make me forget him. All the memories are printed in my mind. I haven't forgotten anything, but I can't feel anything. It's empty, like the abyss of chaos, like I lost Just like your eyes, being blind is not the darkness in front of your eyes, but the emptiness, nothingness, and you can’t even feel the darkness.”
He was very calm when he said these words, and he didn't even shy away from the grief of the people in the room, and he didn't feel distressed when he heard it.
This is true forgetfulness.
Forgetting is escaping. Losing memory is not forgetting love, but infatuation. Only when the lover is in front of you, right beside you, and you can feel nothing, is the real forgetting love.
This is more cruel and debilitating than seeing life and death.
Sensing Bu Lingchen's hesitation to speak, Yun Jian said calmly: "I have no obsession or heart, but I have concerns. Only when his soul is completely melted can I end this concern. Hurry up, I time is limited."
It's all come to this point, any retention is meaningless and useless.
Bu Lingchen took a deep breath, nodded, and pushed the door open with the soul-gathering lamp in hand.
The door closed, Yun Jian seemed a little unable to stand, staggered and fell against the door frame, the blood oozing from the corner of his lips was wiped away by his sleeve with a flick of his sleeve, his whole body was so numb that he didn't seem to be alive.
The expression is faint, and the heart is empty.
"Bang—bang—"
The broken noise suddenly broke out in the hall, and the moment Yun Jian frowned, the door made a loud bang, was pushed open and hit the wall, crumbling, and his warm body crashed into his arms.
He took two steps back, was stunned for a moment, stroked the other party's bloody wrist, and understood everything.
The aura on Jiang Ye's body hadn't dissipated yet, and the divine power recovered with the help of the bodhi celestial grass was used for the first time to break free from the rope that bound Yun Jian's wrist.
The young man hugged his waist tightly, his arms tied into knots, his face was buried in the hollow of his shoulders, he was sobbing constantly, he was almost out of breath, the white clothes on his chest had been soaked through the endless tears.
"Liar! You...you lied to me! Liar—"
He was crying, shouting at the top of his lungs, his throat was hoarse, and his eyes were swollen from crying, as if he was holding on to a life-saving straw, he would not let go.
Only when I hugged him did I realize how cold Yun Jian's body was, like frost, like snow and ice.
The bottom of my heart was like a deep pool of stagnant water, motionless, but my body reacted faster than my feelings. When Yun Jian realized it, his hand had already touched the boy's messy long hair.
Said calmly: "Be good, go in, let Ling Chen give you Soul Melt."
"No! I don't want it!"
Jiang Ye cried out at the top of his voice, messing up Yun Jian's skirt, and in his blurred vision, only Yun Jian's emotionless face was reflected.
"I don't want to melt my soul anymore, I know it all, you take back the power of Nirvana, I don't need the half of Liquan's soul, or the half of Ye's soul, but... I can't lose you ..."
He wept uncontrollably.
"How can you be so selfish... Do you think it's for my own good to let me live alone? You think... It's all you think!! Did you ask me if I want it? Why are you like this..."
"Uh..." Looking at Yun Jian who was indifferent and stiffly held by him, the night slowed down for a long time, as if he understood that everything was irreversible, he gradually regained his calm, and tried his best to stop choking.
Laughing suddenly, he squeezed the shirt on Yun Jian's back tightly.
"Fenglan Yunjian, do you have to do this? Do you have to do this?"
He cried and smiled at his master, and then——
"Snapped--"
He slapped Yun Jian hard on the face, and red marks appeared on his pale skin.
He took a deep breath, adjusted his disordered breathing, looked at Yun Jian, the pain and despair in his eyes turned into a sad smile of relief, and resolutely said: "I tell you, Feng Lan Yunjian, I can't live if you die , If you insist on doing this, I will die for you, I will not melt this soul, and I will die with you when I die."
He thought of the two corpses in the ice coffin, and thought that if that was really their previous life, fortunately they could share the same cave after death.
But it is a great honor for them to be able to stay together and live together in this life, and the ending is always much better than in the previous life.
Unexpectedly, Yun Jian secretly made a decision without telling him that it was even crueler than the ending in the ice coffin.
But Jiang Ye has no idea how indifferent a person who has emptied all his obsessions is.
Jiang Ye made this decision, but the other party didn't agree.
Yun Jian touched the back of his hand, patted it twice, and said lightly: "Let go, go in and melt your soul."
"I do not!"
He hugged the ground even tighter, not letting go.
but……
He heard his master sigh, and then his pale thin lips slowly opened, blurting out like an imprisoned command.
"let go."
"I--"
His arms moved down from Yun Jian's waist on his own initiative, and Ye Ye's eyes widened, his red, swollen and bloodshot eyes lingered in disbelief on Yun Jian's face and his own hands, no matter how much he resisted and struggled, his hands were He didn't listen to his orders until he completely separated from the opponent and hung by his side.
Yun Jian's order was like a magic voice, irresistible.
The skin on Jiangye's chest suddenly burned hot, as if his internal organs were going to be burned through. He looked down at the colorful feather-shaped imprint on his chest emitting an ice-blue light, and saw Yun Jian again. The golden-red light shining from the chest.
In an instant, everything became clear.
Suddenly lost color, face as white as paper.
Iroha, the mother and son of Lovebirds, was used by Yun Jian to restrain him and urge him to let go. What Ye thought was used to tie the other party to his side turned out to be a tool to push him away.
Yun Jian was silent for a while, breathed a sigh of relief, and said his farewell words coldly: "I know that I am not someone who can abandon myself and make others better, otherwise I would not have been regarded as a scourge at birth, and everyone avoided it. When it's too late, I still choose to live on, and I won't continue to live under so much abuse when my mother sacrificed the world for me, and I won't lie to me in Wutong that the nine heavens are about to collapse, and only I can save by offering sacrifices At the time, he even escaped from Cold Winter Cliff..."
Emotions are not necessarily a bad thing.
Those topics that Yun Jian hopes to forget and avoid, he speaks too easily now, as if the protagonist of the story is not himself, but someone else, and he is just a narrator.
"no……"
Jiang Ye's lips were covered by Yun Jian's hand: "Listen to me."
"Alive, I want to possess you, so that you can't leave me all the time, you may not know how thick the darkness is, I even thought about finding a place where there is no one, cut off your connection with everyone, and tie you Chains, so that you can only be by my side forever, even if you die...you can only die by my side."
He has never been gentle, nor kind, nor is he an immortal, nor is he an elegant gentleman. He is the real him when he said those dirty words on the bed, and his selfishness is a person who wants to absolutely possess what he loves. However, the violent and vicious prey is the most authentic appearance under his gentle face.
"The me in your eyes is not the real me. I'm not so gentle, and I'm not so magnanimous enough to forgive everyone who hurt me... Before you appeared, I lived a boring life, and I thought more than once whether I should hold you The whole world will go to hell with me."
"These darkness...no one knows..."
Yun Jian looked at Jiang Ye with eyes that could not be opened, as if he could see him, and caressed the other's cheek with his palm, extremely gentle, but as cold as frost.
"Until a few days ago, I was still thinking, if you can't be cured, I will die for you. In short... I don't want to live alone in the world. The world is boring, and I don't want to leave you alone. I'm afraid of being lonely under the spring , I am also afraid that you will be bullied if you stay in the world, or... After many years, you will forget me and fall in love with someone else, so what should I do?"
"Well……"
Jiang Ye wanted to talk, wanted to say: I am willing, I am willing to be with you, life or death is fine, don't leave...
But he murmured for a long time, and his lips were still blocked by the other party's cold palm.
Only hot tears fell drop by drop between each other's fingers.
Burning hot.
Sprinkling it on the cool palm, Yun Jian quietly felt the last lingering warmth, without the power of Nirvana, his Nirvana fire was almost extinguished, and his body was almost completely cold.
Yun Jian suddenly smiled: "If I hadn't drank it... In short, this is the only way to teach me to let go now. If it was before, I would definitely be reluctant. Now...you will live for me once, live..."
Body habits are instinct, much faster than consciousness, he has already curled his fingers and gently scratched the reddish nose of the boy.
His fingers gently caressed his lover, but his mouth calmly spoke words that hurt his heart.
"It's too lonely in the world alone. If you fall in love with someone else, I don't blame you."
"Uh……"
"That Wenrenyue...forget it, he can't even protect himself well, choose Luo Yan, you have a good relationship with him, and he loves you very much, the most important thing is that he has the ability to protect you, you..."
"roll--"
Jiang Ye desperately broke free from the restraint, and the fierce and desperate words struggled out of his throat.
The teardrops broke the thread, and said viciously: "Get out! You go to die, you go on the front foot, and I will kill myself on the back foot! If you die, I will be buried with you!"
"Who the hell is going to be with someone else? Who the hell is going to fall in love with someone else? You think beautifully, you think so beautifully!"
Yun Jian was stunned for a while, then calmly reached out to wipe away the tears from the boy's cheek.
He said softly: "It doesn't matter, Shimo Iroha won't become invalid just because I die, I will leave a last order before I die."
"Jiang Ye, the pain is temporary, and many things will be washed away by time, no matter how bad it is... Go to Junheng, ask him for something to forget your worries, sooner or later it will pass."
Jiang Ye was so angry that he was trembling all over, and he was about to faint, trying to hold on to his will.
He gritted his teeth and wanted to break free from the restraint, and almost mobilized all his strength to resist. The skin on his chest was burning with pain, and he was sweating profusely, unable to break free.
An icy blue light flickered on his chest.
Feng Lanyun remonstrated with the last order: "Go in, melt your soul, then have a good sleep, wake up and remember...forget about me."
Absolute command, controlling the night to cross the threshold, step by step away from Yun Jian, step by step towards the blazing soul-hunting lamp in the hall, as if dragging heavy shackles, as if dragged away by invisible chains, unable to stop , I can't look back, I can't see my lover, I can't hear his voice.
Until the heavy door behind him closed slowly, with a bang, it was closed tightly, isolating the last night.
The outside of the house was as dark as an abyss, dragging Feng Lan Yunjian into it, and the inside of the house was illuminated by the soul-concentrating lamp as bright as day, and all the light was left to him.
The soul-gathering lamp turned rapidly, blurring the blurred eyes of tears, like a revolving lantern, going through all the memories of Jiang Ye and his master, and it was about to turn into smoke and burn into ashes...
Yun Jian stood silently for a long time.
Until the silence of the night was finally broken, the crowds surged, the momentum was turbulent, the miasma outside the demon realm was torn apart, and the continuous torches rushed into the night like fire dragons.
They are coming.
Feng Lanyun advises Yufeng to leave, and the birds of the Yi tribe in colorful feathers circle around, regard him as a god, and are willing to support him.
In mid-air, he looked back for the last time, his closed eyes looked at the bright bedroom, the light inside could not fall on him through the thin window paper, nor could it fall into his empty eye sockets.
His heart was like a stone, and he was obviously not emotional, but unexpectedly ached.
He wiped the blood from the corner of his lips, turned his face away, never looked back, and ran towards the direction where the sound source gathered.
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"I love you...I will always love you, even...even if I forget, I will always love you..."
The voice was vague, I don't know if Yun Jian's voice was too hoarse, or he couldn't hear anything clearly in the middle of the night, but he could only vaguely feel the tears dripping down his cheeks.
Bright red tears fell hotly...
This night was extraordinarily long, and Jiang Ye was completely exhausted...
only……
I don't know if it's an illusion, he looked at his master's face that was full of love and affection for him, and filled with obsession, gradually... gradually became like ice and frost, and the strong love was blown away like a cloud The general fading, even the temperature is receding...
The intense heat gradually cooled down, and the night was forced to the point of death by this almost abusive lovemaking. When he stopped, he opened his eyelashes tremblingly, and the master lying beside him came into his eyes.
The outline is familiar, but cold and handsome as frost.
Caressing Ye Suan's limp and trembling fingers on Yun Jian's cheek, he shouted softly in his hoarse voice, "You...why are you like this today..."
The face under the fingers froze for a moment, the wrist raised and held the finger of Ye Ye, moved it away from his cold cheek, loosened the arm around the other's waist as if it was hot, and sat up on his own, holding the finger between his slender fingers. The painful forehead frowned and rubbed for a long time.
No matter how dull Jiang Ye was, he also noticed something was wrong.
Enduring the soreness all over his body, he opened and closed his gnawed lips and asked, "Master..."
As soon as this title spilled out of his mouth, Yun Jian froze all over.
"You...are you uncomfortable somewhere? Is...is it a headache? Can I rub it for you?"
Yun Jian didn't speak.
Just when Jiang Ye was struggling to sit up, he suddenly lowered his head, and the center of his eyebrows touched Jiang Ye's forehead, and the soft light evoked the golden edge in the profiles of the two of them.
He entered his sea of consciousness.
It was too late for Jiang Ye to refuse, his sea of consciousness lived in a spotted soul, and what Yun Jian saw was Jiang Ye who was like a double image.
Jiang Ye stood there in a daze, not knowing whether to hide, or to rush over and fall into his master's arms.
His master didn't go over to hug him, there was a gurgling stream between them, and the white plum petals fluttered between them, and the falling flowers were colorful.
Seeing clearly, they both saw each other's face clearly.
The double-imaged boy stood at a loss, his long black hair fluttering in the wind, a few strands slanted across his fair cheeks, brushed against his bright red and moist lips, his soft eyelashes fluttered slightly, his nimble almond eyes were like deer in the foothills, Staring anxiously at Yun Jian across the river.
Yun Jian just looked at him like that, the beautiful peach eyes that can only be seen in the sea of consciousness contained clear glass beads, reflecting the glow of the sun, the gentleness gradually faded away, he put the night into the eyes, and then slowly closed them, The glaring blood and tears rolled down the thick long eyelashes, staining the porcelain white cheeks with a ferocious look.
"Master!"
Jiang Ye called him across the river bank, but before he ran over, the people on the other side of the river turned into smoke and disappeared.
It seemed that a drop of blood and tears fell on Jiang Ye's cheek. He opened his eyes again, and he was out of the sea of consciousness. bed.
After a while, Yun Jian had already put on his clothes, turned his back, and stopped looking at him.
The uneasiness in his heart grew deeper and deeper, and Jiang Ye trembled his eyes in panic, and found that his wrist was tied to the bedpost again by a silk thread full of white light. The restless feeling was like a little beast trapped in the abyss watching the last death. The light is generally blocked.
"Master, what are you... why are you tying me up? Let me go!"
His master turned a deaf ear, packed his clothes, and got up to leave.
The night is in a hurry, the uneasiness comes from the unknown, and the absurdity of speculation is verified little by little.
"Let me go!" His wrist was red, and the bedpost tied to the other silk thread was shaking, but no matter how fiercely he shouted, Yun Jian remained unmoved.
Seeing that the person was about to leave, Jiang Ye's throat choked up, and he searched for it with a miserable cry.
"Master, can you help me untie it? My pain... my wrist hurts so much, it's about to be strangled, you... let me go..."
"Uh……"
"I... I'm cold and hurt, can you come and hug me?"
"Uh..." No matter how much Jiang Ye cried, Yun Jian walked out steadily with slow steps, step by step, echoing in the empty bedroom, deafening.
"You!!" Jiang Ye was forced to grit his teeth fiercely: "Feng Lanyun remonstrates! What are you going to do? Do you want me? Are you tired of sleeping with me?!"
The vicious address with the first name and the last name made the white back pause for a moment.
Jiang Ye's eyes widened, and he continued to grit his teeth and said, "Speak up! Run away after sleeping, are you a scumbag? You? Even...even if you want to separate, even if you ignore me, you should give me a reason, even if you stay Just a few words... You shouldn't be like you and deny people by lifting your pants!"
He knew that Yunjian's appearance was abnormal, but Jiang Yegang was tossed half to death, and the tormentor turned his head and left in a blink of an eye. He was so wronged that he didn't have time to think about it, and tears fell on his pillow.
I don't know if his words had any effect, but Yun Jian turned his head and walked towards him step by step.
When Jiang Ye was about to smile through tears and was pulled back to dawn from despair, Yun Jian just mechanically raised his hands to help Ye put her clothes on layer by layer, his whole face still had no expression, and the temperature of his fingers was icy.
After waiting for a long time, a needle could be heard in the hall.
He finally said: "Bu Lingchen will come later, you wait for him to help you melt your soul, as for me... just forget about me."
you forget about me...
Silence... long silence...
Jiang Ye almost thought that he heard it wrong, he struggled desperately, the bedpost creaked, his wrist was bloody, cut, oozing blood, and the strength of the struggle continued, as if it didn't matter if his wrist was broken.
Yun Jian frowned slightly, his cold fingertips covered Jiang Ye's wrist, instantly healing the wound.
Looking at Ye Shuan's eyes, what happened to the wrists of the two of them together...
"Where's the bond line? Where's our bond line?!"
"I figured it out." Yun Jian's voice was very light, as if he didn't care.
Jiang Ye couldn't believe it, his throat rolled, almost burning with anger: "Why do you want to untie it? Why do you want me to forget you? Don't you want me to be your apprentice? You..."
"That's not a student deed."
"Uh..." Jiang Ye was stunned.
"It's a life-and-death contract. If you don't undo it, you and I will be bound together by fate, and it will... implicate you."
Yun Jian didn't say any more unnecessary words, no matter how long they get along, there won't be even the slightest ripple in his heart.
Nearly cursing at Jiang Ye, he walked out of the dormitory amidst despairing wailing.
Can everything be cut off by closing the temple door?The young man was hoarse, his voice was hoarse, and his mournful cries pierced through the crack of the door, like a knife cutting out his heart, but what was the use?Yun Jian's heart is no longer a body of flesh and blood, it is made of iron and steel, it is cold and has no temperature, and there is no longer a slight ripple.
Bu Lingchen came with the Soul Gathering Lamp.
The dilapidated and dilapidated waste lamp that was originally dim, was injected with a cluster of fireworks floating from the center of Yun Jian's eyebrows, and immediately became brighter, and the dazzling light shot straight into the sky, almost illuminating the entire dark demon realm.
"Go."
After the cluster of fireworks separated from his body, Yun Jian's face suddenly turned gray and ugly, his face was like gold paper, like withered vegetation, a bright red blood stain oozes from the corner of his pale lips, and he raised his sleeve to wipe it away.
Bu Lingchen was in a complicated mood and didn't know what to say.
"I don't understand. Is the unfeeling water that Heaven gave you really that effective? If you still love him, you can't cut off your obsession and take out the power of Nirvana. If you don't love him now, why...why do you still have to give up? To save him at the cost of his life? What do you think?"
The hoarse voice in the bedroom was still knocking on his heart through the door, he was silent for a while, and murmured a little dullly: "You ask me what I think?"
He couldn't see it, but it seemed that the moment he raised his eyes, he took in the colorful clouds all over the sky.
"How do I know? Unfeeling water can't make me forget him. All the memories are printed in my mind. I haven't forgotten anything, but I can't feel anything. It's empty, like the abyss of chaos, like I lost Just like your eyes, being blind is not the darkness in front of your eyes, but the emptiness, nothingness, and you can’t even feel the darkness.”
He was very calm when he said these words, and he didn't even shy away from the grief of the people in the room, and he didn't feel distressed when he heard it.
This is true forgetfulness.
Forgetting is escaping. Losing memory is not forgetting love, but infatuation. Only when the lover is in front of you, right beside you, and you can feel nothing, is the real forgetting love.
This is more cruel and debilitating than seeing life and death.
Sensing Bu Lingchen's hesitation to speak, Yun Jian said calmly: "I have no obsession or heart, but I have concerns. Only when his soul is completely melted can I end this concern. Hurry up, I time is limited."
It's all come to this point, any retention is meaningless and useless.
Bu Lingchen took a deep breath, nodded, and pushed the door open with the soul-gathering lamp in hand.
The door closed, Yun Jian seemed a little unable to stand, staggered and fell against the door frame, the blood oozing from the corner of his lips was wiped away by his sleeve with a flick of his sleeve, his whole body was so numb that he didn't seem to be alive.
The expression is faint, and the heart is empty.
"Bang—bang—"
The broken noise suddenly broke out in the hall, and the moment Yun Jian frowned, the door made a loud bang, was pushed open and hit the wall, crumbling, and his warm body crashed into his arms.
He took two steps back, was stunned for a moment, stroked the other party's bloody wrist, and understood everything.
The aura on Jiang Ye's body hadn't dissipated yet, and the divine power recovered with the help of the bodhi celestial grass was used for the first time to break free from the rope that bound Yun Jian's wrist.
The young man hugged his waist tightly, his arms tied into knots, his face was buried in the hollow of his shoulders, he was sobbing constantly, he was almost out of breath, the white clothes on his chest had been soaked through the endless tears.
"Liar! You...you lied to me! Liar—"
He was crying, shouting at the top of his lungs, his throat was hoarse, and his eyes were swollen from crying, as if he was holding on to a life-saving straw, he would not let go.
Only when I hugged him did I realize how cold Yun Jian's body was, like frost, like snow and ice.
The bottom of my heart was like a deep pool of stagnant water, motionless, but my body reacted faster than my feelings. When Yun Jian realized it, his hand had already touched the boy's messy long hair.
Said calmly: "Be good, go in, let Ling Chen give you Soul Melt."
"No! I don't want it!"
Jiang Ye cried out at the top of his voice, messing up Yun Jian's skirt, and in his blurred vision, only Yun Jian's emotionless face was reflected.
"I don't want to melt my soul anymore, I know it all, you take back the power of Nirvana, I don't need the half of Liquan's soul, or the half of Ye's soul, but... I can't lose you ..."
He wept uncontrollably.
"How can you be so selfish... Do you think it's for my own good to let me live alone? You think... It's all you think!! Did you ask me if I want it? Why are you like this..."
"Uh..." Looking at Yun Jian who was indifferent and stiffly held by him, the night slowed down for a long time, as if he understood that everything was irreversible, he gradually regained his calm, and tried his best to stop choking.
Laughing suddenly, he squeezed the shirt on Yun Jian's back tightly.
"Fenglan Yunjian, do you have to do this? Do you have to do this?"
He cried and smiled at his master, and then——
"Snapped--"
He slapped Yun Jian hard on the face, and red marks appeared on his pale skin.
He took a deep breath, adjusted his disordered breathing, looked at Yun Jian, the pain and despair in his eyes turned into a sad smile of relief, and resolutely said: "I tell you, Feng Lan Yunjian, I can't live if you die , If you insist on doing this, I will die for you, I will not melt this soul, and I will die with you when I die."
He thought of the two corpses in the ice coffin, and thought that if that was really their previous life, fortunately they could share the same cave after death.
But it is a great honor for them to be able to stay together and live together in this life, and the ending is always much better than in the previous life.
Unexpectedly, Yun Jian secretly made a decision without telling him that it was even crueler than the ending in the ice coffin.
But Jiang Ye has no idea how indifferent a person who has emptied all his obsessions is.
Jiang Ye made this decision, but the other party didn't agree.
Yun Jian touched the back of his hand, patted it twice, and said lightly: "Let go, go in and melt your soul."
"I do not!"
He hugged the ground even tighter, not letting go.
but……
He heard his master sigh, and then his pale thin lips slowly opened, blurting out like an imprisoned command.
"let go."
"I--"
His arms moved down from Yun Jian's waist on his own initiative, and Ye Ye's eyes widened, his red, swollen and bloodshot eyes lingered in disbelief on Yun Jian's face and his own hands, no matter how much he resisted and struggled, his hands were He didn't listen to his orders until he completely separated from the opponent and hung by his side.
Yun Jian's order was like a magic voice, irresistible.
The skin on Jiangye's chest suddenly burned hot, as if his internal organs were going to be burned through. He looked down at the colorful feather-shaped imprint on his chest emitting an ice-blue light, and saw Yun Jian again. The golden-red light shining from the chest.
In an instant, everything became clear.
Suddenly lost color, face as white as paper.
Iroha, the mother and son of Lovebirds, was used by Yun Jian to restrain him and urge him to let go. What Ye thought was used to tie the other party to his side turned out to be a tool to push him away.
Yun Jian was silent for a while, breathed a sigh of relief, and said his farewell words coldly: "I know that I am not someone who can abandon myself and make others better, otherwise I would not have been regarded as a scourge at birth, and everyone avoided it. When it's too late, I still choose to live on, and I won't continue to live under so much abuse when my mother sacrificed the world for me, and I won't lie to me in Wutong that the nine heavens are about to collapse, and only I can save by offering sacrifices At the time, he even escaped from Cold Winter Cliff..."
Emotions are not necessarily a bad thing.
Those topics that Yun Jian hopes to forget and avoid, he speaks too easily now, as if the protagonist of the story is not himself, but someone else, and he is just a narrator.
"no……"
Jiang Ye's lips were covered by Yun Jian's hand: "Listen to me."
"Alive, I want to possess you, so that you can't leave me all the time, you may not know how thick the darkness is, I even thought about finding a place where there is no one, cut off your connection with everyone, and tie you Chains, so that you can only be by my side forever, even if you die...you can only die by my side."
He has never been gentle, nor kind, nor is he an immortal, nor is he an elegant gentleman. He is the real him when he said those dirty words on the bed, and his selfishness is a person who wants to absolutely possess what he loves. However, the violent and vicious prey is the most authentic appearance under his gentle face.
"The me in your eyes is not the real me. I'm not so gentle, and I'm not so magnanimous enough to forgive everyone who hurt me... Before you appeared, I lived a boring life, and I thought more than once whether I should hold you The whole world will go to hell with me."
"These darkness...no one knows..."
Yun Jian looked at Jiang Ye with eyes that could not be opened, as if he could see him, and caressed the other's cheek with his palm, extremely gentle, but as cold as frost.
"Until a few days ago, I was still thinking, if you can't be cured, I will die for you. In short... I don't want to live alone in the world. The world is boring, and I don't want to leave you alone. I'm afraid of being lonely under the spring , I am also afraid that you will be bullied if you stay in the world, or... After many years, you will forget me and fall in love with someone else, so what should I do?"
"Well……"
Jiang Ye wanted to talk, wanted to say: I am willing, I am willing to be with you, life or death is fine, don't leave...
But he murmured for a long time, and his lips were still blocked by the other party's cold palm.
Only hot tears fell drop by drop between each other's fingers.
Burning hot.
Sprinkling it on the cool palm, Yun Jian quietly felt the last lingering warmth, without the power of Nirvana, his Nirvana fire was almost extinguished, and his body was almost completely cold.
Yun Jian suddenly smiled: "If I hadn't drank it... In short, this is the only way to teach me to let go now. If it was before, I would definitely be reluctant. Now...you will live for me once, live..."
Body habits are instinct, much faster than consciousness, he has already curled his fingers and gently scratched the reddish nose of the boy.
His fingers gently caressed his lover, but his mouth calmly spoke words that hurt his heart.
"It's too lonely in the world alone. If you fall in love with someone else, I don't blame you."
"Uh……"
"That Wenrenyue...forget it, he can't even protect himself well, choose Luo Yan, you have a good relationship with him, and he loves you very much, the most important thing is that he has the ability to protect you, you..."
"roll--"
Jiang Ye desperately broke free from the restraint, and the fierce and desperate words struggled out of his throat.
The teardrops broke the thread, and said viciously: "Get out! You go to die, you go on the front foot, and I will kill myself on the back foot! If you die, I will be buried with you!"
"Who the hell is going to be with someone else? Who the hell is going to fall in love with someone else? You think beautifully, you think so beautifully!"
Yun Jian was stunned for a while, then calmly reached out to wipe away the tears from the boy's cheek.
He said softly: "It doesn't matter, Shimo Iroha won't become invalid just because I die, I will leave a last order before I die."
"Jiang Ye, the pain is temporary, and many things will be washed away by time, no matter how bad it is... Go to Junheng, ask him for something to forget your worries, sooner or later it will pass."
Jiang Ye was so angry that he was trembling all over, and he was about to faint, trying to hold on to his will.
He gritted his teeth and wanted to break free from the restraint, and almost mobilized all his strength to resist. The skin on his chest was burning with pain, and he was sweating profusely, unable to break free.
An icy blue light flickered on his chest.
Feng Lanyun remonstrated with the last order: "Go in, melt your soul, then have a good sleep, wake up and remember...forget about me."
Absolute command, controlling the night to cross the threshold, step by step away from Yun Jian, step by step towards the blazing soul-hunting lamp in the hall, as if dragging heavy shackles, as if dragged away by invisible chains, unable to stop , I can't look back, I can't see my lover, I can't hear his voice.
Until the heavy door behind him closed slowly, with a bang, it was closed tightly, isolating the last night.
The outside of the house was as dark as an abyss, dragging Feng Lan Yunjian into it, and the inside of the house was illuminated by the soul-concentrating lamp as bright as day, and all the light was left to him.
The soul-gathering lamp turned rapidly, blurring the blurred eyes of tears, like a revolving lantern, going through all the memories of Jiang Ye and his master, and it was about to turn into smoke and burn into ashes...
Yun Jian stood silently for a long time.
Until the silence of the night was finally broken, the crowds surged, the momentum was turbulent, the miasma outside the demon realm was torn apart, and the continuous torches rushed into the night like fire dragons.
They are coming.
Feng Lanyun advises Yufeng to leave, and the birds of the Yi tribe in colorful feathers circle around, regard him as a god, and are willing to support him.
In mid-air, he looked back for the last time, his closed eyes looked at the bright bedroom, the light inside could not fall on him through the thin window paper, nor could it fall into his empty eye sockets.
His heart was like a stone, and he was obviously not emotional, but unexpectedly ached.
He wiped the blood from the corner of his lips, turned his face away, never looked back, and ran towards the direction where the sound source gathered.
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