you are sick, i have medicine

Although I was a little skeptical when I was in the library just now, it was another matter to hear it with my own ears. It turned out that Hua Xiaofeng had reported such thoughts to Liang Xingyu, otherwise, how could Hua Xiaofeng be here with his restless personality? I stayed in the library for more than a semester, and I never complained...

It's just, when did the two of them happen, why didn't Qi Qi notice it at all?

No, not two, but one Hua Xiaofeng.Looking at Liang Xingyu's appearance, he had no idea what Hua Xiaofeng had in mind for him, and wondered if he knew that Hua Xiaofeng had such thoughts for him, would he still think the same...?

It's really hard to say.

Just like Yi Ouhua, it was obviously Qi Qi who took the initiative to kiss him, but after the kiss, he flinched first. This retreat lasted for more than half a year. If it was said that he didn't understand at first, but after such a long time up...

It's not whether you want to understand it, but whether you want it or not.

All I can say is: He doesn't want to.

Qi Qi thought.

Actually, Yi Ouhua really didn't think that much.

He kissed Qi Qi instinctively, instinct made him want to hug Qi Qi at that time, want to kiss Qi Qi, want, like want more...

But Yi Ouhua had never been emotional before, to be precise, he didn't understand what emotion was at all.

Yi Ouhua remembers the emotional throbbing that day, the feeling Qi Qi gave him was too clear, especially when Qi Qi responded to him when he kissed him, and hummed softly in his arms , Yi Ouhua felt as if he was about to explode, and his whole body was congested with blood.

That feeling made Yi Ouhua a little at a loss.

He is very clear that Qi Qi is different from others, from the very beginning, Qi Qi has a violent factor that is hundreds of times higher than that of normal people and can destroy the whole world, but... such a person is also a bomber.

He approached Qi Qi because he wanted to kill Qi Qi before Qi Qi went berserk one day, but judging from the situation that day, it seemed that he couldn't do it at all.

That kind of feeling, Yi Ouhua felt as if he wanted to cut off a piece of flesh from his body, no... it was worse than this, if someone told him that he wanted to cut off a piece of flesh from him, or because of some There must be a reason for him to commit suicide, and it is impossible for him to hesitate like that...

Not to mention heartache.

Yi Ouhua remembered that feeling very clearly. It was a special and strange feeling that was different from normal people and from berserkers.

People can't help but want to get close, but they are a little confused.

The strange feeling shocked Yi Ouhua's mind a lot, and in addition, when Qi Qi was about to go berserk, he couldn't do anything. Although Xiao Qiqi didn't go berserk when he arrived at Qi Qi, but if Xiao Qiqi didn't arrive in time ...If Qi Qi is violent...

Can't believe it at all.

In the past 27 years, Yi Ouhua's Qingdou, who had just appeared before he had time to understand, was defeated in the face of the fact that Qi Qi was about to go berserk but he couldn't do it.

Except for the entanglement at the beginning, Yi Ouhua thought about Qi Qi's berserk but he couldn't do it himself, so it was not suitable for complicated Qi Qi matters.

Therefore, after that incident, Yi Ouhua proposed to the World Association for the Suppression of Berserkers that Qi Qi's affairs should be handed over to other people.

The World Association for Restraining Berserkers agreed, so the person watching Qi Qi changed from Yi Ouhua to Cheng Mingyu.

With no contact and fewer opportunities to meet, Yi Ouhua found that the feeling for Qi Qi seemed to have disappeared, except for the occasional memory of the time when he was with Qi Qi.

Most of the time it was normal, so Yi Ouhua didn't think about it any more. Just at this time, the collective rampage in Laslado happened, and he took the initiative to apply to take people to Laslado. In Las Lado too.

then……

The connection between him and Qi Qi was basically broken.

I don’t know if it’s because we’ve been separated for too long or something, but Yi Ouhua always thought of Qi Qi when he was in Las Lado, and the boy who looked gentle and steady on the surface but was actually a child, and thought of them being together I remembered what happened when he was in front of the berserkers, I remembered his calm smile that didn't match his age, I remembered how serious he was when he was training with me...

To tell the truth, Yi Ouhua, as the vice-chairman of the World Association for Restraining Berserkers, has seen many detonators, but this is the first time he has seen one who works as hard as Qi Qi.

There were many times when I was so busy during the day that I didn’t even have time to eat, and I insisted on training until twelve o’clock at night.

Sometimes I am so tired from training that I fall asleep while sitting in the car—Qinya Garden is very close to the training hall.

He almost fell asleep in the car, but he was in good spirits when he was in the training hall.

This surprised Yi Ouhua.

I still remember how when I carried him out of the car, I was obviously asleep but subconsciously grabbed my clothes, and when I saw him lying on the bed the next day, his face was flushed with embarrassment but he pretended to be calm look.

I even remember the light in his eyes when he called himself "teacher".

Sometimes happy, sometimes sad, sometimes surprised, sometimes affectionate, sometimes indifferent... Yi Ouhua has never understood why one word can express so many emotions.

Those feelings are too sincere.

Although Qi Qi hid it very well, at least on the surface it looked the same, it was natural.However, as long as you pay a little attention, you can find that the light in Qi Qi's eyes is different every time he says the word "teacher".

At the beginning, Yi Ouhua didn't pay attention to it. Later, when the two of them came back from training at night, Yi Ouhua walked in front as usual and walked towards his home. Qi Qi followed Yi Ouhua and walked a few steps. Suddenly he called out "Teacher".

Yi Ouhua turned his face away, Qi Qi didn't say anything immediately, but stared at Yi Ouhua for a long time.

Watching and watching, the corners of Qi Qi's mouth suddenly raised into a mocking laugh, then he bit his lower lip, and then said to Yi Ouhua with the same smile as usual: "I won't do it tonight." I went to the teacher's house (because we practiced together during that time and came home very late at night, so after leaving the training hall, the two of them basically went to Iowa's house.)".

Only then did Yi Ouhua realize that the smile on the corner of Qi Qi's mouth was different from usual, only then did he realize that the aura emanating from Qi Qi's body was sad, only then did he realize that the eyes Qi Qi looked at him were as sad as the aura on his body.

At that time, Yi Ouhua remembered that when he saw Qi Qi like that, he was afraid that Qi Qi would go berserk, and although he agreed with Qi Qi to go back to his own small apartment, Yi Ouhua himself followed.

That was the first time Yi Ouhua spent the night in Qi Qi's apartment.

It was also the first time that Qi Qi slept in the same bed with Yi Ouhua, and of course it was also the last time that Qi Qi slept in the same bed with Yi Ouhua.

After that, Qi Qi tidied up the guest room of his house and gave Yi Ouhua a room to live in. For convenience, he gave Yi Ouhua a key to the door, and finally directly recorded Yi Ouhua's handprint into the combination lock.

In the end, Yi Ouhua became a frequent visitor to Qi Qi's place, and the two of them stopped going back to Yi Ouhua's house after training at night, but went to Qi Qi's house together.

During that time, although we could only see each other during training at night and when we went home, the two were very happy.Especially Yi Ouhua, who used to be alone, suddenly there was someone with him, although he didn't talk much, but he just felt very happy.

When Qi Qi looked at Yi Ouhua, there was joy in his eyes.

It's just that the happiness didn't last long.

Slowly, as the time with Yi Ouhua grew longer, Qi Qi looked at Yi Ouhua with deeper and sadder eyes, the kind of sadness that seemed to come from the bones but could not be expressed.

Especially every time when Qi Qi and Yi Ouhua are talking and laughing together, Qi Qi always sits silently on the sidelines and watches the two of them talk without saying anything or doing anything, just watching like that As he spoke, there was a faint polite smile on the corner of his mouth.

It seems that nothing happened, but because he has been paying attention to Qi Qi, Yi Ouhua still finds that Qi Qi is unnatural, especially when Yi Ouhua turns his face to look at Qi Qi, Qi Qi will always subconsciously Avoiding Yi Ouhua's gaze, although Qi Qi's capture marks are very natural, but because he has been paying attention, Yi Ouhua still found out.

It's just that Yi Ouhua didn't understand and didn't care too much at that time.

Yi Ouhua still remembers that when Yao Yao came to Las Lado not long ago, she told him that she was currently matching Qi Qi and Yuanyuan, and the girl named Yuanyuan also knew that Yi Ouhua, she was very good-looking, and her personality looked She is also very good, she is generous, knowledgeable and reasonable, she looks very good, a typical lady of every family, she is a very good choice to be a wife.

But when he thought that Qi Qi would live with that girl in the future, Yi Ouhua felt very uncomfortable, so he immediately called Qi Qi and asked Qi Qi to be his assistant after graduation, but Yi Ouhua What surprised Ou Hua was that Qi Qi rejected him, citing the college entrance exam as an excuse.

Yi Ouhua remembered that Qi Qi had told him before that he would not take the Ph.D. exam, but...

But when Qi Qi said that he was going to take a doctoral exam, Yi Ouhua didn't say anything, because Qi Qi not only said that he would take a doctoral exam in that phone call, but also said that he didn't want to live in Yuanyuan for the rest of his life. The kind of liking together, he just thinks that Yuanyuan is a very good girl, who knows that Yao Yao misunderstood him and chased him every day to ask him to say goodbye to Yuanyuan quickly.

Qi Qi also said that he was very helpless, he obviously didn't show any intention of liking Yuanyuan, and also said that he told Yao Yao that Yao Yao didn't believe her and that he was reserved.

Qi Qi smiled and said: "You said that I am a big man, why should I be reserved? If I really like it, I will go after him." Qi Qi also said: "Actually, I want to live with him for the rest of my life." People, it's just that there may be no way to live with him in this life."

Qi Qi also said: "Teacher, do you have someone who you want to live with for the rest of your life?"

Yi Ouhua remembered how he answered it at the time, as if he said: "I guess there is."

How did Qi Qi react at that time?

It seemed to be a smile, and said: "Then, congratulations teacher."

For some reason, Qi Qi's voice was very calm, with almost no fluctuations, but Yi Ouhua heard the sadness that made people cry from Qi Qi's voice, and remembered Qi Qi looking at her at the Qi family's mother's birthday party His look of anticipation, worry, helplessness and sadness reminded him of the way he pursed his lips and called out "teacher" with a chuckle.

Pain that I have never experienced before arises from the bottom of my heart and spreads to my whole body, limbs and bones.It was fine, obviously there was no injury there, but Yi Ouhua felt this pain was more painful than the pain when the berserker slapped him flying, and it was uncomfortably throbbing.

It seems that something wants to break through the restriction and break out of the shell, but it seems that there is something missing that can't come out.

That feeling is extremely uncomfortable.

Especially when thinking of Qi Qi, that feeling became more and more obvious.

Therefore, Yi Ouhua decided to go back to Tanglin after the matter of Laslado came to an end.