try yourself

This time I came back, it happened to be the weekend.Weilan didn't notify her, so she chose to stay in bed for the first time.Even though her body has woken up, she is unwilling to open her eyes, and she is hugged tightly by Shinichi and lying on the bed together. The feeling of being depended on is so good, so good that she even forgets that she is also the one to rely on. , you can work hard for those who rely on you and yourself.

Shinichi's stature is not smaller than the short, pitiful and stubborn appearance I saw when I was a child. At this moment, he is as tall as Weilan. Weilan thinks that Shinichi will be taller in the future, just like Kise-kun and Ren. Same, grow into a real man.Thinking like this, Weilan opened her eyes, looked at Shinichi who was close at hand, ran her fingers across his still slightly immature cheeks, and caressed his somewhat blue and black eye circles distressedly.Shinichi seemed to feel it, he lightly rubbed Wei Lan's palm, put his hands around Wei Lan more forcefully, embedded her in his arms, and breathed steadily on Wei Lan's neck.There was a helpless smile on the corner of Wei Lan's mouth, but her heart felt filled with something, and she stretched out a hand to hug Shinichi back.

Just hugging each other quietly like this, it wasn't until 10 o'clock in the morning that Wei Lan gently broke away from his embrace, put her long hair on top of her head, washed and washed, and went to prepare breakfast.Maybe it's because the temperature in his arms suddenly disappeared, maybe it's because he didn't sleep well at all, when Wei Lan got up, Shinichi woke up from his dream, looking at Wei Lan in a daze, as if he didn't realize that he was actually awake In general, change clothes naturally.Watching her take off her bathrobe, take out the clothes from the closet, put on a large beige sweater, and put on the simple light blue jeans along her slender and straight legs, and then button them up, Seeing her tucking strands of hair on top of her head casually, and then walking out of the bedroom, she didn't even look back at him.

[Hey, trusting me so much is really sad. ]

He slowly closed his eyes and fell back into sleep, waiting for the blue to wake him up again.

Wei Lan prepared a cup of skimmed milk, two slices of toasted whole wheat bread, one tomato and two fried eggs for Shinichi. Now that he is growing up, his food should not be careless.Put the things on the dining table, washed his hands again, and then walked into the bedroom, the quilt on Zhen’s side on the bed slipped down to his waist again, and the overly thin him looked even more lovable on this large abnormal double bed .

"Shinichi?" Weilan stood by the bed and called Shinichi, but Shinichi seemed to be sleeping soundly and didn't hear him, so Weilan had to climb onto the bed and put her somewhat cold hands on his back, successfully immersing himself in his back. Shinichi trembled in shock in his sleep, Wei Lan had a happy smile on his face, and leaned into his ear again, "Shinichi, get up quickly."

"Hmm... so hungry." Shinichi turned over, opened his eyes to look at Wei Lan, then got up from the bed with difficulty, hugged Wei Lan's shoulders, "Did you make breakfast?"

"Well, hurry up and wash up, I'll wait for you in the living room." Wei Lan scooped his arm off her shoulder with a smile, and was about to turn around as she spoke.

"By the way, Weilan." Shinichi suddenly stopped him.

"What's wrong?" Wei Lan turned around, just in time to see Shinichi's legs protruding from the quilt, he scooped up his pants and put them on himself.

"You didn't go to Room 701 last time. Nana and Nobuo seemed very disappointed. Are you going this time? We may be meeting in Room 701 for the last time." Shinichi seemed not to notice that Wei Lan blushed and looked away in embarrassment , continued to wear his shirt naturally, and when he put on the collar, he gave Wei Lan a teasing look, "Does it look good?"

"Eh? Ah... well, it looks good. But, why is it the last time?" At this moment, Wei Lan still forced herself to believe that Shinichi was just a child, and she treated him the same as before, rigidly shifting away. topic.

"Did you forget? LME is about to sign a contract with us. This is what you told us. We will move to the dormitory of LME in the next two days. Nana and we are very reluctant to part with Room 701, so this time, even if Without Ah Ba here, we also hope that you can come, and then witness how we snatched Ah Ba back." Shinichi tidied up his clothes, walked to Wei Lan, and held her in his arms, "Hey, Wei Lan, Mom or something, I only need Ah Ba alone."

[You are a different existence to me. ]

Wei Lan's heart was suddenly confused. She closed her eyes tightly and pressed her lips tightly in a place where Zhenyi couldn't see. After a while, she gently pushed Shinichi away and forced herself to smile, " Go wash up, breakfast is getting cold."

She kept that ridiculous smile and walked out of the bedroom, she knew that she must have hurt Shinichi again, she always hurt others again and again, hehe, why is it so ridiculous?

Shouldn't you provoke others in the first place?

...

He Shinichi was walking by the small river, the sun shone on the flowing river, and there were two or three lovers scattered on the weed dam by the river.Wei Lan followed Shinichi wearing a hat and mirror frame. Shinichi hadn't spoken to her since that morning. Even after lunch, she smoked quietly, but she still stood at the door when she was about to go out. Waiting for Wei Lan who disguised himself, and then brought her to their base.

Follow Shinichi into the old red house, follow him up to the 7th floor, stand at the door of Room 701, watch him gently knock on the door, and listen to the energetic roar from behind the door Nobuo looked dissatisfied when he came to open the door, but he smiled sincerely when he saw Shinichi, and then turned into a loud roar of surprise when he saw the blue beside Shinichi, and then attracted the back of the door again. That person was dissatisfied, so he touched the back of his head and smiled to let her and Shinichi in.

Wei Lan suddenly became in a good mood, and unconsciously had a smile on her face. The blast group always makes people feel warm and real, just like the first time I met them.

"Oh~ it's Weilan! No wonder Nobuo was taken aback." Nana was still wearing a handsome little leather jacket, probably because she was at home, so the makeup on her face was not as bright and charming as when she first met her, but she was still beautiful. Exuding her unique charm, attracting the eyes of everyone around her, she was holding a cigarette in her hand, sitting at the small table beside the bed, and greeted Wei Lan who came in with Shinichi with a natural expression, "Hey, Shinichi. Are you happy now~?"

"My sister came to see me for training~."

Shinichi ignored Nana who was making fun behind her back, and took off the bass he was carrying and put it aside.He took Wei Lan's hand and sat opposite Nana.Wei Lan raised her head, saw Nana's funny expression, and laughed out loud.

"Senior Nana, congratulations on signing the contract." Wei Lan smiled happily, and took out the small gift she chose for them during the promotion abroad last week from her handbag, "I planned to come here last time, but I didn't make it .So I specially helped you choose gifts outside, I hope you like it."

"Oh~ Awesome! I've seen these things on the Internet before!" Nobuo threw himself on the table and looked at these things enviously, "It seems to be all of them."

As expected, as soon as the words came out, Nobuo was repaired by Queen Nana again. She gave him a disdainful look, and then continued to smoke, "Azure, wait and watch our training. Shinichi always wanted you to see it." .”

"Ah, yes." Weilan turned her head to look at Shinichi, and found that his expression was much better now, and she was relieved, "I am also looking forward to the performances of Shinichi and Nana seniors."

"Ah, that's right." Wei Lan seemed to think of something suddenly, and then scooped out a few tickets from her handbag, "This is my new movie, well, I prepared a few tickets for you, if you are interested, you can Go and see."

"Hey! Awesome! By the way, I saw your scandal two days ago." Nobuo rubbed his chin with his fingers, and asked with a gossip, "Hey, tell me, which of the three people Are people real?"

Nana, who was sitting next to him and smoking a cigarette, frowned uncontrollably, and slapped Nobuo on the head.

"Nana! Why are you hitting me again?"

Looking at Nana with "I want to shut your mouth" written all over her face sadly, "Aren't you curious? Azure is so important to Shinichi, which man will Azure be with in the future? Don't you?" Don't want to know? Doesn't Shinichi care?"

"Enough!" Shinichi stood up suddenly, looked at Wei Lan who seemed to be stunned on one side, and then at Nana and Nobuo on the other side, "When will Tai come over, let's go practice first."

Shinichi scooped up his own bass and walked out the door first. Seeing this, Weilan bowed to Nana and the others and quickly chased them out.Nana took a puff of cigarette and looked out the window with a complicated expression, but she didn't really look at anything. She asked Nobuo who was beside her with a slumped expression, "If only you were as brave as you are today when Nana was here. You want Shinichi Face your own heart with Wei Lan, how about you? Now, speaking of it, we are all the same."

Humans can always point out the shortcomings of others clearly and indifferently, but they can never see themselves clearly and what they need. Even if they know the answer, they will still be entangled in their hearts and feel extremely painful.

but.

If you knew the ending from the beginning, would you still choose to be the same as before?

Yes, you will still choose that way, because it is you who will do that.

Even if you end up being crushed to pieces, even if you end up losing both, that's your choice.

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The author has something to say: My novel is really not a tragedy, but the "Goodbye, Time" is a tragedy.