try yourself

It’s already 06:30 at this moment, Weilan let go of Shinichi’s arms, “Go to sleep again, I’m going back to school later, I’ll make breakfast for you and put it in the kitchen, heat it up in the microwave after you get up .”

Wei Lan said she didn't care about what happened just now was a lie, but her heart was filled with disgust at being treated like this all the time recently, and at the same time she blamed herself for not protecting Shinichi well.

Those people, she doesn't believe that those people who often hang around in the flowers will gather around her at this moment because they really love her. In her opinion, these people are just attracted by her naturally delicate and tactile skin. Attractive, by the way, she looks good in this circle, so, is she a good tool to vent her desire?Is it a good prop for them to compare?

Just like the self who was treated like that at the beginning.

At this moment, Wei Lan's heart is strongly filled with unwillingness and humiliation, completely ignoring Koga Hiromune and Asakura Makoto, in fact, they never really hurt her every time.

She was completely immersed in the scarred memory of the past, imagining whether the people around her were all sent by them.

She fell into an extremely dangerous mental state.

[It's ridiculous, I didn't realize it until this moment. ]

[I thought they really had something to hide, haha. ]

Wei Lan felt that she had put in so much effort and effort to get herself into this circle, and relying on her earnestness, she could finally be recognized by others and become a representative figure of self-improvement and self-reliance of all Japanese women, but now she realized how ridiculous she was.

[I am famous and have value in the eyes of others, so it has become one of the ways for them to compare. ]

[Or, they were really sent by those people to defeat themselves. ]

[No one can believe it until they manage to get away from them. ]

Wei Lan felt very uncomfortable, she closed the kitchen door, and pressed her body hard against it.

Tears could not stop falling.

Who would disregard the thoughts and feelings of the girl he likes and try to possess her?

Is it really because of love?

It's still the beast-desire in my heart!

It's ridiculous...

If he took it seriously, would he really lose to them in the UK?

No, I can't admit defeat. If I really give up on myself like this, how can I be worthy of the self who swore at the beginning, and how can I be worthy of my mother who didn't have a name until she died.

They are all waiting for themselves to admit defeat, and then they will tell her with contemptuous eyes that they have already said not to struggle, just be obedient.

Then condescending, admiring that I don't even have the last trace of dignity left, and draining my use value for the last time...

[I'm on my own. ]

[When you really have the strength, you can protect the person you want to protect, right? ]

Wei Lan wiped away her tears, looked at her watch, the time was running out, and she had to hurry up and make lunch.

……

After leaving a note for Shinichi, Weilan went out and took the tram back to Kanagawa, where she only came back for important exams.

After leaving the station, I walked to the school. There were many students going to school on the way, and the school uniforms were also different.

She rubbed her stiff cheeks, tried her best to soften the expression on her face, looked at the sunlight piercing through the clouds, and smiled firmly.

[It will be fine, everything will be fine. ]

At this moment of blue, the breath around her is really full of vigor that she should have at her age.

She tried hard to think about things that had nothing to do with the past, intending to keep herself in good shape.

Weilan remembered that she had been picked up by President Baotian for a TV series about tennis. When passing by Lihai University, she deliberately looked inside. Although she couldn't see anything, she still knew that Lihai University's tennis club was very famous.

Such a simple act seemed to easily satisfy her thoughts, she turned her head and continued walking towards her school.

It took less than 5 minutes to see the gate of Haichang High School. She sighed. She had hardly been in school, and she really didn't know how to get along with her classmates.

Walking into the gate, ignoring the pointing of everyone around, took off the glasses and hat, smoothed the long brown hair, then went to the locker to change the shoes, went upstairs to Class 2-A, followed The other students in Class 2-A behind Wei Lan were all surprised to see her open the door and walk in.

Everyone in Class 2-A was silent for a moment, staring blankly at Wei Lan.

"Hey, why did Kurai Weilan come to class?" Finally someone whispered to break the eerie calm.

"No... I don't know, maybe it's because of the pressure from schoolwork?"

"What, although Wei Lan has never been to school, she has no problems with the exams. I heard that she is homeschooled."

"Then what is she here for?"

……

Wei Lan stood by the podium, listening to the students who were talking quietly.

Wei Lan thought about it, it would be better to greet everyone, after all, she didn't know where she should sit.

"Well, good morning everyone. My name is Cangjing Weilan. I will stay with you at school for a while, please give me your advice." She smiled at everyone with a smile on her face, and bowed after speaking.

Seeing that everyone stopped and did not respond, Wei Lan blushed and asked a female classmate next to her who had just entered the door in a low voice, "Well, may I ask, is there any vacancy?"

The female classmate seemed to have just seen her, and pointed to a seat by the window with a look of surprise, "Over there."

The other friends around the female classmate who showed the way tugged at her sleeves excitedly, looking at Wei Lan speechless.

The legendary superstar Kurai Weilan, who was named in Class 2-A and would never appear except for important exams, actually appeared here and even talked to them!

How lucky today is!

No, I will scan the forum later and tell everyone.

"Thank you." Wei Lan smiled at her again, and then took the seat by the window with her schoolbag, no longer caring about what her classmates said about her, resting her hands on her chin, looking out of the window, thinking, but not thinking. Know where it is.

Even if it's not very polite, but what happened just now, how can you ask Wei Lan to cheer up and smile?

Instead of being perfunctory, it's better to raise your spirits before making plans.

……