A world where only the protagonist has color

Inoue Chisuke never thought that she would meet Matsuda Jinpei again at the scene of the murder.

There was a sudden scream, a man with a mustache who claimed to be a detective came out of nowhere, and a junior high school boy who also called himself a detective started investigating the murder scene with a handkerchief out of nowhere. The middle school female student dialed the Metropolitan Police Department with a vibrato.

Inoue Chisuke didn't want to disturb this troubled water, she didn't know the victim at all, but the detective boy with color insisted on holding her back, saying that she and the others were all suspects.

"I don't know the victim, I don't even have a motive for killing."

"Sister, you really don't have a motive for killing, but you have been sitting in a key position at the time of the incident, and you can witness a lot of key information. So can I ask my sister to stay with you?"

"……Fine."

After all, if she made a fuss and insisted on leaving, it would attract attention instead.

The Metropolitan Police Department was quite efficient, but in less than ten minutes, a curly-haired man in a suit and a pair of sunglasses got off the police car that rushed over.Judging by the tone of his conversations with other police officers around him, it seems that he is still a small leader in charge of leading the team.

"Take me to the scene of the murder... um."

When Matsuda Jinpei saw Inoue Chisuke, he was shocked at first, and then frowned.The women in the crowd were like rocks falling from a cliff, setting off huge waves again on the lake that was finally calmed down.

"It's Mr. Mori," said a police officer following Matsuda Jinpei, "and the little detective from Mr. Kudo's house."

"Mr. Police Officer," the junior high school student of Kudo's family took two steps forward, raised his finger and pointed to the people behind him: "None of these three have an alibi, and all of them have murderous motives."

"You kid, steal my lines again!"

The man with the mustache clenched his fists and bared his teeth, and behind him was a middle school student with bangs protruding from his corner.The girl in a small suit-style school uniform tightly grasped Mr. Maori's clothes with both hands, curled up behind him, lowered her head as if a little scared.

Inoue Chizuru frowned. She sat on the sofa with her chin in one hand, glanced at two men, one big and one small, who called themselves detectives, and then moved her gaze to the curly-haired police officer a few steps away.

After encountering Kenji Hagiwara by chance, Chizuka Inoue went back and dug up the variety show program from more than a year ago and honestly re-watched it.The curly-haired police officer in front of me is called Matsuda Jinpei, and the pronunciation of his name does match the "J" engraved on the wedding ring.Although he appears at the scene of the murder now, he is suspected to be a member of the first investigation team, but he was indeed introduced as the elite ace of the Metropolitan Police Department's mobile team in a variety show more than a year ago.

Maybe some accident happened, so I changed classes.

Thoughts were surging, Chizuka Inoue had identified Matsuda Jinpei as the owner of the wedding ring with "J&C" engraved on it.But unfortunately, Matsuda Jinpei's right hand finger was empty, and there was no wedding ring of the same style as she was hanging on the necklace that Inoue Chizuru was looking forward to.

The police officers of the first search section—especially the first search section of the Tokyo Metropolitan Police Department, can make them call the police, and nine out of ten are murders.To ensure that the crime scene is not damaged, white gloves are a must. Whoever is in the first search department can't wait to stuff four or five pairs of white gloves in their coat pockets.

In the process of frequently picking off and wearing gloves, the ring is very easy to lose.So after turning to the search lesson, Matsuda Jinpei put his own wedding ring in a red velvet box and carefully stored it in the deep drawer.

Resting her chin on her hands, Chizume Inoue lowered her gaze and stared at the toe of her shoe, lost in thought.The police officer in front of me must not be the only one whose name is pronounced J in the mobile team, and she needs more information to prove it.Otherwise, if everything is just a coincidence and her wishful thinking, it would be embarrassing.

Turning her eyes, Chifu Inoue secretly glanced at the curly-haired police officer with his hands in his pockets listening to Kudo Shinichi's explanation.Matsuda Jinpei was wearing sunglasses, so that people couldn't see his sight, but under the sunglasses, a pair of eyes as deep as the ocean had quietly drifted towards Inoue Chiku.

He unexpectedly remembered Hagiwara Kenji's words.

——That woman with short curly hair might really be a thousand bundles.

A pair of dimmed eyes scrutinized the woman who was a few steps away—the voice and appearance were completely different, and the gaze when looking at him was also full of indifference and indifference. Could this woman really be Qian Shu?

Matsuda Jinpei has lost too many times in finding Chisuke, and even suffers from learned helplessness because of it.

He first made a fuss about forcibly transferring from the mobile team to the first search class, working overtime in a nearly self-destructive way, and frantically collecting information, just to find out the whereabouts of Inoue Chitsu.

Hagiwara Kenjiben also plans to transfer classes together, but the mobile team is unwilling to let them go.

"The mobile team has cultivated you for so many years, and has given all resources to you. How can you just leave. You can transfer classes, but you must keep one."

So Hagiwara Kenji stayed and pinned all his hopes on Matsuda Jinpei who was better at reasoning than him, hoping that he could bring the lost little rabbit home as soon as possible.

Matsuda Jinpei also desperately hoped to find Qian Shu earlier and take him home, but no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't get any news from Qian Shu.

Every time he finds information related to Chizuka Inoue or someone suspected of Chitsuka Inoue, Matsuda Jinpei will quickly solve the work at hand, go straight to the destination without stopping for a moment, and then all hopes will be extinguished.How apprehensive and hopeful I was when I went, how disappointed and embarrassing I was when I returned.

Later, Matsuda Jinpei thought with a touch of luck, maybe he was late, a step slower, so he missed the news of Inoue Chizuru again.So when the information related to Qian Shu was collected again, Matsuda put the matter at hand directly on Datehang, stepped on the accelerator and went straight to the destination.

But in the end Matsuda Jinpei just stood in the rain with nothing in his hands.

Not only did he fail to find his beloved little rabbit, but an accident happened during an anxious journey.

The high-speed car slammed into the mountain when it was cornering, and thick smoke rose from the front of the car to the sky.If it wasn't for Matsuda Jinpei clutching his wound and struggling to get out of the car, he would have been turned into charred waste along with the car.

Two ribs were broken, and Matsuda Jinpei, who was lying on the guardrail, clutched the bleeding wound, hung his head and panted heavily.

"hiss……"

The broken rib probably has damaged the internal organs, I hope it didn't puncture the internal organs.If he wanted to find Qian Shu, even if he had to climb, Matsuda Jinpei would be willing.But just from trying to sit up from the ground, he felt a piercing pain in his chest.Thin sweat drenched the broken hair on his forehead, and Matsuda Jinpei was unable to move anymore as he struggled to call the ambulance.

When the rushed medical staff put the stretcher on the stretcher, Matsuda Jinpei's hands and feet were already cold due to blood loss, his face was pale, and his consciousness began to be in a trance.Being put on the ambulance by several people together, Matsuda Jinhei squinted at the blurry flashing headlights in front of his eyes, and seemed to see Qian Shu's face in a daze.

The harder you try, the more powerless you feel.Struggling hard, throwing yourself out, but it will always end in a dismal ending.For the first time, Matsuda Jinhei understood why his father, after his career was ruined and he had pursued his dream for more than ten years, fell into a slump and became a despised alcoholic.

But Matsuda Jinping can't get drunk, he is a policeman, the blade of justice for the common people.He had to face everything in a sober state, watching the blunt knife gouging out pieces of heart and flesh from his mouth time and time again.

Matsuda Jinpei's past life was so bad and tragic.

The mother who died young did not leave too many fragments in Matsuda Jinpei's memory. He could only imagine the warmth of his mother with the yellowed photos.

As soon as he entered elementary school, his father, who was supposed to have a bright future, was imprisoned for illusory crimes.When his father was finally cleared of his grievances, his career had already been ruined.So his father drank heavily every night, ruined all the assets of the family, and even ignored Matsuda Jinpei.

Relying on the support of his father's friends, Matsuda Jinpei can almost be said to have grown up eating a lot of food.Later, I got acquainted with Kenji Hagiwara, and the Hagiwara family, which is not yet bankrupt, can be considered to be rich in assets. They are naturally willing to help Matsuda Jinpei—just have an extra mouth to eat together, not to mention that Hagiwara and Matsuda are good brothers who talk about everything. .

Afterwards, he met Jiang Guling, an idiot who fought with him directly under the office building because of the conflict of ideas for the first time.Later, although they became close contemporaries, that guy disappeared after graduation, and was assigned to places where it was difficult to meet with Zhu Fujingguang and Datehang.

Then came Inoue Chitsu.

The love doesn't know where it started, and it goes deeper and deeper (1).Matsuda Jinhei remembers every moment with Qian Shu, the excitement when confirming the relationship, the jealousy and nostalgia when they first kissed, the greed and madness when they hugged for the first time.Everything is vivid in my memory, as if a piece of well-preserved film has been properly placed in the memory drawer.

The harsh growing environment has planted the pride of Matsuda Jinpei not to lose to anyone, but fate has never let him go.

First, the most important friend almost died in the bombing, almost turned into dust in the wind, and there was not even a thing to think about.

Then came Chizuru—she was the most important woman alive to Jinpei Matsuda.But Qian Shu suddenly disappeared into the vast sea of ​​people, his life and death are unknown, and there is no news from him.

On the day of the proposal, Matsuda Jinhei sat on the sofa with the packed meals and repeatedly turned on his mobile phone to check the time, anxiously, expectantly and impatiently waiting for Qianshu to go home.

He walked up and down the room, looking forward to Qian Shu's return soon, but he had already quietly opened the browser on his mobile phone and started searching for word-of-mouth and evaluations of major wedding emcee companies in Tokyo.Matsuda Jinpei is full of plans to hold a grand wedding for Qianshu, but he doesn't want to say goodbye before Qianshu blushes and says that marrying him will be the last time between them.

No message, no message, Inoue Chitsu only left Matsuda Jinpei a balcony that was messed up by the impact of the explosion and bloody glass shards scattered all over the place.

The clear and sharp broken glass can be cleaned, but they pierced into Matsuda Jinpei's heart piece by piece, and traveled around along the blood vessels with every beat, tearing the whole body apart.

For the first time, Matsuda Jinpei hated the clever mind he had always been proud of.Even if he doesn't think about it deliberately, he has already completely generated the picture of Chizuka Inoue falling from a tall building in his mind.

Memories refocus on the day of the accident.The siren of the ambulance kept ringing, and Matsuda Jinpei, who was being pushed into the hospital, before he completely lost consciousness, flashed before his eyes the picture of Qian Shu nodding at him shyly and smilingly saying that he would marry him.

"Thousand beams..."

Since then, Matsuda Jinhei has suffered from stress disorder, or symptoms of learned helplessness.

Matsuda Jinpei was the first to find Inoue Chitsu, but also the first to shrink back under her cold gaze.

——Zhen Ping, let's gamble again.

Do you want to bet?

Bet.

People who suffer from learned helplessness need great courage as support if they want to summon up courage again in the helpless matter.Once it fails, it will probably be broken into pieces, trapping itself in a cage full of thorns, and it is difficult to escape.

But Matsuda Jinping decided to take a gamble.

As long as he can get Chiku Inoue back, he is willing to take out his heart and expose it to the sun, break it into pieces and stick it back together.

If only he could find her.

After quickly solving the case, Matsuda Jinpei brought the group including Chizuka Inoue back to the Metropolitan Police Department.He planned to find a vacant office or an unoccupied aisle after completing the recording work, and have a good talk with the woman who looked like a thousand beams in front of him.

Chizuka Inoue really wanted to talk to Matsuda Jinpei, but not at the Metropolitan Police Department.

Her disguise and voice-changing skills are not as good as Belmode's, and the Metropolitan Police Department is full of police officers—from professional elites to senior executives who have worked hard for decades, it can be said that more than 50% of the police in Japan The elite will eventually flow to the Tokyo Metropolitan Police Department.

What's the difference between her taking the initiative to pack and deliver the goods to your door? Who knows if she will be spotted by a big boss of the Metropolitan Police Department who has been in contact with disguise technology.

And Chisuka Inoue's real face under the disguise is a face that has been working in the Metropolitan Police Department's search department for three full years.What's even worse is that there are nine departments in the first class. Qian Shu was working in the third department of the first class, and Matsuda Jinpei was transferred to the third department of the first class.

This damn fate.

Now she was sitting obediently at one end of the metal bench, with her head bowed like a timid quail, wishing she could disappear from where she was.

There are people coming and going around, all of them are police officers of the first class and third department in suits.Inoue Chisuke didn't know them, but they were not allowed to know her.

But as the saying goes, whatever you are afraid of will come.

When a capable female policewoman with short hair walked past Chizume Inoue holding a document fixed in a folder, she was lowering her head and kept silently reciting lines like "You can't see me".

Miwako Sato had already passed by Qianshu, but after a few steps, she stopped abruptly, staring slightly back at the woman on the bench behind her.

"What's the matter, Officer Sato."

"Do you think... that woman is a bit like the long-lost police officer Qian Shu."

Chizuka Inoue silently buried her head lower: "..."

"They look alike, but they look different."

"That's right. It's probably just a coincidence. But it's hard for Officer Matsuda. In the case he handled, there was someone who looked so similar to Officer Qian Shu."

From the corner of his eye, sending away the two police officers who were drifting away, Inoue Chitsube's back was covered with cold sweat.

She didn't know how many people in the First Search Division knew about the organization, and how far the Metropolitan Police Department had investigated.What would happen to her if her true identity was discovered.

Must escape from Metropolitan Police Department.

"You seem nervous."

Takagi Satoshi, a new police officer in the same team as Matsuda Jinpei, sat beside Chizuka Inoue. He smiled and tried to comfort Chizuka Inoue: "It is inevitable that you will be uneasy when you enter the Metropolitan Police Department for the first time, but please don't worry, we are just carrying out Some simple transcripts will be over soon."

In order to reserve space for a private conversation with Chitsu Inoue, Jinpei Matsuda arranged Chizuka Inoue at the end, and took notes on other people first.But this is miserable for Chizuka Inoue, and now she can't wait to run away.

She pursed her lips tightly, and looked around with a pair of smart eyes disguised under the colored contact lenses.After thinking for a while, Inoue Chitsu moved a few centimeters away from Takagi Tsutomu and whispered to him.

"Excuse me..." Her voice was weak, with a trembling sound, as if she was really disturbed by entering the Metropolitan Police Department: "The officer Matsuda who was in charge of the case just now, where did he go?"

"Officer Matsuda was supposed to be taking notes, but Officer Kiyomaga Matsumoto called him over just now. What's wrong?"

"This..." Chiku Inoue raised her head and brushed her hanging curly hair back. She pretended to be coy, and said in a low voice, "Because he is very handsome, so...uh..."

Takagi was taken aback, and said with a smile, "Officer Matsuda is indeed handsome, but no, he's already married."

"Huh? Married!?"

Inoue Chisuke pretended to be surprised, but if Matsuda Jinpei was the owner of the wedding ring on her body, it was only natural that she would be married.

"The bride is...?"

"I'm not too sure. Officer Matsuda's marriage happened before I joined the job, and I haven't seen his wife." Gao Mushe sighed, showing regret: "But the senior who listened to the search lesson said that she may have no longer alive."

"Eh? How come... What a pity."

"Yeah, it's really a pity. Officer Matsuda and the other party have only been married for half a year."

"...Wait, wait a minute!"

Chisuke Inoue thought that everything was moving in the right direction, but what Takagi Tsutomu said made her speechless for a long time as if she had lost her tongue.

"You just said they've only been married for half a year!?"

Startled by Chizuka's excited reaction, Takagi Tsutomu almost jumped from his seat.

He straightened his back, turned his head and stared at Qian Shu with wide eyes, his eyes filled with confusion: "Yes, yes, half a year, what's wrong?"

"No, nothing..."

She thought Matsuda Jinpei should have gotten married earlier, at least a year ago, because the wedding ring was already in the bag when she woke up.

But why is it half a year ago.

If Matsuda Jinpei was the owner of the ring she was looking for, then he must be a bit of a scumbag.The wife quickly remarried with another woman just after she disappeared for half a year, which is already considered a flash marriage.But seeing how much she cherished that ring—it was wrapped in three layers of soft paper towels and wrapped in the inner layer of the satchel, before she lost her memory, she should have valued him very much.

"Tsk."

Frowning, Inoue Chizuru instantly became restless.

Compared to the fact that the other party was a flash marriage man whom she mistrusted, Inoue Chizuru was more willing to believe that she had found the wrong target.

Maybe it's all just a coincidence.

Matsuda Jinpei just happened to pronounce his name "J", and he mistook himself only because Matsuda Jinpei and Inoue Chizuru were colleagues, not husband and wife.

With a sigh, Chizuka Inoue fidgeted in frustration, and his eyes began to flick back and forth.

"Police officer, I'm still in a hurry. Can I ask you to complete the transcript for me?"

Chisuke Inoue stayed in the crisis-ridden Metropolitan Police Department to meet Matsuda Jinpei. Since she already knew that she had identified the wrong person, she naturally had no need to stay any longer.

"Eh? But Police Officer Matsuda specifically told me that he must take the record in person..."

"Please, I really have something very important. It's just a record, anyone can do it.... Please, officer!"

Half-urging and half-pleading, she asked Takagi She to complete the transcript for her, Inoue Chizuru hurriedly left the police station as if fleeing, even unwilling to wait for Matsuda Jinhei to appear.

As soon as the woman left the search section in a hurry, Matsuda Jinpei pushed the door out of Matsumoto Kiyomachi's office.

It was only half a step away, but they just rubbed shoulders.

The author says:

1. Love does not know its origin, but it goes deep: from Tang Xianzu's "Peony Pavilion" in the Ming Dynasty, the original "love does not know its origin, it goes deep, the living can die, and the dead can live."

2. "Why Matsuda Jinpei has learned helplessness, he is so fragile."

In order to avoid this kind of view, I have to explain: In the original book, on the timeline of Conan, Jiang Gu Ling also showed a behavior pattern under the interference of the psychological defense mechanism in the death of Zhu Fu Jingguang.For example, after knowing the truth of the matter, still blame Akai Hideichi and hate the other party (that is, denial and transfer behavior in psychological defense).

3. Psychological defense mechanism is a term used by the psychoanalytic school, which refers to the psychological mechanism used by individuals to avoid interference and maintain psychological balance when their spirit is disturbed.First proposed by Freud.Often used in unconscious states, such as repression, suppression, denial, projection, transfer, embellishment, relief, identification, compensation, etc.

The self-defense mechanism has 4 special features, 2 of which are as follows:

(1) Defense mechanisms are not used deliberately, they are unconscious or at least partially unconscious.Of course, we often make some conscious efforts, but the real defense mechanism is unconscious.

(2) The defense mechanism seems to be self-deceptive in nature, that is, it works by disguising or disguising our real motives, or denying the existence of impulses, actions or memories that may cause anxiety to us.Therefore, the ego defense mechanism is to defend the ego from anxiety by distorting perception, memory, action, motivation and thinking, or completely blocking a certain mental process.In fact, it is also a psychological self-protection law.

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