Desperate to play basketball!

"So, a creature like a woman is completely incomprehensible!"

The drunken, flushed middle-aged photographer unsteadily took the beer from Kise's hand, tremblingly poured the orange-yellow liquid into the glass, and the drunken man's snort They all smelled of alcohol, and there were traces of crystal tears on their unshaven faces.

"Senior Sanjo is fine, right? Why don't you drink any more?" Kise was about to snatch the bottle from the man's hand with a worried face, but was stopped by the magazine editor beside him.

"Kose, let him drink. After all, Sanjo lost his love today. In order to reward Sanjo for being so sad today and remembering to work, I will pay for the reception tonight!" The editor-in-chief raised his glass to the staff of the magazine , "You are welcome, enjoy yourself."

"Long live!"

"Then I need some sashimi~"

"I'm sorry~ The proprietress, please have two more ox tongues!"

Hearing that the editor-in-chief was treating guests, a group of carefree people ordered expensive dishes unceremoniously.

"...You bastards!" The editor-in-chief scolded angrily and amusingly.

"Well, let's all have a carnival with Sanjo today." Kise's cousin Ryoko gently persuaded, "Senior Sanjo is working hard today."

He fell down on the desk from drinking, and santiao fell headlong on the cucumber sushi, with rice sticking all over his face.The optimist man who was always cheerful and laughing finally sobbed and cried at this moment.

For a while, the surroundings fell silent.

Everyone seemed to be letting Sanjo's tears flow silently, everyone breathed a sigh of relief and thought:

... finally cried out.

Just cry it out and it'll be fine.

"I, I don't understand... I don't believe a word of what Kyoko said, I've been calling her cell phone and sending her text messages... If there is anything wrong with me, I can correct it, I really can correct it ... If Kyoko wants to buy something, I will borrow money from the editor-in-chief and I will buy it for her. If Kyoko wants to eat and play with other men, I can wait for her at home without being angry or jealous. Kyoko doesn’t like the clothes I wear, so I don’t wear them , I won’t cook anything I don’t like... I must have done something wrong, there must be something else that made Kyoko unhappy..." The man buried his face in the sushi plate, his broad shoulders crazily Shaking and whimpering.

"...Senior didn't do anything wrong." Kise couldn't help comforting Sanjo, "The so-called lover, if you get used to it too much, it becomes a habit, no matter how much you do for her, she won't take it seriously , On the contrary, if you don’t do it, you will feel angry instead. Thinking about it this way, falling in love is really troublesome——Compared with love, I really value my dignity more. If falling in love means sending my dignity up to others to trample on it, I don't want this kind of love."

Everyone looked at each other in blank dismay, and finally someone couldn't help admonishing Kise:

"Kose, you're only in middle school now, right? Sure enough, you haven't reached the age to understand that kind of deep love."

"Not really," Ryoko couldn't help interjecting, "Ryota, not only did he have a girlfriend, but he also broke up with him yesterday."

"Ehhhhhhhhhhhhhh——?" Everyone exclaimed, "But looking at Kise's nonchalant appearance, I can't tell that you are also broken in love?"

"Ah, yes." Seeing everyone's surprise, Kise scratched the tip of his nose with his fingers in embarrassment, "We've been dating for about a year, and then she cheated."

"..." A few male employees stared at Kise, trying to find a trace of frustration on the model's handsome face, but unfortunately there was no result at all, "I said Kise, you are really a rare open-minded man in the world? This kind of intolerable thing has no temper at all?"

"If you want me to tell you, how high is that girl's vision? Look at us Kise, it goes without saying that we have an almost perfect model face? The weekly magazine does not know how many confessions to Kise will receive Letters. Looking at Kise's near-perfect body proportions and height, the cuteness of the height difference is easy to catch, right? The most important thing is the regular selection of Teiko's famous basketball club. As for other sports, it is easy to catch, you The boy's natural good brain and ability to imitate are simply cheaters in life! It seems that when we are still sweating hard and walking to the destination of life, you kid is driving a sports car from us seniors. 'I rushed over ... Ah, ah, when you talk about it, you feel that you are destined to be a personal winner? The temper is still so good, even the grilled meat is not lost to the women of these magazine clubs. Eh?" As he spoke, everyone looked at Kise with envy and jealousy.

"Hey, do you have any?" The natural-looking blond boy like a prince charming scratched his blond hair with some blushing, looking hearty and innocent.

"You guys, stop praising him, the way this guy treats his lover is simply rotten." Ryoko couldn't help it anymore, and while picking up a piece of wasabi sushi, she complained about her cousin who obviously had a dual personality, " In the beginning, Ryota was chased after by other girls, and it is said that the girls chased him all the way to Teiko from the original school, and they said that they gave lunches and love letters every day."

"Of course, right? Our Kise is so good, how can ordinary girls who don't have perseverance or love him enough be worthy of him."

"The excessiveness is yet to come. I finally agreed to go out with that girl in the second grade, but I didn't even fulfill the basic elements of a boyfriend. There is no need to talk about the date on the weekend, just say hello every day , send three text messages before replying to one, phone calls will be hung up after a few words, lunch gatherings are always with friends, even when I go home from school, I don’t know how to see off other girls, I would rather every day Accompany the teammates of the basketball team to train until the sun goes down, and then send the teammates to the home in the opposite direction from home before returning." Ryoko finished speaking in one breath, and then glared at Kise complainingly, "If I were your girlfriend, don't It’s been a year, and I can’t bear it for a week.”

The man who was still praising Huang Lai just now smoothed things over and said: "Liangzi, don't complain, after all, the string of our love for Huang Lai hasn't been opened yet, so it seems that Huang Lai doesn't like that girl at all! Peace of mind, but with Kise's personality, even if he likes it, it's a passive type of [I won't come if you don't come], right?"

"Senior is probably right," Kise tilted his head and took a sip of the juice, "If I really want to say this, I actually prefer girls who don't restrain me."

Then he was ridiculed that "children can't understand the hardships of that kind of love at all", "the perfect Kise really can't understand the bitter love of ordinary people".

"Everyone has been cheated! Ryota, this guy—" Ryoko muttered a few words unwillingly, obviously avenging Kise's ex-girlfriend very much. Just halfway through the sentence, she saw her cousin next to her. Brother's pair of cool and transparent amber eyes.

The complaints stopped abruptly.

"Hey, Sister Ryoko, it's already 08:30, and I have to do my homework tonight~ I just said hello to the editor-in-chief, so I'm leaving first?" Sunshine Prince Kiseko patted his cousin on the shoulder affectionately, The coldness in his eyes made Liangzi shiver involuntarily.Unknowingly nodded, Ryoko watched Kise who was still wearing the black suit she was wearing when filming, and naturally picked up the satchel beside her, and with one long leg, she stepped to the door.

"Mina, goodbye, I have to go back to do my homework." Kise slammed his head in annoyance, put his hands together in a begging gesture with a wry smile, and then took a leisurely turn amidst the laughter of everyone and the sound of goodbye left the izakaya.

Instead of taking a taxi home from the izakaya street, Kise didn't even take the tram, just walked back slowly with his schoolbag in his hand.Although the location of the reception and dinner is a little far away from Kise's house, it might take more than 40 minutes to walk there, but Kise doesn't care at all, after all, talking about reviewing homework is simply nonsense .

The moon is bright and the stars are sparse, and the dim street lights are flickering.

Occasionally, a car passed by, and the lights reflected on the boy's head and face, clearly showing the boy's cold, expressionless handsome face.

It's just that there is no way to bear it anymore, that's all.

Kise took out his mobile phone, which clearly showed that it was turned off.

Not answering the phone, not answering the text message, not connecting to the Internet... because before the dinner party, Kise sent a text message to that person by accident:

[Little Heizi, Xiao Heizi, let me tell you, I have caught a cold recently, and in the end I have to go to some kind of reception at the request of the editor-in-chief, and I seem to have a low-grade fever~ Good, difficult, suffering T^T!But I still have to attend for work ah woo woo~ I hope I won’t pass out at the reception/(ㄒoㄒ)/~~]

At this time, if your phone is turned off and you can't get in touch, that person will be very anxious, right?

Kise doesn't think there's anything shameful about pretending to be sick and acting like a baby. When he thinks of Heizi anxiously texting and calling himself after seeing the text message, he will feel an intense and sore feeling inexplicably. , making him involuntarily show a distorted and proud smile.

[I want to see the way you are anxious for me, with all your heart and eyes full of me. ]

[I want to see that you are worried but have no choice but to turn around in a hurry, so that you can experience my pain. ]

[I won't forgive you, if you treated me so excessively at noon today, if you didn't worry about me, then I won't forgive you. ]

Every day, every moment, every second is thinking about you like this. When a person walks on the road, he will be in a daze involuntarily, imagining what kind of things we will encounter, and how we will fall in love and imagine. How we will live happily together and get married in the future.When playing basketball, I will secretly count the number of times you pass the ball to me. Even if you pass the ball to me once more than before, I will almost die of joy.

I want you to like me very much, very much.I want you to just look at me, pass me the ball, tell everybody I'm your light.I can pick up every word of yours, no matter when, as long as I act like a baby, I will hug me softly and comfort me.

I only act like a baby to you and show weakness to you, but when you are being bullied, Kise Ryota will quickly become the most reliable person and solve all your troubles.

In this way, if you like me like this, you can understand my pain, right?The pain of not being valued by you, the pain of not being accepted by you, the pain of not being seen by you... Only then can I return them all to you, right?

Who am I, Kise Ryota?

——The Prince of Sunshine, the much-anticipated sports star, homework as long as I think about it, I can do it well, and the ability to imitate even a god will pull him down from the altar.All the fans call themselves [the last prince in the world], [the sunny boy of nature], [the only perfect angel]... It's a pity that if you cut the inside of the golden retriever, it will be rotten and smelly And dirty black, right?

Too early to be exposed to the adult society, adolescents are crushed to pieces by the various laws of the adult society before they have time to look forward to the future of their dreams, and there will be no more pure love, no more roses , There will be no more youthful confessions from young girls. When the career matures, the innocent and crying child will no longer exist.

— was killed by the world.

I prefer to see their hope and dignity crushed by social violence than young people who are full of energy and enthusiasm;

Compared with the foolish couple who promised to never let go for the rest of their lives, I prefer to see them crazily wrestling in poverty and contradictions;

Compared with girls who are always tired of talking about friendship, I prefer to see their distorted expressions when they are betrayed by each other;

...The brighter this Kise Ryota smiled at everyone, the more wanton and publicized the malice in his heart.

... So, don't leave me like this.

Kuroko Tetsuya, you who ignore me like this, who are so indifferent... don't leave me like this.

It will cost you.

[Such a proud Kise Ryota, such a successful Kise Ryota, such a dark Kise Ryota, such a perfect Kise Ryota surrounds you with an attitude like a domestic dog, with a kind of approach Humble prayers and desires kneel at your feet, treating you with a humble and mermaid attitude that ordinary people can't understand at all. ]

——Why do you, Hei Zizhe?

Human hearts are fleshy, why do you always think that I will never be angry when I am hurt so wantonly?

If this continues, if this continues——

The heart is about to rot.

Sometimes when Kise sees himself in the mirror, recalling how he behaved in front of Heizi, he can't help but feel ashamed and ridiculous.

This way of begging and begging for mercy...is it really me, Kise Ryota?

Going after it like this, using this method...you really are cheap.

[Kise Ryota, you are a cheap dog. ]

Saying this to myself in my heart, I would feel extremely ashamed when I recalled the daily life between myself and Heizi countless times. Every time I acted like a baby, it was like a loud slap on my face in the public, hot It stings.

You've had enough of being cheap, Kise Ryota.

Just like what I said to Santiao just now, [Compared to love, I really value my dignity more. If love is to send my dignity up to be trampled by others, I don’t want this kind of love].

I don't want you anymore, Heizi Tetsuya.

I don't want to love you anymore, instead of sending my face up for you to slap, my dignity and arrogance up for you to play with... I, Ryota Kise, would rather just let my heart rot and stink like this, I would rather sink forever In the abyss of loneliness, I can't extricate myself, and I don't want to bow to you and beg for mercy like a dog anymore.

——I don't want you anymore, Heizi Tetsuya.

Holding the turned off mobile phone tightly, the force was so strong that it was almost crushed, Kise lowered his head, tremblingly stuffed the mobile phone into the satchel.

Whether you are in a hurry or ignore it.I don't turn on my phone, answer your calls, or read your text messages.Just keep everything away from you.You are just a teammate, just a classmate, just a little transparent with a sense of existence that is completely opposite to your own, just... the shadow of others.

And I, Ryota Kise - the magazine's TOP1 model, a rising star in the sports world, a member of the Miracle Generation, and a prince with many fans, continue to walk on my path.

[You and I have nothing in common, and we are going in different directions. ]

Just like every afternoon after training, you go your way, I go mine, we go in the opposite direction from the school gate, and never meet.

"I'm back -" shouted weakly at the entrance, Kise glanced at the empty room, and casually threw the satchel and mobile phone on the dining table.

Unbuttoning his tie, taking off his coat and hanging it on the hanger, Kise walked towards the kitchen while unbuttoning the collar of his shirt.When I opened the refrigerator, I saw a few cans of vanilla milkshake on the side of the refrigerator. Resisting not to look at those things, I took out the oranges from the refrigerator, washed them, quickly peeled them, cut them into small pieces and put them in the juicer .Add your favorite brand of mineral water to make orange juice and put it in the refrigerator.

Putting the dragged down shirt and trousers into the laundry basket, Kise quickly took a combat bath, took out a steaming towel and took out a sip of orange juice, half lying on the bed casually flipping through sports magazines, his eyes were dull staring at the void of space.

The clock on the wall showed nine forty.

I don't know what to do, I don't know if I should sleep or do something else, I don't know what I'm doing lying here.Obviously it’s an interview with a sports star I like, but I can’t even read a word of it. I can’t taste the taste of my favorite mineral water at all. It seems that because the orange is too sour and bitter, I suppress all the taste sensations. It's a sour taste, it's really unbearable.

Maybe it's because the vanilla milkshake I've been drinking is too sweet?

... It's already nine forty.

That person usually goes to bed at ten o'clock in the evening, and then wakes up at 06:30 in the morning to do morning exercises. No matter what happens at noon, he has to squat for half an hour so as not to fall asleep in the afternoon class. It is simply the same schedule as a primary school student. .

If the phone is turned off again, that person will be anxious, right?If the phone doesn't work, will that person rush out to look for it?It's so late, and that person looks soft and easy to bully again...

The more I thought about it, the more flustered I felt, as if something was beating rapidly in my stomach, my heart was itchy and painful, and something broke in my brain with a snap.

Huang Lai quickly got up and rushed down to the living room. He didn't even have time to put on his shoes. He knelt by the low dining table with trembling bare feet, took out his mobile phone from his bag and turned it on.

Just the 30-second boot screen was unbearable, Kise anxiously pressed the button of the phone, and quickly dialed Heizi's phone with the shortcut key after the phone returned to normal functions.

The short beep of beep made his heart flustered so much that it was almost beating out of his chest, and finally he stopped when the person on the opposite side uttered the sound of 'Moses Moses'.

"Moshi Moshi? Is it Kise?"

"Little...is it Aunt Chiyo?"

"Well, yes, Kise, are you looking for Tetsuya, right? I'm so sorry, the kid just threw the phone in the living room and went upstairs to sleep. What can you do with him? I'll call Tetsuya to get up."

...like something shattered with a bang.

The heart stopped beating completely suddenly, and there seemed to be a sharp knife in his stomach desperately messing with his already bloody internal organs. At this moment, Huang Lai's mind went blank, his lips trembled and he couldn't speak , can only make futile noises like "grunt".Chiyo's pleasant and gentle voice was like one after another unidentified Sherlock Holmes codes beeping in his ears, and some sharp mechanical sound seemed to pierce his eardrums and reach the center of his brain.

Unable to think, unable to resent, he heard himself reluctantly say to Aunt Chiyo:

"...I see, then there's nothing I can do. I'll just find Xiao Heizi tomorrow. Auntie, good night, and let Xiao Heizi sleep well."

Gritting his teeth and saying these words in a very brisk voice, Kise thought proudly amidst the intense sourness and pain, I am really a perfect actor, no matter what happens, I will not show any flaws.

The moment he hung up the phone, Kise felt that everything in front of him began to blur inexplicably, something cold overflowed from his eye sockets, and it gradually became out of control.

[I care about you so much, I think so carefully, I love so bitterly and repeatedly, all have nothing to do with you. ]

[No matter how entangled, no matter how angry, no matter how much you like, you never know and never care. ]

[I tried my best to love you, but I lost you in the half-truth confession and coquetry. ]

In the empty and dark living room, Kise suddenly heard the time when he went to the welfare agency to buy bread with Kuroko, Aomine and Momoi at noon.

It was lunch time, and there were too many students coming and going. Qingfeng stood on the left side of Heizi, and seemed to be talking to Heizi. Heizi answered Qingfeng while carefully protecting the student on the left. Momoi so as not to be hit by others.

The pace of the three of them walking forward together was too tacit, and the appearance of the blue-haired boy in the middle surrounded by the two of them was too natural.

The man didn't notice, he was right behind.

Scattered by crowds and begged for autographs by fans, he was left behind.

Huang Lai didn't call out to stop Hei Zi, but gritted his teeth and walked not far behind them.

[I'll wait for you to turn around. ]

[I'll wait for you to discover my disappearance, and look back for my expression and voice. ]

However, you went all the way to the basketball court, and you never looked back.

"Little Heizi, Xiao Heizi~ It's too much~ You all ignore me QAQ" He heard himself rolling coquettishly at the blue-haired boy who had finally compromised, "I'm being stalked by girls and want to sign an autograph, you don't wait for me Especially Little Heizi who is too good not to notice I'm missing~~~~(>_<)~~~~"

Still refusing and fighting nonchalantly as usual, no different from every day before.

Kise Ryota is still the same Kise Ryota, coquettish, clingy, and bullied by everyone.

[I admit defeat, little Heizi. ]

[You don't need to come over, but I can't bear not to walk towards you. ]

[It doesn't matter even if you put down all your dignity and become a cheap dog who wags its tail at you, it doesn't matter how many times you ignore me.Even if it is such a bitter and self-entangled secret love for a lifetime, it doesn't matter. ]

[You win. ]

He buried his face in his knees, his wet blond hair stuck to his face in embarrassment, and he huddled in a corner like a helpless big child, and suddenly burst into tears.

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绯扔了一个地雷投掷时间:2013-12-1419:51:03

拍死小菜逼扔了一个地雷投掷时间:2013-12-1423:05:53

阿曦扔了一个地雷投掷时间:2013-12-1514:44:22

Big thanks to the three lovely little angels! ! !Because of receiving such encouragement, the slag monster exploded in word count today! !The full text broke 6000+ for the first time! ! !I'm completely excited! ! !

Of course it’s also because of the scumbag’s natal yellow and black origin ╮(╯▽╰)╭

Recently, I really like watching the text of the Japanese disease Kise, so I tried it a little bit, and suddenly felt like I opened the door to a new world!This kind of rambling style does anyone think that fried chicken is suitable for scumbags!

And because the slag monsters like Erhuang so much, there is no abuse in the whole story. If you have a little bit of puberty, don't care about these details!

In fact, the full text of 6000+ is all about the story of Erhuang’s final compromise after being angry, and there is no abuse at all~

The scumbags really don't know how to write sad articles. It's all a joke to say that the whole process is high-powered, right?