absurd life

"me…"

Ouyang Ze stammered and didn't finish his sentence. When he saw me, his whole body trembled, as if he saw a god of death, and his eyes scanned the ground, not daring to meet me.

Originally, I thought that I could no longer see him by hiding, but how could I have thought that he would come to the door?Still sneaking and hiding outside the door in the middle of the night!

His body was already hungry, and when he saw him, he had no strength at all. At this time, his brain was as heavy as mercury, and his wobbly body seemed likely to fall down at any time.

Seeing my weakness, Ouyang Ze quickly stretched out his hand to help me, but compared with his support, I would rather choose the door frame.I pushed his hand away and leaned against the door frame so that my body could relax.

"Tell me why you are here."

Perhaps it was the pale face that made Ouyang Ze a little anxious, he kept looking at me with a frown, and his hands seemed to be waiting for me to slip into his arms from the door frame at any time.After repeated urging, Ouyang Ze finally opened his tightly closed lips.

"I want to apologize to you, I want to ask your forgiveness."

After saying that, Ouyang Ze knelt down in front of me with his knees bent again, and the waist board still supported his straight upper body.

That is to say, from the day I left, kneeling seems to have become Ouyang Ze's representative action. Every time he saw me, his knees would bend, and his face would be covered with sorrow. He looked spineless. .

"How old are you? Do you think... You think these things can be redeemed with an apology?"

With Ouyang Ze's obstruction tonight, I'm destined not to be able to go downstairs, even though my stomach protests to me again and again, I can't satisfy him with food, I can only fill it with the anger that Ouyang Ze brought to me.

"I know it's my fault. I didn't expect it to be like this. Ruirui, give me another chance and let me make it up to you. I promise you that I will never hide from you in the future, and I will definitely treat you well."

His voice was crying, and his humble expression was begging me for forgiveness.His hands gripped my left hand tightly, and the ring on his ring finger made a crisp sound when it hit the one on my hand.

"Look, we are married. I promised you that I would take good care of you. Now please give me a chance to repent. Use the rest of my life to repent."

Ouyang Ze raised his left hand which also had a wedding ring and shook it gently. Under the moonlight, the white light was extraordinarily dazzling, exactly the same as when he put it on...

It was this ring that I was looking forward to that imprisoned my life, and it was the marriage that I was looking forward to that brought me to the grave.So much so that now I want to escape and struggle, but I have no strength, so I can only be tightly imprisoned by it.

"Ruirui? Are you in the living room?"

Our voices were a bit loud, which woke up Krista who was sleeping.He didn't look at Ouyang Ze's face through the door, but with her keen hearing, she heard another voice.

"Who are you talking to?"

"Oh, no... no one."

After a while, the sound of Christa walking came from the room. In order not to let Christa see Ouyang Ze, I quickly closed the door. In order to let Ouyang Ze die, I closed the door In an instant, I also left him a harsh word.

"Don't come to me again! Do you understand? If you come to disturb my life again, I will definitely not let you go!"