absurd life

Don't regret what you have done, because regret is useless, and the damage has left a mark on your heart, just like there will still be a long crack in the middle of a round mirror.

"Ouyang Ze, go back to your room, I have something to talk to you alone."

Ouyang Ze didn't refuse, but the forced smile on his face looked awkward.

Where should things start?I have experienced so much, and the situation of each incident is very similar, and they have all caused great harm to me. Finding the starting point has also become a difficult problem.

After entering the door, Ouyang Ze didn't directly ask me what's the matter, but ran to the bed and opened the quilt for me.

"Sit in the quilt first and then talk."

His voice was very small, as if he had expected that what I said would be a bad thing, so he also entered the state in advance.

Although it was cold inside the quilt, Ouyang Ze carefully tucked in the corners of the quilt, for fear that if I slightly lifted my legs or turned over, there would be a gap.

The more careful he is, the more I can't bear to open my mouth. Seeing him busily busy by the bed, I just feel that he is not the same person as that insidious and cunning Ouyang Ze.

"Before you do, let me tell you something."

Ouyang Ze pulled a chair and sat beside my bed. He spread his legs and pressed his arms on his knees, covering his expression at this time with his fingers.

"I was not good some time ago, and my attitude towards you was too cold. I know I was wrong, but please believe me, I love you!"

Ouyang Ze spoke very quickly, each word was like a bullet fired from a machine gun, even though they all shot into my ear, they all escaped from the other ear.

If it was the past, I would definitely forgive him without saying a word, but the situation is different now, and I can't be as magnanimous to him as before.

All of a sudden, his hand grabbed me, and those hot five fingers also tightly locked the back of my hand. When I looked up at him, what I saw was a pair of big eyes shining with tears...

I can no longer trust him, can no longer be deceived!Even if he really loves me now, I have to figure out the past, and I must know the truth about my father.

"Did you ever ask Li Man to force me to go abroad?"

Hearing my question, Ouyang Ze was stunned for a moment, his shining eyes stopped suddenly, and the temperature on his hands also faded little by little.

"Did you ask Li Man to send the photos to my home for my parents to see?"

After all, I haven't known about this matter for a long time, so when it comes to this matter, the content can still irritate me, so that when I asked Ouyang Ze, my voice trembled a little.

"Did my dad become a vegetable by you!"

I couldn't suppress my anger anymore, and all the resentment towards him was released at once through this heart-piercing roar.

I thought that Ouyang Ze would explain, explain why he had no choice but to explain the purpose of doing this, even if he said that others forced him to do this, I would believe it, but he didn't.

"You... how do you know?"

"Are these things true? I want you to answer me yourself..."

Ouyang Ze, who was still whispering to me just now, suddenly turned into a little ghost who was afraid of King Yama, dodging me, and the hand that was on my hand gradually lost its strength, and finally left the back of my hand.

"Yes…"

"Why did you do that? Why!"

His admission made me have to accept this fact, and I had to believe what Li Man and Wu Yao said to me...Of course, it's not just this matter, there are more secrets that Ouyang Ze is hiding from me...