absurd life

The Ouyang Ze I heard from Li Man is simply a mad villain who will do anything to achieve his goals, but in real life Ouyang Ze is a person who cares about me and can give up everything for me.

But the fact is the fact, and it cannot be covered up by any actions. No matter how good he is to you, he is willing to dig out his heart for you, but the moment he digs out his heart, he can’t change the original blackness of the heart...

"No, no, even if he did those things before, there must be some difficulties. Now he has changed, he is no longer the same person as before!"

I don't want to accept the facts she said, but I still want to hold on to a glimmer of hope and the idea that Ouyang Ze has already done good.Because he was so kind to me, and what he did for me didn't seem to have a plan. His dedication and hard work seemed to be for our future, really for our future life.

I don’t cry when I don’t see the coffin, maybe this is my biggest characteristic. I have to see everything thoroughly, even if the result is ugly, I have to see it with my own eyes before weeping.

Li Man didn't speak, she still kept the same expression just now, she couldn't continue my words, she couldn't find words to refute the stubborn me.However, her helplessness does not mean that the people on the side will also be silent.

"Chen Rui! Wake up! See the facts clearly, okay?"

Xu Shaohui shook my shoulder vigorously, trying to shake off the fantasies I still had about Ouyang Ze in my mind, trying to make me accept what they said, even though his fingers were firmly on my arm, I still Stick to the idea just now.

"Fact! The fact is that he is very good to me! Work hard for our future!"

I yelled loudly at Xu Shaohui, trying to make him understand my thoughts and my difficulties, but what I got in return was a heavy slap from him.

"Chen Rui! Have you been fooled by him! He is the chief culprit who killed your father! Why are you still speaking for him!"

To be honest, I enjoyed that slap very much. Although the right side of my face was in hot pain, and the moment I lost my center of gravity and fell to the ground, my head hit the wall hard, but I felt very comfortable in my heart.After all, the pain in the chest is temporary, and the pain in the heart is long-lasting. It is better to make me hurt for a while than to make me suffer forever.

Under the strong impact force, my forehead was a little wet, and a strong fishy smell permeated near my nasal cavity, and it didn't take long for blood to flow down drop by drop.

That's right...Ouyang Ze is indeed the chief culprit who hurt my father. He caused my father to rely on a wheelchair for the rest of his life. I have a reason to hate him. I should take a knife and chop him into pieces, but I Can't, really can't...

It’s been five years, and he spent five years with me. When I needed a shoulder to cry on, he was by my side. When I was abandoned by my friends, he was the one who gave me support. When he passed away, he also held my hand tightly.

In the past five years, his sincerity towards me... No, it was his behavior towards me. His behavior towards me was all for my consideration and to make me happy. Whether it was sincere or not, it seemed to me that It is the most precious in this world.

Seeing the blood on my forehead, Li Man ran over quickly. She didn't bring any paper, but she used her sleeve to help me press the wound, so that the bright red blood flowed down her sleeve to her arm.

"Although he hurt my dad, he loves me! I love him too! What can I do!"

Seeing that I was injured, Xu Shaohui also panicked. This was the first time he hit me, and he didn't expect it to be so hard, so he hurried out and searched for the medicine box on the huge floor to stop my bleeding.

From the beginning to the end, Wu Yao didn't say a word, he just stood by the window and looked out of the window, under his frown, those eyes didn't hold any scenery, only puzzled and helpless.

Looking at the smoke rings escaping from his nostrils, it seemed that each strand was telling me something, but I didn't understand the secret.

"Chen Rui, it's not you that Ouyang Ze loves, it's Qing, his first love."

"No! That was in the past, Qing is dead! It is no longer in his heart! Now his heart is me, and Qing has become his past!"

Hearing what I said, Li Man was surprised at first, but quickly explained.

"Qing is not dead, he is still alive..."