absurd life

When I first arrived in the United States, it was Chris Tao who took care of me.Food, clothing, housing and transportation, everything is arranged by her, I can eat delicious meals every day, and I can spend every day with her company, it was a beautiful day.

Later, when I was suffering from stomach cancer, she still never left me, still faithfully took care of me by my side, and accompanied me through the most difficult years.

It was she who let me know that there is a feeling in this world that does not need any reason. It was she who made me believe that there is still true love in this world. It was she who comforted me when I was most embarrassed, and when I was most miserable. Give me warmth, she is the woman I have the best relationship with in this world, not one of them.

Every time she pays, every time she comes to love and care for me, now that she is pregnant, I have to do something so that she can feel the warmth from my friend.

Because I have to work every day, I spend very little time at home. Although Christa moved to the house, the time I spend with her is only a few hours at night, minus Ouyang Ze and I. The time in bed didn't last long.

Originally letting Krista live at home was to let her relax, but she is busier now.When the other maids were busy during the day, she would cook soup quietly on the sidelines without saying a word or interfering in anything, but when they left, she became busy and became a member of the "housework world". overlord.

Her body became bulky little by little, and the child in her belly was also growing little by little, so that now she could no longer bend down as freely as before, nor could she do some heavy work.

Every day when I come back, I can see her cleaning the places they haven't taken care of, and there are crystal beads of sweat on her head.

Even though she moved here, her mood still hasn't improved, and her tone is a bit depressed when she talks to me. Sometimes she doesn't even know what to say, she just lowers her head and clasps her fingers quietly.And the reason why she was busy was probably to distract herself from thinking about William.

Because of Krista's short stay, Xu Shaohui also gradually knew something about them and the shameless things William did.But he is not very familiar with Krista, so he is not too embarrassed to comfort her, and can only complain to me occasionally.

But it didn't take long for Xu Shaohui to behave abnormally again.The look in Christo's eyes is no longer the same pity as before, but more disdain and contempt.

When I asked him the reason, he kept silent, and just deliberately changed the subject, so that I couldn't continue talking about Christo in front of him.His abnormality is not once or twice, so I am no longer surprised, just continue to ignore his existence and ignore his strange remarks as before.

Time went backwards a little bit, and before we knew it, Chris Tao had stayed at our house for a month.However, her mood did not improve because of this, on the contrary, she became more depressed, and the smile on her face disappeared little by little.All she does every day besides those things is quietly looking at the scenery outside the window.

The weather is getting cooler little by little, and the scenery on the roadside is covered with snow more and more times. Such a bleak scenery is as miserable as Christo and her failed marriage.She has already made a lot of small clothes. Although she still doesn't know the sex of the child, the clothes that are male and female can still comfort her heart.

One day, when Christa was sitting on the sofa again, rubbing the little clothes in his hands, and staring at the snowflakes outside the window in a daze, I finally couldn't help but speak.

"Krista, do you want to go back and see William? It's been so long, it's time to forgive him."

When I sat next to Krista, she was startled, obviously her wandering mind didn't notice my coming, didn't notice that I would open my mouth to speak.

The class was so big that day, looking through the glass, the whole sky was white, and the goose-feather-like snowflakes were also floating in the air, and fell to the ground after dancing again and again.

"I don't want to go back, let's talk about it after a while."

When William was mentioned, Christo still had no expression on her face, and she was no different from the smiling girl she used to be.Such a stark contrast surprised me, as if it was winter that took away her smiling face.

Christmas is coming soon, which is the most beautiful holiday of the year in the United States.All people will be with their families on this day, and will spend this happy time together, but this time, Christo has no intention of going back, and still wants to carry the Cold War to the end.

"If you don't go back, go and see him. You don't want the child in your stomach to miss him."

When I mentioned the child, a trace of unbearableness flashed across her face, but she quickly regained her composure.Her hands began to move to the stomach, and began to gently caress the soon-to-be-formed child.

"No, he hasn't come to see me for so long since I moved out, why should I go back to see him."

Her tone was so decisive, it didn't sound like the love she had back then, it was more like she was speaking to an enemy, her cold tone was more chilling than the temperature outside.

I forgot without her reminder. Since Krista moved out, William really didn’t come to our house to see Kristae, and he didn’t care about her. I didn’t know when I was not at home, but When she was at home, her cell phone never rang.

What's wrong with William?Is he not going to end this cold war?He didn't say anything, isn't this going to carry this battle to the end?

As long as he doesn't take the initiative, Christo won't take the initiative.Although Chris Tao usually has a weak temper, she is kind to everyone, and doesn't seem to have any airs.But she is absolutely cautious when it comes to love, she will never be the first person to bow her head, so how can I persuade her?

Who can guarantee that you will not go wrong on the road of love? When you go wrong, you can just correct it. There is really no need to continue to be angry like this. Time is short. Do you have to spend it like this all the time, only to regret not being in time until many years later? Do you forgive each other?

How could the child in Christa's womb grow up healthy in such a depressing environment, and how could the child in Christa's gloomy days be healthy.

But how can I shake Chris Tao's heart?