absurd life

That slap seemed to have left a scar in Ouyang Ze's heart. After that, he never dared to show courteousness to me again, never dared to say a word to me again.

It's really good to be silent with each other like this, because in this way, he won't talk to me about boring topics and things every day, and he won't say some nasty love words to arouse my inner feelings for him. like.

Now he is like a child who has made a mistake and is avoiding his fierce father.Although he was still by my side every day, he never dared to look up at me, for fear that I would slap him twice if I got upset.

That lesson scared him, made him dare not talk to me anymore, and unknowingly widened the distance between us, making the gap deeper and deeper...

Kristao is in between me and Ouyang Ze every day.One second he was peeling fruit for me, and the next second he can chat with Ouyang Ze about the weather.She always wanted to shorten the distance between me and Ouyang Ze, but it was useless. No matter how much she did, I would never say a word, and Ouyang Ze was always afraid of me.

"Chen Rui, are you going to keep going like this? Keep ignoring Mr. Ouyang like this?"

While Ouyang Ze was going to the company, Chris Tao also found an opportunity to ask me this sensitive question.It seems that the smile on my face in those two days gave her confidence, so that she asked even more untouchable questions.

"You still plan to be like this after getting married? The two of you will not talk to each other for the rest of your life?"

I didn't speak, just looked at her quietly.Behind her questioning face was Ouyang Ze, as if what Ouyang Ze did to her that day was nothing, so that she could forget it so quickly.

"Did you have no reaction when he pushed you that day? Are you stupid if you still come to help him now?"

Although Chris Tao is an American who has learned a little Chinese, she doesn't know a lot of bad words.But when she heard the word "stupid", she also knew the meaning of my words.

"I'm not stupid."

She stopped peeling the fruit, but looked at me solemnly, like a doctor preparing to enlighten a patient.The frowning frown made it look funny.

"Mr. Ouyang didn't push me on purpose that day. I can see that he was just too excited, so I won't take it at ease."

She paused, took a long breath and continued.

"Chen Rui, Mr. Ouyang loves you. He has done so much for you, just to be with you. For your illness, he can humbly borrow money from others. For you, he can be with Wu..."

Speaking of this, Christo suddenly stopped, and the unfinished words were also blocked in his mouth.

Her expression was a little flustered, and those casual words seemed to be the secret she hid in her heart.At that second, it almost flowed out of her mouth.

"Is it Wu Yao?"

When I said Wu Yao's name for her, Krista seemed even more flustered. She was still a confident psychiatrist, but now she looked like a "patient" like me, with flickering eyes, afraid of being seen by me. What clues.

"What happened to him and Wu Yao? What happened?"

I am the kind of person who must keep asking after hearing any clues. No matter what the result is, no matter what the answer is, I must know.

Krista began to avoid me, and her whole body began to fidget, as if there were red-hot coals on the chair, so hot that she had to avoid it.

During the period of my deep sleep, the only one with me, and the one closest to me, was Kristao.What happened during this time is only known to her...

"My God!"

My chaotic brain was like being given a "suspension drug", and all of this was clear to me in an instant.

Krista must know some secrets, she has been with Ouyang Ze for so long, she has been with me for so long, and she has taken care of me for so long when I was unconscious, she must know the most secrets.

"Do you know that 'Qing'?"

"Um…"

"Do you know the relationship between 'Qing' and Ouyang Ze?"

"Um…"

Christo answered every question with that faint voice.At this time, every word that came out of her mouth made me feel so cold.What she said in the past can warm my heart the most!Now, how did it become like this? !

"Then why didn't you tell me!"

My voice trembled a little, and I didn't know how I had the courage to let the questioning words come out of my throat.

In my heart, Chris Tao is the person who is the most sincere to me, the person who treats me the best in this foreign country, and the person who is the most worthy of my trust...

But now, when I know that she has lied to me so many things, my heart is like being thrown into a cave of ice, and in an instant, it is so cold...

"I'm afraid of you...afraid of you..."

Seeing me so excited, Krista also looked like she was misunderstood. Although she wanted to open her mouth to explain, she still hesitated to speak.

"Afraid of me? Are you afraid that I will leave Ouyang Ze? Are you afraid that I will leave your loyal master?!"

I can't help it anymore, I can't help it anymore and continue to hold back my tears.I need them to moisten my cheeks, moisten my heart that has been hurt by countless people, and need them to blur my vision and blur the darkness of the world.

"No! No! I'm afraid you will be hurt, because these things are too cruel for you!"

It wasn't until she saw my tears that Christo said what she was holding back.But now those words seem pale, lost the value they should have had.Because in comparison, "that thing" is the cruelest thing for me.

"What happened to him and Wu Yao?!"

"I can't say..."

Christo still chose to keep her mouth shut, still unwilling to tell me the truth.

Looking at her face now, she doesn't feel like an angel, but more like a lying demon from hell!

"Are you really not going to tell me?"

"I really can't say!"

What else should I say?What can I say to this woman who once trusted me, who is now telling me lies?

Christo no longer explained, nor asked my forgiveness.She continued with the work in hand, continuing to peel the half-exposed fruit.She needs to know that even if the fruit is peeled well, even if it can arouse everyone's appetite, it will not be tasted by my mouth...

I began to regret... regretting coming to this strange country, regretting the operation that "resurrected" me, regretting falling in love with these two men who broke my heart, regretting leaving traces of my life in this world...