absurd life

The candy store hadn't closed yet, and Li Man could still be seen packing things in the house through the window while sitting in the car.

Unable to suppress the anger in my heart, I opened the car door and rushed into the house.

Seeing me coming, Li Man seemed to feel very strange, but he still didn't stop his work. "Hey, didn't you go to enjoy the blessing? Why are you here again?"

"Did you call my mother..."

Hearing what I said, Li Man's hand that was wiping the glass stopped there, turned his head and looked at me with disdain and said, "Yes, what's the matter?"

"Why are you doing this?"

"Are you afraid that others will tell you that you did such a shameless thing?" As soon as she finished speaking, I slapped her on the face, and the sound of "slap" was so crisp.Although my hands felt numb for a while, it was still difficult to understand the anger in my heart.

"Ruirui!" Ouyang Ze hurried over and stopped me, fearing that I would continue to hit Li Man hard.

Li Man covered the place where I hit him, and still looked at me and Ouyang Ze contemptuously, "This is the result you want."

"It's not just that, since you treat me like this, I won't show mercy!" I tried to break free from Ouyang Ze's hand, but my body was limp and weak, and I could only be trapped in his arms.

"This is the result you want, isn't it!" Li Man raised her voice and looked at Ouyang Ze and me angrily. I seemed to be able to see the poisonous fire in her eyes.

"I said this is not the final result! The best show is yet to come!"

"Is this the result you want!" Li Man yelled loudly like crazy, and threw the rag in his hand aside vigorously.

Is she crazy?I have been asking this question.

"You're threatening me like this with your life! Are you!" Li Man yelled at me in a voice that almost collapsed, and the tears in his eyes gushed out like waves breaking a bank.

"Who the hell! Who is taking revenge on me with the health of my family!"

"That's right! Who is it! Who is using family members to blackmail us!" Although Li Man kept staring at me, she seemed to be pointing at others from her words.

"What are you talking about? Us?"

"Yes, it's us. Call your family, I..." Li Man seemed to be stuck in the middle of the sentence, and the expression on his face froze.

"How? Keep talking!" Seeing Li Man's sluggish expression, I was even more puzzled.

"Yes, it's me, it's me who wants to call your family, it's me who wants to make you unable to go back to that home!" Li Man really looked like a lunatic at the moment, and his voice sounded so heartbreaking.

No, I can tell from the look in her eyes and her tone that there is something hidden inside... What is it?Why didn't she say it!Is there something threatening her?

"Okay, Ruirui, calm down first and don't get excited." I was trembling with anger, and cold sweat leaked from every pore on my body again. Ouyang Ze leaned me on his shoulder tenderly, letting me Can stand relatively easily.

"Now, what else do you want to do, go if you have nothing to do." Li Man turned his back and said to us.

"It's okay? Impossible! This matter is not so easy to pass! Just because of your phone call, my dad is already lying on the bed and can't move. Do you think this matter will be so easy to pass!" I shouted at her with all my heart Roared, even the voice began to tremble.

It was just a phone call, and Li Man seemed to have never imagined that such a result could be caused.She stopped crying, turned around, and looked at me in surprise as if doubting my words.

"Now it's time for me to say, is this the result you want?" I was really exhausted, I really didn't have any strength in my body, even when I said this sentence, it made me struggle...

"Yeah, sorry, I didn't expect that."

"I'm sorry? Can my dad recover with a word of sorry!"

Li Man looked at me flusteredly, and while looking at me, he also inadvertently glanced at Ouyang Ze. "I'm sorry! I'm really sorry! It's all my fault! I really didn't expect..."

"Didn't expect that? I will never forgive you! Never!" I shouted at Li Man with the last bit of strength in my body.

At that moment, my head was dizzy again, and the last thing I saw was Ouyang Ze's frowning brows and his pity eyes...

When I woke up, as I expected, I was still lying in the hospital... I only felt a severe headache, but my stomach didn't hurt as much as before.When I reached out to rub my swollen head, I felt the drip on the back of my left hand.The light on the ceiling and the light from the street lamp outside the window told me that it was late at night.

"Are you awake? You said you have to eat, so you're lying in the hospital again now." Ouyang Ze stood in front of the window, while looking at the "unique" scenery of the hospital outside the window, he peeled an apple for me.

"Where is Li Man..."

"Actually... don't be too aggressive... After all, she didn't do it on purpose..." Ouyang Ze came over and handed me a peeled apple.

"Didn't it be intentional? My dad is lying on the bed because of her now. You said she didn't mean it!" Now that he has a little strength in his body, the voice he yells has more weight than before.

I was in a single room and the walls of the hospital have always been soundproof, so there were only two of us in the room.So even if you shout loudly, you won't disturb others.

"Don't get excited, eat an apple first to restore your strength." Then he handed the apple to my mouth.

Smelling the fresh scent of apple mixed with a little of his perfume, I still didn't want to eat it**.

"I don't want to eat!" As soon as I raised my hand, I hit the apple on the ground.

The apple hit the floor and splashed a few drops of juice and some pulp scattered everywhere. When the apple stopped in the corner, it looked like a mess...

"Can't we let this matter go like this?"

"Let it go! If that person is your father, can you let it go!"

In the silent late night, only the voices of the two of us echoed in the room, which did not fit the tune of the night.

"You were once friends after all."

"You also said it was in the past, and I won't say it now. It's just new enemies." I just recovered a little strength and couldn't be too excited, so I leaned on the pillow and talked to him.

"The visa has been approved... when do you plan to leave?"

"Go and see when the tickets are available."

"I've seen it. The nearest ones are the day after tomorrow and the day after tomorrow, and the next one will be next week."

Do you want to worry about the enmity with Li Man now?But the visa has already been processed, and I don't want to delay my beautiful life in the future...

"Go buy the day after tomorrow, and we'll leave the day after tomorrow." I don't know how to avenge this revenge, so I'd better take it easy, and it won't be too late to act until I have a plan.

"Okay." Ouyang Ze came to me and helped me tuck the corner of the quilt, then gently sat on the chair beside him, and peeled the pineapple for me again.

Seeing the peeling away from the flesh little by little, thinking about the tragic life of being far away from my family, I took a deep breath, but... I couldn't relax in my heart...

☆, Spoiler: Li Man ([-])

The relationship with Chen Rui has been so good for the past two years, I have long regarded him as my best friend, and I have nothing to say to him.We work together, we hang out together sometimes, and it's such a good relationship, it's a real friendship for me.

When I was in the candy store that day, a man came to see Chen Rui. When I knew about Chen Rui's other job, I just felt sad... I was sad to think that his life was such a hard life...

Why didn't he tell me?We are best friends!

That night, another strange man called me. I don't know where he got my mobile phone number, but the first thing he told me made me feel like a bolt from the blue: "Your mother is in the hospital now, She is sick and needs surgery, you don't have to worry about the money, I will arrange it, and you don't even have to worry about the follow-up care, you just need to do one thing for me..."

I don't know who he is, and I didn't tell me about it. I just know that my mother can have a successful operation, and that alone makes me very happy!

A few days later this mysterious person appeared... He told me to stay away from Chen Rui, otherwise he would not continue to help my mother.Why did he do this?Aren't they on good terms?

I can only listen to his orders and try to stay away from Chen Rui as much as possible.Chen Rui is very smart, I had to find a decent reason to prevaricate him... Sure enough, the goal was achieved, and Chen Rui really didn't talk to me anymore.Who knows the pain in my heart after losing the best friend of my life?But thinking about mom... I have to do it again...

The second time you called me was to ask me to spread the news about Chen Rui being mb at school... I have no ability to refuse... For my mother, in order to let her live, I can only apologize to Chen Rui again...

When we had an argument, seeing the angry and sad expression on Chen Rui's face, I felt extremely guilty... But I couldn't tell him the truth, and I couldn't let my mother stop the treatment... When I turned around and left, I knew that in this life we The friendship is really so completely over...

"The last request...Call Chen Rui's home and tell his family about his work..." What is this going to do?First me, then the school, and finally his family members, is this trying to force him to a dead end?

"If you don't do it, your mother's follow-up treatment will be..." Another threat like this... I knew I had to do this after hearing the contemptuous tone on the phone...

The moment I hung up the phone, after I told his family about his work, the guilt in my heart could no longer be suppressed, and the tears of guilt flowed wantonly on my face...

That day, it was another normal evening, and Chen Rui came to me in a hurry to accuse me... I knew there would be such a day, so I didn't avoid it. When I heard the news that his father was killed by me like that, I just Feeling cold all over, I... just what did I do?For the sake of my own family, I did not hesitate to hurt my former best friend's close relatives!

I have no choice, even at this moment, I can't tell him the truth when I stand in front of him... Looking at his trembling body, I know something must be wrong with him, but what can I do?Just keep hurting him...

Seeing Chen Rui fainted suddenly, I was really scared...I couldn't say sorry to him face to face, I could only apologize over and over again when he passed out, when he was unconscious...

But that person didn't seem to take it seriously. Because of such a big change in Chen Rui's family, he didn't take any action, which really made me sick...

Not long after, Chen Rui left, went abroad, and left the place where there were people like us... The only thing he said to me before leaving was "I will not let you go..." Of course I should accept his punishment, but I hope he can know the true face of the man who killed his family and my family...

Wu Yao, this is the only person he can rely on. His company is abroad, so he can fight against that person with his ability.I hope Wu Yao can let Chen Rui know the truth when he is abroad...

"Also, I will send someone to take care of your mother, so you don't have to worry. During the period before your mother is discharged from the hospital, you just..."

"Which hospital is my mother in?"

"She's safe, as long as you know that..."

When I continued to ask, he had hung up the phone. I asked for leave and rushed home, only to find that my dad had disappeared, and he left a note on the table telling me not to worry.The clothes and daily necessities were also taken away. It seems that my father and my mother have no defense against this person...

what to do!This is obviously taking my parents as hostages, and calling my father, he just said to reassure me that he is fine, and he didn't say where he was, but said that someone was very good to him...I can't tell them clearly , and cannot tell the truth to Chen Rui...

"Wu Yao, what should we do?"

"Don't worry, I will find a way, don't worry."

"But after going abroad..."

"It's okay, I'll go back too, just leave the rest to me, don't worry."

Hearing Wu Yao's promise, I breathed a sigh of relief. I only hope that his actions can make Chen Rui see the truth clearly...

After another few weeks, there was still no news from Wu Yao.During this time, I still occasionally called my dad to inquire about my mom's situation, hoping that they could be "released" back soon.But that night, I received another call from him, "Take Wu Yao away and keep him away from Chen Rui."

Could it be that what Wu Yao did has worked?Has it already had the effect of touching Chen Rui?But now he asked me to send Wu Yao away... What should I do, and what should I do next... Chen Rui... Can you see clearly these right and wrong?

End of Volume [-]: Leaving

The things in the past have been holding me back, disturbing my life, and making me wonder where the road ahead is... When I stepped on the plane, I felt a burst of relief.Everything will be left in this place, forgotten by me...

A better life in the future is coming, and my lover will accompany me on the next road, and he will accompany me for the rest of my life.Looking at Ouyang Ze's solid arms, I know that he is my lifelong support and my warm harbor...

Wu Yao, my former lover, you once hurt me, I no longer care about those things, I hope you can also forget... Li Man, my former confidant, now my enemy, I will not care about what you did to me Forget, one day in the future I will come back and end all grievances...Xu Shaohui, before I leave, only you will come to see me, my last "colleague" in China, I hope you will have a good life in the future...

America, here I come...Happiness, here I come...The fetters of the past, you have vanished...

☆, prelude

When I left that sad place, stepped on the plane full of longing, and flew to the United States I was longing for to start the beautiful life I imagined, I knew that I had made another mistake in this step...

This is not a good start, but a prelude to another nightmare... In this place in the United States, I have experienced his love for me time and time again, and I have suffered the harm he brought me time and time again...

Deceit, concealment, hurt, betrayal... Lingering, tenderness, enthusiasm, persistence... He let me taste the good and the bad... But during this period, I can still feel the reminder from another "friend"...He again and again Pulled me back from the cliff, let me see the truth again and again...Even in the end, he led me away...

America... In this place, I have made many memories and met many friends, but these will eventually become memories...

Lingering is always fleeting...What follows is like endless darkness and pain...Even the deepest love will push you into the abyss...Love, a gust of wind blows and nothing remains...like in the wind The broken kite string... It is impossible to catch the flying kite back...

Love... oh, love...