absurd life

"Dad! What's wrong with you?" I walked quickly to the bed and looked at my father who was expressionless.

Is this still the father before I left home?The face that was not angry and arrogant now has become dull, and the arms that were once solid are now covered with protruding blood vessels...

"Stop barking, your dad can't hear you." Mom stood at the door, leaning against the door frame and still holding the cup of hot tea, not even looking at me when she was talking to me.

"Come out and talk, don't disturb your dad." Mom turned around and went out after finishing speaking.

Looking at the expressionless father, looking at the colorful pills on the table and some medicine boxes that have been opened... I really feel an indescribable sadness in my heart...

"Your father...had a heart attack two months ago...he finally came back to life...it's like this..." Listening to my mother talking about his father's experience, her voice was a little choked...It was really a big blow to her ...Who would have thought that the person accompanying me would be like this...

"Then why don't you take him for treatment? Maybe there will be hope of recovery." Before I could speak, Ouyang Ze said to my mother first.

"Treatment? Do you think that treatment doesn't need money?" Mom first sneered, then took a sip of hot tea from a cup and frowned slightly.

"How much? How much does it cost to treat my dad?" Ouyang Ze quickly took out the blank check and pen from his coat pocket and said to my mother.

"No need, you can keep the flowers for yourself." My mother waved at us.

"Mom, how much money do you need? Treatment is the big deal!" Facing my mother's calm expression, I couldn't be calm anymore... At this time, do you still care about using whose money?

"If you don't need it, you don't need it. Since you have come to see it, you can go now." Mom put the water glass on the table, pointed to the door, and gave us an order to evict the guests.

"I'm going abroad... I won't be coming back..." I lowered my head and whispered. "I hope I can get your understanding..."

"Just go abroad when you go abroad. It's just right if you don't see you in the future. I'll just pretend that I never gave birth to your son..." Listening to my mother's voice choked up, when I looked up and saw the tears in the corner of her eyes, I could feel the pain in my mother's heart. I feel sorry for me...

"mom!"

"Don't call me mom! Ever since you chose to be such a pervert, I no longer regard you as my son." The tears on the mother's face finally couldn't hold back the wanton flow.

"Go, don't let me see you again. It doesn't matter if you go abroad or wherever you go, just don't let me see you again!" Mom turned her head away and stopped looking at us.

I got up and wanted to walk to my mother, but my mother stood up quickly and walked to the bedroom. The moment I entered the door, I heard the sound of locking it.

"Mom!" I ran to the door of the bedroom and knocked on the door vigorously, tears flooding my cheeks.

"Go! Go quickly!" Mom still yelled at us mercilessly.

I called "Mom" again and again, but there was still no sound from inside the door... I sat on the ground weakly, crying loudly, just like when I was in my mother's arms when I was a child...

Times have changed, and now I am no longer an ignorant child like I was back then, but an unfilial son hated by my family...

"Ruirui, get up..." Ouyang Ze stood aside and looked at me who was already in tears, trying to pull me up from the ground.But how can I have the ability to stand at this moment...

I cried on the ground for a long time, and there was no sound in the house... I was really at a loss. Although I knew that today's result would be unsatisfactory...but I didn't expect it to be like this...

"Let's go...how about going to your other relative's house..." Ouyang Ze lowered his body and helped me up.

My whole body was limp and I had no strength to walk, so I could barely move with Ouyang Ze's support.

"Remember! Your father is like this because of you!" When I walked to the door and was about to open the door to leave, I heard my mother roar from the room, and the only bit of strength I had was stimulated by her voice. Already...

"It's because of me, because of me..." I couldn't bear this kind of stimulation anymore, so I could only close my eyes weakly, and relax all the muscles in my body...

"Rui Rui! Rui Rui!" Listening to Ouyang Ze's last few shouts, I "slept"...

I woke up smelling the pungent smell of alcohol that is unique to the hospital. The moment I opened my eyes, I saw Ouyang Ze looking at me anxiously.Seeing me wake up, Ouyang Ze relaxed the frown on his brows, and a smile appeared on his tightly closed mouth.

"Are you okay, Rui Rui?" Ouyang Ze said in a low voice.

"It's all because of me...Because of me, my dad became like this..." I looked at Ouyang Ze, and the tears in the corners of my eyes still couldn't help but flow out...

Ouyang Ze reached out his hand to wipe the tears from the corners of my eyes pitifully, "I can't blame you, it's not because of you that your father became like this..."

"It's me! It's me!" I took Ouyang Ze's hand away, and wept loudly...

At this moment, the usual domineering and arrogant me no longer exists, instead I can only cry like a fragile girl... Ouyang Ze just patted me lightly through the quilt to comfort me.

"No! I want to ask them, what is the reason for my dad!" In order to know the truth and what is the reason why my dad became like this, I sat up suddenly and prepared to leave this place to find our relatives Ask what happened.

Maybe I just fainted from the stimulation just now, so the clothes on my body are all my own.I hurriedly put on my shoes and ran outside.

"You take a break! Don't be in such a hurry! There will always be a chance!" Ouyang Ze took my arm, trying to keep me in the hospital.

"No, I'm going! You can either follow me or stay! Choose yourself!" I turned around and looked at him with wide eyes.

He is also considered to be interesting, and he didn't hold back any more "Okay, I'll go with you." The helpless expression on his face still couldn't conceal his worry about me...

It's not that I don't listen to you, it's just that I don't have the mood to rest now, I just want to know what happened!

Ouyang Ze went back to the ward, took our luggage and hurriedly followed, for fear that he would lose me.

I hailed a taxi and hurried to my uncle’s house. My uncle is my father’s only younger brother. When the whole family “criticized” me, he was the only one who didn’t come to “educate” me.

The relationship between the two of them is also very good. If you want to know what happened, you can only tell me the truth through him, the only uncle...

Watching the passing scenery outside the car window, waiting for the truth to come...my fault?I want to get the truth about my "mistakes"...