absurd life

Ever since Li Man met Ouyang Ze and knew about our relationship, his whole person has changed.

If it is normal, she will gossip with me or have some snacks with me every day in the store.Now, he pesters me every day to ask about Ouyang Ze's situation, and basically keeps the same sentence as Ouyang Ze.

His attitude towards me became more and more strange, and he stopped telling me anything directly, but hesitated for a long time and then said "it's okay".

In the evening, I still enjoy my wonderful nightlife as usual, feeling the pleasure brought by different people.However, every time I go back to Ouyang Ze in the morning and see him pretending to smile, I feel surrounded by guilt.

When will such strange days come to an end!

"Yo, I've lived a good life, why come out and fool around~" Beside the bar, Xu Shaohui dangled a goblet in front of me.

"I'm happy, I can do whatever I want." I looked at him contemptuously and didn't give him a good look.

"Come on, let me introduce you to a business, do you want to do it?" Xu Shaohui put his arm on my shoulder, and teased my chin with his hand.

"Didn't you just say that I was fooling around? What? Now introduce me to another ghost?" He took the vodka in his hand and drank it in one gulp.

"This ghost is much better than the one that surrounded you. But this time, you're going to someone else's house." Xu Shaohui stretched out his hand to help me wipe away the remaining liquid from the corner of my mouth, and whispered in my ear.

"Okay, tell me the address."

"Xinrong Community, Xihu, 5th Floor, Building B." Xu Shaohui took out his mobile phone and found a text message.

Xinrong District?Isn't it where I live? Xihu on the 5th floor of building b?Isn't that house facing my house?Who lives in it?Why have I never seen it?

After leaving the bar, I rushed to the community with a feeling of apprehension.I don't know what kind of guest will be tonight, but from my intuition, tonight must be an extraordinary night...

Standing on the carpet at the door, I put my hand on the doorbell for a long time, daring not to press it.After some hesitation, I pressed the doorbell anyway.Even just waiting for a few seconds is enough to make me feel suffocated, and the inexplicable tension in my heart can't go away.

"How could it be you?" I was startled when I saw that the person who opened the door was Wu Yao.How could it be him?Why does he live across from me?Is it a coincidence or is it spying on me on purpose?

"Why are you here? You know I live here?" He was also a little confused.

"Didn't you tell me to come?"

"I was looking for an mb, but I didn't look for you!" Well...it was a misunderstanding...Xu Shaohui is an idiot, so stupid that he introduced me to him...

"Oh, forget it. I'm leaving." I turned around and was about to leave, after all Wu Yao was looking for someone to accompany him.

"If you're wrong, it's wrong. Come in and sit for a while. It's good to chat with me." Wu Yao waved to me, motioning for me to go in.Since it's still early in the day, it's okay to go in and have a chat.So, I walked in without thinking much.

Looking at the decoration in his house, it was exactly the same as the decoration of the house we rented together at that time, even the TV was bought from the same brand.

"Uh...it's the same as when we were together..." I touched the hangings on the wall and said.

"Yes, it was specially decorated according to the original appearance." He walked to the wine cabinet and took out two goblets, and poured a small glass of red wine into each.

"Why did you buy the house opposite me? You are so rich, wouldn't it be good to buy a big house?" I turned my head and looked at him.

His hand that was pouring the wine stopped suddenly, and then resumed the action just now. "Because I can see you every day..."

"Didn't you say you can be friends? Don't work hard on me anymore! It's impossible for us!" I was completely speechless to him... We are already friends, and I still imagine that there is room for maneuver in the future.

"Are you in love..." He put down the wine bottle, just lowered his head and asked.

"Did Li Man tell you? Well...I'm not in a relationship, and I'm still single now." I couldn't see his expression, and it was hard to guess his mood, so I could only answer him in a bland manner, so as to maintain a relatively peaceful situation. situation.

"Li Man likes him too, tell me, what are you going to do?" Wu Yao walked towards me holding two wine glasses.

"She already knows that he is gay, what can I do?" I took the red wine in his hand and took a sip.

"Aren't you afraid that Li Man will go to extremes? Will he do something bad?"

"She's not that kind of person." I looked him in the eyes and said firmly.

Wu Yao didn't say anything else, just shook his head and sat down on the ground, leaning against the back of the sofa and looking at me. "Does he really love you?"

"How do I know, whatever he thinks. Anyway, I don't like him." I avoided his eyes.

Wu Yao picked up the wine glass and drank the small half glass of red wine in one gulp. I know he must be in a bad mood right now, so according to the situation, it is better to go 36.

"Since it's all right, I'm leaving." I put down my glass and prepared to leave.

"Rui Rui!" He jumped up and hugged me tightly from behind, and the wine glass in his hand fell to the ground.Shards of glass were scattered all over the floor, and the remaining liquid splashed on my legs.

"Let go, I should go." I struggled hard.I really didn't expect that what I said was to be good friends, but now I have to deal with this matter.

"Just for one night, stay with me for one night." Wu Yao still didn't let go, but hugged him even tighter.

"Fuck off, I need to find someone to accompany you to find mb. I don't have time to accompany you." I tried hard to break his clenched hand, but it didn't loosen at all.

"I don't do anything, I just want to hold you like this, just hold you like this." Wu Yao said to me in a pleading tone, well... I am always too embarrassed to refuse other people's pleadings.

"Okay, you said it." I gave up struggling, after all, as long as I don't move, anything is fine.

Wu Yao was leaning backwards, my center of gravity was unstable, and I fell on top of him in one fell swoop.He still didn't let go, just let me lie on his body.

"You can't hug me in another place? Isn't that awkward?" Seeing his embarrassment, I smiled and said to him.

"It's okay, it's fine like this." He also smiled and looked at me.

Just kept this posture, none of us moved.Lying on his chest, I can clearly hear his heartbeat, clearly feel his every breath, and clearly feel his little brother against me...

Lying on his body, I was always thinking about Ouyang Ze, whether he had fallen asleep at this moment, whether he would dream of me in his dream.

I have to say, I really have feelings for Ouyang Ze, I know this cannot be love, because people like me can only give him a dirty body.like?It was never possible to give him...

We didn't say a word all night, and he kept hugging me tightly without moving.He didn't speak first, and I didn't mean to say anything.Just lying there all the time, waiting for the dawn to come and my departure.