absurd life

He wiped my wound carefully, with distress written all over his face. "I'm sorry, Ruirui, I really didn't mean to."

"Oh, I see." Although I liked him in my heart, I didn't want to show it. I just turned my head to the side and didn't dare to look him in the eye.

His movements were very light, as if he was afraid of causing me a second injury.After a simple cleaning, the wound has stopped bleeding, but I feel pain in the back... What should I do if I have a tuba during this time?This is a problem…

"Thank you for coming today...Thank you..." He sat on the edge of the bed and said with his head down after covering me with the quilt. Although I couldn't see his expression, I could feel the emotion he brought to me from his tone. It's warm.

"Put on some clothes, do you want to play hooligans by sitting like this?" I patted his buttocks lightly and hard, um~ very elastic, but it's still not as good as mine.

"What's the matter, anyway, it's not the first time I've been seen by you." He raised his head and smiled silly at me again.Child, what a child, there is no shame at all...

Physical pain and exhaustion after the passion just now, I just want to take a good rest at this time.When I closed my eyes, Ouyang Ze opened the topic again.

"Now, I'll explain it to you, but later you have to tell me who called you." It's okay not to mention it, but when I mentioned the explanation, I recalled the coquettish and enchanting woman writhing beside him just now **attitude.

"Shut up! How you fuck around is your business, I don't want to hear it." I turned my back on him because I didn't want him to tell me some harsh truth, like that woman was his fiancée or something.

"Her...named Liu Yu...has cooperated with our company on many projects..." He didn't listen to me, and continued in a flat tone, as if telling a story.

"She once confessed to me, and I refused. When I told her that I was gay, she still didn't give up on me, and she still wanted to be with me... But, I don't like her, really. What I like is you."

As he spoke, he put his hands on my shoulders, gently rubbing the skin on my shoulders.

"Okay, got it. I'm sleepy and asleep." I shook off his hand on my shoulder, covered my head with the quilt, and was about to fall asleep.

"Believe me, I really like you." He didn't give up grabbing the corner of the quilt, pulling it back and forth to ask for my forgiveness.

It's not that I don't want to forgive him, it's just that I can't forgive him.It's not about this matter, at best, I was jealous of an old woman, I hated him with that mb that night...

Although I am not a clean person, but I don't want my lover to mess around outside, maybe this is the real me...selfish...

"Okay, got it. I'm going to sleep." I replied coldly, without saying anything.

"So... Now it's time for you to tell... Who is the person who called you? Why didn't you let me see it?" He lifted a corner of my quilt again, and asked me with his head in.

The originally warm quilt suddenly opened a hole, and the cold breath came in at once. "It's so cold! You're stupid! Cover me with the quilt! I want to sleep!" When I pulled the corner of the quilt lifted by him with my backhand, he immediately grabbed my hand.

"If it's cold, I'll come in and warm your quilt." As he said that, he slid in from the raised corner like a fish, and stuck to my back tightly, his scorching body temperature instantly drove away from the back the chill.

"Okay, let's talk now." He leaned close to my ear and kissed my earlobe lightly, and said in a low voice.

He didn't let go of the hand that grabbed me just now, but separated my fingers so that each of his fingers could be stuck between mine, and he put my hand and his hand on my chest again. Before, feel the frequency of my heartbeat.

"There's nothing to say, you have no right to intervene in my affairs." I closed my eyes in the dark, and my tone was as cold as ever.

"Why did you do this to me? Is it just because of that night? I've already explained it! I don't like him! It's just a physical need!" He emphasized his tone and clenched his hands tighter.

"Yes, it happened that night. In order to come back to find you, I ran back half way through, and what I saw was this! What do you think I should do?" The sleepiness was not disturbed by him at all, I simply threw off the quilt and turned around to stare at him.

"Are you...jealous?" He seemed very happy to hear that I was angry, and asked me with a pleasant face.

"Yes! I'm jealous!" As soon as my brain became hot, I told the "truth".

"I knew you loved me! Otherwise, you wouldn't be jealous of me!" He hugged me excitedly, and whispered in my ear excitedly.

"Who tm loves you! Get out!" I struggled to push him away, my face still as angry as before.

"Love is love, why deny it! I said I will treat you well! Can't you believe me!" He looked at me with such a melancholy expression, which was exactly the same as that morning.

Looking at this man in front of me, I am really helpless...

Why would he like me?Where am I?Why do I fall in love with him again?Like this person who stimulates my heart again and again?

God really likes to tease me, making me like someone I shouldn't like...

"I said, I don't like you. I ran out that night because I thought you'd let that man go for me to get that check you gave me back. All I want is your money! Your money! Do you understand!" I made up a ridiculous reason for my jealousy, a reason that makes people want to slap me after hearing it.

"Did you never like me?" He looked at me with a sad face, and tears welled up from the corners of his eyes.

A man, for the sake of love, did not hesitate to shed evil tears!It really leaves me speechless.

"Yes, I never liked you. Never." I tried to relax my mind and told him peacefully.

Listening to my reply, he broke down...

The sad expression just now became numb in an instant, and the tears from the corners of his eyes also dripped on the bed sheets, soaking a circle of imprints.For a long time, he didn't speak, just looked at me dumbly, like a puppet.

"Is that the one who called you... Is he the one you like..." He still stared at me blankly.

"No, there is no need to guess. The person I like is still in his mother's belly." I sat up with difficulty on the bed, leaning on the bed and talking to him, after all, I was stimulated It's like this, if you hit him again, he will probably go crazy...

"Can you give me a chance? Let me chase you?" He raised his head again with a begging expression, and the tears on his face were still clearly visible.Looking down like this is really pitiful.

"Well, you can do whatever you want." After all, it is not so easy to let go of the liking for him in my heart, and I don't want to extinguish the flame of his hope now, so the only way to do it is to agree to him.As for the future... let's take a step by step...