Xiangye wants to brush the sense of existence

But then again, how long has it been since he said that he looks good?It's probably been a long time, so long that I forgot that the two of them used to get along day and night, and they had sworn vows and intimacy with each other.

Feelings can never stand the test of time. Sometimes it’s not because you don’t love that you choose to let go, but because of all kinds of ties, you love too deeply, you don’t want to burden each other’s future, and you know that you can’t give each other what you want. life, why not make a clean break as soon as possible?

After finishing this sentence, Zhuge Yi didn't say any more, even though he had a lot of things he wanted to say to him, but out of guilt and complicated mood, he finally stopped speaking.

But Nan Puyue is different, no matter what happened between the two of them, he himself is a man of few words, he cherishes words like gold, and he has nothing to say at this time.

After drinking the medicine, Nan Puyue put down the medicine bowl calmly, then played cards according to common sense, and said lightly: "Let's go."

Seeing that he took the initiative to start, Zhuge Yi felt relieved: "Okay."

When Nan Puyue came, the carriage encountered a blizzard the day before yesterday, so the accompanying servants had already been temporarily arranged by the guards to temporarily live in a side room. People can only wait, and being forgotten happens from time to time, especially when something happens to the master.

There was no accident, the two separated and took a car each. When they arrived at the Yixin Garden of the Wangfu, the servants in the courtyard who performed their duties immediately surrounded them as if seeing a savior, and then ran to the front of the car Qiqi knelt down.

Nan Puyue got up and got out of the carriage. At this time, a servant in Wanhua Pavilion cried and said with a mournful face: "My lord, you are finally back. The eldest princess fell ill the night before, and it was not until yesterday afternoon that she recovered a little, and then fell into a coma. One night, this morning in a dream I called you in a daze, go and have a look."

Just finished speaking, there was no one else in front of her, Nan Puyue had already flung her robes and rushed into the house.

So serious?Suspicious in his heart, Zhuge Yi asked the boy: "Do you know what kind of disease your parent princess is suffering from?"

The boy shook his head, then nodded knowingly, and after nodding, he thought something was wrong, and finally shook his head, Zhuge Yi was confused by him, frowned and said: "What is the symptom, let me tell you."

Then he told all the things he only knew about. It was nothing more than that he had had it since he was a child, and every time it was freezing or snowing, he would get sick. It was a strange symptom without warning, and Judging from the state of her illness at the time of the onset, it wasn't that much pain, but just unprovoked weakness, and she became more and more fragile over the years.

This condition is very rare, like a blood-sucking worm parasitized in the body, living by sucking your blood every day, day after day, until one day your body is exhausted.

After Zhuge Yi finished listening, he pursed his lips, frowned, and walked into the room absent-mindedly, recalling over and over again...

He had seen her get sick, but he didn't know how serious it was.As early as a few years ago, he met him once. At that time, he still remembered that it was also a snowy winter. He used the government affairs to talk to Nan Puyue, not for other reasons, but because he missed him a little. That's it, he always left impromptu and came back disappointed, that is, that time, Nan Pujin happily pulled herself, saying that he wanted to accompany her to build a snowman outside, of course he wasn't interested in it, but Well... That's right, Nan Puyue also went in the end, not because of him, but because she wanted her sister to be happy.After the three of them built a snowman together, Nan Pujin suddenly fainted without any warning, and people were caught off guard. After taking her into the house and taking care of her for three days, she returned to normal strangely. , he once asked Nan Puyue in doubt, and at that time Nan Puyue was still in a state of hostility with him, so how could he tell him this boringly, so he simply didn't ask any more, thinking it was just weak and sick, but Nan Puyue has been afraid since then, but in any snowy day, he must watch her closely.

At this time, he walked into the room with heavy steps, and just appeared in the sight of the few people in the room. At this time, everyone's eyes were almost all looking at him. In these eyes, there was Nan Puyue's mother Wan Wan. Concubine, think about it, I haven't seen Concubine Wan for many years, and now seeing you again, her appearance has not changed much. People in their forties, except that their clothes and dress conform to the image of a concubine, their faces still remain in the same Ten years ago, he could not help but feel a little surprised.

Everyone locked eyes on him, but he didn't care about it, and continued to walk forward with a heavy heart. Now that he understood everything, Zhuge Yi only had regret and self-blame in his heart. He never thought about Nan Pu who was always innocent and carefree. Jin will have this kind of disease, and it is still so serious. If he had known about the situation earlier, he would definitely have come to visit him without hesitation. In fact, he is very strong, that kind of love for life, that kind of simplicity and purity that is optimistic and does not like to put on princess airs, it is indeed rare in the world.

If, he meant if, if he had never met her brother in this life, maybe he would give the two of them a chance, but, no if, he fell in love, and fell in love from a very young age, no Way, since then, apart from him, he can no longer hold another person in his heart.

At this time, standing in front of the bed, the charming woman on the bed may not be called charming anymore, the deeply sunken eye sockets, the dry and slightly cracked lip line, and the pale little face that is as white as paper, there is nothing in it. He couldn't let him hold his heart tightly, at this moment, he was right in front of her, but the person on the couch didn't know it at all.

Looking at her somewhat peaceful sleeping face, it must be that after a day and a night of illness, because the body consumed too much energy, it was too tired and weak to fall into a deep sleep, but Zhuge Yi didn't know how long he had slept like this , I saw that she was breathing evenly, the naughty brows on her forehead were slightly curved upwards, her frail little hands were exposed from the corner of the quilt, and she looked as cute and peaceful as a baby.

Afraid that she would catch a cold, Zhuge Yi gently moved her hand into the quilt, but he didn't expect that the back of her hand felt so thin when his fingers just touched it, it would not be an exaggeration to say it was skinny.

After all, after so many years of relationship, who would have thought that such an accident would happen to such an innocent and lovely girl on weekdays. At this time, Zhuge Yi felt absolutely uncomfortable.

"Let her sleep quietly for a while, let's go to the side room first, I have something to tell you." Nan Puyue's eyes still stayed on her sister, but she said it for Zhuge Yi.