Xiangye wants to brush the sense of existence

Zuo Lingxiu took a deep breath, the blood feud had already been planted, and knowing that there was no possibility between the two of them, he said numbly: "Is there not enough people killed by me? Xiao Liao, Wu Zhichong, I killed them all, I'm still afraid What?"

Nan Puyue was taken aback!Looking at her in disbelief, this woman with a weak appearance and a beautiful face has so many lives in her hands, it is unimaginable.

Suddenly thinking of the past, she laughed bitterly and said, "By the way, do you still remember the time when Zhuge Yi was almost buried in a sea of ​​fire? I did that too!"

"What did you say?!"

It's really unbelievable. After so long, I never thought that she did all these things.

"You must not believe it, but I didn't do this for you! I love you so deeply, I waited for you in front of Changlefang with full expectation that day, but what about you? Do you know that I have been waiting for you for a whole year?" Tonight!" At this moment, she seemed to have found a breakthrough, and she vented her grievances to her heart's content, "It was really cold that night, not only the weather, but the heart was even colder."

Nan Puyue tried hard to think back, there was indeed such a thing, that night, he didn't show up for the appointment.

"Because of this, you set fire to my house?"

"Of course not." She said intently, "It's because you married Zhou Qiao. I'm not reconciled. What right does she have to have you? You belong to me! Mine! You know!"

"You are hopeless!"

Only then did he realize that this woman had gone crazy very early on.

The fire that night burned his heart and his emotions, and he was almost devastated by the blow.

"Do you think it's easy for me?" She said with clear eyes, covering her heart, "Since I was a child, have I suffered less grievances?"

Nan Puyue looked at her fixedly, without saying a word.

"It's been so many years, why? Why should I live under the fence, why should I endure those inhuman treatment! And why are men playing with me again and again in applause!"

At the end of the speech, she roared almost hoarsely, showing how much she complained about the injustice of this world.

"You mean, my brother abandoned you after playing with you?" Nan Puyue asked tentatively.

If so, he really didn't have the confidence to raise his sword for revenge.

"That's right." Swallowing a bit of bitterness, she continued, "However, I don't care about those anymore. I'm used to being deceived anyway. It doesn't matter if it's more or less."

The saber in his hand tended to go downhill, and at this moment, the sound of horseshoes sounded from far away.

He looked sideways, he was dressed in a purple tunic robe, his long black hair was blowing up in the wind, his face became more and more clear in his eyes, his starry black eyes, his thin lips were as white as paper, it could be seen that there was something in his heart How anxious and worried.

It was him, he actually came.

Nan Puyue looked at him from a distance, seeing that the distance between him and her was getting smaller and he was about to rush to her.

"You can find it like this. I really envy you for having such a friend."

Zuo Lingxiu said suddenly with a tone of disillusionment.

"What if I say he's not my friend?"

Nan Puyue continued to stare at that side without moving her eyes. The man's vigorous figure and handsome face seemed to have a magical power that attracted him deeply and led his fiery gaze.

Zuo Lingxiu didn't probe into the meaning of his words, and moved his body to stick to him.

Responding to her action in an instant, Nan Puyue thought that she was going to harm her, so she raised her sword again.

Everything happens in an instant.

Zuo Lingxiu stepped forward, and when Nan Puyue had no intention of taking her life, she closed her eyes and wiped her neck.

The incident happened suddenly, and when Nan Puyue came back to her senses, she fell powerlessly to the ground.

Knowing that she couldn't escape today, and she didn't want to live on, so she made the worst plan.

At this moment, she was lying weakly on the ground, with blood gurgling from her neck, forming a clear flush in the vast field of flowers, and the warm wind gently blowing off the little yellow flower in her hair. Not long ago, his favorite man put it on for her.

The material is steep and cold, and the earth is vast.

Nan Puyue was too shocked to speak.

The people on the ground seemed to want to touch him, and moved their bodies closer to him with difficulty.

When he came to his senses, he threw away the bloody weapon in his hand, squatted down, and quickly supported her, looking at the scarlet ground, his hands trembling slightly: "Why are you doing this?"

At this moment, Zhuge Yi had reined in his horse and ran forward, and what he saw was such a puzzled scene.

It was obviously in pain, but she smiled weakly: "I just don't want to make it difficult for you. Anyway, there is no possibility between you and me, so let me understand this dirty body by myself."

Hearing what she said, Nan Puyue didn't feel so grateful and happy after revenge.

She continued: "Do you still remember that year in the back garden of the Governor's Mansion?"

She tried her best to raise her hand and touched his cheek, as if she wanted to remember his appearance deeply, and said with affection in her eyes: "That day, I fell in love with you, and I can't restrain my love until now, why don't you Do it..." She laughed mockingly, "Even if you hurt me so much, I still love you..."

As soon as the words fell, a mouthful of blood gushed up, overflowing between the lips and teeth.

"Stop talking, it's not your fault, it's me, I never liked women." He finally explained.

At this moment, Zuo Lingxiu couldn't hold on any longer, her eyes began to loosen. At this moment, her memory stopped at that year...

That handsome young man in light purple clothes, with a face like jade, and a gentle and refined temperament, fell among the flowers, like a fairy who stumbled and fell into the mortal world.

He said that he was basking in the sun, and she thought he was not only full of extravagance, but also cute.

"This lady is..."

"I am the second daughter of the governor, named Zuo Lingxiu."

I am the second daughter of the Dudu Mansion, named Zuo Lingxiu...

Over and over again, how much he wanted him to remember this name firmly at that moment, and to keep himself in his heart for the rest of his life.

The years are quiet and good, only the flying memories flow at the fingertips...

The hand slid down his face weakly, and finally left this ugly world. Perhaps, the moment she closed her eyes was happy, at least she died in the arms of the person she loved the most, and she had no regrets.

Thinking back to the past, she has done many wrong things in her life. To put it bluntly, it is hateful. However, if you think about it from another angle, she is also sad and pitiful. Maybe her life is rough, and she chose the wrong life. Way, one wrong step, wrong step by step, until you are covered in sin.

Fortunately, she was liberated at this moment, she no longer woke up in a dream, and no longer continued to sink under various men against her will.

Looking back, Nan Puyue put her down slowly, and there was a moment of calmness like water, she felt at peace for her relief, it is not difficult to think that she is too tired to live, perhaps, this is her best destination.

If there is an afterlife, I hope she won't live so tiringly again. Keep it simple and find a kind and honest person to marry. An ordinary person is better than anything else.