How to survive in a world full of weird talk [Comprehensive fear]

The white mist was looming, and strands of old mottled black and purple blood lingered.

The wooden boards covered with dust and rotting objects are rotten and old, and countless monsters roam in the mist on the ground.

With a blank expression, Sidelle stepped over the ruins and wreckage towards Seventeen, and stopped in front of the pale young man.

The girl tilted her head, and a curl of blond hair beside her snow-white cheek was blown by the wind, swaying under her eyes that looked like a blue ice lake.

"So," she said softly, her plain tone seemed to be filled with cold ice: "You have seen it before."

She didn't ask questions, but just stated plainly: "When that big guy with a triangular head chased after him, you had already seen it—or guessed that the mastermind behind the scenes was Aretha."

"You know that the person Aretha wants to stay is me, and her goal is me. But you still let me leave first..."

Sharon is the embodiment of Aretha's kindness.

After experiencing everything in the dream world, Aretha tried to make Sidel stay in Silent Hill forever, and accompany her in the dark and terrifying dead city of Silent Hill.

But the kind-hearted Sharon could vaguely perceive Aretha's thoughts, and was therefore terrified and anxious. She wanted Sidel to leave Silent Hill quickly and not be trapped and assimilated by Aretha.

Sidelle's keen intuition made her think of Seventeen quickly after realizing the truth of Sharon's identity.

Before letting her leave first, Shi Qi, who dodged the attack of the triangle head, seemed to be very concealed and short, and glanced at a certain corner.

If she guessed correctly, there should be Alessa hidden behind that corner, Alessa who is watching everything and playing with the overall situation full of resentment.

The monsters in Silent Hill, to some extent, are just the embodiment of Aretha's resentment.

The action of the triangle head symbolizes Aretha's will.

The triangular head chases Seventeen, Alessa wants to use Seventeen as a bait to catch Sidelle, and gradually lead Sidelle to the other world, assimilating into a monster in the mezzanine of the world like her and Silent Hill .

Then, as a "sister", she will always, always be with her.

But she didn't expect that Seventeen found out about her plan after discovering her, but still chose to conceal the truth and let Sidelle leave first.

In a way, he passed up his chance to leave.

After the main body was destroyed, Aretha had to merge with Sharon, and without the support of Aretha, the monsters in Silent Hill would gradually dissipate.

So now, those monsters are not too much of a threat.

In a relatively safe environment, the sense of urgency is relaxed, and Sidelle's emotions are gradually rising.

This emotion is——

anger.

"What are you... thinking about?" She sneered unexpectedly, but the rage in her eyes could no longer be suppressed, and burst out from the bottom of her eyes as deep as a frozen lake: "You want... to save me? Let me Leave and face Aretha by yourself?"

——"This kind of self-sacrificing spirit is really touching."

——At first, she only thought that Shi Qi was just trying to hold those monsters back for a while.

It's not difficult.

Yes, it's not too difficult.

The girl's ironic words fluttered in the air lightly, and her eyes froze on the young man for half a second.

The young man's pale cheeks had some messy black hair scattered, and his expression was stunned. Spots of blood were distributed unevenly on his face, Adam's apple and clothes, and his clothes were torn.

The fingers holding his belly trembled subconsciously. Under the strange words of the blond girl and the cold and mocking eyes, for some reason, he suddenly flinched and felt timid, subconsciously took his hand away, and wiped it on his side hastily, faintly blood stained clothes.

Seventeen stood up.

A little helpless, a little confused, and a little panic.

He had an intuition that he was going to face something "horrible". The young man pursed his lips, and cautiously probed: "Actually, actually, I didn't think too much..."

Seventeen actually thought a lot, and all kinds of messy conspiracy theories rolled over in his mind in an instant. After this instant, he decided to take out Sidel, who was deliberately targeted.

If there is no way to leave together alive, Shi Qi will not choose himself.

It's not even a choice, just a subconscious reflex.

But he always felt that telling the truth at this time was probably not a wise choice.

Therefore, Seventeen deliberately avoided certain key links.

"...What qualifications does your mother have to help me decide?"

Sidelle smiled, annoyed.

She rarely had such big mood swings, and the violent emotions came up and made her feel like a large animal with fur.

"Do you think you are great?"

Ignoring Shi Qi's eyes that seemed to be dazed for a moment, the blond girl squinted a few times, bit her lips and smiled: "As my lover, die for me... Do you think this love is very touching? "

Shi Qi moved his colorless lips, his dark eyes were blank.

He seemed to be stunned by the scolding, and he stood there in a bit of embarrassment and at a loss, but his tall figure looked like a lonely child at this time.

"You know Aretha is only targeting me, you know everything...but you didn't say anything, you let me go, you didn't tell me anything—"

"You chose to die instead of me, what right do you have to make this choice regardless of my emotions?"

"Because you are my lover?"

"Do you half trust me?"

"You—" Sidelle, who was burning with anger, even started to pace in the basement. She walked around a few times, and couldn't help stomping on the ground a few times, her mood was irritable and angry, like a burning mass golden flame.

Finally, she looked back at Seventeen, and saw the young man standing helplessly in the corner, with a broken and messy aesthetic.

Like a bloody piece of cracked ice china.

Nice and fragile.

Sidelle suddenly closed her eyes.

"You know," she said softly, with strong and complicated emotions pouring out like flowing water: "I have been working very hard to save people, because I am very happy, so I don't want to see a family that may be happy because of a The field will be destroyed without any disaster."

——"But if it's you, if it's you..."

I am willing to give up some of my principles.

If she had to choose between Seventeen and Sharon, she might feel guilty for a long time because she watched an innocent life wither before her eyes.

But she would still choose Seventeen.

The balance is not crooked, but he is the exception among all justice.

"But you—"

"You fucking chose to give up your life so easily!"

The more Sidelle thought about it, the more angry she became, the person she carefully placed on the tip of her heart, the person who specially added weight——

In a blink of an eye, I chose to be self-deprecating and self-deprecating, what's the matter?

"What do you take me for?" She turned around and pulled off Seventeen's collar, staring at him with some sarcasm and resentment: "What do you take our relationship for?"

She didn't say the most important sentence.

"What do you think of yourself as?"

Sydel's anger didn't come from Seventeen making the choice for her.

It was her fault that she didn't realize the truth and Aretha's plan in time, and she wouldn't blame others.

But Sidelle discovered another fact that frightened her.

She didn't understand Seventeen.

Shi Qi's concept is fundamentally different from hers.

What she valued seemed to be different in Seventeen's eyes, or he didn't value his own life.

Even knowingly going to die is still as normal as ever.

——Her arm holding the young man's collar was trembling slightly, not because of anger, but full of fear.

If she had come later, perhaps she would have lost Shi Qi.

"I..." The young man's eyes were full of bewilderment, but seeing Sidel's seemingly unbearable outburst, he subconsciously restrained his confusion, and said, "I'm sorry."

Because she couldn't understand why Sidelle was angry, she could only apologize first.

Seventeen really didn't understand.

For him, "being alive" is just a goal.

After meeting Sidelle, the goal changed.

Replace it with a girl named "Sydelle".

This is a feeling that normal people can't understand, but Shi Qi is not a normal person in the first place.

Sidelle: "..."

She frowned, getting more and more shocking, but she didn't show it.

For the first time, she gradually became aware of Seventeen's distorted concepts and heart.

Not only is he not a normal person, but he is so abnormal...sick.

A chilling sickness.

This kind of contempt for life does not move Sidel, she can only feel the anger of Qi Qi belittle her life.

He can obviously choose to discuss a solution together, even if it is facing an unknown terrifying existence, and Shi Qi also knows Sidel's situation. Although his physical strength and force value are not as good as his, his comprehensive ability is definitely not weak.

But he still didn't hesitate, almost risking his life to let Sidel leave.

No hesitation, no retreat, no nostalgia.

Sidelle even thought of the sane murderers she had seen before. Some of them had high IQ, high education, or lived in the crowd, but they were still different from normal people. disregard for life.

Now she saw this kind of cruelty in Shi Qi, but not to others, but to herself.

Sidel remained silent, she and Shiqi were very close, so close that she could see the slight timidity on Shiqi's face, and the uneasiness that was trying to hide.

He may know what her anger is, but he can't understand it.

The smell of blood faded away, and Sidelle finally sighed, let go, and glanced lightly at the abdominal wound that the young man had not treated seriously, her eyes dimmed, and her tone was still cold: "Why do you apologize?"

Shi Qi hesitated for a moment, considering his words: "I did something wrong."

Sidelle raised her eyebrows: "Well, for example?"

She felt that the current conversation made her a bit like an unreasonable little trickster. Sidelle was a little unaccustomed to it, but she still endured the discomfort.

She wanted Shi Qi to say those words herself.

Shi Qi was thinking slowly, his thick black eyelashes trembling, showing a little contrast on the snow-colored face.

He said honestly: "I shouldn't hide what you and I know, and I shouldn't deceive you and let you leave alone when I know Alessa's purpose..."

Sidelle still couldn't hold back, her fist hardened.

...So it was a deliberate deception, right?He really knew everything and sent her away on purpose! !

"What else?" She clenched her fists, held back her anger and let out a smile: "Continue."

Seventeen: "Yes."

"Also," he really reflected seriously: "I didn't trust you, I didn't take your feelings into consideration..."

Sidelle: "...stop."

Why do you keep talking about her?

The blonde girl raised her lower lip expressionlessly, and said coldly, "So how do you change it?"

Seventeen: "..."

He hesitated and remained silent, fearing that the answer he gave would dissatisfy Sidel.

Sidelle sighed.

"Then let me teach you." She looked into Shiqi's eyes and said word by word: "From now on, don't hide me, deceive me, induce me to make choices and... abandon me."

"Okay." Seventeen agreed without hesitation, looked back at Sidelle seriously, and repeated it again solemnly: "I will not hide, deceive, or induce you, nor will I abandon you."

The last three words, Seventeen, were obviously a bit ignorant, but he didn't ask much.

"What if we breach the contract?" Sidelle asked.

Seventeen pursed her lips, "...Well, I won't break the contract."

Sidel looked at him for a while, and suddenly smiled.

She stretched out her hand to hold Shi Qi: "In the future, if you like anything, leave me a copy!"

Anger is real, because the slur that anger loses its mind is fake.

The real goal was achieved, and her whole body relaxed.

Seeing that Sidelle was no longer angry, Shi Qi seemed to relax a little, her tense eyes relaxed slightly.

——It was the first time that he saw Sidelle lose his composure like this, and he was even very nervous, and his brain was in a state of rapid operation when answering questions.

Sydel took the little girl Sharon she put on the ground, and the two of them and a child left Silent Hill smoothly.

In the future, I will slowly correct Shi Qi's distorted mentality.

Sidelle thought.

After this incident, Sidelle found that she didn't know enough about Seventeen.

Shi Qi seems to understand her quite well, after all, Sidelle herself is not a complicated character, but she really finds Shi Qi difficult to understand.

The difficulty is that he doesn't seem to know himself very well.

Sidelle thought about it, and couldn't help but sighed sadly.

Alas, men are such complicated creatures.

Love is also a difficult thing to understand.

Falling in love is really troublesome.

But you can't ignore him——

Sidelle glanced at Shiqi's clear and beautiful face that was a little broken because of the blood spots, and slightly hooked the corners of her lips.

The young man's slender, cold and soft fingers are still in her hand.

It's troublesome, but it's also sweet!

... really "sweet".

In the driver's seat, Sidelle resisted the desire to frown, and put the whole candy in her mouth.

After leaving Silent Hill, Sidelle and Shiqi returned to the car.

The road leading to Silent Hill was closed, Sharon was put in the back seat, and the seventeen wells medical kit briefly treated the wound.

There was a scar on the flesh and blood of the abdomen, which was red and frightening, but the wound was not deep.

After Shi Qi took care of his injuries, he stopped by the convenience store to replenish some food and bandages.

He also brought back some colorful candies.

Sidelle knew that Shi Qi was used to eating candy. Before, she upheld the idea that "being in love requires personal freedom". Sidelle has never interfered with Shi Qi's living habits, but it is different now.

She felt that she should let Shi Qi and the world...or be more attached to herself.

Especially after getting a preliminary understanding of his strange psychological cognition—especially after not taking his own life as his own at all, Sydel reviewed the experience of the two of them realizing their love, and was suddenly surprised to find that she was almost always the one who took the initiative.

Shi Qi seems to have always been tolerant and never objected, and only when she first proposed a relationship progress would she take it a step further.

She thought this appearance was quite cute before, and she liked it very much like a shy little girl.

Now I'm a little terrified.

She even began to doubt whether Shi Qi's feelings for her were love or not.

If Sidel wants to change Seventeen, she needs to interfere more in his life.

She has never been a hesitant character, she will do it when she thinks about it, and said bluntly: "I want a copy of what you like too!"

How can a person have no desire to share with the lover he admires?

She wants to try to enter Shiqi's life, and let Shiqi slowly accept her presence in life bit by bit.

The first step is to let Shi Qi keep his own portion of Shi Qi's habits, such as asking him to give himself a portion when he buys candy!

Sidelle was very proud and felt that she was simply extremely clever.

"Where's my candy?"

After Shiqi returned to the car, the girl blinked her big clear blue eyes and looked at him with her arm held open.

"...Here." Shi Qi suddenly felt a little sore in his heart, he lowered his head unconsciously, picked out a favorite flavor and handed it to Sidelle: "Lime, try it?"

"Wow." Sidelle didn't hold back her hand before receiving the candy, rubbed the young man's red ears, threw the candy into her mouth, and chewed twice: "...it looks so pretty."

It's too sweet, she really can't praise the taste.

Shi Qi didn't seem to be able to hold back his smile, and the black-haired, snow-skinned young man raised a small arc: "If you don't like it, don't force it."

"No." Sidel resisted the desire to wrinkle her facial features and finished chewing, solemnly said: "This is the first time!"

Seventeen squeezed the corners of her lips, covered her lips and coughed lightly, and handed Sydel a bottle of water at the right time.

"... Save the sugar for me first." After filling half a bottle of water in one breath, Sidel finally slumped on the back of the sofa with a face full of frustration, and said quietly.

...she really doesn't like sweets.

After paralyzing for a while, Sidelle got up and started the car.

Sharon was still asleep in the back seat, and Sydel rolled out a blanket to cover her.She checked and found that the nearest police station was about ten kilometers away. As long as Sharon was sent to the police station, her family would probably be contacted.

It's just that I don't know if there will be any hidden dangers for Sharon who merged with Aretha.

Seventeen didn't say anything more.

He turned his face to look out the window, so as to cover up the surging emotions in his heart.

The nearest police station is not too far away, but it takes a detour compared to the grandfather's house where Sidelle is going.

She looked at the map in the car, identifying road signs bit by bit.

Soon I saw the road to the police station, and there was a well-known abandoned woodland.

"Eden Lake." Sidelle pronounced the name, frowning, and subconsciously felt that it was not easy. She resolutely zoomed in on the map, and there was a small town very close to Eden Lake.

Crowd gathering places, although not safe, are generally better than the wilderness.

Taking a step back, even if there are any abnormalities, there are too many people and it is easy to show flaws.

After simple thinking, Sidelle decided to bypass the woodland of Lake Eden and drive closer to the town.

—Better get out of trouble.

Shiqiben was injured, and in addition, he brought a sleeping little girl with him.

Sidelle grabbed the steering wheel, her eyes were lazily revealing a coolness.

But she didn't expect that it wasn't troublesome who found her first.

but a woman.

A scarred woman crying for help.