How to survive in a world full of weird talk [Comprehensive fear]

...she was out of sight.

But at this moment, Sidelle didn't even realize what this meant, she just curled up on the ground in a daze, and the pictures from the depths of her consciousness were played in front of her eyes frame by frame.

The strong sense of suffocation and weightlessness made her feel like she was in a colorful and distorted world. The girl vomited a few times, but couldn't vomit anything.

The world seemed to quiet down.

Only in the eardrum, she could vaguely hear the sound of her swallowing out of the throat.

Under the palm, the fine sand shimmering is extremely clear to the touch.

Sidel finally recovered from her dazed state, she withdrew her hands, curled her legs, and shrank her body.

She saw the truth of everything.

At that time, at that time—

When she was seven years old.

The blond-haired, blue-eyed, delicately dressed little girl took the doll with a gorgeous skirt from Miss Joyce.

The girl doll has been lying quietly in the wooden box.

However, the moment the little girl touched the wooden box containing Annabelle, the little girl's slender fingertips lingered with black threads.

The black thread passed through the wooden box and wrapped around Annabelle's skirt deftly.

Then the doll seemed to come to life suddenly, and the gray-blue eyes burst into cold ridicule and sarcasm.Its eyelashes trembled slightly, the corners of its woodcut mouth curled up slightly, its eyes raised coldly, and it looked viciously at the little girl who was holding it.

When she was 12 years old.

A cold and arrogant little girl, living in the dormitory of the school.

Then, the black silk thread began to weave like a spider web, covering the entire bedroom like a huge black cocoon.

The little girls in the dormitory walked through the black silk thread, their faces gradually darkened, their limbs gradually weakened, and their eyes became more frightened, as if they were haunted by different nightmares.

In the dream, Freddy, the evil ghost, came to Louise's pillow, showed a ferocious smile, and swung his murderous claws fiercely.

Margo, whose past has been distorted and forced to experience pedophilia, lives in constant fear. She keeps her eyes wide open in the dark and cannot sleep.

Jacqueline, whose body was stained with black silk threads, took it home, and at the other end of the thread was a deformed man in a suit with no face.

In her year.

A tall, slender blonde girl came to Derry Town.

She saw that the history belonging to Derry Town was easily turned by an invisible hand like turning the pages of a book, and the countless black silk threads covering her body were densely covered. In the decades of history of Derry Town, there was suddenly a clown, and it was covered by it. The bodies of countless children killed.

Children's cries and blood flooded the town of Derry.

Sidel still remembered that in that dark and empty huge stone cave, she dug out the clown's heart with her own hands. Before she left, she saw the corpses of those children falling slowly around the tower, and there was a small sun on the top of the tower light down.

She looked back and thought that day would be the end of Derry's bloody, dark, brutal past.

She was expressionless, sad and powerless, but more relaxed.

But it turned out that those children probably didn't deserve to die.

This is not how it should be.

It's as if the world is out of place, it's upside down.

So Sidelle carefully straightened the broken jigsaw puzzle, but the correct position in her eyes... was completely opposite to the correct position in the world.

She thought something stupid, ugly, scary.

It turns out... was twisted by her.

The world is already normal.

Dolls can't kill people, hotels don't have ghosts, and you can't meet perverted killers just by taking two steps casually... It's just that when she appears in that place, everything changes.

She was the beginning of everything, the source of... disaster.

The moment everything comes into contact with her, it will turn into a hideous and terrifying appearance, revealing ferocious fangs, intending to devour her life.

But Sydel survived, and is alive and well.

But she has always been herself when she was seven years old.

Even if forced by life, she wraps her true heart with a cold and proud mask.

Nothing has changed either.

Sydel saw her seven-year-old self.

The little girl was tied into two thin braids by her mother, and the braids with beautiful little flowers hanging down in front of her.

The chiffon skirt was spread out on the green grass, and the bright sunlight fell from the gaps in the trees. She sat in the big courtyard, together with Rui Yi, lively and proud, and raised her small face to talk to her mother.

Rui was amused by her, and her mother's hand gently stroked her cheek, picking off a petal for her.

"Babes, it's time for lunch!"

The father, who had put down his briefcase, had to find time to cook a meal, and happily let his wife and daughter enjoy the feast he cooked.

So the little girl happily got up from the grass, took her mother's soft hand and ran happily to the dining table.

Little girls grow up in a honeypot of love.

The timeline continued to go back, and she even saw herself in the previous life.

A girl in a blue and white school uniform is in a photo frame. The faces of her former parents beside her are blurred, but the girl's smile is bright and dazzling.

The girl carried her schoolbag, hurried across the zebra crossing, and rushed into the classroom while biting her bun.

The bright window glass reflected the appearance of a girl earnestly holding a pen and doing homework.

Ordinary and beautiful.

She is ordinary, happy, happy, and loved by others.

So she also wants to seriously love the world.

Even if it's a fucking world.

Even if ghosts and monsters are rampant everywhere, even if perverts are rampant, even if you have seen countless deaths and faced fear again and again.

She never thought of giving up on herself.

Sidelle thought.

She wants to live a good life, she is as happy and happy as ever, likes to complain quietly, has fun in bitterness, and never refuses to lower her sense of satisfaction in life even by half.

She will also try her best to save people, because she wants to love this world.

Sidelle always felt that many people liked to risk their own lives.

She has experienced these things since she was a child, so every time she encounters a supernatural horror or a perverted murderer, she always has a little more confidence than others.

She still attributes herself to the ranks of ordinary people.

Because she just wants to live, like before the age of seven, a quiet and ordinary life is enough.

When she sees others committing suicide, she will stop them, help them, and save them...

She has always been the soft and lively little girl she was at the age of seven.

She will do her best to help everyone survive.

But, but.

It turned out that she was the source of these countless disasters.

The one who killed those people... the culprit.

She used to look down on those ordinary people from above.

Seeing that they have never experienced anything, so they look panic-stricken in response to the sudden disaster, but they think indifferently that this is how the world is.

She thought that if she tried her best to save people, she was already kind.

But the culprit of everything is her.

She killed so many fresh lives, distorted the world, and let innocent people go through this...

But she thought that saving a few people at random was already a great gift.

……

Sidel bowed her head lightly, buried her head between her legs, her whole body shivered and shrank into a ball.

What qualifications does she have—

To "save" the lives of those who "death" like alms with the attitude of a high-ranking savior?

All disasters are brought by her.

The self-righteous kindness she once thought turned into a sharp blade at this moment, and she stabbed back into her heart fiercely.

She used to be... like a ruthless executioner pretending to pity the souls of her men.

If she brought it all—

Then, just die yourself.

She thought vaguely, she could no longer feel the warmth and pain in her body, and she just came up with this idea numbly.

die here.

Anyway, no one would need her.

She's just a...fake executioner.

In a trance, Sidel seemed to hear an inexplicable sneer behind her.

But she has no spare ability to think.

She could only hug herself numbly, and lowered her head quietly.

……

When Shi Qi returned to the earthen house, the sky changed slightly, as if it was going to rain.

The air became humid, but the breath of the cold wind carried a strong smell of blood.

An ominous feeling arose in his heart, and he quickened his pace almost instantly.

Seventeen sees Sydelle.

The girl was slender, with her head down, quietly curled up in a corner of the earthen house.

Her long blond hair was messily scattered on her side, and there were fine grains of sand on her fingers and clothes, as if she had rolled on the ground.

Seventeen's heart tightened.

He pursed his lips, stepped forward quickly, and stopped half a meter away from the girl.

The young man hesitated for a few seconds, squatted down gently, and tried to face Sidelle face to face.

He said: "You—"

As soon as the word was out of his mouth, he saw that Sidelle suddenly began to tremble slightly.

But she only trembled briefly, and quickly calmed down.

The girl slowly raised her face, facing Shi Qi's direction.

Seventeen saw the dried blood on Sidelle's face.

The blood on the girl's pale face was thick, covering three-quarters of her face, and her rough appearance was shockingly weird.

"Plop plop."

Because of the shock, Shi Qi stiffened all over, the mushrooms in his arms spilled all over the ground, and a small round mushroom slid to the side of Sidelle.

Sidelle said lightly: "I'm blind."

"Now, I can't see anything." Her eyes were dark, and she judged Shiqi's position by the sound of her light breathing. She pointed her face in Shiqi's direction and smiled: "So, go alone .”

Maybe if he leaves her, this person will be able to find his way out directly.

Under the girl's raised eyelashes, the two once incomparably bright blue eyes looked like broken ice-blue jade, covered with a faint haze, and the cracks spread from the pupils to the whites of the eyes.

It looked extremely creepy.

Another broken aesthetic.

Sidelle seemed to stop for a moment when she heard Seventeen's breathing.

At this moment, her thinking is slow, and she can only recall what she has experienced in this world——

Oh, right.

Did she ever say—

Will you take Seventeen away?

"As long as you are obedient, I promise, I will take you away."

This sentence sounds so ridiculous now.

Sidelle thought it was very funny, but she didn't have the energy to laugh, so she could only bend the corners of her lips tiredly, she couldn't tell if the world was fooling her or she was fooling others.

I just think of the confident and proud girl at that time, as if watching a clown in a funny stage play.

She pulled her lips and said softly, "I'm sorry."

"I can't get out," she said, "and I can't take you away."

How could a blind man get out of such a place alive?

She lost her fight.

But Sidelle understands that what she lost is not only the ability to fight, she no longer has any desire to live.

Her faith was shattered.

But Shi Qi wanted to leave after all.He can also leave, as long as he leaves her, he won't be dragged down by her——

All are.

As long as she is dead it will be fine.

The world... will return to normal.

She thought indifferently, but the words she said were extremely gentle.

Sydelle knew that Seventeen proposed to take a rest here to take care of her state, and he was a good teammate.

It was the best teammate she had ever met.

So, she said softly: "You go away."

"You can definitely get out and live."

This is her blessing to Seventeen.

It is also her blessing to the world.