What did I experience when I jumped in two parallel worlds?

Although Chikage singled out Dazai's name like this, after everyone left and thoughtfully closed the door, Dazai still sat there with his eyes half down, like a doll, as if he didn't feel at all what Chikage said .

Qianjing looked at him, and saw that the other party didn't seem to be paying attention at all, and there was no anger in his heart, but he sighed helplessly.

Sometimes Chikage feels that she is not as good as she was before, so if she doesn't understand Dazai's emotions, she won't be so hesitant.

Unlike now, it is precisely because I have seen it too thoroughly that I can't move forward and hesitate.

Chikage stood up and walked to Dazai's side.He walked very lightly, but because the room was too spacious and the environment was too quiet at the moment, the shoes under his feet made some noise when they stepped on the ground.

Follow his footsteps, step by step, step by step.

Sensing someone approaching him, Dazai just twitched his eyelashes, and didn't intend to look up.

Chikage pulled a chair and sat down next to Dazai, clasped her hands on the table, and after a moment of silence, called Dazai's name.

But Dazai ignored it, just raised his eyes quietly and looked at Chikage.

Looking at Dazai's iris-colored eyes, Qianjing's heart sank.There is no other, because Dazai's eyes are as dark as an abyss at the moment, without a gleam of light, and his deep emotions seem to suck people in, extremely obscure.

If Dazai used to have bright eyes and looked like a boy pulled out of the abyss by Chikage, then now he...has returned to his previous appearance, like a "rag doll".

Qianjing was embarrassed by his own adjective, but soon, he readjusted his emotions.

"Dazai, do you have anything to say?" After pondering for a while, Qianjing took the initiative to attack.After all, to comfort people, you still have to take the initiative.

Dazai curled the corners of his lips, but there was no smile on his face.The curvature of the corners of his lips at this moment seemed to be hooked up by someone with a thread, only strangely stiff, without a trace of vividness.

"What the leader said, the subordinates can have any doubts. Didn't the leader order me to stay here?"

Chikage paused, her heart sank, she always felt something was wrong, Dazai really cared this time, and was also very angry.

Chikage rubbed her nose, then simply leaned back in the chair, deciding to talk directly to Dazai without the scene.After all, Dazai doesn't look like a sullen person, but some of his personality made him unable to hit the straight ball, so in order to "deal with" him, Chikage had to learn how to hit it first.

So he stopped talking about those scenes, because it was useless to Dazai.

"Is there anything you want to say or ask me?" Qianjing asked.

However, Dazai was still the same as before, just staring at him quietly like that, with a neither sad nor happy curve on his lips, it looked like it was painted on, very fake.

Qian Jing nodded, thinking and knowing that it was impossible to get the answer.

He loosened his back, gave up the leader's posture, rubbed the center of his brows and said: "I don't know what you are worried about, Dazai, although I understand your emotions, it doesn't mean I can understand you All the thoughts in my heart, I don't have the ability to read minds, I'm just...an ordinary person with supernatural powers, Dazai."

Qianjing's voice was lowered, and the originally crisp voice sank.

"I won't pretend to be in front of you. You know I'm stupid, Dazai. Whether it's private or business, without your assistance and help, I can't get to where I am now. So in terms of people's hearts, The same goes for dealing with people.”

"I know you are in a bad mood. I can comfort you and apologize to you, but I don't know what specific point you are upset about, so you need to tell me. I don't want all kinds of unhappiness between us."

"You are my most trusted right-hand man, my companion and family member. I don't want to have any strangeness or conflicts with you. Can you understand, Dazai?"

Chikage said, and slowly stretched out her hand to hold Dazai's hand on his lap.

The moment he touched it, Qianjing was slightly taken aback, probably because he didn't expect Dazai's hands to be so cold.

Then, he clenched the young man's slender and pale fingers with great force.

"You are the most important existence around me, Dazai, I will not abandon you, nor will I neglect you, so don't be unhappy, okay?"

This is probably the most coquettish and coquettish thing Qianjing has ever done in this year...or when he was the leader, no, when he was the young master.To be honest, he himself has a bit of toothache and toothache.

But if it's a little elf like Dazai, well, Chikage has to admit that he accepts it well.

Dazai finally gave some feedback because of Chikage's movements. His eyelids moved slightly, and his eyes swept towards the hand holding him, and his fingertips also moved accordingly, probably feeling the temperature. I don't know how long it took before Dazai There is a response.

"I was just thinking." Dazai's words were very slow, as if he was talking while thinking, "The leader is a person from another world, so at some point, you will get tired of this place and never come back again Woolen cloth?"

Qianjing frowned slightly when he heard the words, and had to say that he was a little unhappy. "Where did you listen to what I said before?" Qianjing couldn't help but questioned again, but finally continued to explain with a sigh: "I said, although I come from another world, but you in this world are right. For me, it is also an existence that cannot be abandoned, it is a partner, it is a family member, how can I abandon my family?"

He frowned, his green eyes fixed on Dazai.Although I have already explained it once, I still have to tell Dazai again, there is no way, whoever let Qianjing here, Dazai is an insecure little baby.

Well, I still have to coax the little baby who can't be neglected.

The dark color in Dazai's eyes did not dissipate, "If they exist in two worlds, then there must be comparisons and distinctions."

Qianjing frowned suspiciously, "What?"

Dazai said: "In the past, even when it was just me and the slug, I would often think and compare secretly, who is more important in Qianjing's heart, me or the slug?"

The young man's voice was soft and slow, with an indescribable sense of elegance and melancholy.

"Although I knew Qianjing the earliest time, and I spent the longest time with Qianjing, I am also very confident that I will never be worse than a slug. But sometimes I still feel a sense of crisis."

Even when Chikage looked at Nakaya, maybe he didn't realize it, but it gave Dazai an indelible sense of crisis.

So he resisted and rejected Zhong Ye, and even wanted to compare him with him.

Finally he was at the front.

"No matter who I am with, I will always be the most important existence in Qianjing's heart. I thought that would be all right, but..."

He lowered his head slightly, his forehead hair covering the emotions in his eyes.

Now suddenly another world popped up, and it was the world where Qianjing grew up.There are his real family, partners, friends there.

They are the ones who first appeared in Qianjing's life, and they are also the ones who accompany Qianjing for the longest time.Compared with them, Dazai deliberately and clearly felt that his sense of existence suddenly fell behind.

Not to mention... In another world, Osamu Dazai also exists.

As long as he thought of this, the gloom in Dazai's heart could not be calmed down.That obscure emotion was urging him to do some bad things.

If it wasn't for being separated by a world, I'm afraid Dazai would really take action.

Chikage was startled, and quietly listened to Dazai's slow narration. After a while, he seemed to understand some of his meaning from the other party's words.

Qian Jing pursed her lips, "I can't deny that." Because even if he said that you are equally important, it would not sound true.

But this is simply... an incomparable existence.

Qianjing scratched his head, feeling a little frustrated.

"Zai, how can I make you realize that no one can replace your position in my heart."

Dazai's gaze moved slightly, and landed on Chikage.

Although he has become the leader of Hong Kong 1 Black, the other party still retains a pure youthful spirit.Even in the darkness, there is still light on him, which is the existence that attracts Dazai.

Dazai moved his fingertips, then leaned slightly, approaching Chikage.

The two of them were sitting very close to each other, so Dazai only needed to lean forward slightly to touch Chikage.

He stretched out his arms and suddenly embraced Qianjing.

Qianjing paused, and tilted his head in doubt.He thought Dazai was actively seeking comfort.

Such opportunities and scenarios are very rare.So Chikage hugged Dazai's waist without hesitation, and then patted Dazai's back.

The young man's slender waist is just under his arms.

Qianjing didn't have any special feelings, after all, he had everything Dazai had.

Dazai rested his chin on Chikage's shoulder, and his slightly curly black hair rubbed against Chikage's ear, it was soft and itchy.At this moment, the appearance of Dazai taking the initiative to throw himself into his arms looks like a very well-behaved, cute and docile little animal.

Qianjing only felt that his heart was softening.After all, Dazai's appearance like this is very rare.

There was a slight smile on the corner of Dazai's lips, but the expression on his face was indifferent, his eyes were dark and dark, like thick ink.

"Has Qianjing ever thought that as long as she is in the same position that can be pluralized, people will have such worries?"

Chikage subconsciously wanted to look sideways at Dazai, but she couldn't turn her head because Dazai was leaning on her shoulder, and could only see the other's black hair.

He pinned, likewise and plural, referring to the positional definitions of friends, partners, and family?

It's understandable, after all, you can have more than one of these.If there are two or more people, so many people are in the same position, it may be unavoidable to have comparisons and rankings.

Qianjing was silent, but it was indeed... inevitable.Even if he thinks he is equally sincere to everyone.

"So, this matter is actually easy to solve."

Chikage: "Huh?"

A gleam of light flooded into Dazai's eyes, and his emotions surged. He slightly opened his lips, with a trace of bewilderment: "Just put me in a position where there is only one person, and let me be the leader of your life." The one and only among them, isn’t it all right?”

Chikage: ...?

He thought for a while, then hesitated and said, "Enemies?"

Dazai paused, probably because he didn't expect to get such an answer.

Qianjing is still analyzing: "The enemy is indeed a bit unique, and no one will grab this position, but, but the enemy can also be plural, and I really don't want to be an enemy with Dazai!"

Then he will die without a place to bury him.

Dazai lowered his eyes, and suddenly smiled lightly, so that Chikage, who was being hugged by him, felt the slight tremor of Dazai's body.

Well, he understood, he was wrong.

Dazai let go of Chikage, straightened up and met his eyes.

When seeing those iris-colored eyes, Qianjing's heart skipped a beat inexplicably, with an inexplicable sense of tension.

"It's not an enemy." The young man with iris-colored eyes said in a young voice, with an ambiguous lingering tone in his voice. He looked at Qianjing with thick eyelashes, and the cast light made a shadow.

"It's a lover."