full-time nanny

In the evening, street lights dotted the dark streets, and many people were walking in the park.There are children playing and couples fighting, a peaceful and lively scene.Sometimes the more lively, the more lonely a person seems.

I was walking on the cobbled path after the transformation technique was released, looking at the noisy crowd around me from time to time, I narrowed my eyes and lowered my head.The pebbles under your feet have different colors and shapes, and they are a bit uneven when you step on them.The bustle in my ears seemed to gradually fade away, leaving me alone.

I figured that by the time I was done walking the cobbled path, everything would be back to normal.

Taking one step at a time, one step at a time, my heart felt a little sore, and the bitter water could not be poured out, which made my chest feel oppressed.

[Rilami is a teacher who met in the second year after you left.But her parents had some prejudice against my hair color and didn't like it, so I dyed it black.This looks very different from before, huh, huh. ]

You played the guitar and sang love songs for me that summer night, but now you have changed your hair color for other women.Maybe the white-haired you belong to me?

[I have the same interests as her, and we have been married for three years. My daughter Dodo is also three years old this year, but she was sent to my grandmother's house a few days ago. ]

We also talked for three years, but we just get together less and leave more. I can't leave the hunter's circle for a while, and you can't quit the show business circle.Now I can withdraw calmly, but your withdrawal is not for me.

[That boy came to see me, call him Kurollo, he asked me to wait for you.Sorry, I can't wait for you.I retreated, not knowing your life or death, or your whereabouts, I was panicked, and I thought about persevering at the beginning, but I still think too highly of myself. ]

Can't wait, yes, can't wait for me.

You did nothing wrong when I left so willfully.There is no rule that you must wait for the other party.You don't have to spend your whole life waiting for me.

Stepping on the pebbles on the soles of the feet, the more I walked, the more painful the soles of the feet became.

[Patty, it's all my fault, and I don't want you to forgive me.Just don't give yourself a hard time, you can find better ones. ]

No matter how much comfort you have, it seems pale, and I feel uncomfortable, and I cannot give you the best wishes.Just be it, fade out of each other's lives.For you, for me.

You should have known from the beginning that this was the realistic ending.The answer is obviously very simple, but I insist on digging into a dead end.

No one is wrong, it's just that this relationship has not persisted.

[Phew, today is really thrilling and exciting.It was the first time to be hugged and run by a woman, the first time to be chased by a woman, and the first time to be thrown to the ground. Miss, are you too unexpected? ]

[Girls' hands shouldn't look like this. ]

[fool. ]

[Then I will work hard to save money to buy a big house and buy skin care products, so that your hands will become as beautiful as your face in the future. ]

[If you can’t fall asleep, I’ll sing you a love song every night from now on. ]

[I miss you so much, go to the task later, stay with me for a day. ]

[The Winter Fan Club will disclose our relationship, and I won’t make you hard any longer. ]

[Go to the ruins?Then I wait for you. ]

There are so many love songs, so many love words, but none of them belong to me.

In sleepless nights, I can no longer hear the song you gave me, no matter how beautiful the incense sticks are, you will not lead me to set them off, and you will not feel sorry for the scars on your hands...

Memories that should be forgotten are entangled and rooted in my mind, deeply engraved in my mind, and become an existence that cannot be easily erased.The sweeter the more painful.

Why can't you wait for nine years?

Why……

It's not anyone's fault, but I just stubbornly feel that it's because you don't like me enough.If so, is time an issue.

The touch you gave me all turned into danger, a sharp weapon to cut my heart.I always thought that I could at least be open-minded about love, just like I left the original world, I don't care, I am happy with the situation, there will always be gains and losses.But the moment you lose it is so uncomfortable that you will go crazy.

I thought, I thought...

It's damn self righteous.

I felt a thorn in my throat, and finally, at the end of the cobbled path, I stopped.He raised the back of his hand and wiped his eyes, tears were already streaming down his face.

Maybe it's okay to cry.

Just have a good cry, why bear it.

Crouching on the ground, I buried my head in tears.So many emotions are squeezing my chest, I have an urge to tear my chest apart, and I can only vent it by crying. I don't care what others think, as long as I feel better.

Instead of holding back crying and worrying about the pain the other party has brought to you, it is better to cry freely and let go of the past.

That's what I thought before being held in my arms, crying until I felt better.And after being hugged by the other party, I didn't feel like crying anymore. Tears rolled in my eyes, and I opened my eyes wide to feel the tenderness of being hugged.

Those sour, wronged, uncomfortable, painful, depressed, and resentful negative emotions all stopped clamoring in his warm arms.

No looking up, no asking.With my head resting on his chest, I stretched out my hands to grab the clothes on his chest, and I said, "You already knew."

The sobbing words were not threatening at all, and the voice was much hoarse, and the hoarseness was ugly.

"If you don't see it with your own eyes, everything I say is in vain, right?"

"..."

"It doesn't matter if you say I'm conspiring or gloating. As you can see, he is married and his daughter looks like him, so cute."

"have you seen?"

"Well, yes. I went to see his daughter when he was born."

I took a deep breath and asked gently.

"Nine years is too long, isn't it?"

"Well, it's been a while."

"I've been away for nine years, do you miss me?"

"Have."

"Hey, just think of me."

"Haven't you ever thought about snatching him over? Break the ties and hold him firmly in the palm of your hand. From now on, he will only belong to you."

"It's not mine, and I can't force it. Although I had this idea at that moment, I didn't do it in the end. I think it's good to end like this."

"Maybe your so-called love is not deep."

"Doing things impulsively regardless of the other person's feelings and hurting him is not good love. At least I will feel distressed."

Trying to take a deep breath in his arms, my throat less congested, I sniffed.When the mood gradually stabilized, I realized that his clothes were crumpled by me.

"Do you need me to turn around?"

"No, you've seen it anyway, and I don't feel ashamed."

Withdrew from his arms, raised his head, and wiped away the accumulated tears in his eyes.After crying a bit, my mood became calmer, at least not so depressed.

I used to insist on it out of my heart, and wanted to suppress him, so I never wanted to show weakness in front of him.But now there is no such persistence.Sometimes it's just like letting go, lightly, not necessarily vigorously.

Kuroro squatted in front of me, and I squatted in front of him, too, in a funny posture.Standing up from the ground, with the last step, I stepped out of the cobbled path, and I finished this winding path.

Regarding Philip, it has completely become a thing of the past.

"What about them?"

"I took some things and started to move around, where do I want to go next." He didn't care about the folds in front of the skirt, walked to my side, and asked softly.

"I'm hungry, go have a big meal, you treat me."

"Okay, my treat."

Originally, I wanted to go to a more high-end restaurant, but seeing Ku Luoluo's elegant attire, I couldn't help but walk to the food stall in the snack street.

Pulling away the bamboo chopsticks, I looked at the steaming pork bone ramen in front of me. Kuroro sat opposite me and looked at me with his chin in his hand. He said that he came to me after eating.For his behavior of watching my jokes when he was full, I gave him spiritual spit.

"What else do you want to eat?"

"Ramen is enough, how can I eat so much."

"Isn't it necessary to turn grief and anger into appetite?"

"It's not unbelievable for a lovelorn to overeat, but I really can't eat that much. Why bother my stomach." And, I'm much better now.

"The books say the best way to forget one relationship is to start another."

Kuroro stared at me with heavy eyes, and his face was blurred by the thick and fragrant smoke. I quickly glanced at him and continued to eat.He was not in a hurry to express himself, as if he was waiting for me to answer.What books did this kid read when he was bored?

After eating the ramen, I wiped my mouth with a paper towel, and I asked in disapproval.

"so what?"

"Go back to Meteor Street and have a look."

I didn't expect him to change the subject suddenly, I was startled, a little bit overwhelmed.

I haven't been back for so long, so it's time to check it out.I don't know if the hut in Hakma is still there.

"Okay, let's go now."—

The author has something to say: It's no one's fault!

It's the author's fault!

No, it was Shi Chen's fault! [dirt

The next update will be on the 20th!