[First time] Burn it, brother-in-law!

After dinner, Ah Chu felt a little stuffy in the room, so he asked Ah Ci to help him push the wheelchair and go around the backyard.

The earth has been roasted for a day, and after nightfall, it still exudes smoky heat, which is in stark contrast to the coolness brought by the night wind.

Ah Chu rested his chin on one hand, admiring the scenery of the garden, and couldn't help feeling: "From this height, every plant and tree is different from usual."

Ah Ci stopped, bent down, rested his chin lightly on his brother's left shoulder, looked around from left to right, and finally turned his head to look closely at his brother's side face, and said with a smile: "It seems to be different. "

Ah Chu was stunned for two seconds before asking, "You...have you really thought it through?"

"Well. If you mean my feelings for you, then it's very clear." Ah Ci straightened up, pushing Ah Chu while walking.

"This has something to do with the deleted files, right?" Ah Chu asked sharply.

"Yes. I figured it out after reading your diary and the letter to myself." Ah Ci parked the wheelchair in front of the swing chair, sat on the swing again, looked at Ah Chu and said, " But it's just a reminder. Like a key, it can open a door, but it can't create the world behind the door."

"So, what did you see in the world behind the door?"

"I've seen bits and pieces of these years, but from a different angle." Ah Ci took a deep breath, trying not to be so nervous, but the speed of speech was much faster than usual, "I never dared to Facing my own feelings, but now I understand that this is just a matter between the two of us, and we don’t have to care about other people’s opinions. You understand, I understand, that’s enough.”

Ah Chu raised his eyebrows and said, "But if you don't explain clearly, how can I understand?"

"No, you always understood. You just pretended not to know until I figured it out myself. Even Xia Yuechun could see it. It's impossible for you not to notice it. As early as when I was hospitalized with a leg injury, I didn't feel like you anymore. It’s the same.” A Ci paused, and then said, “Xia Yuechun thought I’d never liked the opposite sex, and he suspected that I was born gay. But he was only half right. Because before you appeared, I had never had any love for the opposite sex. That kind of feeling. I never yearn for love, because pouring my feelings on others is a very insecure thing. But you can make me trust with all my heart and react most instinctively... These feelings are all before reading the diary I don't feel any sympathy or guilt for you. If I say that, I should be able to express it clearly, right?"

Obviously three words are enough, but he wants to bypass it and analyze his sexual orientation as if analyzing a case in a serious manner. This occupational disease is serious enough.Ah Chu looked at his younger brother helplessly, nodded reluctantly and said, "It's pretty clear." He rubbed his lower lip with his fingertips and laughed teasingly, "But if it ends with a kiss like before dinner, it will be perfect."

Ah Ci had just finished confessing his love, and he was still a little confused. For a while, he didn't understand whether the eldest brother was making a request or making fun of him.But judging from the current atmosphere, he really can't do it - Ah Chu's expression that seems to be a smile is not a smile, there is a kind of confidence that he is in control.At this moment, don't let him pounce on him and kiss him forcefully, even if he stretches out his hand to touch the cheek of the eldest brother, I'm afraid he will feel his heart pounding.He could only shake his head and said, "No, I feel hairy if you stare at me like this."

Ah Chu immediately closed his eyes cooperatively: "Come on."

Seeing that he didn't intend to make fun of him, Ah Ci moved forward, and when he was about to touch the smiling lips, he still backed away guiltily.He licked his lips and said shyly, "Brother, let's do it another day... Anyway, I've already kissed you today."

Ah Chu opened his eyes and said displeasedly, "Who stipulates that we can only kiss once a day?"

"It's better to surprise this kind of thing. If it's too deliberate, you'll feel wrong." Ah Ci rubbed his hands, trying to find faults to divert the topic away, "We've been sitting in the yard for too long, and there are too many mosquitoes in summer, so let's go back to the room .”

"Are there mosquitoes? I didn't see them." Ah Chu turned his head to look around, and said, "Sit down a little longer... I have ignored the scenery here for a long time. The last time I seriously appreciated it was when I just returned to China. You showed me that time inside and out."

"It's been a while." Finally, the topic didn't revolve around kissing, Ah Ci heaved a sigh of relief, and together with his eldest brother, he recalled the events of the first reunion, "I remember you were so gentle back then, I even let you lie... …By the way, you even lied to me that you don’t know how to play billiards, and let me teach you for half an hour, which is really pretending.”

"Is there such a thing?" Ah Chu decided to pretend to be confused.

"Of course! You said you can't swim and you want me to teach you. That's a lie, right?"

"This is true." Ah Chu said innocently, "I tried it when I was in England, but I couldn't learn it no matter what. At that time, in order to get closer to you, I had already prepared for the worst, and I admitted it after drinking a few sips of pool water. "

"Drinking a few sips of water will give you a reason to hug me desperately?" Ah Ci glared at him, "I thought you were a little white rabbit at the time! You are clearly a rascal rabbit!"

"That's playing hooligans on you! Otherwise, would you like me to play hooligans with others?" Ah Chu said confidently, "You have to know that in all the great love stories of ancient and modern China and foreign countries, one person must play hooligans first."

"It's all nonsense." Ah Ci shook his head and smiled.

Ah Chu suddenly changed his expression: "There are mosquitoes!"

"Where is it?" Ah Ci looked around, but found no suspicious flying objects.

"Don't move, I'll blow it away for you." Ah Chu pressed his shoulders, blew lightly on his lips.

Ash froze instantly.This feeling is like being gently scratched by a kitten's paw in my heart. It is numb and numb, and it is more seductive than a firm kiss.He trembled and dodged back unconsciously.But Ah Chu didn't want to do anything else, just said calmly: "Okay, it flew away."

"Oh..." Ah Ci rubbed his arms to soothe the irritated pimple, after thinking about it, he felt that something was wrong, so he asked, "Did a mosquito really land on my mouth?"

"Of course!" Ah Chu's expression was absolutely innocent.

"Who uses blowing to drive away mosquitoes?"

"I don't kill." Ah Chu spread out his hands, and then made the signature lip rubbing gesture, saying with a slight hint, "Otherwise, tell me how to bombard mosquitoes, and I'll pay attention next time."

"...You have reached a new level of hooliganism."

"Congratulations, you said you like surprises."

The two exchanged a few more words before returning to the room.As soon as he entered the room, Ah Ci scratched his arms and counted out three big bags.In contrast, Ah Chu was much luckier, and was not included in the scope of dinner by mosquitoes at all.

Ah Ci asked suspiciously, "Why did the mosquito only bite me? What did you spray on your body?"

"There's nothing! If you don't believe me, you can smell it!" Ah Chu raised one eyebrow and said, "It only means that you are more delicious than me."

"It's okay to gloat, but don't make it so outrageous." Ah Ci was somewhat annoyed after being teased all night.

"Am I wrong?" Ah Chu restrained his smile, and analyzed it with a serious academic attitude, "I'm half full of liquid food and half full of medicine, and I haven't got any greasy nutrients for two weeks. Mosquitoes don't It's only strange that you despise me!"

Ah Ci also felt that the elder brother had been eating too much vegetarian food these days, and that little porridge alone could not replenish his physical strength.When he was hospitalized, he also drank duck soup, which fully proved that it is feasible to eat meat after surgery.So he said: "Don't talk about mosquitoes, just tell me what you want to eat."

"You." Ah Chu unceremoniously "ordered".

"Eat, eat, eat! Eat whatever you want!" Ah Ci passed his arm over without any hesitation, "I've eaten all the mosquitoes, and I still need you!"

Ah Chu was happy, and covered her lips to allow her to suck, leaving a small hickey mark, which formed a straight line with the three mosquito packs.

……

Before going to sleep, Ah Chu leaned against the head of the bed and remained silent.

"What's the matter with you? What are you thinking about?" Ah Ci asked.

"I was wondering what was written in the file you deleted." Ah Chu frowned, "It's been a while, I have to think about it slowly."

"Don't think about it, the previous things are in the past, and the future is important."

"That won't work, I have to find out what you have seen."

"It's been deleted anyway, so don't mind it." Ah Ci scratched the back of his head, feeling as if he had made a big mistake.

"How could you not mind! You read all the diaries, you know all the secrets, and you have seen me through. Do you know how bad it feels?"

Ah Ci pondered for a while, and then said: "If I show you my diary, will I feel better?"

Ah Chu blinked and said in surprise, "You also have a diary? Why haven't I seen you write it?"

"You didn't write a diary in front of me!" Ah Ci said, "I wrote it all in the diary, so I have to find it now. It's too late today. I'll dig it out and give it to you tomorrow morning. After reading it, throw it away or keep it." Or use a shredder to shred it up to you, isn't that fair?"

"Where's the fairness? I don't just have a diary in my folder. You still owe me a relationship file and a confession letter." Ah Chu was not moved by his brother's sincerity, and insisted that his brother settle accounts clearly.

"The confession is easy to write, but the archives will take some work." Ah Ci seriously considered the feasibility, "If you are not in a hurry, I can sort it out slowly."

"Okay, let's do it like this." Ah Chu nodded with satisfaction, and said, "Go to sleep. I'm looking forward to the diary tomorrow morning."

"Don't expect too much, you might be disappointed..." Ah Ci also lay down and turned off the lamp, the room was instantly dark.

But Ah Chu didn't feel sleepy, and couldn't help but said again: "Ah Ci, when did you start writing a diary?"

"Probably when I first arrived in Japan. At that time, I didn't know my roommates well, and I was alone, so I wrote something when I had nothing to do."

"Isn't it? No one is pestering you to chase you?"

"They don't have a good eye for you."

Ah Chu made him amused, gave him a hug, and said, "Go! You are too slow to see other people's overtures!" After finishing speaking, he paused, and then asked, "How did you get enlightened this time? You You said you fell in love when your leg was injured and you were hospitalized, are you sure it's not family affection?"

"I'm sure. In fact, it might have been wrong earlier, but this is not a movie, and I can't find the key frame. I just remember that you carried me on your back, and I kept thinking about your waist..." Ah Ci was a little embarrassed , said in a low voice, "Do you still remember the time when Dad came to the hospital to get mad? He scolded you, but you didn't explain it. At that time, I felt like... just like a father-in-law scolded his daughter-in-law, so, so I just spoke for you."

"Okay! So that's what you were thinking at the beginning!" Ah Chu laughed, "You can bend and bend, you can attack and defend!"

Ah Ci was so embarrassed by him, so he stuck his face on the pillow and said in a muffled voice, "You pretended to be innocent first, why blame me?"

Ah Chu smiled, and said with emotion: "I can't help it either. It turns out that if you don't pretend to be innocent, you will lose your face immediately."

Ah Ci's heart twitched, and he remembered the description in his elder brother's diary, and hurriedly explained: "It's all a misunderstanding. At that time, I had just escaped from home and wanted to climb the window to get my phone, but I heard you said that the reason for returning to China was for money. Being nice to me is just to increase the bargaining chip for the family property. It's like being poured with a bucket of ice water, I can't describe the feeling."

"You want to say that you are broken in love?" Ah Chu tried to ask.

"Yes, I was actually broken in love, and I don't know how to deal with that kind of emotion. It happened that Ronghua persuaded me to smoke less at that time, and let me know that besides you, there are other people who will treat me well and care about me... So we dated. But I'm sorry for her, and I dare not admit it, every time I kiss her, all I think of is your lips... Do you understand what I mean?"

"You mean, you kissed her before? I thought you'd been sleeping on the sofa and had nothing to do with her!" Ah Chu feigned displeasure, and put the focus very far, "And 'every kiss', you and her How many times has she kissed?"

"Anyway, not as much as you!" Ah Ci deeply felt helpless the more he said, the more mistakes he made, "I just want you to know that in the conversation at the gate of the sub-bureau, I kept talking about glory to you, subconsciously just trying to hide myself The setback does not mean to stimulate you."

"You haven't figured out these things for six years. How come you figured it out all at once after reading my diary?"

"It's true! Believe me! I dreamed of you on the operating table. Didn't the karmic creditor specialize in becoming the person you love the most and say what you want to hear the most? This already explains everything!" Aji Yue said The more urgent, the karmic creditors have been brought out as evidence.

"You know, I also had a dream on the operating table. I dreamed that you came to England to find me and said that you would take me home. It was so true that I almost followed. Until I heard Those three words, I think it's fake - how could my brother say 'I love you' to me?"

Ah Ci was stunned for a moment before he understood what the eldest brother wanted to hear.Leveraging on Hei's courage, the words rolled down his throat, and finally he choked it out: "Brother, I love you!" After finishing speaking, his whole face began to feel hot.

Ah Chu felt the darkness and pinched Ah Ci's face, and when he heard his younger brother's gasp, he smiled and said, "It's really not a dream this time, is it?"

"Yeah." Ah Ci rubbed the pinched cheek, thinking to himself, I hope my elder brother won't pinch it again when he sees the Japanese diary tomorrow.