[Master Pirate] I just want to live a peaceful life

"I like you, Ningning, be my wife and future queen of Ramirez."

To be honest, I never thought it would develop like this.

There was some tension and anticipation in Uriah's serious expression—he was serious.

In the first two worlds, even as the longest-lived Bianca, I have never been confessed to, let alone Kudo Yuuki who was taken away by illness at the age of 14.

So, in this world, I didn't think about it.There is no way to do this, because I have only accepted friendship and family affection, and love is like a very distant and familiar thing to me.Whether Kuroro or Shinichi, neither of them taught me how to deal with someone who likes me.

"Uriah, you...know that I'm a child of a pirate, right?" I tried to remind him that it's just that the naive little prince forgot our identities, and did this kind of thing because of a moment of novelty.As an adult, I have to guide him well. Thinking of this, I have the confidence to speak next.

"We are not suitable. I am not only the child of a pirate, but I am also a pirate. And you are a prince and a future king. A woman who can be your wife does not necessarily have to be a person with the same identity as you, but she must not be Pirate, do you understand?"

"Why?!" Uriah didn't seem to think that I would reject him with such a reason. He said eagerly, "I don't care about that! Even if you are a pirate, my heart for you will not change!"

"But I care." I couldn't help sighing. I thought I could become friends with Uriah, but now it's a question of whether I can die well.

"I know you won't change. But Uriah, you are a king. Marriage is not such a simple thing. A king's marriage is even more so. You can even marry a girl from an ordinary family, but I can't."

"So why!" Uriah stood up, put his hands on my shoulders, and his handsome face followed closely: "Since you don't care about your identity, why do you say you can't do it? I don't want anyone else, I just want you, Ning rather!"

Pure, passionate and unimpured feelings broke into my world like a ball of flame, with a strong love as if to swallow me... Is this love?For the first time, I felt overwhelmed emotionally.

Those sky-blue pupils flickered in the depths of his eyes, and his brows were furrowed as if he was about to cry.

"Don't reject me because of these, okay?"

Uriah pricked my heart in pleading, at that moment indescribable pain spread from my chest, I took a deep breath, pushed him away, and took a few steps back to distance myself.

"I'm not trying to put you off, it's just the reality." I turned my head away from Uriah's expression before I could say the cruel words: "You don't know me at all, do you? Do you know how many people I killed? ? Do you know how many people’s families I have torn apart, don’t you understand after seeing Rachel’s ending? This is a pirate!”

"Use it when you can use it, and betray it if you can't use it!"

"You can't lie to me!" Uriah yelled at me, "I know better than anyone that that guy has nothing but guilt towards you from the beginning to the end. He blamed me for not telling you directly what was wrong with him at first. He wanted me to Stop him, he doesn't want to go that far! You said you killed a lot of people, and I did the same! Ramirez is the country of army/fire/, sooner or later I will kill people!"

"That's different!!" I screamed and raised my head to look directly into his eyes regardless of my care. From those sky blue eyes, I saw that I was indifferent.

"Your country has a bottom line, that's why it rejected your mother at the beginning. But I didn't. As long as my mother orders, I can kill you now."

Rachel's death made me understand a lot of things, and strengthened my dreams, and completely killed the part of me that wanted to stay in Charlotte.

I want to leave!I want to live!I want freedom!I want to be happy!

Even at this time, I can hear the hoarseness of another self in my heart.

"Ningning?"

The tumbling emotions are like turbulent waves, washing away my reason wave after wave.I had to take a deep breath and channel all my emotions into the silence of the Dead Sea.

Only then did I smile at Uriah, who had sensed my mood swings.

"You will be a good husband, a good father, a good king, and you will be very happy to be your wife." I think of the boy who came to me carefully in the rainstorm and warmed me, and what I will do to him A sense of powerlessness and sadness welled up in my heart: "But, I'm sorry, that kind of happiness is not what I want."

"..."

Uriah froze in place for a long time, his half-open mouth moved slightly, and the words he wanted to say brought him back to his senses. Sadness, pain, and unwillingness flashed across his face for a moment, and fell to the sides of his body. His hands were clenched into fists, as if he had exhausted all his strength to put away all his emotions, and a soft smile replaced it.

"I see."

He blinked quickly, his eyes reddened and he opened his hands towards me.

"Can I give you one last hug?"

I silently walked in front of him and let the young man embrace me in his arms.This is the first time that I am in the arms of someone who loves me. It is different from the hugs of my family and friends. This hug has the strength of not wanting to let go, but it is as gentle as it is afraid of hurting me.

"Do you know? You really don't look at men." Uriah, who buried his face in my shoulders, made a muffled voice, feeling the wetness on his shoulders, and I also stretched out my arms to wrap his arms around his back gently. slap.

"Well, I'm blind."

"If your future lover is a man worse than me, I will not let you go!"

"Will not."

"You don't have it!" Uriah stomped his feet angrily, and the top of his head was puffing, I couldn't laugh or cry: "Do you want me to have it or not?"

"...I hope you will die alone."

"Wow, it's scary, destroy Uriah if you can't get it, do you have this attribute?"

"No, no!" Uriah raised his head and hurriedly explained, "I didn't mean that! I just hope that you will never belong to others!"

His eyes were red, and there were still wet tears on his face. He looked cute and pitiful in a panic, and he wanted to be bullied, and I did the same.

"Hey—what about dying alone, Ning Ning is very afraid of being alone~ Uriah is so cruel, to curse Ning Ning so viciously because Ning Ning rejected you, okay~ Pass~ points~" The last three words I deliberately elongated the tone and divided it into high and low notes.

Uriah blushed, and choked out a sentence for a long time: "When, when the time comes, I will be with you! As a friend!"

In case I misunderstood too much, he specially emphasized: "I am a man of my word! We will be best friends from now on! My home is your home, my father is your father, and my property is your property ! My honor is your honor!"

"...You definitely have no friends, right?"

Which friend did this!These words hit Uriah's wound all of a sudden, he took a few steps back holding his chest, and opened his eyes in disbelief: "How do you know?!"

"It's completely exposed!!"

"Damn it!! It's obviously well hidden, but can you also see through people's hearts?!"

I shook my head, held his hand and said to him with a kind attitude: "Don't be afraid, let me, who has countless friends, come and teach you."

"Woo...you are such a good person, Ning Ning!"

"Please don't say that, it's disgusting."

In short, things are falling like this, gratifying to congratulate~

Afterwards, Uriah explained to me that it was his father who said he wanted to see me, but when the time came, his father pushed him out, and he didn’t know where he was going.

"Father must have seen through my thoughts to do this, as expected of father!" Uriah was immersed in his father's brilliance, and I laughed.

It's all about watching the show, King Ramirez.

However, our side is not qualified to say that he is just good, kicking the broken teacup fragments with his feet, I will not admit that I always go to someone's class for classes, it is his favorite cup.

At the tea party to send off the Ramirez royal family two days later, Perospero had a business smile. When Uriah got closer to me, Perospero immediately politely and respectfully-carried him away up.

Katakuri also hesitated to talk to me several times. He probably didn't expect King Ramirez to be like this. He must also feel bad about pushing his lovely sister over.

I silently patted his hand, held a big donut and gave it to him, while I sat on his lap and ate a small donut.Katakuri didn't eat it, he never eats donuts in front of us, but even if he keeps it for back, it's the same, accepting my donuts is reconciliation.

The tacit understanding between brothers and sisters is like this, I thought about reaching out to take advantage of the cracker to chat with others and snatch his juice, ignoring his lonely roar because of drinking.

Uriah gave me a brooch before boarding the boat, and told me that if I have something to do in the future, I can go directly to the palace to find him with this.Looking at the brooch in the shape of a golden feather, I sighed under Uriah's strange eyes that it was an angel's feather.

After I put away the angel feather, I started looking for my diary—however, the diary was gone.

I lost myself in thought under the empty pillow.

The diary records some information about the Charlotte family and its members that I sorted out. The words I use to record are unique to the world of Bianca Roussillo. In this world, I only gave them to Rachel. Well, no one but him could know what was written on it.

So, I never hid it carefully.

Will it be Perospero?No, even if Rachel will leave me something, when Perospero sees the words in the diary, he may only think that I scribbled.

I have always maintained the original habit of putting the diary under the pillow. No one can take it away when I am awake, unless it is when I am not clear.

The memory flashed back to the three days when I was in a coma with a high fever. During those three days, everyone who came to my house might be a prisoner, but who else would it be if it wasn't Perospero?

Meanwhile, at a candy store in Cake Island.

Flampe took out a diary tremblingly, and Nuyqi, who was sitting opposite her, let out an ah, and then gasped with a headache.

"Why did you take her diary!"

"Because, because Flanpe wants to know Ningning better!" Flanpe pursed her lips and said tearfully.

"Then just take a look! Why did you take it out!"

As soon as this was mentioned, Flampe couldn't help but burst into tears.

"Flan Pei just wanted to put Ning Ning back and let F Lan Pei go! There is no chance at all!"

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The author has something to say:

After that, Flampe had no chance to put the diary back, nor did she dare to admit it—even in the end she even gave up on herself: Flampe was going to take Ningning's diary into the grave!

Nuwich: She will tear down your tomb if she finds out.

Flampe: blah blah blah